04-05-2023, 12:28 AM
Here comes the first update. To brief about myself, I am well established salaried professional working in an MNC. Let me clarify once again that I am not gay or TG or bisexual. I am a normal guy who likes to wear women clothes and I get aroused by that. I am happily married person, having healthy sexual relationship with my wife and moreover, my wife has also accepted that I like to get dressed as woman. Yes such men exists who like crossdressing and such wives also exists who encourage practicing it at home. So please don't send personal messages asking whether I am top or bottom. I am here just to share my real life incidents with you people.
Coming back to my introduction, now I am in my mid thirties and still like wearing women's outfits whenever I get a chance. But it all started when I was a child when I was in 6th or 7th standard. I was a youngest child in house with one sister who is 2 years older to me. In college days, after returning home from college at around 1 pm I used to be alone at home until everybody else returned in the evening. I had lot of time to kill in these 5 to 6 hours. I used to watch TV most of the time. But slowly as I started to have puberty like every normal child, I used to have arousal watching kissing scenes or bed scenes on TV. The most famous erotic contents of those old times were movies like ashiq banaya aapne, murder and prerna bajajs intimate scenes with Rahul Bajaj.
By that time I dint have a clue about masturbation or sexual intercourse. The content on TV was never detailed enought so that I could understand all that. But I used to like the feeling of getting hardon. I used to wait for hours and days to be able to see such scenes on TV but that used to be a long long wait. So I started remembering and visualising these scenes in my mind to get a hardon.
On one such afternoon when I was browsing the TV channels I noticed that the cable operator has put the Ashiq banaya aapne song in a loop on the local channel. This day was a like a dream come true. After watching the same song for more than 6 to 7 times I started noticing minute details in it. The kissing was obviously the point of attraction but the way imran holds tanushree, the way she is dressed, the way she walks, Especially the red colored top that tanushree wore and the same color brasier which was visible on her shoulders felt erotic to me.
Then I started having thoughts like why don't boys or men don't wear such clothes. Even though men don't have boobs(I wish they had at least 2), but sexy looking dresses like skirt and top or kurti or saree would look great on men too. Having such thoughts ignited the spark in me and became the turning point.
As I thought about it more I imagined myself wearing a skirt blouse like the one wore by tansuhree. The white color skirt having floral design and red color top. I liked the feeling of wearing such outfit myself and then I went straight to our wardrobe and started looking into my sister's clothes. She had many frocks, skirts, college dress, kurtis, panties, etc.
She had just started having small boobs so there was her bra as well. First I just touched it and that gave me a feeling I can't describe here. I took one bra in my hands and started observing it and got curious about its shape. By then I just knew that girls have boobs but I had no clue how boobs look like. But when I had this thought in my mind that the boobs are actually hold up by these bras, my cock jumped and I felt pleased.
Soon I realised that no one is stopping me from trying these myself. Immediately I got naked and wore the bra. Offcourse I couldn't hook it so I just wore it halfway and left it unhooked lying it loose on my shoulders. It was all together a different feeling I discovered. I looked at myself in the mirror and started observing how I was looking.
After this I was getting more and more curious about what may happen next and the desire to do something that I had never done before was unending. So I picked up a panty and started having a look at it. I noticed that unlike underwear, panties don't have front pocket. I wore them and I got pleased again. Here I was having the first crossdressimg session of my life at age of 13 or 14. It was very different and unique feeling.
I was still stuck with the entire business of hooking the bra. So I just left it that way and wore a frock. Again looking at myself in the mirror gave me next level feeling of being dressed like a girl. Although the dressing was not perfect but I was definitely liking it. I spent the afternoon wearing it and changed to my regular clothes well in advance before anyone would arrive.
To be continued with the entry of a new character
in the next update...
Coming back to my introduction, now I am in my mid thirties and still like wearing women's outfits whenever I get a chance. But it all started when I was a child when I was in 6th or 7th standard. I was a youngest child in house with one sister who is 2 years older to me. In college days, after returning home from college at around 1 pm I used to be alone at home until everybody else returned in the evening. I had lot of time to kill in these 5 to 6 hours. I used to watch TV most of the time. But slowly as I started to have puberty like every normal child, I used to have arousal watching kissing scenes or bed scenes on TV. The most famous erotic contents of those old times were movies like ashiq banaya aapne, murder and prerna bajajs intimate scenes with Rahul Bajaj.
By that time I dint have a clue about masturbation or sexual intercourse. The content on TV was never detailed enought so that I could understand all that. But I used to like the feeling of getting hardon. I used to wait for hours and days to be able to see such scenes on TV but that used to be a long long wait. So I started remembering and visualising these scenes in my mind to get a hardon.
On one such afternoon when I was browsing the TV channels I noticed that the cable operator has put the Ashiq banaya aapne song in a loop on the local channel. This day was a like a dream come true. After watching the same song for more than 6 to 7 times I started noticing minute details in it. The kissing was obviously the point of attraction but the way imran holds tanushree, the way she is dressed, the way she walks, Especially the red colored top that tanushree wore and the same color brasier which was visible on her shoulders felt erotic to me.
Then I started having thoughts like why don't boys or men don't wear such clothes. Even though men don't have boobs(I wish they had at least 2), but sexy looking dresses like skirt and top or kurti or saree would look great on men too. Having such thoughts ignited the spark in me and became the turning point.
As I thought about it more I imagined myself wearing a skirt blouse like the one wore by tansuhree. The white color skirt having floral design and red color top. I liked the feeling of wearing such outfit myself and then I went straight to our wardrobe and started looking into my sister's clothes. She had many frocks, skirts, college dress, kurtis, panties, etc.
She had just started having small boobs so there was her bra as well. First I just touched it and that gave me a feeling I can't describe here. I took one bra in my hands and started observing it and got curious about its shape. By then I just knew that girls have boobs but I had no clue how boobs look like. But when I had this thought in my mind that the boobs are actually hold up by these bras, my cock jumped and I felt pleased.
Soon I realised that no one is stopping me from trying these myself. Immediately I got naked and wore the bra. Offcourse I couldn't hook it so I just wore it halfway and left it unhooked lying it loose on my shoulders. It was all together a different feeling I discovered. I looked at myself in the mirror and started observing how I was looking.
After this I was getting more and more curious about what may happen next and the desire to do something that I had never done before was unending. So I picked up a panty and started having a look at it. I noticed that unlike underwear, panties don't have front pocket. I wore them and I got pleased again. Here I was having the first crossdressimg session of my life at age of 13 or 14. It was very different and unique feeling.
I was still stuck with the entire business of hooking the bra. So I just left it that way and wore a frock. Again looking at myself in the mirror gave me next level feeling of being dressed like a girl. Although the dressing was not perfect but I was definitely liking it. I spent the afternoon wearing it and changed to my regular clothes well in advance before anyone would arrive.
To be continued with the entry of a new character
in the next update...
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