15-04-2023, 09:22 PM
(This post was last modified: 15-04-2023, 09:50 PM by halluvi. Edited 2 times in total. Edited 2 times in total.
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Om Namo Narayanaya Namaha.
Cold air is hitting my face consistently. There is vast expanse of white snow everywhere. Not a bit of life anywhere. But to my surprise, even in this extreme cold, i am not feeling cold. But a deep sense of mysticism i feel within myself, as if i am aloof from this material world. When i close my eyes, i feel nothingness within me. I am aware of my past self but the same time i feel like there is something more. I feel as if this entire world, and this entire expanse is part of this whole nothingness.
Ommmmmmm Ommmmmm Ommmmm
These words are coming from my mouth inadvertently. I can feel the words themselves resonating, coming from the depths of the universe, traversing the vast expanse of universe, and finally reaching this small granule we call earth, and finally reaching this carbon mass called myself. But who am I ?
Am i really this small biomass, i feel like i am nothing and everything at the same time. Am i only this 20 year human, or am i an entity that has seen the very birth of universe itself.
What is hot, what is cold ?? I can feel this very cold atmosphere here, but at the same time i feel like i am aloof to this.
Is this entire thing real ? I tried to feel the snow lying beneath my feet, somehow i can feel this coldness, this mass, this white matter. When i close my eyes, i can even feel the molecules vibrating and interacting with each other.
I can faintly hear omkaramantra coming from the distance, and my feet started moving in that direction inadvertently. I can feel my body both as part of myself as well as only as an exterior cover. I can feel it merely as a carrier for me. Am i really this body, or as they call, am i the soul residing in this body, or am I that entity that is looking at this body called myself from above. Who am I really
As i am deeply in such thoughts, my feet is carrying me to the source of sound i heard earlier. As i am approaching there, i can hear other sounds vaguely. I feel like i wouldn't have heard these sounds if i was my earlier mortal self. But am i really this mortal biomass only, i can feel a part of myself within this snow, i can feel this whole earth itself as an entity emitting it's own signature beats just like we mortal humans give heartbeats.
As my thoughts are traversing the various philosophical questions like these, i found myself nearer to some other entity. In contrast to the white landscape i have seen until now, i can actually see a small green biome here, and omkaramantra reverberating in the atmosphere here. I observed there under the tree a shining entity constantly uttering omkaramantra.
I seated myself there on that lush green grass carpet, and entered yogamudra myself.
Ommmm Ommmmm Ommmm.
Cold air is hitting my face consistently. There is vast expanse of white snow everywhere. Not a bit of life anywhere. But to my surprise, even in this extreme cold, i am not feeling cold. But a deep sense of mysticism i feel within myself, as if i am aloof from this material world. When i close my eyes, i feel nothingness within me. I am aware of my past self but the same time i feel like there is something more. I feel as if this entire world, and this entire expanse is part of this whole nothingness.
Ommmmmmm Ommmmmm Ommmmm
These words are coming from my mouth inadvertently. I can feel the words themselves resonating, coming from the depths of the universe, traversing the vast expanse of universe, and finally reaching this small granule we call earth, and finally reaching this carbon mass called myself. But who am I ?
Am i really this small biomass, i feel like i am nothing and everything at the same time. Am i only this 20 year human, or am i an entity that has seen the very birth of universe itself.
What is hot, what is cold ?? I can feel this very cold atmosphere here, but at the same time i feel like i am aloof to this.
Is this entire thing real ? I tried to feel the snow lying beneath my feet, somehow i can feel this coldness, this mass, this white matter. When i close my eyes, i can even feel the molecules vibrating and interacting with each other.
I can faintly hear omkaramantra coming from the distance, and my feet started moving in that direction inadvertently. I can feel my body both as part of myself as well as only as an exterior cover. I can feel it merely as a carrier for me. Am i really this body, or as they call, am i the soul residing in this body, or am I that entity that is looking at this body called myself from above. Who am I really
As i am deeply in such thoughts, my feet is carrying me to the source of sound i heard earlier. As i am approaching there, i can hear other sounds vaguely. I feel like i wouldn't have heard these sounds if i was my earlier mortal self. But am i really this mortal biomass only, i can feel a part of myself within this snow, i can feel this whole earth itself as an entity emitting it's own signature beats just like we mortal humans give heartbeats.
As my thoughts are traversing the various philosophical questions like these, i found myself nearer to some other entity. In contrast to the white landscape i have seen until now, i can actually see a small green biome here, and omkaramantra reverberating in the atmosphere here. I observed there under the tree a shining entity constantly uttering omkaramantra.
I seated myself there on that lush green grass carpet, and entered yogamudra myself.
Ommmm Ommmmm Ommmm.
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