11-04-2023, 07:01 AM
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Me "mom, did you like whatever they..
I couldn't complete my sentence,
Mom "don't ask stupid questions, you are grown up now, I am also a human being, not came from heaven, you already witnessed each and everything, now don't talk how I felt, being a Son you have to know, don't pull your mom down".
Me "I am sorry mom, I am not put you down I just want to be more close to you, see if Rick or Joe ask you this question, you may give answer them frankly, but because I am your son, you feel awkward to answer".
Mom smiled "right, is it my fault?"
Me "No mom absolutely not, can you suppose me as a stranger?"
Mom "don't try to open me son, I feel very shyness to myself".
Me "why mom, as you already said we are human beings, so why can't you talk to me as a friend about inner desires?"
Mom "son i was always busy in my work, and I met many people for discussion about teachings, some of them had lust about me and it could be easy to guess their intentions for a woman, but as a precious respected lecture I have never entertain them and ignore them,
But in my loneliness invites some thoughts in my mind automatically just like they are having sex with me, but I always tried to avoid them, it happens with everyone and some of them avoid it and some of them go deep in and try to create situation to make it possible, but I never tried, because as my image it was not suitable for me.
But sometimes I spent few moments for thinking about it, in my imagination I feel like I am going to abroad for some work and I am in hotel, nobody knows me there and I am meeting some new people there, and an unknown black person ask me for date and I am going with him and having sex with him, but yesterday it became true by unaspected source".
Me "ohh mom i like that, thank you for sharing with me maa, I love you, you only wish for one and source gave you 2, now again you will get double".
Mom smiled "shut up you raskal, it's not like that, I am not going to imagine now".
Me "ohh really mom, are you not exited for diwali session, don't worry mom if you wish I will not be here to disturb you.. ok?"
Mom "I am not exited as you think baby".
Mom blushing while saying this.
Me "mom, did you like whatever they..
I couldn't complete my sentence,
Mom "don't ask stupid questions, you are grown up now, I am also a human being, not came from heaven, you already witnessed each and everything, now don't talk how I felt, being a Son you have to know, don't pull your mom down".
Me "I am sorry mom, I am not put you down I just want to be more close to you, see if Rick or Joe ask you this question, you may give answer them frankly, but because I am your son, you feel awkward to answer".
Mom smiled "right, is it my fault?"
Me "No mom absolutely not, can you suppose me as a stranger?"
Mom "don't try to open me son, I feel very shyness to myself".
Me "why mom, as you already said we are human beings, so why can't you talk to me as a friend about inner desires?"
Mom "son i was always busy in my work, and I met many people for discussion about teachings, some of them had lust about me and it could be easy to guess their intentions for a woman, but as a precious respected lecture I have never entertain them and ignore them,
But in my loneliness invites some thoughts in my mind automatically just like they are having sex with me, but I always tried to avoid them, it happens with everyone and some of them avoid it and some of them go deep in and try to create situation to make it possible, but I never tried, because as my image it was not suitable for me.
But sometimes I spent few moments for thinking about it, in my imagination I feel like I am going to abroad for some work and I am in hotel, nobody knows me there and I am meeting some new people there, and an unknown black person ask me for date and I am going with him and having sex with him, but yesterday it became true by unaspected source".
Me "ohh mom i like that, thank you for sharing with me maa, I love you, you only wish for one and source gave you 2, now again you will get double".
Mom smiled "shut up you raskal, it's not like that, I am not going to imagine now".
Me "ohh really mom, are you not exited for diwali session, don't worry mom if you wish I will not be here to disturb you.. ok?"
Mom "I am not exited as you think baby".
Mom blushing while saying this.
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