10-04-2023, 09:55 AM
The bedroom was nice and broad. He made me sit on the bed while I just rolled the towel on my wet hair. He sat next to me and I pushed him on the bed to examine the scar.
“Was it a big wound here?”
“Yes, It was about an year ago before we got married, I met with a bike accident and landed on a metal bar between my legs, I was hurt in my testicles and rushed to hospital. It was a life threatening operation, however, the doctors have done all they can to save my life. After the operation it was a surgeon who called me and explained to me that he tried to restore my testicles as much as possible, still some of the damage could not be undone. He said it may take a while to heal and get normal. He also warned me that I may not be able to produce sperm with life, but there may be a chance it could naturally heal and get the life back to the sperms”
“You knew this all along and didn’t tell me?” I knew my mercury was again raising.
“Babe, I know how much you love to have a kid, I did not want to spoil your confidence and happiness. Every year I have been going for a sperm test, and just last week I met the doctor and he said, he would do the final tests. Only this morning I got the reports. He has confirmed my damages were irrecoverable and I would be able to have a child”
I was shocked. It was a big blow. But at the same time, I felt sorry for Ajit. It was not intentional. He loves me still. Accidents do happen to people. I hugged him tight and I was crying silently. He comforted me. All of a sudden, the plans for our romantic evening looked like a waste. It looked as if, we are going to do something useless. Sex seemed to be something purposeless. I felt like a child whose candy was grabbed by some bully. I wanted to cry louder. And I cried out. Ajit did not have words to comfort me, but he was gently stroking my hair saying, “don’t worry, we can handle this” but there was no confidence in his voice. I am sure, he is as much hurt as I am.
I think I got exhausted and slept off. I don’t know how long it was, But when I woke up, it was dark, and i was covered with a blanket and the A/c was mildly running.
“Ajit....” I faintly called
“I am coming” he walked in as nude as he was when we were talking.
“I am famished” I complained
“Your Pizza and drink is ready on the table, you can come..” he gave me his hand and wanted me to get up. I rose from the bed. He lifted my tiny figure in his huge hands and carried me to the hall.
“Ajit, do you love me?”
“Of course, I love you babe”
“Then why did you hide this from me so long?” my unsettled feelings prompted me again.
“I am sorry, I was confident that everything would be alright in due course”
He placed me on the sofa and brought the pizza pack to where I was sitting. He brought me the ice bucket with red wine and soda. I love this kind of western combination when I am in a mood for celebration. I learnt social drinking only in the corporate office parties, mostly when I am with Ajit. If I am in a party without him, I dare not go near it. I even puffed cigarettes couple of times. Somehow that did not fascinate me as much as the taste of red wine and the warm feeling that follows it.
He served a little wine in a goblet and toasted it for our marriage anniversary. I started laughing at the funny way he was toasting it. I reached out and pulled his cock and shaked it with my hand as if ringing a bell. I brought my goblet to his tip. Dipped it into the wine. And started to suck him off. He grew faster in my lips. He was fully erect now. I pulled it up and left it. It shook quickly and became rigid again.
He picked up the pizza from my plate and started to feed me. I picked up one and fed him. Soon I forgot that we had just went through an emotional storm.
“So did you go out like this and collected the pizza?”
“No, I was wearing a shorts”
“Now this nudism is for you… and just for you!”
I melted in his hands. I was falling in love with him more than ever. I felt the greater need to assure him of my love. We ate, stoked, caressed and laughed through our dinner.
“Why were you so weird and said you wanted to see me with someone young? Is it all because of the porn you are watching?”
“No, in fact, it is because of one of your experiences”
“my experience?”
“You know I have never been with anyone but you”
“Remember you college vacation games with your cousin”
“That was at an age I don’t know what I was doing, besides he is a small boy”
“No, I’ve met him last year, he is grown and as tall as I am”
“But he isn’t as mature as you are”
“Of course not, but he was behind my fantasy”
“You are really weird, and gone crazy. If we can’t have our own baby, we can always adopt one”
“Well, I want to have our baby and not grow someone else’s kid, if not ours at least yours”
Again my heart grew gloomy, when he said “yours”.
Quickly tears rolled down my cheeks.
“Oops… I am sorry, I did not mean to hurt you”
“How can you separate me and you?, how do you think I would have a baby of my own if it is not for you?”
“Sorry, sorry, please forgive me, what is in my heart came out in words, I am so stupid” He was feeling sad and kept saying sorry over and over again.
I am utterly confused.
“Was it a big wound here?”
“Yes, It was about an year ago before we got married, I met with a bike accident and landed on a metal bar between my legs, I was hurt in my testicles and rushed to hospital. It was a life threatening operation, however, the doctors have done all they can to save my life. After the operation it was a surgeon who called me and explained to me that he tried to restore my testicles as much as possible, still some of the damage could not be undone. He said it may take a while to heal and get normal. He also warned me that I may not be able to produce sperm with life, but there may be a chance it could naturally heal and get the life back to the sperms”
“You knew this all along and didn’t tell me?” I knew my mercury was again raising.
“Babe, I know how much you love to have a kid, I did not want to spoil your confidence and happiness. Every year I have been going for a sperm test, and just last week I met the doctor and he said, he would do the final tests. Only this morning I got the reports. He has confirmed my damages were irrecoverable and I would be able to have a child”
I was shocked. It was a big blow. But at the same time, I felt sorry for Ajit. It was not intentional. He loves me still. Accidents do happen to people. I hugged him tight and I was crying silently. He comforted me. All of a sudden, the plans for our romantic evening looked like a waste. It looked as if, we are going to do something useless. Sex seemed to be something purposeless. I felt like a child whose candy was grabbed by some bully. I wanted to cry louder. And I cried out. Ajit did not have words to comfort me, but he was gently stroking my hair saying, “don’t worry, we can handle this” but there was no confidence in his voice. I am sure, he is as much hurt as I am.
I think I got exhausted and slept off. I don’t know how long it was, But when I woke up, it was dark, and i was covered with a blanket and the A/c was mildly running.
“Ajit....” I faintly called
“I am coming” he walked in as nude as he was when we were talking.
“I am famished” I complained
“Your Pizza and drink is ready on the table, you can come..” he gave me his hand and wanted me to get up. I rose from the bed. He lifted my tiny figure in his huge hands and carried me to the hall.
“Ajit, do you love me?”
“Of course, I love you babe”
“Then why did you hide this from me so long?” my unsettled feelings prompted me again.
“I am sorry, I was confident that everything would be alright in due course”
He placed me on the sofa and brought the pizza pack to where I was sitting. He brought me the ice bucket with red wine and soda. I love this kind of western combination when I am in a mood for celebration. I learnt social drinking only in the corporate office parties, mostly when I am with Ajit. If I am in a party without him, I dare not go near it. I even puffed cigarettes couple of times. Somehow that did not fascinate me as much as the taste of red wine and the warm feeling that follows it.
He served a little wine in a goblet and toasted it for our marriage anniversary. I started laughing at the funny way he was toasting it. I reached out and pulled his cock and shaked it with my hand as if ringing a bell. I brought my goblet to his tip. Dipped it into the wine. And started to suck him off. He grew faster in my lips. He was fully erect now. I pulled it up and left it. It shook quickly and became rigid again.
He picked up the pizza from my plate and started to feed me. I picked up one and fed him. Soon I forgot that we had just went through an emotional storm.
“So did you go out like this and collected the pizza?”
“No, I was wearing a shorts”
“Now this nudism is for you… and just for you!”
I melted in his hands. I was falling in love with him more than ever. I felt the greater need to assure him of my love. We ate, stoked, caressed and laughed through our dinner.
“Why were you so weird and said you wanted to see me with someone young? Is it all because of the porn you are watching?”
“No, in fact, it is because of one of your experiences”
“my experience?”
“You know I have never been with anyone but you”
“Remember you college vacation games with your cousin”
“That was at an age I don’t know what I was doing, besides he is a small boy”
“No, I’ve met him last year, he is grown and as tall as I am”
“But he isn’t as mature as you are”
“Of course not, but he was behind my fantasy”
“You are really weird, and gone crazy. If we can’t have our own baby, we can always adopt one”
“Well, I want to have our baby and not grow someone else’s kid, if not ours at least yours”
Again my heart grew gloomy, when he said “yours”.
Quickly tears rolled down my cheeks.
“Oops… I am sorry, I did not mean to hurt you”
“How can you separate me and you?, how do you think I would have a baby of my own if it is not for you?”
“Sorry, sorry, please forgive me, what is in my heart came out in words, I am so stupid” He was feeling sad and kept saying sorry over and over again.
I am utterly confused.
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