02-04-2023, 09:02 PM
Me: Chachaji mujhey jeene ka bilkul mann nahi hai, I don't feel like a man.
Chachaji: kama to raha hai.dikkat kya hai
Me: arey kamana hi sab kuch nahi hota.Me shweta to kahi ghuma nahi pata. Usey khush nahi rakh pata. Baatein nahii karta. Ek hi jagah baitha rehta hu.
Chachaji: arey to me kar to leta hu baatein, me dhyan rakhta hu usska. Tu tension na le. Tu bhi jaldi theek ho jayega fir usey kahi thandi jagah ghumane le jana.
Me: arey aap samajh nahi rahe ho.jane do.
Understanding the situation he gave me a very strong peg.
Chachaji: le yeh pi le. Shant ho ja
Me: theek hai. I was thinking if its right or wrong about what I am goind to say. Very confused. Heartbeat super high. I took 3 long sips and got courage to say what I wanted to say. I said to chachaji Aapko me samjha nahi paunga.
Chachaji: tu koshish to kr. Meine bhi aise hi baal ssafed nahi kiye hain.
Me: (aankhe neeche kar k I said) arey ek aurat to baatein, hasne, pyar, paise k alawa bhi kuch aur chahiye hota hai jo sirf ek pati de saakta hai.
Chachaji: I know tu kya kah raha hai.dont worry everything will be ok. Once you start walking.
Me: (I lied{this was not scripted}) arey mera ab shweta k liye khada nahi hota. Me usey pyar to karta hu but khush nahi rakh sakta. Mujhey bimari hai, meine ksis ko nahi baataya shweta kobhi nahi.
Chachaji: (thodi dair chup rehne k baaad) hmmm. Chal kisi dusre doctor ko dikhayenge.
Me: mujhey lagta hai shweta mujhey chhod degi. Kya karu kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Kabhi mann karta hai kissi dost k saath set kar du usey. Kam se kam khush to rahegi. Abhi jawan hai uski bhi zaruratein hain.
Chachaji: (chilla kr) chup bey gadhe. Ghar ki beti kisi aur k bistar garam karegi.
Me: bistar garam karne ki baat sunkr I got hard on.
Chachaji: (after sometime) agar tu bura na mane to ek baat kahu.ghar ki izzat ghar me hi rahegi.
Me; I knew what was coming. But said. Boliye na, aap bade hain zaarur koi raasta dikhayengee
Chachaji: tu Shweta to mujhey sambhalne de….mein usey achchi tarah jaaanta hu and me usk har tarah se dhyan rakhunga usey itna khush rakhunga k who hamare purey ghar ko khush rakhegi.
Me; matlab?? (innocently)
Chachaji: arey me yeh kah rah u k teri dost ki bajaaye to shweta to mujh se pyar karne ki ijazaat de de. Me usey bahut pyar karunga. Woh ghar me hi rahegi aur me usey har khushi dunga. Aur baaat hum teeno k beech me rahegi.
Me: arey aise kaise. Aap itne bade ho
Chachaji: (meri baat kat te huye…thooda zor se) tujhey meri umar ki chinta hai ya uski khushi ki
Me: uski khushiki
Chachaji: fir tu bas soch mat
Me: but who aapko apne papa ki taraaha maaanti hai. She will not let you do anything with her.
Chachaji: who maanti hai na mein to nahi maaanta. Me usey dheere dheeere apne itna kareeb le aaunga. Usey itna pyar dunga k who meri kisi baat ko mana nahi kr payegi. Mujhey pata hai usey mature mard pasand hain. Who khud har raaat mere bistar par meri randi banegi.
Me: (I got confortable now) to aap chahte ho meri BV mere hi ghar me mere hi chachaji ki rakhel ban jaye.
Chachaji: han dost ki randi banne sse to achcha hai. Aur rakhel ki kya baat hai. Jab tu mana karega me usey chodna band kr dunga. Aur agar meri uski goad bhar di(pregnant) to apna hi khoon hai.
Me: haaan kah to sahi rahe ho. Me subah batata hu. Ab sota hu. Ap apne room me chale jao.
Chachaji: (going out of the room) soch le. Shweta ka bhi sochna bechari kitne dino se pyasi hai.
Chachaji: kama to raha hai.dikkat kya hai
Me: arey kamana hi sab kuch nahi hota.Me shweta to kahi ghuma nahi pata. Usey khush nahi rakh pata. Baatein nahii karta. Ek hi jagah baitha rehta hu.
Chachaji: arey to me kar to leta hu baatein, me dhyan rakhta hu usska. Tu tension na le. Tu bhi jaldi theek ho jayega fir usey kahi thandi jagah ghumane le jana.
Me: arey aap samajh nahi rahe ho.jane do.
Understanding the situation he gave me a very strong peg.
Chachaji: le yeh pi le. Shant ho ja
Me: theek hai. I was thinking if its right or wrong about what I am goind to say. Very confused. Heartbeat super high. I took 3 long sips and got courage to say what I wanted to say. I said to chachaji Aapko me samjha nahi paunga.
Chachaji: tu koshish to kr. Meine bhi aise hi baal ssafed nahi kiye hain.
Me: (aankhe neeche kar k I said) arey ek aurat to baatein, hasne, pyar, paise k alawa bhi kuch aur chahiye hota hai jo sirf ek pati de saakta hai.
Chachaji: I know tu kya kah raha hai.dont worry everything will be ok. Once you start walking.
Me: (I lied{this was not scripted}) arey mera ab shweta k liye khada nahi hota. Me usey pyar to karta hu but khush nahi rakh sakta. Mujhey bimari hai, meine ksis ko nahi baataya shweta kobhi nahi.
Chachaji: (thodi dair chup rehne k baaad) hmmm. Chal kisi dusre doctor ko dikhayenge.
Me: mujhey lagta hai shweta mujhey chhod degi. Kya karu kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Kabhi mann karta hai kissi dost k saath set kar du usey. Kam se kam khush to rahegi. Abhi jawan hai uski bhi zaruratein hain.
Chachaji: (chilla kr) chup bey gadhe. Ghar ki beti kisi aur k bistar garam karegi.
Me: bistar garam karne ki baat sunkr I got hard on.
Chachaji: (after sometime) agar tu bura na mane to ek baat kahu.ghar ki izzat ghar me hi rahegi.
Me; I knew what was coming. But said. Boliye na, aap bade hain zaarur koi raasta dikhayengee
Chachaji: tu Shweta to mujhey sambhalne de….mein usey achchi tarah jaaanta hu and me usk har tarah se dhyan rakhunga usey itna khush rakhunga k who hamare purey ghar ko khush rakhegi.
Me; matlab?? (innocently)
Chachaji: arey me yeh kah rah u k teri dost ki bajaaye to shweta to mujh se pyar karne ki ijazaat de de. Me usey bahut pyar karunga. Woh ghar me hi rahegi aur me usey har khushi dunga. Aur baaat hum teeno k beech me rahegi.
Me: arey aise kaise. Aap itne bade ho
Chachaji: (meri baat kat te huye…thooda zor se) tujhey meri umar ki chinta hai ya uski khushi ki
Me: uski khushiki
Chachaji: fir tu bas soch mat
Me: but who aapko apne papa ki taraaha maaanti hai. She will not let you do anything with her.
Chachaji: who maanti hai na mein to nahi maaanta. Me usey dheere dheeere apne itna kareeb le aaunga. Usey itna pyar dunga k who meri kisi baat ko mana nahi kr payegi. Mujhey pata hai usey mature mard pasand hain. Who khud har raaat mere bistar par meri randi banegi.
Me: (I got confortable now) to aap chahte ho meri BV mere hi ghar me mere hi chachaji ki rakhel ban jaye.
Chachaji: han dost ki randi banne sse to achcha hai. Aur rakhel ki kya baat hai. Jab tu mana karega me usey chodna band kr dunga. Aur agar meri uski goad bhar di(pregnant) to apna hi khoon hai.
Me: haaan kah to sahi rahe ho. Me subah batata hu. Ab sota hu. Ap apne room me chale jao.
Chachaji: (going out of the room) soch le. Shweta ka bhi sochna bechari kitne dino se pyasi hai.