Adultery The Possession

[Henry]

Three more days passed respectively. Subir's dilemma grew. He knows that Soma does not hide anything from him. Yet every day he gets news, whether Dawa Sherpa comes home, or he talks, etc. Every time Soma says that she didn't talk to Dawa anymore, he doesn't even come to the flat. He lives in his own room. However, Subir feels restless. Is Soma hiding something? Have they developed a relationship? How far can that relationship reach?
Subir does not belong to this types of men who take away the freedom of a wife. Instead, Soma remained loyal to Subir as a wife. During their married life, Subir has left all the burden of the family on Soma and stayed in Delhi with a secure career. Soma earns her credibility by managing the family without her husband day after day. But Subir knows that Soma is an independent educated woman, she herself a teacher in government college. Now that she is of mature age, she has the right to meet her own needs. Subir cannot interfere with that. To make up for Soma's loneliness, he jokingly said one day "You can make a affair if you want, Soma. Because you don't always get me, that loneliness will go away". Subir may have said this jokingly, but if Soma is really involved in an extramarital affair, then what should Subir do?


At the age of forty, Soma may not have the beauty of early youth. But still she is graceful, beautiful. There is still an attraction in her. Dawa isn't good looking, he doesn't match Soma in any way. Education, status, class nothing. But there are two things in Dawa that many women like secretly, Soma also likes it, though not openly. That is his fit, massive muscular body. And there is one thing that is Soma's own choice, Subir knows it well; Although Soma herself is a well-educated, upper-middle-class working woman, she has always been kind to ordinary working people. Soma loves forests, nature, mountains. She used to tell Subir that she likes people like Living Stone or Captain Cook or Marco Polo, Columbus, who traveled far and wide with the pull of nature without caring about life. Four years after their marriage, when Santu was barely three years old, they went to visit Rajasthan. Seeing a group of nomads there, she said, "See how happy they are, wandering about as they pleases." Subir knows that while she is imprisoned in her married life, her desires have only increased not decreased. There is a rough-and-tumble adventurism in Dawa. Which Soma likes very much. She also likes Dawa as a Sherpa, who is brave, energetic, strong, masculine. Soma doesn't like very girly guys or guys who talk to girls and try to gain importance. Subir also has this manly quality. For which Soma liked him.
But office-going educated people like Subirs don't have the intense energy, strength, masculinity, wildness of Dawa.

Dawa has not really come to Soma's flat these days. They don't talk face to face. Soma realizes that Dawa has a built-in touchiness. Or even though he is a lower class watchman, he has the tenacity of a male domineering lion heart. Soma thinks this should be as a man. Soma is neither feminist nor a male chauvinist believer. She is a just simple educated woman, who is Subir's wife, mother of two sons, her life is about family, husband, job. She is not in favor of women trampling under the feet of men, and controlling men is not like some arrogant women. Her way of life is the identity of her mind; It reveals the character of a self-reliant educated woman and the soft-hearted character of a mom and wife. But she always likes strong and manly men. This is exactly why Subir was able to become the man of her heart. Not only because Subir was a fair and handsome man, Subir is intelligent, educated, strong and has a great sense of humor. And a husband who is determined to be the head of the family. Soma knows that Subir has been doing it perfectly for a long time. But Subir's absence for his transferrable job has always making her lonely and a destitute housewife. She misses a male head of the family. Who will face all good and bad situations in the family like a brave man. Dawa Sherpa seems to have left Subir far behind in this matter. Although the two of them are not on speaking terms due to a complicated mental conflict, however, now Soma's reliable trusted man is Dawa Sherpa, because he is now in this flat building. Now she thinks that even if robbers come to the flat, she doesn't care if there is Dawa ji. Her confidence is built; born to a Gorkha father and a Punjabi mother, this fifty-two-year-old, six-foot-tall, muscular, rugged, military-trained Sherpa has the ability to solve all problems.


Soma was waiting in the evening as usual. This wait is hidden in the secret of her heart, will Dawa ji come today? Just like before to drink tea? No, he doesn't come anymore. Soma often faces him. Dawa turns his face when he sees Soma. Soma also never goes forward to speak. The two boys, however, regularly visit their Dawa uncle's room. They have three bats instead of two bats. Soma thought; how much money he earn? After working as a watchman he was paid just 3000 rupees. He also bought a bat from this. Soma felt unhappy about it. However, she did not say anything that day, because she knows that Dawa ji loves her two sons. When someone gives a gift with love, it is not to be refused.
But Dawa Sherpa doesn't talk, so Soma won't go to talk, that's for sure. On the one hand, she is an educated, upper-middle-class person, on the other hand, she is a woman, no matter how much a storm arises in her mind about Dawa, she will not go and talk to him. This tension is felt between both of them, Soma understands. As a result, no one can come forward and speak on their behalf.
Two boys are reading now. Soma went back to the balcony and stood. It has rained quite a bit this afternoon so there is a chill. This weather is uncertain, it's raining right away and the next day it's hot, sunny weather. Mr. Agarwal's car is entering through the main gate. Dawa is standing at the car entrance gate. He is still wearing those old dirty jeans and a sando. His muscular biceps and broad-shouldered body reminded Soma of that rainy noons of extreme sex.
If Dawa talks again, if they develop a good relationship, Dawa will want to get Soma back, Soma knows that. Soma also knows that Dawa will want to get her physically again. And the storm created in Soma's mind and body because of that Soma cannot stop him. This is the reason of a her scare. Not only the passion, but also a sexual tension is playing fiercely between them.

While thinking about various things, Soma did not notice Dawa also looking at her. Sudden a shy smile appeared on Soma's face. Dawa, however, remained serious. There is a lustful fire in her eyes. Soma soon entered the room from the balcony. While working in the kitchen, she felt this moment like teenage girls. At this time her mature body has a primitive tension these days. She feels it more and more. It seems that a worm is biting her cunt very annoyingly. She needs to be resisted.
She began to sweat as this restless bite began to move. Still sweating. She needs Dawa. Soma realizes that If he pushes a little force, all her morals will come crashing down again. And that could be any day. Just then, Antu came to the kitchen and said---Mom, I have given some geometry in college. But I don't know how to draw. teach me.

Suppressing her lustful desire in her own trigonal geometry, she sat down to teach her class six student son's geometry in his college text. She thinks to herself, how long she can continue this suppression, her body wants a rough oppress. She wants to take a wild primitive fuck by this watchman.