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87 – An Unhappy Departing
Manu is confined to his room. He feels cheated out of his vacation, see’s Kavita message saying she’s been a bad girl. He hears his wife having sex shamelessly. He learns that she was spit-roasted by the two Americans. Kavita scolds Manu for ruining their vacation, tells him about her spit-roasting experience, makes him carry the officer’s used condoms. She extends her vacation, and refuses to kiss Manu. He is set to return to India, feeling miserable.
88 – Gowri’s Taunt
Manu wallows in his misery, washes Kavita’s soiled panties, shares insider information with Subham. Prem and Gowri visit, express suspicions about Kavita staying back. Manu asks Gowri to help convince Kavita that his cross-dressing was innocent, arguing that his explanation exonerates him. Gowri sees laundered panties in the bathroom. She turns his argument around, that if the panties fit, she cannot acquit, leaving Manu feel humiliated over what Gowri believes.
89 – Tail Between the Legs
Manu suffers alone, insists that Kavita tell him what’s happening. She sends pics of intimate encounters with Officer Ng, including one of her face covered in cum. Manu objects; Kavita promises he can do the same to her. She assigns Manu to community service, and makes him recite an appreciation message for the officer. Manu slaves away at the shelter, cleaning floors, washing dishes under direction of women. Reflects on humiliations from all sides, feels low.
90 – Dueling Personalities
Manu meets Nidhi’s new boyfriend, Jatin. Manu dwells on his humiliations, wonders what Kavita intended to do with the women’s clothing, has nightmares about being bullied by Kavita’s lingerie. Kavita returns, treats him lovingly like a traditional wife. Finds that Kavita has framed Neha’s panties to the ceiling as a punishment, assigns him to write apology note. They secure loans to buy the flat next door. Manu hides ominous letter from Singapore prison. They reconnect positively over dinner. Manu vacillates between the opposite facets of her personality.
91 – The Anxiety of Uncertainty
Manu reads a letter announcing the terms of his corporal punishment. He cleans bathrooms at the community center. Kavita visits, humiliates Manu, and adds more hours for not answering Radha’s question. Kavita allows Manu to masturbate all over her face but he feels low after the high. He hallucinates about being locked out of a garden of pleasures, but later consoles himself, forgives her, and proposes to restart sex life. However, Kavita wants him to demonstrate his openness first. Kavita finds out that Manu read the private letter detailing his punishment, then torments him that it’s happening for his own good, and at an unannounced date. Manu doesn’t believe her, but prepares for it nonetheless.
92 – Bribery Gone Awry
Zodiac challenges Optima’s proposal. Manu feels bad, but justifies his bribery scheme with Subham as necessary to prove Kavita’s guilt. Despite some objections from the team, Ms. Joshi decides to hire a female replacement manager for Subham’s role, and Manu comes around. Manu is tormented by the uncertain possibility of being caned. Kavita meets with Subham in a hotel room to exchange favors. Rachna agrees to speak with Abdul to see if Kavita’s presence at the engagement party would make him uncomfortable. Manu coordinates with Subham to hide in a hotel closet to take part in the sex-for-business bribery scheme. As he waits with great excitement, Kavita unexpectedly invites Prem to come to the room to hide in the closet. Manu panics.
93 – A Harrowing Escape
Manu slips under the bed to avoid being discovered. Kavita seduces Subham, using her feminine charms and flattery to get him to admit to the bribe. Having captured him on tape, Prem puts an end to encounter. Kavita forces Subham to award her the business as planned. Prem threatens to throw him off the balcony if he doesn’t admit who helped him. Subham relents and implicates Manu, using photographic evidence to support his claim. Kavita gives Prem a hand job in the shower. Manu slips away to the office and offers convincing alibis for his whereabouts. Manu and Subham agree not to implicate each other.
94 – Diabolical Intrigue
Kavita admits to the hotel incident and masturbating Prem. She tells Manu that Subham accused him of sharing insider information. She grills him about his involvement, but Manu lies brilliantly to convince her, even after a harrowing call to Subham. They get possession of the flat next door. Kavita arranges for some construction repairs. Prem asks Manu to retrieve his belt from storage to bring to the party to whip Gowri with. Manu completes his community service at the shelter. Radha and Manu talk about Ms. Joshi. Radha teases him about his upcoming punishment but also offers to speak with Ms. Joshi to exchange his punishment.
95 - A Mysterious Old Letter
Kavita agrees to find a maid. She teases Manu about practicing Pompoir on him, even as Manu wallows in self-pity. They learn that Abdul is comfortable seeing Kavita again. Kavita asks Manu not to provoke Prem at the party, using Vipul’s experience as a warning. Manu writes an insincere apology note for desecrating Neha’s soiled panties. Manu retrieves Prem’s belt. He wants to warn Gowri but prefers to let Kavita tell her. Kavita reminds him to mind his business. Manu finds a secret letter from Kavita’s mother to Prem suggesting hope for her to reconnect after marriage. The old man tells Manu to surrender to the sea, not drown in the unworthy river, causing Manu to think about the meaning of his relationship.
96 – The Countdown Begins
Manu reflects on the metaphors, decides not to give up on Kavita, but to repair relations. He learns from Jatin that Nidhi felt unsatisfied in bed because of his thumb-size dick. Ms. Joshi identifies Manu as the source of the upskirt picture referenced by Subham. The Up in the Cosmos painting is removed. Kavita feels hurt by Manu’s role in her public humiliation. Manu receives a message announcing his caning tomorrow. Manu’s MIL (Sharmila) encourages them to have children soon, and hints that Kavita may get pregnant one way or another. Manu is tormented by the threat of caning. He is in denial, but fearful too. While sleeping, he dreams that Kavita fingers his butt while teasing him intensely about the punishment.
97 – Mistress Kalikanani
Manu wakes up with anxiety over the punishment. Kavita denies teasing him the night before. Manu escapes off work to miss the window of punishment. He hallucinates a vision saying ‘the end is nigh.’ Upon returning home, Manu defies Kavita’s orders to prepare for his punishment, and instead tries to get physical with her. She asks construction workers next door to tie him up in the flat next door. The workers hang the ‘Up in the Cosmos’ painting on the wall. Kavita leaves the house. The mysterious and intimidating Mistress K enters, ties Manu down, strips him naked, and prepares to cane him. Radha comes unexpectedly to help administer the punishment. Mistress K lines up the cane, building up Manu’s anxiety.
98 – Manu’s Punishment
Manu receives strokes of the cane. Mistress offers him protective panties, but he proudly refuses them, only to relent and agree, and then lose them anyway. Mistress tells him a story of how she learned corporal punishment at college. She gags Manu with Kavita’s panties that are soaked with the construction workers’ semen. Radha witnesses Manu’s humiliation. He feels true regret. As he approaches his breaking point, he accepts Mistress’ offer to take twice the remaining number of strokes after two days. Mistress teases Manu about the possible inspiration behind the Cosmos painting. She writes humiliating verses on Manu’s back, and violates him with a carrot in the ass. Manu stands in the corner, completely degraded, humiliated, punished, wondering if Kavita will ever see him as a man.
99 – Angels and Demons
Radha takes custody over Manu with authority to spank him. She shows him the verses written on his back. Kavita takes care of him. Manu tries to find out the identity of Mistress K. He imagines seeing remnants of her outfit in Arun’s flat, but cannot verify. Kavita reveals her marital relationship to the new maid, Radha. Radha promises to behave professionally. Manu shares the apologies for his misconduct, and thanks Kavita for his punishment. Kavita offers a lighter punishment in exchange for Manu telling her the details, but Manu is not ready to share. Kavita promises sex but only after completing the punishment. She makes him lick her to take the edge off. Manu dreams of a tension between inner angels encouraging him to be the man Kavita wants him to be, and demons goading him to be the man he wants to be.
100 – Engagement Party – Friday Arrival
Kavita knows the details of Manu’s caning, but wants to hear it from Manu to offer him a non-judgmental release. At the hotel, Manu feels the heat of Kavita’s infidelity from friends. Rachna commends Manu for not confronting Prem. Manu gives Prem his belt. Kavita flirts with Abdul, and Abdul drinks her wine as symbolic revenge. Manu continues his accusations. Kavita admits her wrongdoing, thereby accepting unspoken consequences. Prem makes a toast to everyone getting laid. Gowri teases Manu about coming to watch his caning. Manu decides to tell Kavita the humiliating details in exchange for a lesser punishment. Despite revealing everything, she finds him not 100% honest on one point. She torments Manu that he will not be permitted to fuck her if he cries. Prem enlists Manu’s help to sneak into Gowri’s room and tells Manu that marital r*pe is legal. Manu sees a vision encouraging him to take what he wants, then imagines trying to get it on with Kavita, only to be rebuked.
101 – Engagement Party – Musical Chairs
Kavita ties Manu down for his punishment. Gowri teases Manu about the verses on his back. Kavita canes him 3 times, then invites Gowri to spank him with her sandal. While Kavita steps away, Manu upsets Gowri, causing her to swat his ass many times. Kavita insists that he is not telling his inner truth. She dresses him in pink panties and halter top for crying. Manu is too embarrassed to play in the kinky musical chairs game. Prem forces Manu to let Abdul take his place in the game. They all enjoy kissing and performing oral sex with each other. Kavita and Abdul win, but Manu doesn’t allow Abdul to consummate the prize with Kavita. Manu remains super frustrated and continues to complain about Kavita’s past behaviors. Prem makes Manu clean up after the orgy. Gowri catches Manu wearing the two-piece bikini. The wives put on a very erotic dance for Prem. Afterwards, Kavita goes missing.
102 – Engagement Party – The Taming of Kavita
Prem meets privately with Manu to offer ideas to get Kavita to make love to him. He shows a live stream video of Kavita tied up, to be taken by Abdul as punishment. He insists that Kavita secretly wants to be taken. Kavita consents to Abdul to being punished. He whips Kavita’s ass, then goes on to fuck her rough and hard. Kavita appears to resist, but later enjoys it. He takes Kavita’s bangle as a trophy. Prem taunts Manu that he fucked Kavita too and that she begged for it. Prem takes Manu to the room, forces him underneath Kavita as she releases douche water on him. Kavita explains that she was taken against her will, Manu was at fault for it, and that she let Prem fuck her as a token of Manu’s gratitude. Manu learns the sordid reason why she calls him Amir during sex. Manu misinterprets Baba Sri’s advice, and takes Kavita by force, acting as Alexander the Great, mimicking Prem’s Genghis Khan scene. A very upset Kavita leaves their room. Manu ponders metaphors of what lies ahead.
103 – Making a Friend
Manu writes an apology note to Kavita. He finds more poetry, this one suggesting ‘never compromise.’ Abdul apologizes to Manu. At the airport, Kavita meets up with the Major and sits next to him on the flight. She stays with the Major all week to ‘find space’ and asks Manu to bring her intimate lingerie to the office for her. Prem berates Manu for misinterpreting his advice and taking Kavita against her will. Manu makes friends with the new co-worker and Major’s son, Neel. Kavita rationalizes her decision to stay with the Major. He befriends Neel and they conspire on how to get Kavita out of the Major’s house by hacking into her computer to find incriminating and embarrassing evidence.
104 – A Glimmer of Optimism
Kavita stays at the Major’s house acting in the role of his wife and Neel’s stepmother. Manu brings personal items for Kavita signifying her sexual relationship with the Major. At the office, Neel installs spy tracking software onto Kavita’s computer. Neel recounts his discomfort with Kavita’s presence at home. Manu sees files of interest including the identity of Kavita’s lover #7, but his access is suddenly cut off. Neel obtains obscene pictures from Kavita’s computer. He confronts Kavita and threatens to expose her. Kavita agrees to leave by end of week. Kavita leaves Manu hanging with a ‘we have to talk’ comment. Neel gets fired. Kavita tells Manu how she caned Neel for spying on her, but also gave him a juicy blow job. Manu interprets her actions as a hopeful indicator of the relationship that he can have.
105 – Kavita Returns
Kavita spends the remainder of the week with the Major. Neel figures out that someone is monitoring Manu’s personal computer. Manu confronts Arun to confirm that he helped Kavita spy on him. Kavita sends Radha to clean up the apartment. Manu feels insecure over a misunderstanding about some pyjamas that Radha hangs in his closet. Manu is distraught over what Kavita wishes to discuss with him. The Major brings Kavita home, but then stays and tests Manu over his commitment to taking her back. Manu deliberates in an epic battle between heart and mind, but ultimately doubles down on accepting her.
106 – Broken Trust
Manu feels positive after Kavita’s return. She probes for what inspired Manu to force himself on her. Manu accepts responsibility and apologizes. She interrogates him in a two-way truth telling game. He learns about her interactions with Neel, reasons for spying, and her enjoyment with Abdul. Kavita asks about the source of his Alexander the Great idea. Manu demands to know the identity of lover #7, only to learn that it was himself. Kavita asks Manu to retrieve her missing bangle. Kavita reaffirms her reasons for marrying Manu, even as he learns that her parents agreed to marriage only as a last resort. Kavita questions the Alexander the Great story again, causing Manu to lie and blame it on Prem in a seemingly infallible way. Kavita gives Manu a delicious blow job. The next morning, she confronts Prem, learns something very upsetting. Kavita leaves Manu, saying that he has broken her trust.
107 – Poetic Revelations
Manu searches frantically for Kavita who has gone missing. He visits Baba Sri who proposes to speak with Kavita himself. His counseling leads Manu to realize that Kavita is the poetry that is seeking him. He meets Prem and Gowri over dinner to learn more about Kavita. Prem accuses Manu of stealing his Genghis Khan routine. Manu plays it as his own inspiration. Prem accuses him of listening in to his last night with Kavita. Manu denies it. He tries to intercept Kavita at the train station, but the train has left. Prem tells Manu that he locked the door from the inside during the Genghis Khan scene. Gowri explains that Kavita must have let him do it because she wanted to be banged hard, knowing no one could save her. Prem reveals how he knew about Manu’s presence inside and accuses him of being an unwanted guest in his own home. Manu is left in extreme turmoil, realizing that Kavita knows the truth.
108 – Like Daughter, Like Mother
Manu flies out to Delhi to ask his in-laws for forgiveness and to commit to doing right by Kavita. Sharmila acknowledges her daughter’s adultery. Babuji tells Manu to ‘understand and accept.’ Manu is haunted by the letter from Sharmila to Prem. Manu presses Sharmila to explain why they changed their mind to allow Kavita to marry him, but she evades answering. He agrees to be punished again and commit to marital counseling. He is forced to stay at the Major’s house, apart from Kavita. He discovers photo evidence of an affair between Sharmila and the Major. Manu sees uncomfortable parallels between Babuji and himself.
109 – Lolita Kavita
Manu is rebuffed by Kavita at the train station. His corporal punishment is postponed on account of the Major’s unexpected arrival. Manu learns more about the sordid activities in the Major’s upper floor. The in-laws arrive with their bags for indiscernible reasons. Kavita dresses inappropriately and acts like a brat. Mother and daughter have an argument. The Major scolds Kavita for acting naughty and not wearing panties. He makes Manu finger Kavita and then watch as he spanks her and fucks her for acting like a slutty Lolita. What begins as a punishment turns into a sexual frenzy during which Kavita ‘finds her Daddy.’ Afterwards, Kavita moves towards Manu with a devilish gaze. Manu grows anxious.
110 – Unspeakable Indignities
Manu is forced to lick Kavita’s clean after being freshly fucked, to swallow the semen, and then perform oral sex on the Major as a punishment for spying on Kavita and Prem. A chastised Kavita transforms herself into a proper wife and daughter. Sharmila flirts with the Major over dinner. The in-laws insist on Kavita and Manu returning to Bangalore. The Major gives a letter to Manu warning him to behave. On the train, Kavita is oblivious to her depraved behaviors. Manu privately speculates that Sharmila is having an open affair with the Major. He goes to sleep to ease the pain of unspeakable indignities committed on him.
111 – Distressing Dreams
Manu speculates what happened in the Major’s house from various perspectives. He imagines the Major reprimanding Babuji, warning him of his intent to give Sharmila her desired fucking. Upstairs, the Major prepares for a more sensual night of loving with Sharmila. She appreciates her lover’s ‘take charge’ attitude. Isolated, Babuji recounts his deal long ago with Sharmila to ensure Kavita married within her religion in exchange for allowing Sharmila to sleep with another man. Babuji goes upstairs to relieve his angst, leading him to be restrained. Sharmila feels no guilt about her husband’s plight, focusing instead on enjoying a night of ravishing sex. Afterwards, she punishes her husband with a ruined orgasm and semen kiss. Manu wakes up in the train with nightmares; Kavita comforts him while teasing him for his penis breath. He reflects on the parallels between himself and his father-in-law, but ultimately goes to sleep with the hope of a positive turn.
112 – Brewing Humiliations
Manu buries the shame of his humiliations by Kavita and the Major. Returning home, Kavita sleeps in a separate bedroom. Manu wonders if Babuji’s life could be a harbinger of his own. He fears the upcoming corporal punishment after learning from Kavita’s mother that it will be carried out by the strict Mistress K. Manu handwashes Kavita’s dirty Lolita laundry to earn her goodwill, but she teases him about his real motivations. At the office, Miss Joshi punishes Manu proactively to prevent him from misbehaving. He massages her feet under the desk while listening to Miss Joshi warn Raina about Manu’s bad attitude. Raina exercises her power over Manu, forcing him to apologize for insubordination. Kavita and Manu schedule their first marital counseling session with Dr. Tiwari.
113 - The Beginning of Therapy
Manu suffers anxiety because of his humiliations but feels optimistic that things will improve. Radha comes to clean the house. Manu gets angry at Radha after she follows Kavita’s direction to have Manu handwash Kavita’s panties. Manu threatens to slap her for disrespect. Kavita and Manu commit to working with Dr. Tiwari. The doctor does a ‘pie quiz’ assessment. They discuss ideal relationships. Manu’s answer centers on Kavita, and prioritizes love, security, respect. Kavita appreciates his answer but doesn’t believe it’s honest. Her answer centers on an abstract lover, and prioritizes security, love, excitement. The doctor observes that Manu is holding something back, and Kavita’s ideal relationship did not include Manu, so she prescribes a plan to build self-awareness. Kavita gets defensive over the doctor’s ability to get into her head. Manu devises a plan to get Kavita’s bangle back from Gowri when Prem is not present.
114 – Becoming Meena
Manu reflects on the assignment to describe the obstructions to a loving relationship. He visits Gowri to retrieve Kavita’s bangle. Despite his attempt to hide the visit from Prem and leave quickly, he runs into Prem anyway. Prem drags him upstairs and makes him confess to visiting his woman, with Gowri lying to protect herself. Prem considers punishing Manu for his behavior at the engagement party, but Gowri saves Manu from his wrath. Despite this, Prem decides to punish Manu for coming over without his permission by making him shave his body hair, dress as a woman, and apply make-up. After Manu refuses to look at himself in the mirror, Prem whips his ass with a belt. Manu pleads with Prem not to call him ‘pussy boy.’ Gowri helps Manu learn to walk like a woman before sending him home in a taxi. Manu gets eve teased by local boys. Kavita does not seem to notice his different appearance. Manu completes his therapy assignment, documenting the causes of his sexual discontentment.
115 - A Revolting and Revealing Lesson
Manu simmers over the emasculating experience of dressing as a woman in public but takes heart at having retrieved Kavita’s bangle. Kavita confronts Manu over his mistreatment of the maid, Radha. Manu attempts to talk his way out of it, but Kavita concludes he is guilty. She punishes Manu by making him clean the house under Radha’s direction. During this time, Radha calls Manu by his first name and bosses him around relentlessly, including making him clean and kiss her sandals and wiping up spilled tea. Kavita doesn’t trust his apology is sincere, so she ties Manu down and forces him to swallow a large quantity of Radha’s urine in an act of extreme degradation. After repenting profusely, he cleans Radha’s panties which had been used as a gag. Kavita rewards Manu with a delicious blow job for surrendering himself. Manu feels conflicted, reflecting on extraordinary talents of his wife and the resulting power she holds over him, leading him to question whether he has freedom of will.
116 – Intense Therapy
Manu gets a message from Mistress K informing him of the approval of his punishment at unspecified timing. Manu fantasizes about sexually assaulting Dr. Tiwari’s receptionist. Kavita details four relationship barriers, including Manu’s lack of attachment, his insecurities, dishonesty, and distrust. She shares many humiliating examples in self-serving ways, despite the doctor’s counter-questioning. Manu uses a chicken and egg analogy to argue that Kavita’s actions are the root cause of their problems. She challenges Manu too, but he defends his position. The doctor explains that their accounts are contradictory, and questions whether they want to be together. Kavita and Manu affirm their love and desire to work things out. The doctor uses the pie quiz to conclude that Kavita believes in abundance, and Manu believes in scarcity. She applies the results to suggest that they could find a common ground where both of their truths could co-exist. She explains her intent to meet them individually to do an aggressive polygraph for Kavita, and an invasive hypnosis for Manu. Manu spies on the doctor and Aparna to learn the reasons for their different treatments and is left haunted by the doctor’s statement that ‘I know what I’m doing.’
117 – A Nervous Breakdown
Manu dwells on the angst of the upcoming invasive hypnosis. He gives the bangle to Kavita, but she teases him indirectly with the truth of what it represents. Prem equate their housewarming gift of a vase to Kavita’s pussy, and taunts Manu about not getting any sex. Manu volunteers to assist the wives in getting ready for a sultry dance but is warned to behave like a eunuch. He is suspected of taking inappropriate pictures, but rather than forcing him to reveal incriminating evidence, Kavita trusts him to tell the truth. Manu admits fault and is punished by being blindfolded during the titillating dance. Prem watches as the ladies make love to each other. The tailor sends Kavita’s dress with his initials embroidered into the panties, to Kavita’s delight and Manu’s jealousy. Kavita meets the astrologer, Baba Sri. She refuses to share the substance of what they discussed but reveals enough to cause angst. The cumulative weight of humiliations causes Manu to suffer a nervous breakdown. After hospitalization, he agrees to be released to Dr. Tiwari for counseling.
118 – Deep, Invasive Hypnosis
Aparna takes Manu to the doctor for his individual therapy session. Doctor T gives him hope for transcend his chronic humiliations using hypnosis. Aparna restrains him to a special chair, attaches monitors to his body including his penis, and inserts an invasive anal probe. The doctor lulls him into a deep hypnosis. She encourages Manu to share thoughts truthfully without fear of judgment. Manu emerges from hypnosis without remembering what was discussed. He is mortified to realize that he must have ejaculated. Dr. T tells him that she will need time to analyze results and asks him to stay apart from Kavita. He tries to get Aparna to share her observations, but she refuses, suggesting with a grin that there’s a juicy, embarrassing secret that will be revealed later.
Chapter 119 – Revelations of Emotional Courtships
Kavita goes to individual therapy feeling impressed with Dr. Tiwari’s insightful observations, but with some reservations about the polygraph testing. She gets Kavita to agree to the ‘truth enhancing’ test including vaginal probe. She describes early childhood memories and first feelings of sexual desires. When asked about most meaningful sexual experiences, she gets shocked by the machine for lying. She recants and admits that the most influential relationship was with Prem. She describes the scorching hot evolution of their sexual relationship. She then describes her relationship evolution and love for Manu, including the tension over interfaith marriage with parents. Prem gives her space to reconsider; Manu emerges as a serious contender for ‘husband’. Kavita is torn between her conflicting desires for both men. She gets engaged to Manu. Her mother says she can ‘have her cake and eat it too.’ Prem makes a valiant attempt to win her back in Goa, but Kavita resists.
Chapter 120 – Revelations of Dark Desires
Kavita’s therapy: She shares an erotic description of sexual chemistry as the motivation for her affair with Prem. She compares Manu’s performance as poor in vaginal sex due to small and weak penis, but excellent in giving oral sex. She rationalizes her adultery as caused by Manu’s lack of attachment, insecurities, and deception in portraying himself as masculine. She recounts a cross-dressing experiment evidencing Manu’s innately effeminate tendencies. Under the coercion of electric shocks, Kavita admits to sexual arousal from dominating Manu and traces her sadistic fetish to the experience of a boy being caned at college. She justifies humiliating Manu because he invites her to act on dark desires and he loves her despite her actions. She compares herself to a candle, and Manu as the moth. Kavita explains her phrase ‘a hard dick doesn’t lie,’ as evidence that Manu enjoys being dominated and feminized but notes how he gets angry if confronted. Kavita explains the real reason she has not revealed her sadistic desires to Manu is because she finds it easier to go along with his acquiescence in order to fulfill her own desires. When Dr. T asks who she would choose to be true to, Prem or Manu, she answers that she would be true to herself.
Chapter 121 – Baba Sri’s Final Inspiration
Manu writes Kavita a poem with hopes of rekindling their love. He moves into the flat next door to avoid meeting Kavita. He reconciles with co-workers. Dr. Tiwari invites Manu to meet before the group session. They discuss Manu’s childhood influences of patriarchy and female authority. She suggests Manu got sexually aroused from early experiences of being forced to dress in a frock, carry a purse, and witness a spanking. To prove it, Dr. T shares hypnosis videos of himself describing his fetish for female domination and experiencing arousal in response. Manu lashes out in denial. Dr. T identifies the source of his resistance is the fear that Kavita might leave him. After reassuring him that Kavita would love him regardless, she offers to prove it by allowing Kavita to hear Manu’s truths. Manu refuses. Before leaving the doctor’s office, Manu is tricked into revealing his erection in response to seeing Aparna’s purse. At home, Manu questions himself. He listens to a recording of Kavita’s conversation with Gowri. He is tormented by the revelations all night. Manu is summoned to Baba Sri’s where the dying sage encourages him to confront his demons. He gives Manu a mantra for moments of significance. Baba Sri passes. Manu commits to take his proper place in the infinite extent of his relations. Manu reflects on Baba Sri’s metaphors, ultimately deciding to face his truths.
Chapter 122 – Joint Therapy Part 1 Kavita’s Revelations
Manu agrees to share his desires with Kavita in his own words. He snoops on Kavita while she’s away, rummaging through her personal belongings. He learns from the recording device that Arun had come over. From the conversations and sounds, he suspects Kavita had sex with Arun. He confronts Arun but realizes that he misunderstood. Manu and Kavita come for counseling. Dr. T ties up Manu naked and exposed but allows him to secretly listen to her conversation with Kavita. She gets Kavita to recount her sexual desires. Kavita describes her hyperactive sexual appetite, and her preference for rugged men like Prem. Kavita admit to allowing Manu’s insecurities justify her adulterous behaviors. She describes her love for Manu and commends his oral sex abilities but confesses that Manu cannot deliver sexually for her. Dr. T reveals that Manu has heard everything she said. She is ready to prove to Kavita that her revelations have not hurt Manu, and that in fact, he enjoyed them.
Chapter 123 – Joint Therapy Part 2 Kavita’s Revelations
Dr. T reveals how Manu felt sexual arousal from learning about Kavita’s private shared desires. She proves to Kavita that Manu accepts and embraces her needs by playing back his hypnosis confessions. Aparna restrains Manu naked in a chair, exposing his erectile responses as they listen and watch Manu affirm Manu’s desire to live in a female-led relationship and his love of emasculation. Kavita is thrilled to hear the validations; Manu is appalled and disgusted. Dr. T plays back another set of hypnosis conversations which Manu is not allowed to hear. He sees only that it results in his sexual climax. Kavita affirms her love and acceptance of Manu. Dr. T gives assignments for Kavita to wield her authority over Manu, and for Manu to obey her. While Dr. T speaks to Kavita privately, Aparna forces Manu to walk with a purse like a woman. Manu remains gagged with Kavita’s panties while she shares her enthusiasm for embracing her new role in charge of her husband. Dr. T encourages Kavita to reward Manu sexually for obeying her orders. Manu kisses the doctor and therapist’s feet.
Chapter 124 – Manu’s Supreme Consummation
Manu feels ashamed of the damning revelations uncovered via hypnosis but also validated to confirm Kavita’s nymphomaniacal needs and desires to dominate him. He remains conflicted about the possible union between their complementary desires. Kavita sets up a romantic scene. She teases Manu seductively over his desire for female dominance and emasculation, tricks him into wearing women’s pyjamas, makes him promise to shave his body hair and accept the pussy boy nickname. Kavita rides Manu’s face to an intense orgasm. She allows Manu to penetrate her while teasing him about her need for deeper, harder penetration. Manu fears the worst, but instead enjoys blissful vaginal sexual consummation. Inside his body, an argument happens between military commanders. One general objects to giving in to Kavita, but he is overruled by the others, resulting in a volcanic ejaculation. Manu enjoys the most exquisite sex of his life. Afterwards, he feels shame over the degradations he acquiesced to. He recognizes how his enslavement to sexual desire has trapped him. In his post-orgasmic clarity, an apparition in the form of the letter M appears. He encourages Manu to choose between carnal contentment vs. self-respect. Kavita invites Manu to enjoy a blow job in the shower, bribing Manu to shave his body hair. The apparition disappears in Kavita’s presence. Manu gives in to his desire for oral sex.
Chapter 125 – Man Up, Manu
Manu shaves himself bare. Kavita teases him ‘hairless virgin bride.’ She sucks him off to orgasm, but Manu doesn’t feel the same pleasure as he imagines Prem enjoyed. Manu makes progress on personal health and professional accomplishments. Kavita teases Manu with embarrassing comments at a party. He engages in sex but experiences humiliations. The apparition scolds Manu to assert himself. Kavita sends Manu to an intimate boutique to get fitted for lingerie. Kavita invites Radha to clean the new flat prior to an open house. Manu panics upon seeing Prem and Gowri on the invite list, then accuses Kavita of inviting them. She promises not to do anything that makes Manu unhappy. Manu mistakenly accuses her of directing Radha to place the lingerie in his closet. Kavita punishes Manu by forcing him to clean the flat under Radha’s direction while wearing a thong. Afterwards, Manu has sex with Kavita next to the ‘Up in the Cosmos’ painting. Manu cycles through sex and shame. Prem and Gowri visit open house. Gowri is enamored of the flat, but Prem feels embarrassed that he can’t afford it. Prem calls Manu a pussy boy in front of the ladies. Manu slams Prem by privately taunting him back. Gowri tells Prem that Kavita has ‘an interesting idea.’ Prem plants seeds of doubts suggesting Kavita is not sexually satisfied. Kavita tells Manu an ambiguous statement that ‘you, and only you’ are enjoying me. Kavita explains her interesting idea has to do with renovating the flat to accommodate a family. Kavita asks Manu to use a condom during sex to last longer, but she does not enjoy an orgasm. Manu takes a night walk, reflecting on the cycle of sex and humiliations. He feels anxiety about whether the sex will last, whether Kavita is really enjoying it, what she means by ‘family’, etc. The apparition M compares Manu to a puppet, and encourages him to ‘Man up, Manu.’
Chapter 126 – Raising the Stakes
Manu struggles to bridge the gap between ‘manning up’ and allowing himself to be degraded in exchange for sexual fulfillment. Prem expresses renewed interested in renting their flat and makes overtures to Manu to explain ‘an offer,’ but Manu refuses to hear it until Prem agrees to stop calling him pussy boy. With Kavita, Manu doubles down on his refusal to rent to Prem. Sharmila and Babuji reach out to announce their visit. Manu enters therapy intending to stand up for himself. He acknowledges the upside of sexual thrills, but also bemoans being manipulated. Kavita counters that she is only helping him express his true feelings. Dr. T suggests that Manu accepts his wife precisely because of her behaviors. Given the impasse, Aparna suggests raising the stakes in a female-led relationship. Dr. T encourages Kavita to practice her heightened authority over Manu.
Manu is confined to his room. He feels cheated out of his vacation, see’s Kavita message saying she’s been a bad girl. He hears his wife having sex shamelessly. He learns that she was spit-roasted by the two Americans. Kavita scolds Manu for ruining their vacation, tells him about her spit-roasting experience, makes him carry the officer’s used condoms. She extends her vacation, and refuses to kiss Manu. He is set to return to India, feeling miserable.
88 – Gowri’s Taunt
Manu wallows in his misery, washes Kavita’s soiled panties, shares insider information with Subham. Prem and Gowri visit, express suspicions about Kavita staying back. Manu asks Gowri to help convince Kavita that his cross-dressing was innocent, arguing that his explanation exonerates him. Gowri sees laundered panties in the bathroom. She turns his argument around, that if the panties fit, she cannot acquit, leaving Manu feel humiliated over what Gowri believes.
89 – Tail Between the Legs
Manu suffers alone, insists that Kavita tell him what’s happening. She sends pics of intimate encounters with Officer Ng, including one of her face covered in cum. Manu objects; Kavita promises he can do the same to her. She assigns Manu to community service, and makes him recite an appreciation message for the officer. Manu slaves away at the shelter, cleaning floors, washing dishes under direction of women. Reflects on humiliations from all sides, feels low.
90 – Dueling Personalities
Manu meets Nidhi’s new boyfriend, Jatin. Manu dwells on his humiliations, wonders what Kavita intended to do with the women’s clothing, has nightmares about being bullied by Kavita’s lingerie. Kavita returns, treats him lovingly like a traditional wife. Finds that Kavita has framed Neha’s panties to the ceiling as a punishment, assigns him to write apology note. They secure loans to buy the flat next door. Manu hides ominous letter from Singapore prison. They reconnect positively over dinner. Manu vacillates between the opposite facets of her personality.
91 – The Anxiety of Uncertainty
Manu reads a letter announcing the terms of his corporal punishment. He cleans bathrooms at the community center. Kavita visits, humiliates Manu, and adds more hours for not answering Radha’s question. Kavita allows Manu to masturbate all over her face but he feels low after the high. He hallucinates about being locked out of a garden of pleasures, but later consoles himself, forgives her, and proposes to restart sex life. However, Kavita wants him to demonstrate his openness first. Kavita finds out that Manu read the private letter detailing his punishment, then torments him that it’s happening for his own good, and at an unannounced date. Manu doesn’t believe her, but prepares for it nonetheless.
92 – Bribery Gone Awry
Zodiac challenges Optima’s proposal. Manu feels bad, but justifies his bribery scheme with Subham as necessary to prove Kavita’s guilt. Despite some objections from the team, Ms. Joshi decides to hire a female replacement manager for Subham’s role, and Manu comes around. Manu is tormented by the uncertain possibility of being caned. Kavita meets with Subham in a hotel room to exchange favors. Rachna agrees to speak with Abdul to see if Kavita’s presence at the engagement party would make him uncomfortable. Manu coordinates with Subham to hide in a hotel closet to take part in the sex-for-business bribery scheme. As he waits with great excitement, Kavita unexpectedly invites Prem to come to the room to hide in the closet. Manu panics.
93 – A Harrowing Escape
Manu slips under the bed to avoid being discovered. Kavita seduces Subham, using her feminine charms and flattery to get him to admit to the bribe. Having captured him on tape, Prem puts an end to encounter. Kavita forces Subham to award her the business as planned. Prem threatens to throw him off the balcony if he doesn’t admit who helped him. Subham relents and implicates Manu, using photographic evidence to support his claim. Kavita gives Prem a hand job in the shower. Manu slips away to the office and offers convincing alibis for his whereabouts. Manu and Subham agree not to implicate each other.
94 – Diabolical Intrigue
Kavita admits to the hotel incident and masturbating Prem. She tells Manu that Subham accused him of sharing insider information. She grills him about his involvement, but Manu lies brilliantly to convince her, even after a harrowing call to Subham. They get possession of the flat next door. Kavita arranges for some construction repairs. Prem asks Manu to retrieve his belt from storage to bring to the party to whip Gowri with. Manu completes his community service at the shelter. Radha and Manu talk about Ms. Joshi. Radha teases him about his upcoming punishment but also offers to speak with Ms. Joshi to exchange his punishment.
95 - A Mysterious Old Letter
Kavita agrees to find a maid. She teases Manu about practicing Pompoir on him, even as Manu wallows in self-pity. They learn that Abdul is comfortable seeing Kavita again. Kavita asks Manu not to provoke Prem at the party, using Vipul’s experience as a warning. Manu writes an insincere apology note for desecrating Neha’s soiled panties. Manu retrieves Prem’s belt. He wants to warn Gowri but prefers to let Kavita tell her. Kavita reminds him to mind his business. Manu finds a secret letter from Kavita’s mother to Prem suggesting hope for her to reconnect after marriage. The old man tells Manu to surrender to the sea, not drown in the unworthy river, causing Manu to think about the meaning of his relationship.
96 – The Countdown Begins
Manu reflects on the metaphors, decides not to give up on Kavita, but to repair relations. He learns from Jatin that Nidhi felt unsatisfied in bed because of his thumb-size dick. Ms. Joshi identifies Manu as the source of the upskirt picture referenced by Subham. The Up in the Cosmos painting is removed. Kavita feels hurt by Manu’s role in her public humiliation. Manu receives a message announcing his caning tomorrow. Manu’s MIL (Sharmila) encourages them to have children soon, and hints that Kavita may get pregnant one way or another. Manu is tormented by the threat of caning. He is in denial, but fearful too. While sleeping, he dreams that Kavita fingers his butt while teasing him intensely about the punishment.
97 – Mistress Kalikanani
Manu wakes up with anxiety over the punishment. Kavita denies teasing him the night before. Manu escapes off work to miss the window of punishment. He hallucinates a vision saying ‘the end is nigh.’ Upon returning home, Manu defies Kavita’s orders to prepare for his punishment, and instead tries to get physical with her. She asks construction workers next door to tie him up in the flat next door. The workers hang the ‘Up in the Cosmos’ painting on the wall. Kavita leaves the house. The mysterious and intimidating Mistress K enters, ties Manu down, strips him naked, and prepares to cane him. Radha comes unexpectedly to help administer the punishment. Mistress K lines up the cane, building up Manu’s anxiety.
98 – Manu’s Punishment
Manu receives strokes of the cane. Mistress offers him protective panties, but he proudly refuses them, only to relent and agree, and then lose them anyway. Mistress tells him a story of how she learned corporal punishment at college. She gags Manu with Kavita’s panties that are soaked with the construction workers’ semen. Radha witnesses Manu’s humiliation. He feels true regret. As he approaches his breaking point, he accepts Mistress’ offer to take twice the remaining number of strokes after two days. Mistress teases Manu about the possible inspiration behind the Cosmos painting. She writes humiliating verses on Manu’s back, and violates him with a carrot in the ass. Manu stands in the corner, completely degraded, humiliated, punished, wondering if Kavita will ever see him as a man.
99 – Angels and Demons
Radha takes custody over Manu with authority to spank him. She shows him the verses written on his back. Kavita takes care of him. Manu tries to find out the identity of Mistress K. He imagines seeing remnants of her outfit in Arun’s flat, but cannot verify. Kavita reveals her marital relationship to the new maid, Radha. Radha promises to behave professionally. Manu shares the apologies for his misconduct, and thanks Kavita for his punishment. Kavita offers a lighter punishment in exchange for Manu telling her the details, but Manu is not ready to share. Kavita promises sex but only after completing the punishment. She makes him lick her to take the edge off. Manu dreams of a tension between inner angels encouraging him to be the man Kavita wants him to be, and demons goading him to be the man he wants to be.
100 – Engagement Party – Friday Arrival
Kavita knows the details of Manu’s caning, but wants to hear it from Manu to offer him a non-judgmental release. At the hotel, Manu feels the heat of Kavita’s infidelity from friends. Rachna commends Manu for not confronting Prem. Manu gives Prem his belt. Kavita flirts with Abdul, and Abdul drinks her wine as symbolic revenge. Manu continues his accusations. Kavita admits her wrongdoing, thereby accepting unspoken consequences. Prem makes a toast to everyone getting laid. Gowri teases Manu about coming to watch his caning. Manu decides to tell Kavita the humiliating details in exchange for a lesser punishment. Despite revealing everything, she finds him not 100% honest on one point. She torments Manu that he will not be permitted to fuck her if he cries. Prem enlists Manu’s help to sneak into Gowri’s room and tells Manu that marital r*pe is legal. Manu sees a vision encouraging him to take what he wants, then imagines trying to get it on with Kavita, only to be rebuked.
101 – Engagement Party – Musical Chairs
Kavita ties Manu down for his punishment. Gowri teases Manu about the verses on his back. Kavita canes him 3 times, then invites Gowri to spank him with her sandal. While Kavita steps away, Manu upsets Gowri, causing her to swat his ass many times. Kavita insists that he is not telling his inner truth. She dresses him in pink panties and halter top for crying. Manu is too embarrassed to play in the kinky musical chairs game. Prem forces Manu to let Abdul take his place in the game. They all enjoy kissing and performing oral sex with each other. Kavita and Abdul win, but Manu doesn’t allow Abdul to consummate the prize with Kavita. Manu remains super frustrated and continues to complain about Kavita’s past behaviors. Prem makes Manu clean up after the orgy. Gowri catches Manu wearing the two-piece bikini. The wives put on a very erotic dance for Prem. Afterwards, Kavita goes missing.
102 – Engagement Party – The Taming of Kavita
Prem meets privately with Manu to offer ideas to get Kavita to make love to him. He shows a live stream video of Kavita tied up, to be taken by Abdul as punishment. He insists that Kavita secretly wants to be taken. Kavita consents to Abdul to being punished. He whips Kavita’s ass, then goes on to fuck her rough and hard. Kavita appears to resist, but later enjoys it. He takes Kavita’s bangle as a trophy. Prem taunts Manu that he fucked Kavita too and that she begged for it. Prem takes Manu to the room, forces him underneath Kavita as she releases douche water on him. Kavita explains that she was taken against her will, Manu was at fault for it, and that she let Prem fuck her as a token of Manu’s gratitude. Manu learns the sordid reason why she calls him Amir during sex. Manu misinterprets Baba Sri’s advice, and takes Kavita by force, acting as Alexander the Great, mimicking Prem’s Genghis Khan scene. A very upset Kavita leaves their room. Manu ponders metaphors of what lies ahead.
103 – Making a Friend
Manu writes an apology note to Kavita. He finds more poetry, this one suggesting ‘never compromise.’ Abdul apologizes to Manu. At the airport, Kavita meets up with the Major and sits next to him on the flight. She stays with the Major all week to ‘find space’ and asks Manu to bring her intimate lingerie to the office for her. Prem berates Manu for misinterpreting his advice and taking Kavita against her will. Manu makes friends with the new co-worker and Major’s son, Neel. Kavita rationalizes her decision to stay with the Major. He befriends Neel and they conspire on how to get Kavita out of the Major’s house by hacking into her computer to find incriminating and embarrassing evidence.
104 – A Glimmer of Optimism
Kavita stays at the Major’s house acting in the role of his wife and Neel’s stepmother. Manu brings personal items for Kavita signifying her sexual relationship with the Major. At the office, Neel installs spy tracking software onto Kavita’s computer. Neel recounts his discomfort with Kavita’s presence at home. Manu sees files of interest including the identity of Kavita’s lover #7, but his access is suddenly cut off. Neel obtains obscene pictures from Kavita’s computer. He confronts Kavita and threatens to expose her. Kavita agrees to leave by end of week. Kavita leaves Manu hanging with a ‘we have to talk’ comment. Neel gets fired. Kavita tells Manu how she caned Neel for spying on her, but also gave him a juicy blow job. Manu interprets her actions as a hopeful indicator of the relationship that he can have.
105 – Kavita Returns
Kavita spends the remainder of the week with the Major. Neel figures out that someone is monitoring Manu’s personal computer. Manu confronts Arun to confirm that he helped Kavita spy on him. Kavita sends Radha to clean up the apartment. Manu feels insecure over a misunderstanding about some pyjamas that Radha hangs in his closet. Manu is distraught over what Kavita wishes to discuss with him. The Major brings Kavita home, but then stays and tests Manu over his commitment to taking her back. Manu deliberates in an epic battle between heart and mind, but ultimately doubles down on accepting her.
106 – Broken Trust
Manu feels positive after Kavita’s return. She probes for what inspired Manu to force himself on her. Manu accepts responsibility and apologizes. She interrogates him in a two-way truth telling game. He learns about her interactions with Neel, reasons for spying, and her enjoyment with Abdul. Kavita asks about the source of his Alexander the Great idea. Manu demands to know the identity of lover #7, only to learn that it was himself. Kavita asks Manu to retrieve her missing bangle. Kavita reaffirms her reasons for marrying Manu, even as he learns that her parents agreed to marriage only as a last resort. Kavita questions the Alexander the Great story again, causing Manu to lie and blame it on Prem in a seemingly infallible way. Kavita gives Manu a delicious blow job. The next morning, she confronts Prem, learns something very upsetting. Kavita leaves Manu, saying that he has broken her trust.
107 – Poetic Revelations
Manu searches frantically for Kavita who has gone missing. He visits Baba Sri who proposes to speak with Kavita himself. His counseling leads Manu to realize that Kavita is the poetry that is seeking him. He meets Prem and Gowri over dinner to learn more about Kavita. Prem accuses Manu of stealing his Genghis Khan routine. Manu plays it as his own inspiration. Prem accuses him of listening in to his last night with Kavita. Manu denies it. He tries to intercept Kavita at the train station, but the train has left. Prem tells Manu that he locked the door from the inside during the Genghis Khan scene. Gowri explains that Kavita must have let him do it because she wanted to be banged hard, knowing no one could save her. Prem reveals how he knew about Manu’s presence inside and accuses him of being an unwanted guest in his own home. Manu is left in extreme turmoil, realizing that Kavita knows the truth.
108 – Like Daughter, Like Mother
Manu flies out to Delhi to ask his in-laws for forgiveness and to commit to doing right by Kavita. Sharmila acknowledges her daughter’s adultery. Babuji tells Manu to ‘understand and accept.’ Manu is haunted by the letter from Sharmila to Prem. Manu presses Sharmila to explain why they changed their mind to allow Kavita to marry him, but she evades answering. He agrees to be punished again and commit to marital counseling. He is forced to stay at the Major’s house, apart from Kavita. He discovers photo evidence of an affair between Sharmila and the Major. Manu sees uncomfortable parallels between Babuji and himself.
109 – Lolita Kavita
Manu is rebuffed by Kavita at the train station. His corporal punishment is postponed on account of the Major’s unexpected arrival. Manu learns more about the sordid activities in the Major’s upper floor. The in-laws arrive with their bags for indiscernible reasons. Kavita dresses inappropriately and acts like a brat. Mother and daughter have an argument. The Major scolds Kavita for acting naughty and not wearing panties. He makes Manu finger Kavita and then watch as he spanks her and fucks her for acting like a slutty Lolita. What begins as a punishment turns into a sexual frenzy during which Kavita ‘finds her Daddy.’ Afterwards, Kavita moves towards Manu with a devilish gaze. Manu grows anxious.
110 – Unspeakable Indignities
Manu is forced to lick Kavita’s clean after being freshly fucked, to swallow the semen, and then perform oral sex on the Major as a punishment for spying on Kavita and Prem. A chastised Kavita transforms herself into a proper wife and daughter. Sharmila flirts with the Major over dinner. The in-laws insist on Kavita and Manu returning to Bangalore. The Major gives a letter to Manu warning him to behave. On the train, Kavita is oblivious to her depraved behaviors. Manu privately speculates that Sharmila is having an open affair with the Major. He goes to sleep to ease the pain of unspeakable indignities committed on him.
111 – Distressing Dreams
Manu speculates what happened in the Major’s house from various perspectives. He imagines the Major reprimanding Babuji, warning him of his intent to give Sharmila her desired fucking. Upstairs, the Major prepares for a more sensual night of loving with Sharmila. She appreciates her lover’s ‘take charge’ attitude. Isolated, Babuji recounts his deal long ago with Sharmila to ensure Kavita married within her religion in exchange for allowing Sharmila to sleep with another man. Babuji goes upstairs to relieve his angst, leading him to be restrained. Sharmila feels no guilt about her husband’s plight, focusing instead on enjoying a night of ravishing sex. Afterwards, she punishes her husband with a ruined orgasm and semen kiss. Manu wakes up in the train with nightmares; Kavita comforts him while teasing him for his penis breath. He reflects on the parallels between himself and his father-in-law, but ultimately goes to sleep with the hope of a positive turn.
112 – Brewing Humiliations
Manu buries the shame of his humiliations by Kavita and the Major. Returning home, Kavita sleeps in a separate bedroom. Manu wonders if Babuji’s life could be a harbinger of his own. He fears the upcoming corporal punishment after learning from Kavita’s mother that it will be carried out by the strict Mistress K. Manu handwashes Kavita’s dirty Lolita laundry to earn her goodwill, but she teases him about his real motivations. At the office, Miss Joshi punishes Manu proactively to prevent him from misbehaving. He massages her feet under the desk while listening to Miss Joshi warn Raina about Manu’s bad attitude. Raina exercises her power over Manu, forcing him to apologize for insubordination. Kavita and Manu schedule their first marital counseling session with Dr. Tiwari.
113 - The Beginning of Therapy
Manu suffers anxiety because of his humiliations but feels optimistic that things will improve. Radha comes to clean the house. Manu gets angry at Radha after she follows Kavita’s direction to have Manu handwash Kavita’s panties. Manu threatens to slap her for disrespect. Kavita and Manu commit to working with Dr. Tiwari. The doctor does a ‘pie quiz’ assessment. They discuss ideal relationships. Manu’s answer centers on Kavita, and prioritizes love, security, respect. Kavita appreciates his answer but doesn’t believe it’s honest. Her answer centers on an abstract lover, and prioritizes security, love, excitement. The doctor observes that Manu is holding something back, and Kavita’s ideal relationship did not include Manu, so she prescribes a plan to build self-awareness. Kavita gets defensive over the doctor’s ability to get into her head. Manu devises a plan to get Kavita’s bangle back from Gowri when Prem is not present.
114 – Becoming Meena
Manu reflects on the assignment to describe the obstructions to a loving relationship. He visits Gowri to retrieve Kavita’s bangle. Despite his attempt to hide the visit from Prem and leave quickly, he runs into Prem anyway. Prem drags him upstairs and makes him confess to visiting his woman, with Gowri lying to protect herself. Prem considers punishing Manu for his behavior at the engagement party, but Gowri saves Manu from his wrath. Despite this, Prem decides to punish Manu for coming over without his permission by making him shave his body hair, dress as a woman, and apply make-up. After Manu refuses to look at himself in the mirror, Prem whips his ass with a belt. Manu pleads with Prem not to call him ‘pussy boy.’ Gowri helps Manu learn to walk like a woman before sending him home in a taxi. Manu gets eve teased by local boys. Kavita does not seem to notice his different appearance. Manu completes his therapy assignment, documenting the causes of his sexual discontentment.
115 - A Revolting and Revealing Lesson
Manu simmers over the emasculating experience of dressing as a woman in public but takes heart at having retrieved Kavita’s bangle. Kavita confronts Manu over his mistreatment of the maid, Radha. Manu attempts to talk his way out of it, but Kavita concludes he is guilty. She punishes Manu by making him clean the house under Radha’s direction. During this time, Radha calls Manu by his first name and bosses him around relentlessly, including making him clean and kiss her sandals and wiping up spilled tea. Kavita doesn’t trust his apology is sincere, so she ties Manu down and forces him to swallow a large quantity of Radha’s urine in an act of extreme degradation. After repenting profusely, he cleans Radha’s panties which had been used as a gag. Kavita rewards Manu with a delicious blow job for surrendering himself. Manu feels conflicted, reflecting on extraordinary talents of his wife and the resulting power she holds over him, leading him to question whether he has freedom of will.
116 – Intense Therapy
Manu gets a message from Mistress K informing him of the approval of his punishment at unspecified timing. Manu fantasizes about sexually assaulting Dr. Tiwari’s receptionist. Kavita details four relationship barriers, including Manu’s lack of attachment, his insecurities, dishonesty, and distrust. She shares many humiliating examples in self-serving ways, despite the doctor’s counter-questioning. Manu uses a chicken and egg analogy to argue that Kavita’s actions are the root cause of their problems. She challenges Manu too, but he defends his position. The doctor explains that their accounts are contradictory, and questions whether they want to be together. Kavita and Manu affirm their love and desire to work things out. The doctor uses the pie quiz to conclude that Kavita believes in abundance, and Manu believes in scarcity. She applies the results to suggest that they could find a common ground where both of their truths could co-exist. She explains her intent to meet them individually to do an aggressive polygraph for Kavita, and an invasive hypnosis for Manu. Manu spies on the doctor and Aparna to learn the reasons for their different treatments and is left haunted by the doctor’s statement that ‘I know what I’m doing.’
117 – A Nervous Breakdown
Manu dwells on the angst of the upcoming invasive hypnosis. He gives the bangle to Kavita, but she teases him indirectly with the truth of what it represents. Prem equate their housewarming gift of a vase to Kavita’s pussy, and taunts Manu about not getting any sex. Manu volunteers to assist the wives in getting ready for a sultry dance but is warned to behave like a eunuch. He is suspected of taking inappropriate pictures, but rather than forcing him to reveal incriminating evidence, Kavita trusts him to tell the truth. Manu admits fault and is punished by being blindfolded during the titillating dance. Prem watches as the ladies make love to each other. The tailor sends Kavita’s dress with his initials embroidered into the panties, to Kavita’s delight and Manu’s jealousy. Kavita meets the astrologer, Baba Sri. She refuses to share the substance of what they discussed but reveals enough to cause angst. The cumulative weight of humiliations causes Manu to suffer a nervous breakdown. After hospitalization, he agrees to be released to Dr. Tiwari for counseling.
118 – Deep, Invasive Hypnosis
Aparna takes Manu to the doctor for his individual therapy session. Doctor T gives him hope for transcend his chronic humiliations using hypnosis. Aparna restrains him to a special chair, attaches monitors to his body including his penis, and inserts an invasive anal probe. The doctor lulls him into a deep hypnosis. She encourages Manu to share thoughts truthfully without fear of judgment. Manu emerges from hypnosis without remembering what was discussed. He is mortified to realize that he must have ejaculated. Dr. T tells him that she will need time to analyze results and asks him to stay apart from Kavita. He tries to get Aparna to share her observations, but she refuses, suggesting with a grin that there’s a juicy, embarrassing secret that will be revealed later.
Chapter 119 – Revelations of Emotional Courtships
Kavita goes to individual therapy feeling impressed with Dr. Tiwari’s insightful observations, but with some reservations about the polygraph testing. She gets Kavita to agree to the ‘truth enhancing’ test including vaginal probe. She describes early childhood memories and first feelings of sexual desires. When asked about most meaningful sexual experiences, she gets shocked by the machine for lying. She recants and admits that the most influential relationship was with Prem. She describes the scorching hot evolution of their sexual relationship. She then describes her relationship evolution and love for Manu, including the tension over interfaith marriage with parents. Prem gives her space to reconsider; Manu emerges as a serious contender for ‘husband’. Kavita is torn between her conflicting desires for both men. She gets engaged to Manu. Her mother says she can ‘have her cake and eat it too.’ Prem makes a valiant attempt to win her back in Goa, but Kavita resists.
Chapter 120 – Revelations of Dark Desires
Kavita’s therapy: She shares an erotic description of sexual chemistry as the motivation for her affair with Prem. She compares Manu’s performance as poor in vaginal sex due to small and weak penis, but excellent in giving oral sex. She rationalizes her adultery as caused by Manu’s lack of attachment, insecurities, and deception in portraying himself as masculine. She recounts a cross-dressing experiment evidencing Manu’s innately effeminate tendencies. Under the coercion of electric shocks, Kavita admits to sexual arousal from dominating Manu and traces her sadistic fetish to the experience of a boy being caned at college. She justifies humiliating Manu because he invites her to act on dark desires and he loves her despite her actions. She compares herself to a candle, and Manu as the moth. Kavita explains her phrase ‘a hard dick doesn’t lie,’ as evidence that Manu enjoys being dominated and feminized but notes how he gets angry if confronted. Kavita explains the real reason she has not revealed her sadistic desires to Manu is because she finds it easier to go along with his acquiescence in order to fulfill her own desires. When Dr. T asks who she would choose to be true to, Prem or Manu, she answers that she would be true to herself.
Chapter 121 – Baba Sri’s Final Inspiration
Manu writes Kavita a poem with hopes of rekindling their love. He moves into the flat next door to avoid meeting Kavita. He reconciles with co-workers. Dr. Tiwari invites Manu to meet before the group session. They discuss Manu’s childhood influences of patriarchy and female authority. She suggests Manu got sexually aroused from early experiences of being forced to dress in a frock, carry a purse, and witness a spanking. To prove it, Dr. T shares hypnosis videos of himself describing his fetish for female domination and experiencing arousal in response. Manu lashes out in denial. Dr. T identifies the source of his resistance is the fear that Kavita might leave him. After reassuring him that Kavita would love him regardless, she offers to prove it by allowing Kavita to hear Manu’s truths. Manu refuses. Before leaving the doctor’s office, Manu is tricked into revealing his erection in response to seeing Aparna’s purse. At home, Manu questions himself. He listens to a recording of Kavita’s conversation with Gowri. He is tormented by the revelations all night. Manu is summoned to Baba Sri’s where the dying sage encourages him to confront his demons. He gives Manu a mantra for moments of significance. Baba Sri passes. Manu commits to take his proper place in the infinite extent of his relations. Manu reflects on Baba Sri’s metaphors, ultimately deciding to face his truths.
Chapter 122 – Joint Therapy Part 1 Kavita’s Revelations
Manu agrees to share his desires with Kavita in his own words. He snoops on Kavita while she’s away, rummaging through her personal belongings. He learns from the recording device that Arun had come over. From the conversations and sounds, he suspects Kavita had sex with Arun. He confronts Arun but realizes that he misunderstood. Manu and Kavita come for counseling. Dr. T ties up Manu naked and exposed but allows him to secretly listen to her conversation with Kavita. She gets Kavita to recount her sexual desires. Kavita describes her hyperactive sexual appetite, and her preference for rugged men like Prem. Kavita admit to allowing Manu’s insecurities justify her adulterous behaviors. She describes her love for Manu and commends his oral sex abilities but confesses that Manu cannot deliver sexually for her. Dr. T reveals that Manu has heard everything she said. She is ready to prove to Kavita that her revelations have not hurt Manu, and that in fact, he enjoyed them.
Chapter 123 – Joint Therapy Part 2 Kavita’s Revelations
Dr. T reveals how Manu felt sexual arousal from learning about Kavita’s private shared desires. She proves to Kavita that Manu accepts and embraces her needs by playing back his hypnosis confessions. Aparna restrains Manu naked in a chair, exposing his erectile responses as they listen and watch Manu affirm Manu’s desire to live in a female-led relationship and his love of emasculation. Kavita is thrilled to hear the validations; Manu is appalled and disgusted. Dr. T plays back another set of hypnosis conversations which Manu is not allowed to hear. He sees only that it results in his sexual climax. Kavita affirms her love and acceptance of Manu. Dr. T gives assignments for Kavita to wield her authority over Manu, and for Manu to obey her. While Dr. T speaks to Kavita privately, Aparna forces Manu to walk with a purse like a woman. Manu remains gagged with Kavita’s panties while she shares her enthusiasm for embracing her new role in charge of her husband. Dr. T encourages Kavita to reward Manu sexually for obeying her orders. Manu kisses the doctor and therapist’s feet.
Chapter 124 – Manu’s Supreme Consummation
Manu feels ashamed of the damning revelations uncovered via hypnosis but also validated to confirm Kavita’s nymphomaniacal needs and desires to dominate him. He remains conflicted about the possible union between their complementary desires. Kavita sets up a romantic scene. She teases Manu seductively over his desire for female dominance and emasculation, tricks him into wearing women’s pyjamas, makes him promise to shave his body hair and accept the pussy boy nickname. Kavita rides Manu’s face to an intense orgasm. She allows Manu to penetrate her while teasing him about her need for deeper, harder penetration. Manu fears the worst, but instead enjoys blissful vaginal sexual consummation. Inside his body, an argument happens between military commanders. One general objects to giving in to Kavita, but he is overruled by the others, resulting in a volcanic ejaculation. Manu enjoys the most exquisite sex of his life. Afterwards, he feels shame over the degradations he acquiesced to. He recognizes how his enslavement to sexual desire has trapped him. In his post-orgasmic clarity, an apparition in the form of the letter M appears. He encourages Manu to choose between carnal contentment vs. self-respect. Kavita invites Manu to enjoy a blow job in the shower, bribing Manu to shave his body hair. The apparition disappears in Kavita’s presence. Manu gives in to his desire for oral sex.
Chapter 125 – Man Up, Manu
Manu shaves himself bare. Kavita teases him ‘hairless virgin bride.’ She sucks him off to orgasm, but Manu doesn’t feel the same pleasure as he imagines Prem enjoyed. Manu makes progress on personal health and professional accomplishments. Kavita teases Manu with embarrassing comments at a party. He engages in sex but experiences humiliations. The apparition scolds Manu to assert himself. Kavita sends Manu to an intimate boutique to get fitted for lingerie. Kavita invites Radha to clean the new flat prior to an open house. Manu panics upon seeing Prem and Gowri on the invite list, then accuses Kavita of inviting them. She promises not to do anything that makes Manu unhappy. Manu mistakenly accuses her of directing Radha to place the lingerie in his closet. Kavita punishes Manu by forcing him to clean the flat under Radha’s direction while wearing a thong. Afterwards, Manu has sex with Kavita next to the ‘Up in the Cosmos’ painting. Manu cycles through sex and shame. Prem and Gowri visit open house. Gowri is enamored of the flat, but Prem feels embarrassed that he can’t afford it. Prem calls Manu a pussy boy in front of the ladies. Manu slams Prem by privately taunting him back. Gowri tells Prem that Kavita has ‘an interesting idea.’ Prem plants seeds of doubts suggesting Kavita is not sexually satisfied. Kavita tells Manu an ambiguous statement that ‘you, and only you’ are enjoying me. Kavita explains her interesting idea has to do with renovating the flat to accommodate a family. Kavita asks Manu to use a condom during sex to last longer, but she does not enjoy an orgasm. Manu takes a night walk, reflecting on the cycle of sex and humiliations. He feels anxiety about whether the sex will last, whether Kavita is really enjoying it, what she means by ‘family’, etc. The apparition M compares Manu to a puppet, and encourages him to ‘Man up, Manu.’
Chapter 126 – Raising the Stakes
Manu struggles to bridge the gap between ‘manning up’ and allowing himself to be degraded in exchange for sexual fulfillment. Prem expresses renewed interested in renting their flat and makes overtures to Manu to explain ‘an offer,’ but Manu refuses to hear it until Prem agrees to stop calling him pussy boy. With Kavita, Manu doubles down on his refusal to rent to Prem. Sharmila and Babuji reach out to announce their visit. Manu enters therapy intending to stand up for himself. He acknowledges the upside of sexual thrills, but also bemoans being manipulated. Kavita counters that she is only helping him express his true feelings. Dr. T suggests that Manu accepts his wife precisely because of her behaviors. Given the impasse, Aparna suggests raising the stakes in a female-led relationship. Dr. T encourages Kavita to practice her heightened authority over Manu.
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