Liz’s Secret Pleasures

[Kara lina]

kaee mahilaon kee tarah, liz ka apane roop-rang ke baare mein aakalan bahut adhik aalochanaatmak tha. vah ek khoobasoorat mahila thee jo umr ke saath behatar hotee ja rahee thee. bahut se purushon ne usase prem karane kee laalasa kee aur kalpana kee. usakee kaamuk gaharee aankhen, oonchee cheekabons, aur bhare hue honth klaasik achchhe luk ke prakaar the jo mahila ko pasand the aur sabhee umr ke purushon ko turant mohit kar lete the; ek ko chhodakar sabhee purush; unake pati steev.

steev aur liz ne maheenon se pyaar nahin kiya tha. jab unhonne seks kiya to steev ko aisa laga jaise vah ise jitanee jaldee ho sake khatm karane kee koshish kar raha ho. yah sirph kamabakht tha. steev hamesha se aise nahin the. ve garm, bhaavuk prem tab tak karate the jab tak ki ve donon thak nahin jaate the. lekin ab liz ko aisa lag raha tha ki vah apanee seks apeel aur us aadamee ko lubhaane kee kshamata kho rahee hai jisase vah pyaar karatee thee. usane seksee adhovastr pahanakar aur use lubhaane ke lie kapade pahanakar apane prem jeevan mein ek chingaaree ko phir se jagaane kee koshish kee lekin kuchh bhee kaam nahin aaya.

ek din, mol mein khareedaaree karate samay, liz "da joy oph seks" jaisee kitaab khojane ke vichaar se ek kitaabon kee dukaan mein tahal rahee thee. jab vah nainsee phraide dvaara "men in lav - mens seksual phaintesee: da traayamph oph lav ovar rej" mein aaee to vah maanav kaamukata khand mein pustakon ka upayog kar rahee thee. liz ne pustak ko shelph se kheench liya aur saamagree kee taalika mein khol diya; hastamaithun, saajha karana aur kalpanaon ko jeena, oral seks, jaanavar... jaanavar? liz ka dil ruk gaya aur use laga ki usaka chehara laal ho gaya hai. usane jaldee se kitaab band kar dee aur idhar-udhar dekhane lagee ki kisee ne use dekha to nahin. usane jaldee se kitaab vaapas shelph par saraka dee. use vishvaas nahin ho raha tha ki usane abhee kya padha lekin use apane pet ke gaddhe mein ek chubhan mahasoos huee aur usake nippal sanvedanasheel aur khade ho gae.

liz door jaane lagee phir ruk gaee. usane apane nichale honth ko thoda sa kaata aur shelph par rakhee kitaab ko dekhane ke lie peechhe mudee. kitaab lene aur stor ke saamane kaishiyar kee or badhane se pahale vah rukee aur phir se chaaron or dekha. usane ghabaraahat mein kitaab kauntar par rakh dee aur apane batue ko nikaalane aur kredit kaard nikaalane ke lie apane pars mein thokar khaee. liz ko laga jaise vah kauntar ke peechhe is ajanabee ke saamane apanee aantarik gandee ichchhaon ko ujaagar karate hue nagn khadee thee. jab usane apanee khareedaaree ke lie phon kiya to usane ghabaraee huee muskaan ke saath klark kee or dekha. liz ne mahila ka adhyayan kiya aur socha ki kya vah jaanatee hai ki liz kis tarah kee kaamuk kaamukata khareed rahee hai.

vah ab ek saptaah pahale khatm ho gaya tha. usane steev ko nae kaamuk seks ple ke saath uttejit karane ke tareeke khojane ke iraade se apanee kitaab padhana shuroo kar diya tha, lekin isake bajaay usane apane svayan ke yaun maanas ke ek poorv agyaat dvaar kee khoj kee. pustak kee adhikaansh kahaaniyaan balaatkaar, gaingabaing, antarajaateey seks, goldan shaavar aur any yaun krtyon aur vividhataon kee saamaany kalpanaen theen jo usane pahale sunee theen. aur jab usane kutton ya gadhon ke saath pradarshan karane vaalee staig paartiyon mein dikhaee gaee philmon mein mahilaon kee kachchee kahaaniyaan sunee theen, to vah hamesha maanatee theen ki ye ghor atishayokti ya behad bhaddee mahila hain jo paise ke lie kuchh bhee karatee hain. usane kabhee bhee kahaaniyon ko sach ya yaun roop se romaanchak nahin maana. lekin ab vah purushon kee gupt kalpanaon ko padhakar mantramugdh ho gaee thee jisamen mahilaon ko jaanavaron ke saath sambhog karate dekhane kee unakee kaamuk ichchha ka varnan kiya gaya tha; khaasakar kutton kee kahaaniyaan.