17-01-2023, 04:54 PM
I was listening all this while, didn’t say a single word, but this time I had to raise a point! I said
Immediately after saying that I realized I agreed to whatever that he was saying about getting lost in each other's inner beauty and shit....frankly, I was, after that initial fight and struggle in the restroom I was even ready for anything, I wouldn’t have stopped him from doing anything, I was all his! I had considered myself as his slave almost! But why would I agree to it! And I said quickly!
He smiled and said
Whatever but hitting will not ever be accepted or forgiven by me in my life! So don’t even try…forget it, I will be good friend to you but don’t expect me to forgive you ever!
Surprisingly he looked disappointed but not angry this time…so to make the moment lighter, I playfully said
- Boss! Even when you were taking me to the washroom, you were not at all good to me, you were dragging me almost! You hit me! You cursed me so badly, and btw you didn’t hit me once or twice! You kept hitting me every minute that I was with you, I was feeling so stuck and humiliated, you said you felt humiliated, I cant even imagine what I went thru!!
- Aree! I didn’t complete talking and you had promised that you wont talk till the time I finished! Now with you also it happened na, that you said something but cause of the change of situation, you had to break your promise and do something that you want!
- Hmmm, I don’t know
- You don’t know or you don’t want to listen?? Anyway forget it! Now at least this time would you let me complete and not talk in between??
- Hmm
- What hmmmm? I want you to say yes or no!
- What do u mean by YOU want?? Huh?
- Cause I know you Namrata, you would do if I tell you what I want, than waiting for you to do what I want
- Hmmm
- Areee! What hmmmm!?
- Haan thik hai Abdul! I got you and hmmm means I understand!! God!
- Good girl! ok so where was I? Aummmm, ya just before we got in to the restroom and we got lost in each other's inner beauty na?
- Haan re!
Immediately after saying that I realized I agreed to whatever that he was saying about getting lost in each other's inner beauty and shit....frankly, I was, after that initial fight and struggle in the restroom I was even ready for anything, I wouldn’t have stopped him from doing anything, I was all his! I had considered myself as his slave almost! But why would I agree to it! And I said quickly!
- Haan, just before we got into restroom, that’s all!
He smiled and said
- Ok ok, so listen, I took you to washroom and I can tell you or try to explain you why I was being so pushy and so rude.....I was upset with you Namrata! I was so upset with you that you were not even trying to understand even after me telling you once that why I was getting close to Sadia! I thought and I expected you to come to me and know why was I doing it! you didn't take any effort to make things alright!
- I was gonna Abdul (this time I lost my anger a lil, but Immediately got back) , anyway chod, you tell.
- Ya, so when I was wanting to talk to you, you were not listening and just walked away! Went to the restroom! and I wanted to talk to you, so as I had judged your behavior till then, I had to make it happen! so I came inside the restroom & btw what were you thinking! You think, you going to the women's washroom would have stopped me! That was very stupid! (And he started laughing!) anyway so in there whenever I hit you or acted rough with you, it was a mix of me wanting u to do it and making you do it and u had disappointed me so the anger was also there!! I never disrespected you, it was between us, I wasn’t calling u bad names or hitting you in front of anybody, that’s all I wanted to tell you!
- Ok, heard! I accept that u might have real feelings for me
- I never said that!
- Ohh ( It was damn awkward!)
- Yes! I never said it! But you understood my feelings for the first time!! (he was smiling ears to ears)
Whatever but hitting will not ever be accepted or forgiven by me in my life! So don’t even try…forget it, I will be good friend to you but don’t expect me to forgive you ever!
Surprisingly he looked disappointed but not angry this time…so to make the moment lighter, I playfully said
- Mera breezer khatam ho gaya, aur 5 min mein aa jaayega ghar, aur ek hai? Ya ek hi laaya? Kanjoos
- get down first and let me go inside by the cab, I don’t want my dad to see me coming in with a boy
- Ok, should I get down here?
- Yes yes
- Ok then quickly have a sip and give me the bottle back, cause you will have trouble hiding it later
- No no let it be, you take it! I don’t want..
- Please Namrata, have just one small sip, please just listen to me one last time, I am asking you to do this for me please
- Arree! Ok ok (I had a smallest sip I could have and gave it to him)
- Waahhhh! Thank youuu! ( he looked soo happy)
- What happened Abdul! Why r u acting like this now?
- Nothing, nothing, u go, I am getting down
- Aree! Tell me baba!
- Aree trust me you wouldn’t like it…but still, it mite sound kiddish to you but it does hold immense importance to me…basically we kissed finally!