17-01-2023, 02:53 PM
This was the time when I felt like I am in control! That feeling was so great, I am again feeling confident and like I have control over my life, this was what he had snatched from me and the feeling that I made such an impossible character into such a decent person that he is now, was a big victory for me! For my ego! For my self confidence! With this feeling I told him
I took the bottle from him and he opened it with his teeth only! First time I saw somebody opening the bottle with their teeth then, I didn’t use to drink then so much...so that was something new! We both did cheers and had one-one sip, he had a smirk on his face, but I don’t feel this time he was planning something, so I din give it that much importance, this time I had the hold of the situation and I wasn’t gonna lose it......or melt….or get manipulated…he again started tell
- Listen! Stop with your nonsense and tell me why?? This breezer you couldn’t give me when I wanted so whats the point!!
- Phhhh....( he took a long breath before saying) listen, ok, my behavior with you was bad, I agree, I accept, (I tried saying and he stopped me), please don’t say anything, please, let me complete, I would justify myself and if you don’t agree then please let me know when I complete talking, yaa?
- Yaa, ok..
- So.. Listen, when we went there, I thought you really did like me and that’s why you came with me and I , I don’t know what to say, I don’t want to scare you off but, I really liked you more than we like a friend & all those moments we had in the car made me feel that you also like me the same way I like you and u trust me, you said that din you?
- I did, but.. (and he said)
- Don’t say anything, just nod your head when I ask you question, in yes or no, ok?
- Good girl! Now first of all! Have a breezer, tune nahi piya toh even I didn’t drink! I wanted to enjoy with you so I also came out of the party!
- I don’t want to now, when I wanted to you din let me ( I was enjoying the hold I had in the situation!)
- Ok, but can you please at least hold? Please?
I took the bottle from him and he opened it with his teeth only! First time I saw somebody opening the bottle with their teeth then, I didn’t use to drink then so much...so that was something new! We both did cheers and had one-one sip, he had a smirk on his face, but I don’t feel this time he was planning something, so I din give it that much importance, this time I had the hold of the situation and I wasn’t gonna lose it......or melt….or get manipulated…he again started tell
- Now listen I really like you and I can tell you that I like you more than I like Preeti! When I saw you talking and giggling with Saad I got really jealous and I told Sadia about it, I wanted to make u feel jealous too! So she helped me in doing that, I wanted you to come to me and take me away from Sadia, now u must be thinking why I couldn’t come to you and took u away from Saad but I didn’t want you to control you, I never wanted to! You know what I was telling Sadia? "yaar Namrata who Saad se baat kar rahi hai aur mujhe usse nahi rokhna hai kuch bhi karne se, par mujhe yeh bhi chahiye who mere paas aajaye" then she told me that the best way you can make a girl come running to you is to make her feel jealous! I tried that also but you were still busy with him! It did hurt me a lot! I had to call u! I had to do SOMETHING THAT I DIDN’T want to do, MAKE YOU DO SOMETHING, I did call you and you came running, jealousy factor didn’t work with you…so I understood that I will have to tell you if I want something from you and that became my perception, later when I tried to kiss you, u denied and ran away, that made me feel humiliated and very very hurt….and I met Karana inside, she asked me what was wrong and I told her how much I like you and value your presence in my life, she kept telling me that its ok, maybe she doesn’t like you…I also thought to myself that if she doesn’t like me then its ok and I prayed to god that keep her safe and I wished good for you for your life, just then I saw you entering and I told her the same thing that I wanted to make Namrata jealous so can she please act a little? She said yes, I can see how much you are in to her, so I will do anything that will help you to win her! I was waiting for you to come closer and then I hugged Karana only cause u could see….but my that plan also didn’t work, you came and we started fighting! I was furious and disappointed at the same time cause all my efforts of, forget winning you but just to get attention, were going wrong! As we were fighting, I realised what I had realised few mins back! I have to let you know what I want and you would do it, so I took you to washroom cause I wanted to be really close to you!