Adultery UNFAITHFUL MOTHERS AND HOUSEWIVES --- stranger_women

[ddey333]

As Saad started driving his car, I looked back through the rear window and saw Abdul coming out and looking for me on both sides...."what a timing!! I moved out of there at a perfect time! Finally at least one decision I took tonight, worked in my favor" I thought to myself...seeing me looking behind, even Saad must have looked back from his rear view mirror cause he asked 

• Should we have waited for him? Should I stop the car?
• Wait for whom?
• Are Abdul, I saw him behind the car.
• Noooo!! Keep going!
• Ohh, I thought u were with him, so I asked
• No, I came here with him but... (I kept quiet, didn't know what to tell)
• But?
• Nothing yaar saad, please leave it, I am not in a very good state of mind now, maybe I will tell u later
• Ok..I just couldn't figure out how a decent girl like you could be with him, I don't even like taking his name.
• Hmmm, I don't normally but my friend and his gf ditched at the last moment and I was wanting to go out since I was too excited to go out and have fun, so I decided to come with him and his gf was also ok with it (I lied about his gf being ok, that poor girl didn't even know about it)
• Ohhh ok ok

Then he also kept quiet and my mind started running with the things happened this night, how could I do this? I could not for once not thought of the problems that I could face when I am going out with a stranger, I betrayed my friend also, bechaari Preeti! I was feeling so bad about myself, I was so strong, always had immense self belief and self confidence, I was a girl of high values, I was so proud of myself cause of values and morals, nobody and nothing could break me or manipulate me! That's what I always believed! And that bastard took that away from me! The most precious asset to me! My confidence! I started to feel so empty from inside, so low....and I started whimpering, kept whimpering for some time so Saad wouldn't hear me, didn't want to give him any explanation and seem like a weak person, which was what I was feeling.... Suddenly I felt a pat on my shoulder, it was Saad, he asked me
• Are you crying Namrata?
• No no (while trying to hold back my tears, with a heavy voice)
• Namrata what happened?
• Nothing ree! (in a very irritating manner I told him)
• Ok I won't ask you but if u feel like talking, let me know, I will be all ears..
• Ya, ok

And again there was silence, I kept looking out, blaming my fate to be fallen in such situation, I did acted foolish and I started a silently crying again. Saad must have heard me crying again, this time he didn't directly asked me, but he said
• I know that Abdul only must have done something, it's there in his character to use gullible girls like u
• (my tone only changed and very aggressively I told him) I am not gullible! I am very smart! Don't call me that ever again!
• Smart girls don't go out with boys like Abdul and that means he's only responsible behind your tears
• Boss! If I wasn't smart I would have stayed with him! I walked out! Didn't I! I was well in my senses and I got my self out! (I lied again), I came here with him not cause I liked him! I came because of the situation!
• If you could have controlled the situation tab then you wouldn't have been in this situation!
• What are you trying to do?? Huh? What's ur point?
• I am just consoling you.
• You don't sound like one! You are trying to make feel even more bad now!
• I am not, I am just making sure that you have realized the mistake of trusting Abdul
• You don't have to make sure anything! And the fact that I am crying is because I know I have done a mistake! So keep quiet for sometime or let me get down here and I will get a cab! 
• Ok ok, I am sorry, I will keep quiet, maybe my way was wrong but I ...anyway leave it
• YA

Just then my phone rang, it was almost 11 so I thought my dad must have reached home so I tried searching for my phone in the bag 
, I found it and to my horror it wasn't my dad! It was Abdul! I let it ring and disconnect and kept it back in my bag, I started thinking to myself " Why could he be calling me now!" And the phone rang again and I did the same didn't pick up, Saad was noticing all this, but thank god he didn't say anything this time, I would have given him back and how and would have got down! Now I am not gonna be controlled or not gonna take anybody's favor and be in their obligation, I had decided! I will do what I want to!