14-01-2023, 01:08 PM
I went out, sat there on a platform with my both hands on my head and started crying....I just couldn't believe it just happened with me! But I was satisfied that it ended and I showed the courage and got away with such situation...I decided to head for my home and instantly I realised! I don't have car or any medium to go home! I could just take a cab and go home but how could I trust a random cab person? Especially when such incident had happened with me just few minutes back! And the road to home was also not very safe! Shit! I am stuck now! I was confused what should I do?*
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I just looked up and I saw Adil coming towards me...I thought to myself "if he tries to do something inappropriate then I will slap him left right center!" he came and sat beside me, and surprisingly this time I saw a sign of concern in his eyes and no lust! He kept his hand on my shoulder very lightly just to give me that support..and I started crying again! I started crying like a small child, he kept asking me:*
"what happened Namrata?"*
"tell me..pls...sorry if I have done something, if there's anything else then maybe I can help u"*
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I kept crying didn't say anything, but really to have a known person by ur side when u r low is better than to be alone! I was feeling much better now than before but since I got that sense of relief now that someone known is there with me, I could cry my heart out! I kept crying, kept crying! He never lost his cool and kept asking me...and I just turned and hugged him to show my appreciation for him coming out and being there...he was still being a gentleman, he hugged me too but his one hand was circling my head and other was caressing side of my face, in between he was trying to wipe my tears too! I felt so better in his arms! Felt so secured! He said:*
"Ok ok.. Don't tell me what happened if it's your personal thing, just plz stop crying"*
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His words did have that magic over me and I was crying less than before, tears had stopped coming out of my eyes.. My eyes were still watery but I was recovering now...I broke the hug and while wiping tears from my eyes..I told him:*
"thank you Adil"*
Adil:"thank god! You are fine!" He smiled*
"now tell me what happened? Which asshole made you cry?"*
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I smiled at him and said:*
"your friend! Abdul!"*
Adil:"arre usane kya kiya?"*
Me:"jhagda hua hamara.."*
Adil:"Arre! Don't worry I will handle everything, come lets go inside!"*
Me:"I don't know Adil...I don't want to come back... Can u drop me home?"*
Adil:"ya I can.." He looked little quizzed for some time and again said:"yaa I can, I don't have my car but we can take a cab and I will accompany u!"*
*
His eyes had lit up and he looked excited! Now that he was ready, I was in two minds...so I asked him to wait for some time as I needed some time to think...he was ok with it....we sat there for sometime without talking to each other, he was busy checking out other girls...*
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I thought to myself "why did I not like him kissing me, why didn't I just let him kiss me and opposed! Just few minutes back I was enjoying his touch! I was loving to be praised so much! Nobody had ever done that to me! I wanted to be in his arms, why did I act so impossible! I had promised him, I will do anything to make things ok and what did I do!! Ohh god! I must have embarrassed him in front of everybody! He was only trying to praise me, wanted to feel my lips! I started cursing myself again...I had again let Abdul down..but...I still couldn't figure out the reason behind not letting him kiss....I heard Adil:*
"madam have u decided? Its already 10! Decide fast otherwise it will be hard to get a cab from here"*
*
I got little irritated, maybe I didn't want him around now..I told him to give me some more time*
*
And! It struck me that maybe! Maybe!! I didn't want to be kissed in front of so many people!! As it was my first time! Before this whatever happened that was in between us and in an closed environment! So I was enjoying it to the the fullest! Yaa!! I know the reason now! That is the reason!* Otherwise why I wouldn't want to kiss him when I could let him feel my thighs!**
*
Ok! I WANT TO KISS HIM! And that too there in front of such a huge crowd! Yaa! I am ready for it! And I told Adil:*
"We are not going anywhere but inside! Lets go in!"*
*
I just looked up and I saw Adil coming towards me...I thought to myself "if he tries to do something inappropriate then I will slap him left right center!" he came and sat beside me, and surprisingly this time I saw a sign of concern in his eyes and no lust! He kept his hand on my shoulder very lightly just to give me that support..and I started crying again! I started crying like a small child, he kept asking me:*
"what happened Namrata?"*
"tell me..pls...sorry if I have done something, if there's anything else then maybe I can help u"*
*
I kept crying didn't say anything, but really to have a known person by ur side when u r low is better than to be alone! I was feeling much better now than before but since I got that sense of relief now that someone known is there with me, I could cry my heart out! I kept crying, kept crying! He never lost his cool and kept asking me...and I just turned and hugged him to show my appreciation for him coming out and being there...he was still being a gentleman, he hugged me too but his one hand was circling my head and other was caressing side of my face, in between he was trying to wipe my tears too! I felt so better in his arms! Felt so secured! He said:*
"Ok ok.. Don't tell me what happened if it's your personal thing, just plz stop crying"*
*
His words did have that magic over me and I was crying less than before, tears had stopped coming out of my eyes.. My eyes were still watery but I was recovering now...I broke the hug and while wiping tears from my eyes..I told him:*
"thank you Adil"*
Adil:"thank god! You are fine!" He smiled*
"now tell me what happened? Which asshole made you cry?"*
*
I smiled at him and said:*
"your friend! Abdul!"*
Adil:"arre usane kya kiya?"*
Me:"jhagda hua hamara.."*
Adil:"Arre! Don't worry I will handle everything, come lets go inside!"*
Me:"I don't know Adil...I don't want to come back... Can u drop me home?"*
Adil:"ya I can.." He looked little quizzed for some time and again said:"yaa I can, I don't have my car but we can take a cab and I will accompany u!"*
*
His eyes had lit up and he looked excited! Now that he was ready, I was in two minds...so I asked him to wait for some time as I needed some time to think...he was ok with it....we sat there for sometime without talking to each other, he was busy checking out other girls...*
*
I thought to myself "why did I not like him kissing me, why didn't I just let him kiss me and opposed! Just few minutes back I was enjoying his touch! I was loving to be praised so much! Nobody had ever done that to me! I wanted to be in his arms, why did I act so impossible! I had promised him, I will do anything to make things ok and what did I do!! Ohh god! I must have embarrassed him in front of everybody! He was only trying to praise me, wanted to feel my lips! I started cursing myself again...I had again let Abdul down..but...I still couldn't figure out the reason behind not letting him kiss....I heard Adil:*
"madam have u decided? Its already 10! Decide fast otherwise it will be hard to get a cab from here"*
*
I got little irritated, maybe I didn't want him around now..I told him to give me some more time*
*
And! It struck me that maybe! Maybe!! I didn't want to be kissed in front of so many people!! As it was my first time! Before this whatever happened that was in between us and in an closed environment! So I was enjoying it to the the fullest! Yaa!! I know the reason now! That is the reason!* Otherwise why I wouldn't want to kiss him when I could let him feel my thighs!**
*
Ok! I WANT TO KISS HIM! And that too there in front of such a huge crowd! Yaa! I am ready for it! And I told Adil:*
"We are not going anywhere but inside! Lets go in!"*
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