Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

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I guess everyone missed one point that changed the whole game.

When Meera wanted to tell about her past with other men, Desai did not want to hear. He is very clear that he wants to share the future with Meera and not cared about whatever the past she had. He knows that everything because of the inability of krish  to satisfy Meera. If Krish had satisfied meera like Desai, she would have blasted him on the fantasies he discussed. Meera used his fantasies to her favor at least for her sexual urges and disappointments in bed with krish.

Still she wants to stick her life with krish. But, when she heard from krish "Dont behave like a chaste woman', it hurted her lot. She understood that deep inside the heart of krish, she is branded as whore. Even for the small fights between them in future he will use this to say she has slept with other men. No woman would like to hear it from their husband.

This changed the whole picture and images of krish and Desai. She decided to give herself to Desai completely for accepting her without knowing her past. She started hating krish from bottom of  her heart for always carrying bad image of her inside him. Though krish worded that in the fit of anger, it came from his heart. He knows with how many men Meera had opened her legs. So deep within, krish always had a bad picture about meera, though he called her as loving wife outside. Especially she did not like a cuckold husband to word it out.

No woman would like to be in a marriage with a complete unfit husband like krish physically, mentally and financially.
Meera did not decide it even at that point of time. when Desai want to confirm her as wife and queen and mother of healthy child, happy life, everything melted down for her to accept him for life.

On the day i read last part i really tried to analyze every aspect of possible behavior for Meera..this is definitely one scenario..where she is just hurt too much for the words from Krish..and it might have broken her heart completely and in future too it gives liberty to Krish to call her that whenever he feels like it...that's same reason in a different perspective she gave to Krish when she left in first part. She said in first part..if at all tomorrow you cheat me again you would have in your mind that my wife already is cheating me so it doesn't matter if i cheat hence i believe me going away from your life would change you and it is best for you..and she earned that respect with her choice of words at that time.

Meera now lost that respect when she on her own will slept with Ashish..She came back and confessed with Krish..Krish could have called her that she is not a chaste woman for cheating him...and could be very angry with her in fact could even leave her just like how she left him for cheating..Instead he understood her compassion for Ashish and forgave her and in return Meera found his forgiveness a problem..she felt her husband doesn't have enough possessiveness and she felt he is like that that's why i can at will cheat him anytime..so the blame is back on Krish...Now she again cheated him..of course that's what Krish thinks though Meera did not and him calling her not a chaste woman..shouldn't she feel happy that my husband misunderstood me and he is angry that he thinks i cheated him so let me clear the misunderstanding..Instead now she is angry that he called her not a chaste woman...how is that you define that Krish is to be blamed for both scenarios..you have a problem if he doesn't admonish you for cheating..and now when he is actually angry with you for cheating then you think he is calling you out for cheating so he will do it when ever we fight in future..so basically you are saying no matter what Krish does regarding your sleeping with other men when its not his plan then its Krish's fault...Not fair...and even if she is so broken..doesn't give her right to sleep with Desai then and there with out even consideration for her husband..she could always leave him..take divorce and can marry or date Desai..Didn't she sleep enough with him already..Is that union necessary when you just ended the marriage..nothing in the last episode fit anywhere with Meera's character...all it brought out is contradictions compared to her previous image.