Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

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I have been reading comments where many are measuring this marriage and its success or failure based on affairs or who crossed lines how many times...That's insane. Its a story of a cuckold...there are bound to be extra marital affairs for a wife whose husband is a cuckold and whether Meera actively participated in Krish's fantasies or she herself influenced him to push her towards other men was never the question until this last episode.
So pulling past history(Part 1 & 2) and showing the encounters there as examples is probably not right..There is a reason for that..we need to look at Meera as Meera before Desai..Meera after Desai...Meera before Desai has always i think enjoyed Krish's fantasies and even actively participated sometimes examples are all those scenarios where she took the first step or followed lead from Krish.

Meera has changed since she met Desai second time....Desai has shown her a new kind of relationship which she has never experienced with Krish...one with more caring, attention all the time, obsession towards her, possessiveness, royalty also great sex even though all these are results of his manipulations and ill intentions to get her behind the scenes , For Meera its a new kind of world filled with love. It portrayed to her that the world that they(Krish and her) have been living so far in their marriage is not filled with  trust and love. Its more filled with Krish's or her dark fantasies than love for each other. She started realizing what they are missing in their marriage..hence she kept going deep into the world Desai has presented before her...she started considering him as her other husband subconsciously, hence all the small details(coffee, paneer, sharing office details, going out with him for social events)  that Krish observed where she started treating Desai as equal. The mistake she did was..taking what she learnt from Desai as a lesson she should have come back to Krish and shown the same kind of love to Krish and using that show him how much they have been deviating from being husband and wife there by repairing her marriage. Instead she selfishly leaving him and chose the mirage presented before her by Desai...she did not realize that the love Desai is showering is as fake as the one she thought she is leaving behind..as Desai's love is built upon lies and manipulations which will not sustain..but the true love is with Krish even though right now it would seem as not as love due his obsession over fantasies..he is the one who truly loved her. By the time she realizes it, it will be too late.