28-12-2022, 11:47 PM
One more contradictory thoughts from Meera in this episode which i missed in my earlier comment:
Meera turned to me.
"Krish, when I decided to talk about what happened on the train, I thought Susheel would hate me. Because it had happened at a time when we were turning down his every proposal of friendship with him. On the one hand, we were living as husband and wife who never compromised, and on the other hand, I had allowed a stranger to have sex with me, that too with your blessing. How ironic it was! I thought he would laugh at me. But I was going to tell him everything about us. What we have done in our past four years. I thought if he hates me and walks away then it was good. Because I would at least know what I have become. So many secrets to hide from the world that we live in, we can't live like this forever, Krish. You know, there are bits of information about us spreading in our neighborhood. About Desai staying in our house. What is your true relationship with him? A friend... A brother... More than a friend... Whatever you name it, there is a lot of ambiguity over it. People have seen me going out and having a good time with him. There are stories. Reshma had the other day asked me how I was managing after you were bedridden. And she casually asked if I am taking help from my husband's friend. I was like, 'no; what are you talking'. She laughed and said 'now I understand what is the truth.' I was shocked but I couldn't say anything as justifying it more would only make it worse. I can feel the vibe when I go for my evening walk. People kinda have assumed that I am sleeping with your friend. It must be their favorite story to cook up but unfortunately for us, it is the truth. We can show our anger to them, but it's not a solution. I don't have the guts to face it, Krish. I know I have to stop but I can't stop welcoming Desai into my bed. Like we jokingly have said many times, he has become my other husband. There is nothing I can make me detach from him. Nothing that I can see myself parting ways with him for. There is nothing that can make me hate him. And when I told him about the Jai incident, he consoled me. And he refused to hear about the other men in my life. For him, it didn’t matter. He said, for him, I can be what I wanted to be. Last night, we did not have sex. We kept talking for hours. He's a great man, Krish, with a lot of heart. I am feeling guilty about keeping him with little reward. He loves me. And he loves me only. How long can I keep denying it? I have to give him a reply one day. I haven't fallen head over heels for him, but I can't be unkind to him."
So your perfect solution to stop people from cooking up stories is to move in with Desai or Marry him? Can there be any other better joke than this in this entire series?
you want people to look at your life as normally as it can get ..you do not want them to imagine you with Desai but because of Krish now they see you differently and you cannot deal with it so what is your solution? Your solution is to prove it to all those people that they were right about every thing ...yes all these days i have been sleeping with my husband's friend and now i have left my husband for his friend.
"There is nothing I can make me detach from him. Nothing that I can see myself parting ways with him for"
You have just stated a perfect reason yourself right above this statement which should make you detach from him..maybe your husband doesn't have sense to realize the damage caused in society so what happened to your consciousness. Do you need any better reason than this to stop seeing Desai?
And when I told him about the Jai incident, he consoled me.And he refused to hear about the other men in my life. For him, it didn’t matter. He said, for him, I can be what I wanted to be.
When was this not true in case of Krish? Yes he tells you a lot about other men who has hots for you and he pushes you sometimes to seduce them but he gives you choice to say no. I have never seen him force you to seduce other men. So all of a sudden Desai has become a saint and more than your husband and a great man with a lot of heart?
I am feeling guilty about keeping him with little reward
WTFFFFFFFF......WTTTT Effing FFF...haven't you done enough for him already by sleeping with him..that means you are not talking about sex..you were talking about getting response to his love...what happened to all those warnings you gave to Desai last night about not to involve emotionally with her..and your relationship with him is Krish's mercy? and now you are feeling guilty? I cannot wrap my head around this entire para..this is beyond nonsensical writing.
What happened to Meera? What have you made her to be in this episode?
I could even find sane reason for her humiliating Krish with Das though it made her look like the one who should ask forgiveness at the end..she was angry over her husband sleeping with her friend and jealous so she reacted aggressively but this is another level..She in conscious mind took a decision to leave Krish which is not wrong..as both have made series of accusations and blamed each other and called names..Krish didn't trust her and called her in bad way ....and she is broken by it...i could see that .....A woman should always have a right to walk out of marriage whenever she feels like it. Though Krish asked her to give him a chance to explain and talk through it she was not ready for it..she would not listen to him..She has decided that his nature would not change and there is no future with him for her..Well and Good for her..no wrong in it.
What happened next is mind blowing..mind bending..She walked into Desai's room accepted his love, slept with him while Krish watching it. She was in a state to discard her husband from her system like a light switch and move on..she just ended her marriage with him and how could one find in themselves to make love after that is beyond my imagination even if Desai has been driving this and Meera is emotionally weak ...there is no justification for the sex they had with that intensity and passion that would make one involve with some one only if they truly love them...She has changed from a morally conscious person to a disgusting woman in one episode.
I refused earlier to believe she has these thoughts or feelings to leave Krish before this episode and she was planning this with Desai..but how can one switch to a different person in an instant and switch their love to another person with in a span of few moments unless she truly loved Desai all this time subconsciously and Krish is not her true love..hence so many contradicting statements and thoughts.
Author lost it completely...Like Samurai says..All author needs is provide some stupid twist in the story and nothing else..he needs to write story such a way so no one can guess the next episode..is that all?
Yet only last hope for me was this was planned all along with Desai to change Krish..maybe involving Piyush is not Desai's idea after all but Meera's idea..who knows after long night's talk with out sex made Meera ask Desai help to change Krish and this was a plan both of them decided to hatch for Krish's sake...one can hope right?
Please take this as my critical review rather than anything other than that , my emotion in writing in lot of these thoughts show my appreciation for this series. There is not a day that goes by where i do not appreciate the authors in this group for giving us their time and energy to keep us hooked here..small relief in our otherwise busy lives.
Meera turned to me.
"Krish, when I decided to talk about what happened on the train, I thought Susheel would hate me. Because it had happened at a time when we were turning down his every proposal of friendship with him. On the one hand, we were living as husband and wife who never compromised, and on the other hand, I had allowed a stranger to have sex with me, that too with your blessing. How ironic it was! I thought he would laugh at me. But I was going to tell him everything about us. What we have done in our past four years. I thought if he hates me and walks away then it was good. Because I would at least know what I have become. So many secrets to hide from the world that we live in, we can't live like this forever, Krish. You know, there are bits of information about us spreading in our neighborhood. About Desai staying in our house. What is your true relationship with him? A friend... A brother... More than a friend... Whatever you name it, there is a lot of ambiguity over it. People have seen me going out and having a good time with him. There are stories. Reshma had the other day asked me how I was managing after you were bedridden. And she casually asked if I am taking help from my husband's friend. I was like, 'no; what are you talking'. She laughed and said 'now I understand what is the truth.' I was shocked but I couldn't say anything as justifying it more would only make it worse. I can feel the vibe when I go for my evening walk. People kinda have assumed that I am sleeping with your friend. It must be their favorite story to cook up but unfortunately for us, it is the truth. We can show our anger to them, but it's not a solution. I don't have the guts to face it, Krish. I know I have to stop but I can't stop welcoming Desai into my bed. Like we jokingly have said many times, he has become my other husband. There is nothing I can make me detach from him. Nothing that I can see myself parting ways with him for. There is nothing that can make me hate him. And when I told him about the Jai incident, he consoled me. And he refused to hear about the other men in my life. For him, it didn’t matter. He said, for him, I can be what I wanted to be. Last night, we did not have sex. We kept talking for hours. He's a great man, Krish, with a lot of heart. I am feeling guilty about keeping him with little reward. He loves me. And he loves me only. How long can I keep denying it? I have to give him a reply one day. I haven't fallen head over heels for him, but I can't be unkind to him."
So your perfect solution to stop people from cooking up stories is to move in with Desai or Marry him? Can there be any other better joke than this in this entire series?
you want people to look at your life as normally as it can get ..you do not want them to imagine you with Desai but because of Krish now they see you differently and you cannot deal with it so what is your solution? Your solution is to prove it to all those people that they were right about every thing ...yes all these days i have been sleeping with my husband's friend and now i have left my husband for his friend.
"There is nothing I can make me detach from him. Nothing that I can see myself parting ways with him for"
You have just stated a perfect reason yourself right above this statement which should make you detach from him..maybe your husband doesn't have sense to realize the damage caused in society so what happened to your consciousness. Do you need any better reason than this to stop seeing Desai?
And when I told him about the Jai incident, he consoled me.And he refused to hear about the other men in my life. For him, it didn’t matter. He said, for him, I can be what I wanted to be.
When was this not true in case of Krish? Yes he tells you a lot about other men who has hots for you and he pushes you sometimes to seduce them but he gives you choice to say no. I have never seen him force you to seduce other men. So all of a sudden Desai has become a saint and more than your husband and a great man with a lot of heart?
I am feeling guilty about keeping him with little reward
WTFFFFFFFF......WTTTT Effing FFF...haven't you done enough for him already by sleeping with him..that means you are not talking about sex..you were talking about getting response to his love...what happened to all those warnings you gave to Desai last night about not to involve emotionally with her..and your relationship with him is Krish's mercy? and now you are feeling guilty? I cannot wrap my head around this entire para..this is beyond nonsensical writing.
What happened to Meera? What have you made her to be in this episode?
I could even find sane reason for her humiliating Krish with Das though it made her look like the one who should ask forgiveness at the end..she was angry over her husband sleeping with her friend and jealous so she reacted aggressively but this is another level..She in conscious mind took a decision to leave Krish which is not wrong..as both have made series of accusations and blamed each other and called names..Krish didn't trust her and called her in bad way ....and she is broken by it...i could see that .....A woman should always have a right to walk out of marriage whenever she feels like it. Though Krish asked her to give him a chance to explain and talk through it she was not ready for it..she would not listen to him..She has decided that his nature would not change and there is no future with him for her..Well and Good for her..no wrong in it.
What happened next is mind blowing..mind bending..She walked into Desai's room accepted his love, slept with him while Krish watching it. She was in a state to discard her husband from her system like a light switch and move on..she just ended her marriage with him and how could one find in themselves to make love after that is beyond my imagination even if Desai has been driving this and Meera is emotionally weak ...there is no justification for the sex they had with that intensity and passion that would make one involve with some one only if they truly love them...She has changed from a morally conscious person to a disgusting woman in one episode.
I refused earlier to believe she has these thoughts or feelings to leave Krish before this episode and she was planning this with Desai..but how can one switch to a different person in an instant and switch their love to another person with in a span of few moments unless she truly loved Desai all this time subconsciously and Krish is not her true love..hence so many contradicting statements and thoughts.
Author lost it completely...Like Samurai says..All author needs is provide some stupid twist in the story and nothing else..he needs to write story such a way so no one can guess the next episode..is that all?
Yet only last hope for me was this was planned all along with Desai to change Krish..maybe involving Piyush is not Desai's idea after all but Meera's idea..who knows after long night's talk with out sex made Meera ask Desai help to change Krish and this was a plan both of them decided to hatch for Krish's sake...one can hope right?
Please take this as my critical review rather than anything other than that , my emotion in writing in lot of these thoughts show my appreciation for this series. There is not a day that goes by where i do not appreciate the authors in this group for giving us their time and energy to keep us hooked here..small relief in our otherwise busy lives.
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