21-12-2022, 07:02 PM
Main dara sehma sofe mein baitha hua us ajnabi ladki ki socho mein gum tha, tabhi darwaze ki ghanti baji, main aise uchhla jaise kisi ne mere pichhwade ke niche jalta tava rakh diya ho. Phir mujhe dhyan aaya, maine doctor ko phone lagaya tha, main vishut ki raftaar se darwae tak gaya aur second se bhi kam samay mein darwaza khol diya. Darwaza khulte hi mere chehre se sari khushi gayab ho gayi. Samne meri naukrani khadi thi.
"kya hua saheb.....aap aise kyun ankhein dikha rahe ho ?" naukrani ne hairat se dekhte hue kaha.
"sheela....aaj tumhe safai karne ki jarurat nahi hai....tum ghar jao" main darwaze par khade khade naukrani se kaha.
" saheb koi galti hui ho to maafi dedo...par kaam se mat nikalo" naukrani ne khushamad kiya.
"aisi baat nahi hai sheela.....asal mein main puri raat bahar jaag kar aaya hoon aur aaram se sona chahta hoon, tumhare kaam ki khatar patar se main theek se so nahi paunga" maine use samjhaya.
"theek hai saheb.....main kal aa jaungi" noaukrani ne kaha, aur wo palat kar jane lagi. Uske lautte hi maine darwaza band kar diya. Aur wapas sofe par baith gaya. Aur cigarette sulgakar kas lene laga. Maine abhi do chaar kas hi liya tha ki phir se darwaze ka bell baja. Main lapak kar darwaze tak gaya. Darwaza kholte hi doctor ritesh khade dikhayi diye.
"good morning rohit ji " doctor ne muskurate hue kaha.
"good morning dr ritesh.....aap andar aaiye" Maine unhe andar aane ko kaha. Unke andar aate hi maine darwaza band kar diya. Aur doctor ke paas pahunch gaya.
"kahiye rohit ji.....itni subah subah kis samasya ne aapke ghar dastak de diya. Jo aap mujhe bula liye " dr hamesha ki tarah muskurate hue kaha. Maine dr ko sofe par baithne ko kaha aur phir jhijhakte hue apne office se nikalne se lekar subah us ladki ke dwara apne upar hue hamle tak ki ek ek baat bata diya. Meri baat sunkar dr ki aankhein fail gayi, wo abhi tak is raaz se anjaan they ki main raat ko ladki uthata hoon. Main sar jhukaye unke bolne ka intezar karne laga.
"main us ladki ko dekhna chahta hoo" achanak mere kaano mein dr ki awaaz sunayi di. Maine nazar uthakar dr ko dekha. Aur uthkar khidki ke paas chala gaya. Dr bhi mere pichhe pichhe khidki ke paas aa kar khada ho gaya. Andar abhi bhi wo ladki nangi fars par pet ke bal leti hui thi. Lekin uski karahe ab band ho chuki thi. Ye kehna mushkil hoga ki wo is waqt jaagti hui haalat mein thi ya soti hui.
"aap darwaza kholiye...." dr ne meri aur dekhte hue kaha. Maine dr ko aise dekha jaise wo paagal ho gaya ho.
"dr main aapko bata chuka hoon ye ladki pagal hai....aapka andar jana theek nahi rahega" maine dr ko samjhana chaha.
"aap nishchint rahiye....."dr ne meri aur dekhte hue kaha. "mujhe kuchh nahi hoga. Mere liye ye koi nayi baat nahi hai, aap darwaza kholiye"
"jaisi aapki marzi " maine dr se kaha aur darwaza khol diya. Dr dheere dheere apne paanv ko andar badhata gaya, wo chalte hue bikul us ajnabi ladki ke paas pahunch gaye. Dr ne pehle us ladki ko chadar se dhank diya. Phir uske sirhane baithkar use dhyan se dekhne laga. Phir apna hath niche lejakar kuchh check karne laga jo maine dekh paya. Kuchh der tak us ladki ka jayza lene ke baad dr bahar aa gaya.
"kya hua dr....?" maine bechain hote hue puchha. Kintu dr ne meri baat ka zawab nahi diya. Wo hall mein tehalte rahe. Mujhse dr ki khamoshi sehan nahi ho rahi thi. main unke zawab ke intezaar mein unke pichhe pichhe chakkar katne laga. Dr ek nazar mere chehre par feink kar bolne ke liye munh khola.
"ye hysteria ka case hai."
"hysteria" maine hairani se dekhte hue dohraya.
"jaisa ki aapne kaha ki ye ladki sex ke darmayan apne papa ko imagine kar rahi thi, to iska arth hai is ladki ke sath bachpan se iske baap ke dwara sharirik shoshan hua hai, aur wo is had tak hua hai ki ye ladki us cheej ki aadi ho chuki hai. Aur ab kisi wajah se ise apne papa se wo cheej nahi mil raha hai, yahi karan hai ki ye aap jaise adhed aadmi ke sath yahan tak aayi. Aur aapke sath sex bhi kiya." dr ne mujhe samjhaya.
"wo sab to theek hai dr. Lekin isne mujhpar hamla kyun kiya. Ye kabhi kabhi bahut zyada ugra ho jati hai." maine dr ko bataya.
"seedhi si baat hai ye ladki apne baap se nafrat karti hai. Jab tak ye sex ki kami mehsus karti hai, apne baap ko pasnad karti hai, lekin sex pura hote hi ise apne baap se nafrat hone lagti hai. Aisi halat mein ye apne peeta ki hatya bhi kar sakti hai" dr ne mujhe bataya.
"ab aapke vichaar se kya karna chahiye...?" maine dr se rai mangi.
"main iska ilaaz karna chahunga"
Dr ne kaha. Aur maine dr ko kisi masiha ki tarah dekha.
"thankyou...dr ritesh" maine raahat ki saans lete hue kaha. Dr utha aur wapas room ke taraf badh gaya. Main ek baar dar mehsus karne laga. Dr us ladki ke paas jakar ghtno ke bal baith gaya. Aur us ladki ko uthane laga. Wo ladki thodi kasmaste hue uthkar baith gayi. Usne dr ko aankhein faad kar dekha. Iss bar uski aankhon mein darindgi nahi thi uski aankhon peeda thi.
"main dr ritesh hoon. Main ek manochikitsak hoon. Inhone mujhe phone karke bulaya hai, main tumhara ilaaz karna chahta hoon, kya tum apna problam mujhe bata sakti ho" dr ne uske sar par hath ferte hue kaha. Jab dr ne inhone kahkar meri aur ishara kiya to ek pal ke liye main kaanp gaya. Lekin us ladki ne ek nazar daal kar ki baaton mein kho gayi. Dr ki baat pura hote hi wo ladki use dhyan se dekhne lagi, achanak na jane kya hua wo ladki fafak kar ro padi. Meri ankhe hairat se fail gayi. Lekin dr pyar se uske sar par hath ferta raha.
"tum ek achi zindagi jee sakti ho, main tumhe puri tarah se theek kar dunga. Bas tumhe mujhpar biswas karna hoga" dr ne jaise uske mined ko padh liya tha.wo ladki uski baaton ke prabhav mein aa rahi thi.
"kya aap sach mein mujhe theek kar denge, kya main ek normal ladki ki tarah zindagi jee sakti hoon" usne rote hue dr se kaha.
"bikul jee sakti ho, tum theek hokar shadi kar sakti ho, ghar basa sakti ho aur har wo life jee sakti ho jiski tum khwaish rakhti ho" dr ne uske aansoo pochhte hue kaha.
"main apni zindagi se mayus ho chuki thi, main to mar jana chahti thi, lekin ab jeena chahti hoon, plz dr mujhe bacha lijiye, mujhe theek kar dijiye" usne dr ke aage hath jodte hue kaha.
"tum apne kapde pehan lo, hum bahar tumhara intezaar ka rahe hain" dr ne us ladki se kaha. Aur room se bahar aa gaya. Main hairani se dr ko dekh raha tha jo kitni asani se us ladki ko apne vash mein kar liya tha. main dr ke sath sofe par baith gaya. aur us ladki ka intezaar karne laga. Kuchh der baad us ladki ki awaaz hamein sunayi diya.
"mere kapde yahan nahi hai" wo darwaze ke paas chadar laptete khadi thi. Mujhe yaad aya usne kapde hall mein utare they jise maine uthakar washing machine ke upar rakh diya tha. Main utha aur uske kapde lekar use de diya. Kapde use pakdate hue mere andar thoda sa dar bhi tha. Lekin dr ke mojudgi ki wajah se main ye saahas kar gaya.
"sorry...maine subah aapke sath bahut bura bartav kiya" usne meri aur dekh kar kaha. Main hairan tha ki is ladki ko sab kuchh yaad hai, mujhe laga tha ye sab bhul gayi hogi.
"its ok" maine use jawab diya. Aur wapas dr ke bagal mein baith gaya. Kuchh der mein wo ladki hall mein aa gayi. dr ne use baithne ko kaha. Wo chupchap sofe par dr ke bagal mein baith gayi.
"agar tum comfortable nahi ho to hum akele mein bhi baat kar sakte hain" dr ka ishara mujhse se tha. lekin mujhe dr ki ye baat achhi nahi lagi.
"main inpar bharosa kar sakti hoon, aap jo puchhna chahte hain puchh sakte hain" us ladki ne kaha. Aur main khush ho gaya.
"theek hai sabse pehle tum apne baare mein batao tum kaun ho, tumhara naam kya hai, tumhare maata peeta kaun hain." dr ne uske sar par hath ferte hue kaha.
"kya hua saheb.....aap aise kyun ankhein dikha rahe ho ?" naukrani ne hairat se dekhte hue kaha.
"sheela....aaj tumhe safai karne ki jarurat nahi hai....tum ghar jao" main darwaze par khade khade naukrani se kaha.
" saheb koi galti hui ho to maafi dedo...par kaam se mat nikalo" naukrani ne khushamad kiya.
"aisi baat nahi hai sheela.....asal mein main puri raat bahar jaag kar aaya hoon aur aaram se sona chahta hoon, tumhare kaam ki khatar patar se main theek se so nahi paunga" maine use samjhaya.
"theek hai saheb.....main kal aa jaungi" noaukrani ne kaha, aur wo palat kar jane lagi. Uske lautte hi maine darwaza band kar diya. Aur wapas sofe par baith gaya. Aur cigarette sulgakar kas lene laga. Maine abhi do chaar kas hi liya tha ki phir se darwaze ka bell baja. Main lapak kar darwaze tak gaya. Darwaza kholte hi doctor ritesh khade dikhayi diye.
"good morning rohit ji " doctor ne muskurate hue kaha.
"good morning dr ritesh.....aap andar aaiye" Maine unhe andar aane ko kaha. Unke andar aate hi maine darwaza band kar diya. Aur doctor ke paas pahunch gaya.
"kahiye rohit ji.....itni subah subah kis samasya ne aapke ghar dastak de diya. Jo aap mujhe bula liye " dr hamesha ki tarah muskurate hue kaha. Maine dr ko sofe par baithne ko kaha aur phir jhijhakte hue apne office se nikalne se lekar subah us ladki ke dwara apne upar hue hamle tak ki ek ek baat bata diya. Meri baat sunkar dr ki aankhein fail gayi, wo abhi tak is raaz se anjaan they ki main raat ko ladki uthata hoon. Main sar jhukaye unke bolne ka intezar karne laga.
"main us ladki ko dekhna chahta hoo" achanak mere kaano mein dr ki awaaz sunayi di. Maine nazar uthakar dr ko dekha. Aur uthkar khidki ke paas chala gaya. Dr bhi mere pichhe pichhe khidki ke paas aa kar khada ho gaya. Andar abhi bhi wo ladki nangi fars par pet ke bal leti hui thi. Lekin uski karahe ab band ho chuki thi. Ye kehna mushkil hoga ki wo is waqt jaagti hui haalat mein thi ya soti hui.
"aap darwaza kholiye...." dr ne meri aur dekhte hue kaha. Maine dr ko aise dekha jaise wo paagal ho gaya ho.
"dr main aapko bata chuka hoon ye ladki pagal hai....aapka andar jana theek nahi rahega" maine dr ko samjhana chaha.
"aap nishchint rahiye....."dr ne meri aur dekhte hue kaha. "mujhe kuchh nahi hoga. Mere liye ye koi nayi baat nahi hai, aap darwaza kholiye"
"jaisi aapki marzi " maine dr se kaha aur darwaza khol diya. Dr dheere dheere apne paanv ko andar badhata gaya, wo chalte hue bikul us ajnabi ladki ke paas pahunch gaye. Dr ne pehle us ladki ko chadar se dhank diya. Phir uske sirhane baithkar use dhyan se dekhne laga. Phir apna hath niche lejakar kuchh check karne laga jo maine dekh paya. Kuchh der tak us ladki ka jayza lene ke baad dr bahar aa gaya.
"kya hua dr....?" maine bechain hote hue puchha. Kintu dr ne meri baat ka zawab nahi diya. Wo hall mein tehalte rahe. Mujhse dr ki khamoshi sehan nahi ho rahi thi. main unke zawab ke intezaar mein unke pichhe pichhe chakkar katne laga. Dr ek nazar mere chehre par feink kar bolne ke liye munh khola.
"ye hysteria ka case hai."
"hysteria" maine hairani se dekhte hue dohraya.
"jaisa ki aapne kaha ki ye ladki sex ke darmayan apne papa ko imagine kar rahi thi, to iska arth hai is ladki ke sath bachpan se iske baap ke dwara sharirik shoshan hua hai, aur wo is had tak hua hai ki ye ladki us cheej ki aadi ho chuki hai. Aur ab kisi wajah se ise apne papa se wo cheej nahi mil raha hai, yahi karan hai ki ye aap jaise adhed aadmi ke sath yahan tak aayi. Aur aapke sath sex bhi kiya." dr ne mujhe samjhaya.
"wo sab to theek hai dr. Lekin isne mujhpar hamla kyun kiya. Ye kabhi kabhi bahut zyada ugra ho jati hai." maine dr ko bataya.
"seedhi si baat hai ye ladki apne baap se nafrat karti hai. Jab tak ye sex ki kami mehsus karti hai, apne baap ko pasnad karti hai, lekin sex pura hote hi ise apne baap se nafrat hone lagti hai. Aisi halat mein ye apne peeta ki hatya bhi kar sakti hai" dr ne mujhe bataya.
"ab aapke vichaar se kya karna chahiye...?" maine dr se rai mangi.
"main iska ilaaz karna chahunga"
Dr ne kaha. Aur maine dr ko kisi masiha ki tarah dekha.
"thankyou...dr ritesh" maine raahat ki saans lete hue kaha. Dr utha aur wapas room ke taraf badh gaya. Main ek baar dar mehsus karne laga. Dr us ladki ke paas jakar ghtno ke bal baith gaya. Aur us ladki ko uthane laga. Wo ladki thodi kasmaste hue uthkar baith gayi. Usne dr ko aankhein faad kar dekha. Iss bar uski aankhon mein darindgi nahi thi uski aankhon peeda thi.
"main dr ritesh hoon. Main ek manochikitsak hoon. Inhone mujhe phone karke bulaya hai, main tumhara ilaaz karna chahta hoon, kya tum apna problam mujhe bata sakti ho" dr ne uske sar par hath ferte hue kaha. Jab dr ne inhone kahkar meri aur ishara kiya to ek pal ke liye main kaanp gaya. Lekin us ladki ne ek nazar daal kar ki baaton mein kho gayi. Dr ki baat pura hote hi wo ladki use dhyan se dekhne lagi, achanak na jane kya hua wo ladki fafak kar ro padi. Meri ankhe hairat se fail gayi. Lekin dr pyar se uske sar par hath ferta raha.
"tum ek achi zindagi jee sakti ho, main tumhe puri tarah se theek kar dunga. Bas tumhe mujhpar biswas karna hoga" dr ne jaise uske mined ko padh liya tha.wo ladki uski baaton ke prabhav mein aa rahi thi.
"kya aap sach mein mujhe theek kar denge, kya main ek normal ladki ki tarah zindagi jee sakti hoon" usne rote hue dr se kaha.
"bikul jee sakti ho, tum theek hokar shadi kar sakti ho, ghar basa sakti ho aur har wo life jee sakti ho jiski tum khwaish rakhti ho" dr ne uske aansoo pochhte hue kaha.
"main apni zindagi se mayus ho chuki thi, main to mar jana chahti thi, lekin ab jeena chahti hoon, plz dr mujhe bacha lijiye, mujhe theek kar dijiye" usne dr ke aage hath jodte hue kaha.
"tum apne kapde pehan lo, hum bahar tumhara intezaar ka rahe hain" dr ne us ladki se kaha. Aur room se bahar aa gaya. Main hairani se dr ko dekh raha tha jo kitni asani se us ladki ko apne vash mein kar liya tha. main dr ke sath sofe par baith gaya. aur us ladki ka intezaar karne laga. Kuchh der baad us ladki ki awaaz hamein sunayi diya.
"mere kapde yahan nahi hai" wo darwaze ke paas chadar laptete khadi thi. Mujhe yaad aya usne kapde hall mein utare they jise maine uthakar washing machine ke upar rakh diya tha. Main utha aur uske kapde lekar use de diya. Kapde use pakdate hue mere andar thoda sa dar bhi tha. Lekin dr ke mojudgi ki wajah se main ye saahas kar gaya.
"sorry...maine subah aapke sath bahut bura bartav kiya" usne meri aur dekh kar kaha. Main hairan tha ki is ladki ko sab kuchh yaad hai, mujhe laga tha ye sab bhul gayi hogi.
"its ok" maine use jawab diya. Aur wapas dr ke bagal mein baith gaya. Kuchh der mein wo ladki hall mein aa gayi. dr ne use baithne ko kaha. Wo chupchap sofe par dr ke bagal mein baith gayi.
"agar tum comfortable nahi ho to hum akele mein bhi baat kar sakte hain" dr ka ishara mujhse se tha. lekin mujhe dr ki ye baat achhi nahi lagi.
"main inpar bharosa kar sakti hoon, aap jo puchhna chahte hain puchh sakte hain" us ladki ne kaha. Aur main khush ho gaya.
"theek hai sabse pehle tum apne baare mein batao tum kaun ho, tumhara naam kya hai, tumhare maata peeta kaun hain." dr ne uske sar par hath ferte hue kaha.
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