19-12-2022, 09:40 PM
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(19-12-2022, 03:20 PM)manasi Wrote: You have presented some good insight. I feel happy to elaborate further.seems like a good theory.
Even when a person is on manipulation spree, his / her actions and reactions indicates inner motives to some extent.
It is proved beyond doubt that Meera lies a lot and also hides information to great extent on her sexual life. Episodes with Mohan strengthen this fact. She exposes herself to Krish only when she finds it hard to conceal or there are fair probably to be exposed at later stage. It need not be only Krish faces her lies. Meera could equally do same to Desai also.
A glimpse on Meera’s sex life. The story is narrated by Krish and our direct knowledge is limited to his perception. Krish was always contended to bring Meera to orgasm. By looking at her orgasmic patterns, and with present confirmed faking by Meera, it can be safely concluded that Meera seldom reached orgasm or never reached by Krish. It could be the reason for her seeking sex outside marriage for the first time and Sunny may not be her first.
Subsequently, finding Krish’s cuckold nature, she manipulated it in her favour. Even she thought of leaving Krish many times but mostly acted against considering pros and cons. When finally she left Krish after Shekhar’s death, she faced a lot of problems including financially. Problems faced by her on other fronts are unknown to us. But now we know it was not easy going and she joined back Krish at earliest opportunity.
Against the above background the story presently evolves in the company of Desai. We have observed Meera’s passion and weakness for Desai and carelessness for Krish. A lot of discussion and counter analysis have provided ample examples proving Meera’s priority shifting from Krish to Desai.
What is Meera upto?
What could be Meera’s motive?
These are some possibilities.
1. She is lusting over Desai only for blissful sexual satisfaction.
This means she doesn’t carry great attachment to Desai. Desai is just playmate and nothing else.
Even though Meera doesn’t accept love for Desai openly, her actions and reactions indicates differently. She is offering herself much more beyond sex. She is craving for Desai’s company. She behaved abnormally when situations forced her part ways with Desai and her rejoice was no secret with reunion. She was not required to play hide and seek game with Krish. Krish was open to her adultery and she could easily share her thoughts
She ammended Desai’s attitude and lifestyle before submitting to him. She constantly followed him to assure over the reforms. She had no business to condition Desai if sex was only concern.
She ammended herself to the liking of Desai’s . She submit herself to the extent fresh and doesn’t insist on condom for his pleasure. She allows all liberty with her body as if she wants to owe him at any cost. Her actions definitely speak beyond sexual gratification.
2. She is doing everything for fulfilling Krish’s fantasy.
This means she loves Krish and have priorities on Krish over Desai.
But her actions and reactions say different stories. She doesn’t share her moments with Desai to Krish. She allows herself to be redeemed by Desai after her time with Krish and not the vice versa. She is defying Krish’s wishes and embargoes with full knowledge. In no way she is fulfilling Krish’s fantasy.
Cuckolding as normal perception exists in profound love relationship. Lots of discussion on it and I need not elaborate. She is not doing any favour to Krish. Even on particular instance, she doubts on Krish’s intentions when he proposes her to have sex with Desai. Krish clarified it for her and Desai’s pleasure. She knew Krish was not buying cuckold theory. Krish again refused to play bystander role to attend evening party. A cuckold should have been excited to witnesses intimacy of spouse. Meera failed to sell her cuckold theory while attending evening party with Desai.
The way Krish intrapolate Meera's insight, the same mechanism applies to other also. Not necessarily, Meera doesn't observe and conclude Krish's actions and reactions. She is well aware of Krish's mental turmoil
3. She is on revenge against Krish, Desai or both.
Possibilities can’t be ruled out without further inputs. Most likely not applicable here. At least I didn’t find anything.
4. She is on mission to establish future with Desai.
Meera has the opportunity to accept Desai and move forward for a blissful life. Though she conveys in negative, she herself only inquired about Desai’s opinion about marrying her. Is she telling the truth to Desai? I don’t think so. I think she is on mission to establish Desai’s true feelings for her to decide. She may be testitesting.
Meera is interested in long term relationship with Desai. She doesn’t want her intimate life with Desai to be exposed to third party. She is not aware of that Desai had already exposed herself to Krish. She is playing safe. One side she conveys Desai how much she likes him to keep him encouraged. On the other side she conveys him not to make her sex life public to Krish.
By informing that she doesn’t want to leave Krish, she wants Desai to be more desperate and focussed. She wants Desai to look for her weakness for Krish and win her with further ammendment.
She likes to understand Desai’s limits to accept her in his life. She intends to toss his mind with some silly, unsolicited attributes and check out his reactions. She needs confidence and confirmation.
Let’s look at the marriage ceremony again. Attending this ceremony wasn’t a very important one from the fact that people were not knowing Krish. Even they were unknown to Krish’s accident. So may be related to some very distant relative. How attending such marriage becomes important while your husband is bedridden? This clearly indicates Meera’s true attitude towards Krish. Actually she made an important experiment emphasizing her future with Desai. She needed confirmation against her possible bad experiences on earlier occasions while she was separated from Krish. She was happy with positive outcome.
Attending evening party with Desai is her another experiment.
She is looking forward spending more time with Desai in society and outer world for reactions and acceptance. Experiment? Why else would she take the risk of tarnishing her marital image in the society defying every social norms? She finds it worthless to spend time with Krish in drive but necessary to accompany Desai in party. Experiment, what else?
Yes, she is giving some importance to Krish. She is sharing with Krish some of her innocuous involvement with Desai. This is because she has not yet decided. She is keeping Krish afloat in case her calculations on Desai go wrong.
Ignoring characters aberration, i don’t think Meera can have any other motives.
Nothing but Krish's reactions can destabilize her off her motives.
Also, readers need to understand that Meera and Krish's marriage was an arranged one. Meera would have married Krish looking at his good qualities, but definitely not love. Desai has gone to lengths to charm Meera and actually has won Meera's heart with his determination and sexual prowess. Meera loves strong personalities & powerful/influential men be it Arman, Sunny, Shekhar, or Das. She was ready to sleep with Sunny, just after meeting him once. Krish is not an alpha man, and his competitors have been alpha males who have been able to seduce Meera after meeting her once or on very few occasions.