Fantasy The Longing (Completed)

[garamrohan]

The Shradh happened holistically and peacefully. As there was not much to do for the day, Aunt Soudamini let kaka and kaki go home quickly after the rituals. I wanted to continue the game of seduction by slowly and progressively flirting with her. But that did not happen during daytime, kaka and kaki being around. I only kept eating her beauty with my eyes throughout the day. 

When she was performing puja seating next to pandit, I imagined all the damn nasty things I could about her. As her lips uttered words, I fantasised about her calling out “Raghav… my baby..” in pleasure. As she cleared off the hair strands coming to her face, I kept imagining how I would grab her hair and clear all obstacles to receive a wild blowjob from her. 

Yes…. I was literally haunted by her. It was becoming hard for me to control my lust. I badly wanted her. I badly wanted to taste her beauty… to copulate with her lustrous body which has been on my mind for a year or so. So I made up my mind to take bold step and decided to break the ice at dinner. 

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“Hurry up ,Raghav. Your favourite curry is waiting for you.” 

I coldly sat at the dining table. 

“What’s the matter young boy? Feeling tired? Oh poor… You have been running non stop since morning.” Saying this, she took a seat beside me.

“Today isn’t Anish’s birthday, right Aunty?” 

“8th of May. Still a few days to go. Why?”

“If I remember it correctly, Anish passed away on his birthday only. How come his Shradh was today, then?” I asked curiously, sipping the soup. 

“Shradh is performed according to tithi. Not by standard calendar date.”

“Oh I see..” I took another sip, “Lets celebrate Anish’s birthday as well then?”

“But..” Aunt Soudamini looked confused.

“You remember Aunty, we had prepared for his birthday last year, but we couldn’t celebrate. Why don’t we complete what was left between last year? We have lots of memories that we will cherish.”

“Nice idea.” Aunt Soudamini was thinking while sipping the tasty soup.

“Can I suggest something? I think we two only celebrate it. I don’t think any outsider can feel the bond we three had.” 

“You are right, let's do as you say..,” she patted my shoulder for praise.

“How do you see me Aunty?” I stopped eating and looked straight into her eyes.

“Means?”

“Means how you find me? Ofcourse, you won’t love me as much as you love Anish but..”

“Hey.. Hey.. easy boy.. What made you think like that? You are as close to me as Anish was” she stood up from the table and bent to hug me.

I accepted her hug and mumbled in her ear…”Thanks Aunty… Can I ask you for a dance.”

She laughed… “What's the big deal with it… common…” She played the music and invited me to join her.  

I was not good at dancing, but I followed her steps. I held her by the waist and my other hand was intertwined with her. We were really enjoying it.

“How am I as a man?” There was no way back now.

“Means?… You are quite handsome… any girl will fall for you..”

“You too?”

“Of Course, I have already told you, right? Oh god I wish I was unmarried…” She mocked and laughed. 

“I am serious, Aunty. Have you ever thought of me as more than Anish’s friend? Or that's all are your feelings for me?”

Her steps slowed down, “You are pulling my leg, huh?”

I kept looking into her eyes silently.

“I think you are out of your mind…” she got away from me.

“No. I really want to know that. And.. and also want to confess to you,” I paused a bit, “ I have been attracted to you for a very long time. I tried to get this weird thought off my mind; but honestly aunty. I couldn’t. You are my dream woman.”

“It's wrong Raghav… It's sick. I was treating you like my other son,” she was breathing heavily. 

“And I am not denying it. I also treat you as a mother only… It's just that I.. I could not stop my mind there. I wanted both of us to be happy; and I bet Anish’s last wish will also be the same. How come it became sin that my love for you is much more than that toward mother? I want to be physical with you. What can be better way than sex to convey my love for you if I can’t express it enough otherwise?”

“Raghav…” she shouted with a tensed face, “I never expected this from you.” 

And she started walking upstairs to her room. 

“I will wait for your answer, Aunty. I will be here till Anish’s birthday. I know you are disturbed hearing this thing, but Aunty I really can’t hide my feelings for you anymore.”

She quickly disappeared to her room.

The bait had been laid; patience was the key now. 

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