Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

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Listening the voice recording many things open up to Krish about Meera and Desai specially Meera. Thing is that how he interpret the whole conversation. From the writing it is clear he took the negativity of Meera and become upset as well as frustrated. Due to which all positive thinking of Krish is lost. Which may damage his relationship with Meera. The intensive love shown by Meera towards Desai during lovemaking is nothing but comes when she was in the peak of sexual pleasure. At this moment she is dictated by Desai. During lovemaking due to excitement many things can be said which has no deep meaning in normal time.
We have to look into earlier part of the recording after completing first lovemaking session -
"Susheel....You are dreaming too much...We can't love each other....U can't turn it into an affair for real..."
"But I can wish for that, can't I"
"No, you can't."
"Is there absolutely no place for me in your heart?"
"There is, that's why I am here... doing this...,"
"Will you come with me?"
"Where?"
"Anywhere...."
"Leaving Krish, no."
"Your commitment to Krish is making me insanely jealous. What is it that he has and I don't?"
"I don't know. Perhaps I know it through experience has taught me things I haven't learnt to talk about. There was a time when I thought I should leave him, I could leave him. But when I left him, I learnt no, there is no Meera without Krish. My life without him is hell. I would better die than leave him for someone. I know you are a great man, but I don't always need great things....."
Above conversation clear about Meera that whatever relation she made with Desai but ultimately she belongs to Krish.
I think all recording not yet mentioned. So next episode may be a crucial one. Hope Both Meera and Krish attend marriage ceremony of Teja. Which may be a turning point.
There is a confusing point that Meera did not allow Krish to have sex after the sex session with Desai. But she allowed Desai after she made sex with Krish.
Regarding Desai I am not clear what he want. I think some hidden facts will open in peak moment of the story and this will decide the final movement of the story. After reading story of Meera and Krish from part 1 to till date we are very much attached to the characters. Seem to be they are my next door neighbour. Let positivity works in both Krish and Meera's mind.
There is lots of ifs and buts arises in the mind of all the readers. Writer Krish will clarify all our question and curiosity in future episode. For me Krish and Meera "made for each other"

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