Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[tamannanav]

While surfing through the comments, my observation is many readers are in favour of Meera-Krish reconciliations.
 
For the time, assume Krish-Meera reconciled. Then after? Krish is not going to transform permanently. If he had to change, there were lot of scope throughout his life journey. He did not. In simple terms, part-Iv, part-V to follow oscillating through his apparent recovery and bounce back to cuckoldry. Non-stop saga. Definitely, we do not want that. We believe in permanent reformation and recovery of Krish. To give Meera a stable family life, Krish need to recover from cuckoldry permanently. It means we believe a person can transform.
 
The same readers are not ready to accept that Desai also can transform. He also can change into an acceptable person shredding his bad habits. Since Desai had loving relationship with Meera, he has not exhibited any spectacular wrongdoings. He has transformed himself to win Meera’s heart to a level what Meera demanded. Whatever wrongdoings he did in past were devoted tricks to reach to Meera.  He is manipulating Krish for getting exclusive rights of Meera. Is it not fair in love? We should remember that Desai had not forced Meera into relationship. We do not have knowledge of Desai blackmailing Meera. Rather Desai had clearly explained Meera about his past. Krish did not discuss to Meera about Desai’s relationship with Ananya or Maitreyi or other women. Whatever Meera knows, it was from Desai only. Desai also exclusively informed Krish about his dreams with Meera. Concisely, Desai has not cheated Meera into relationship except on one matter. He is exposing her privacy with him to Krish without her permission. This could be costly for him.
 
In normal circumstances, Desai’s role could be considered as a saviour. This is not going to happen. Already an image is stamped in our brain. Desai is a bad man and can never transform. It is common psychology to create an image of any character and that image normally does not erase because we do not want to prove ourselves wrong.
 
 
Back to story:
 
In normal circumstances, as it is norm in present society, wife do not find any justification to continue with her husband. Without any weakness and remorse, she walks out wither paramour. Even we may expect murdering of husband.
 
We should not expect here something like above. Reason, Meera still has some weakness on Krish. She is in remorse. Meera is in deep trouble. She is clueless on her future actions.
 
Krish had no problem in sharing Meera’s body. He cannot accept sharing Meera’s love. The long Krish was convinced that Desai is only for sex, he was fine. Krish did not realise that whenever a woman gives her body willingly to a man, she also gives a bit of her mind also to that man. On the other hand, Desai wants Meera exclusively. 
 
The conflict of Meera is very clear. Look at what she expressed.
 
She looked at me. "He's trying to get me into your bed so that he could break my word and start fucking me every night."
 
Clearly, Desai proposed Meera to sleep with him.

 
What is the compulsion of Meera to sleep with Desai? She can always deny him, is it not? This is a clear indication that she is trying hard to control her desire to be with Desai in bed. At the same time, she has weakness on Krish. She does not want that to happen, until Krish is cured completely. Self-imposed condition only to safeguard her own emotions.
 
She understands that Desai desires her completely. As long as she was in control of her emotions, she was confident. Presently, she understands her inability to control herself. Apparently, she wants Desai to follow restrains and help her to keep promise.
 
On the other hand, she also realizes weakness on Krish. The guilty feelings are back on her. If she had not, she would not have promised herself to keep Desai at bay.
 
It will not be easy for Meera to decide. Overconfident Desai is already making mistakes. Losing patience, he may start manipulating Meera. He does not require doing that, as he is already near to his target. His overconfidence may be a boomerang. Only Meera needs to return from office early to be with her husband.
 
manasi

Superb detailed analysis of story and comments
I would like to share my take on your comment
If desai turned into a good man and wanted meera to be his future wife,why is he still sleeping with other women??we didnt even know whom he is fucking in last episode or just to trick krrish , he is clearly manipulating krrish by sharing his intimate scenes with meera and manipulating meera by fucking her in a way she desires,she wasnt emotionally attached with das or anyother previous sex partners,but desai owned her both physically and mentally he clearly knows he wont be able to achieve meera with money or sex alone but playing good
Krrish losing his hardness for the first time on hearing meera and desai and had his heartbroken is the first sign of his recovery,his heart felt the pain now,curious to see his cuckcold side in upcoming episodes whether it has affected him mentally
Meera is extremely soft and kind hearted she couldnt even tolerate when krrish got injured while repairing pipe leaks,Just because her boss got divorced and living a lonely life she bedded him easily on seeing his condition
whether desai became good or he is still the same crook under the mask,it was all about meera and krrish who should give up their fantasies and they both are failing in that,i dont think meera has the heart to cheat krrish and divorce him and let him live a lonely life because apart from his cuckold nature he couldnt even think of anyother women other than meera even she knows that,meera too draws pleasure from his cuckold side,she is feeling extra pleasure knowing that her husband is hearing her moaning sounds and want him to masterbate imaging it,desai cleverly manipulated krrish by letting him to have maitheri or ananya but he rejected straight away even tried protecting ananya from desai but failed miserably by loosing meera to him
meera wanted krrish to give upon his cuckold nature that maybe the reason for absence of sex( no sex,no fantasy for krrish)
krrish's last accident alarmed meera that if he goes on like this he will lose his mind someday,but eventually she too failed in giving up her sexual fantasies both are not perfect but they can be,only a major life changing incident will make them giveup their fantasy,eager to see what that is
desai still remains mystery,if meera and desai wanted sex they could have done it somewhere else,but y risk in krrish presence,in previous night meera gave unusual blowjob to krrish and even mentioned about cheating desai
Both are behaving strange,even krrish felt it was not meeras voice
Revealing whom desai had sex with in last episode will give so many answers and even more fan theories in th next episode comment sections
Eagerly waiting for next chapter