22-10-2022, 03:42 PM
sunzara4102
Mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai, to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta. Aur main phir so jata hu, saari raat main karbat bhi nahi leta, bas ek hi karbat liye soya rahta hu,koi phir lakh koshish kar le, main uth nahi sakta.
Log ise bimari batate hai, doctor ko bhi dikhaya, sare test karba liye…lekin koi rahat nahi mili is se…shayad upar wale ne mujhe kumbhkaran ki taran vardaan de diya tha..main kuchh karna chahta hu iska..lekin kya karen ..mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
Meri ye bimari pehle se nahi thi…main college me tha..sahi tha. Meri shadi huyi, main sahi tha, lekin pichhle ek saal se main apne aapko is neend ki giraft me pa raha hu. Mere gharwale padeshan hai, unhe bhi samajh nahi aa rahi hai ..aisa kyon ho raha hai mere saath… kuchh chemical locha ho gaya lagta hai..kya Karen, mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai , to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
Bhagvaan ka diya sab kuchh hai mere paas, gadi hai, bangla hai, bank balance hai…bada karobaar hai, lekin is neend ki Vajah se main apne karobaar pe dhyan hi nahi de pata. Abhi tak koi aulaad nahi hai, ho bhi kaise …kyoki uske liye to ghar aane pe apni patni ke saath safal prayaas karna parta hai, aur yahan is bimari ki bajah se …mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
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“ kya yaar …abhi tak nahi bola”
“ bolu kaise…uske samne jate hi meri himmat jabab de jati hai”
“ beta tu himmat hi jutate rah jayega aur wahan kamal khanna , tere maal pe hath saaf kar lega”
“ kaun kamal khanna …vo dhabe bala, uski itni himmat”
“ bhai pyar..dharam..jaat paat ..chhota bada ..nahi dekhta, agar ek baar ho gaya to phir log uske liye takhto taj bhi chhor dete hai”
“ use pata hona chahiye ki..sneha ko chahne wala main hu”
“ jaroor sarkar ….lekin aapka adhikar bas apni haweli tak hai,aur apne raaj me.. yahan aapka hukum koi kyon manega”
Ji ha… main yadavpur ka rajkumar tha, aur yahan se engineering ki padhai kar raha tha, abhi main final year me tha, aur jis ladki ko main chahta tha vo mere se ek saal junior thi …..aur aaj tak main apne pyar ka izhar nahi kar paya tha us se.
Main apne ghar ka eklauta chirag tha aur mere papa ke gujar jane ke baad meri mataji bas mere college se wapas aane ka intezar kar rahi thi, aur mere wapas jate hi mera rajyabhishek kar diya jata.
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“ main…main actually …ye batana chahta tha…”
“kya?”
“ main …ye kahna chahta tha..ki main”
“ bologe bhi…ya bas main..main hi kahte rahoge…”
“ main …tumhe chahta hu, lambe bakt se.. lekin ..ye batane ki himmat nahi huyi thi”
“ to…main kya karu, aise to bahut se hai jo mujhe pyar karte hai…main kya kar sakti hu isme”
“ meri baat alag hai…main tumse shadi karna chahta hu”
“ to kya…tumhari marzi se main karu tumse shadi, ye decide mere gharwale karenge…aur jahan tak pyar ki baat hai, main tumhe bata du, ki main already kisi ko chahti hu”sneha ne bahut hi berukhi se jabab diya.
“ mujhe koi problem nahi hai…ki tum pehle kis se pyar karti ho..lekin ab tum mujhse pyar karogi”
“ hello…kisne bola tumko ki main tumse pyar karungi” aur sneha apna paav patakti gusse me wahan se chali gayi.
Aur mere swabhimaan ko thokar maar gayi, aaj tak kisi ki itni himmat nahi huyi ki mujhe itna jaleel kare. Maine jise chaha use kaise apne aakho ke samne kisi aur ke bahon me jane deta.
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“ chhodo mujhe kya kar rahe ho..chhodo mujhe”
“ bas abhi chhor dete hai..madam”
“ kya hai ye badtamiji …..aise kahan le ja rahe ho mujhe, aankho se patti hatao”
“ bas ..pahuch hi gaye, abhi khol dunga”
Aur darwaja khulne ki awaaj aayi aur un dono aadmi ne sneha ko, bed pe lita diya aur uske hatho ko bed se baandhh diye aur wahan se chale gaye.
Kamre me andhera tha…aur phir kisi ke aane ki awaaj aayi aur kamra prakash se jagmaga gaya.
Us insaan ne apne paav bed ki taraf badhye aur usko apni taraf aate dekhkar sneha phir se guhar lagane lagi.
“ maine kya bigara hai..tumhara..please mujhe jane do…chhor do mujhe”
Dusre taraf se koi awaaj nahi aa rahi thi, jiski wajah se sneha aur bhi daar gayi.
Us aadmi ne sneha ki aankho ki patti nahi hatai, aur usne sneha ke hath bhi nahi khole…lekin uske hath sneha ke gaalo ke upar rengane lage…
Sneha daar se sihar si gayi, uske hath paav kapne lage aur vo phir se guhar lagane lagi…
“ please ..mere saath kuchh bhi mat karo, chhor do mujhe, main tumhare aage hath jorti hu…paav padti hu tumhari..maine kya bigara hai tumhara”
Lekin us ne kuchh na bolne ki jaise kasam kha rakhi thi ya phir kuchh bolna nahi chahta tha…use daar tha ki sneha use pehchan na le.
Uske hath sneha ke gallon se rengate huye uske hotho ke upar aa gaye..usne apni ungaliyon ko sneha ki hotho ke upar pherne laga…sneha ki mote hoth uski ungaliyon ki harkat se aur surkh lal ho gayi thi….
Sneha baar baar us se chhor dene ki guhar laga rahi thi, aur vo unko undekha karte huye…apne hath sneha ke vaksh –sthal tak pahuch chuke tha, usne apne dono hath sneha ke dono bade bade uroj pe rakh ke use kapde ke upar se dabane laga…sneha dard se bilbila uthi.
“ nahi aisa mat karo…main mar jaungi, please aisa mat karo” vo us anjaan aadmi se vinti kar rahi thi , lekin uski pakad aur majboot hoti ja rahi thi, aur uski vajah thi sneha ke madmast uroj…, usne sneha ke shirt ko kholna suru kiya..sneha kasmasayi ,lekin uske hath bandhe the vo kar bhi kya sakti thi…
Us ne sneha ke shirt ko kholne ke baad .. sneha ke dono urojo ko black bra ke upar se dabaya…sneha ke ujale sine ki nikhar black bra me khul ke aa rahi thi aur kaphi hissa aise hi bahar nikla hua tha, uske uroj the hi itne bade…bhala ek patli thi bra kaise apne andar use samet pati.
“ mujhe chhor do..please..please” sneha rone lagi thi…use apni lachari ka pura pata tha.
Usne sneha ke bra ke cup ko pakda aur use kholne ki jaroorat bhi mehsus nahi huyi aur bas ek jhatke me vo bra sneha ke shareer se juda ho chukka tha, aur uske unnat uroj apni khoobsurati ka ehsaas , bakhubi kara rahe the, us aadmi ne apne mukh ko sneha ke nipples se lagaya aur us beshkimati aang ko chuste huye uska aanad uthane laga…
Kuchh der tak waise li leta sneha ke urogo ka luft uthata raha, phir uth khara hua aur sneha ki nabhi ko apne jivha se chatne laga, shirt ke nikal jane se uski nabhi pehle hi ujagar thi uske liye, phir wahan se sarakkar vo sneha ke pant tak pahucha aur usne sneha ke pant ke chain aur button ko khol diya…sneha rote huye use aisa karne se rok rahi thi…leki vo bebas thi…bas guhar laga sakti thi.
Us ne sneha ke pant ko niche khichna suru kiya,aur parat dar parat sneha ki makhmali janghen pant ki kaid se bahar aane lagi aur apni sundarta bikherne lagi…vo aadmi sneha ki moti jangho ko dekhkar utabala hua ja raha tha, usne sneha ke pant ko pura bahar nikal diya aur apni ungaliyon ko uski black panty ke upar pherne laga aur apne dusre hath se sneha ke jagho ko sahlane laga.
“ please ab to chhor do…kuchh mat karo, main barbaad ho jaungi, please kuchh mat karo mere saath.”
Vo aadmi jaise sun hi nahi raha tha, us ki baton ko aur bas sneha ke angon ke saath khelne me laga hua tha.
Usne idhar sneha ki panty ko pharkar uske badan se alag pheka aur apne pant ko kholkar sneha ke upar chadh gaya…sneha dard se karah uthi, uske andar kisi nastar ki tarah kuchh jhusta chala gaya…vo chillati rahi aur vo insaan bas apni hawas ki agni ko shaant karta raha.
Kuchh der tak us kamre me sneha ki cheekh gunjati rahi aur phir jaise sab kuchh saant sa ho gaya…vo ajnabi utha apne kapde pahne, aur sneha ko usi halat ke chhod ke wahan se nikal gaya.
Mujhe Neend Bahut Aati Hai…
Mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai, to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta. Aur main phir so jata hu, saari raat main karbat bhi nahi leta, bas ek hi karbat liye soya rahta hu,koi phir lakh koshish kar le, main uth nahi sakta.
Log ise bimari batate hai, doctor ko bhi dikhaya, sare test karba liye…lekin koi rahat nahi mili is se…shayad upar wale ne mujhe kumbhkaran ki taran vardaan de diya tha..main kuchh karna chahta hu iska..lekin kya karen ..mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
Meri ye bimari pehle se nahi thi…main college me tha..sahi tha. Meri shadi huyi, main sahi tha, lekin pichhle ek saal se main apne aapko is neend ki giraft me pa raha hu. Mere gharwale padeshan hai, unhe bhi samajh nahi aa rahi hai ..aisa kyon ho raha hai mere saath… kuchh chemical locha ho gaya lagta hai..kya Karen, mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai , to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
Bhagvaan ka diya sab kuchh hai mere paas, gadi hai, bangla hai, bank balance hai…bada karobaar hai, lekin is neend ki Vajah se main apne karobaar pe dhyan hi nahi de pata. Abhi tak koi aulaad nahi hai, ho bhi kaise …kyoki uske liye to ghar aane pe apni patni ke saath safal prayaas karna parta hai, aur yahan is bimari ki bajah se …mujhe neend bahut aati hai…aur jab aati hai to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta.
……………………………
“ kya yaar …abhi tak nahi bola”
“ bolu kaise…uske samne jate hi meri himmat jabab de jati hai”
“ beta tu himmat hi jutate rah jayega aur wahan kamal khanna , tere maal pe hath saaf kar lega”
“ kaun kamal khanna …vo dhabe bala, uski itni himmat”
“ bhai pyar..dharam..jaat paat ..chhota bada ..nahi dekhta, agar ek baar ho gaya to phir log uske liye takhto taj bhi chhor dete hai”
“ use pata hona chahiye ki..sneha ko chahne wala main hu”
“ jaroor sarkar ….lekin aapka adhikar bas apni haweli tak hai,aur apne raaj me.. yahan aapka hukum koi kyon manega”
Ji ha… main yadavpur ka rajkumar tha, aur yahan se engineering ki padhai kar raha tha, abhi main final year me tha, aur jis ladki ko main chahta tha vo mere se ek saal junior thi …..aur aaj tak main apne pyar ka izhar nahi kar paya tha us se.
Main apne ghar ka eklauta chirag tha aur mere papa ke gujar jane ke baad meri mataji bas mere college se wapas aane ka intezar kar rahi thi, aur mere wapas jate hi mera rajyabhishek kar diya jata.
……..............
“ main…main actually …ye batana chahta tha…”
“kya?”
“ main …ye kahna chahta tha..ki main”
“ bologe bhi…ya bas main..main hi kahte rahoge…”
“ main …tumhe chahta hu, lambe bakt se.. lekin ..ye batane ki himmat nahi huyi thi”
“ to…main kya karu, aise to bahut se hai jo mujhe pyar karte hai…main kya kar sakti hu isme”
“ meri baat alag hai…main tumse shadi karna chahta hu”
“ to kya…tumhari marzi se main karu tumse shadi, ye decide mere gharwale karenge…aur jahan tak pyar ki baat hai, main tumhe bata du, ki main already kisi ko chahti hu”sneha ne bahut hi berukhi se jabab diya.
“ mujhe koi problem nahi hai…ki tum pehle kis se pyar karti ho..lekin ab tum mujhse pyar karogi”
“ hello…kisne bola tumko ki main tumse pyar karungi” aur sneha apna paav patakti gusse me wahan se chali gayi.
Aur mere swabhimaan ko thokar maar gayi, aaj tak kisi ki itni himmat nahi huyi ki mujhe itna jaleel kare. Maine jise chaha use kaise apne aakho ke samne kisi aur ke bahon me jane deta.
………………..................
“ chhodo mujhe kya kar rahe ho..chhodo mujhe”
“ bas abhi chhor dete hai..madam”
“ kya hai ye badtamiji …..aise kahan le ja rahe ho mujhe, aankho se patti hatao”
“ bas ..pahuch hi gaye, abhi khol dunga”
Aur darwaja khulne ki awaaj aayi aur un dono aadmi ne sneha ko, bed pe lita diya aur uske hatho ko bed se baandhh diye aur wahan se chale gaye.
Kamre me andhera tha…aur phir kisi ke aane ki awaaj aayi aur kamra prakash se jagmaga gaya.
Us insaan ne apne paav bed ki taraf badhye aur usko apni taraf aate dekhkar sneha phir se guhar lagane lagi.
“ maine kya bigara hai..tumhara..please mujhe jane do…chhor do mujhe”
Dusre taraf se koi awaaj nahi aa rahi thi, jiski wajah se sneha aur bhi daar gayi.
Us aadmi ne sneha ki aankho ki patti nahi hatai, aur usne sneha ke hath bhi nahi khole…lekin uske hath sneha ke gaalo ke upar rengane lage…
Sneha daar se sihar si gayi, uske hath paav kapne lage aur vo phir se guhar lagane lagi…
“ please ..mere saath kuchh bhi mat karo, chhor do mujhe, main tumhare aage hath jorti hu…paav padti hu tumhari..maine kya bigara hai tumhara”
Lekin us ne kuchh na bolne ki jaise kasam kha rakhi thi ya phir kuchh bolna nahi chahta tha…use daar tha ki sneha use pehchan na le.
Uske hath sneha ke gallon se rengate huye uske hotho ke upar aa gaye..usne apni ungaliyon ko sneha ki hotho ke upar pherne laga…sneha ki mote hoth uski ungaliyon ki harkat se aur surkh lal ho gayi thi….
Sneha baar baar us se chhor dene ki guhar laga rahi thi, aur vo unko undekha karte huye…apne hath sneha ke vaksh –sthal tak pahuch chuke tha, usne apne dono hath sneha ke dono bade bade uroj pe rakh ke use kapde ke upar se dabane laga…sneha dard se bilbila uthi.
“ nahi aisa mat karo…main mar jaungi, please aisa mat karo” vo us anjaan aadmi se vinti kar rahi thi , lekin uski pakad aur majboot hoti ja rahi thi, aur uski vajah thi sneha ke madmast uroj…, usne sneha ke shirt ko kholna suru kiya..sneha kasmasayi ,lekin uske hath bandhe the vo kar bhi kya sakti thi…
Us ne sneha ke shirt ko kholne ke baad .. sneha ke dono urojo ko black bra ke upar se dabaya…sneha ke ujale sine ki nikhar black bra me khul ke aa rahi thi aur kaphi hissa aise hi bahar nikla hua tha, uske uroj the hi itne bade…bhala ek patli thi bra kaise apne andar use samet pati.
“ mujhe chhor do..please..please” sneha rone lagi thi…use apni lachari ka pura pata tha.
Usne sneha ke bra ke cup ko pakda aur use kholne ki jaroorat bhi mehsus nahi huyi aur bas ek jhatke me vo bra sneha ke shareer se juda ho chukka tha, aur uske unnat uroj apni khoobsurati ka ehsaas , bakhubi kara rahe the, us aadmi ne apne mukh ko sneha ke nipples se lagaya aur us beshkimati aang ko chuste huye uska aanad uthane laga…
Kuchh der tak waise li leta sneha ke urogo ka luft uthata raha, phir uth khara hua aur sneha ki nabhi ko apne jivha se chatne laga, shirt ke nikal jane se uski nabhi pehle hi ujagar thi uske liye, phir wahan se sarakkar vo sneha ke pant tak pahucha aur usne sneha ke pant ke chain aur button ko khol diya…sneha rote huye use aisa karne se rok rahi thi…leki vo bebas thi…bas guhar laga sakti thi.
Us ne sneha ke pant ko niche khichna suru kiya,aur parat dar parat sneha ki makhmali janghen pant ki kaid se bahar aane lagi aur apni sundarta bikherne lagi…vo aadmi sneha ki moti jangho ko dekhkar utabala hua ja raha tha, usne sneha ke pant ko pura bahar nikal diya aur apni ungaliyon ko uski black panty ke upar pherne laga aur apne dusre hath se sneha ke jagho ko sahlane laga.
“ please ab to chhor do…kuchh mat karo, main barbaad ho jaungi, please kuchh mat karo mere saath.”
Vo aadmi jaise sun hi nahi raha tha, us ki baton ko aur bas sneha ke angon ke saath khelne me laga hua tha.
Usne idhar sneha ki panty ko pharkar uske badan se alag pheka aur apne pant ko kholkar sneha ke upar chadh gaya…sneha dard se karah uthi, uske andar kisi nastar ki tarah kuchh jhusta chala gaya…vo chillati rahi aur vo insaan bas apni hawas ki agni ko shaant karta raha.
Kuchh der tak us kamre me sneha ki cheekh gunjati rahi aur phir jaise sab kuchh saant sa ho gaya…vo ajnabi utha apne kapde pahne, aur sneha ko usi halat ke chhod ke wahan se nikal gaya.
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