22-10-2022, 02:53 PM
Fir ek din un logo ne mera ek operation karwaya jisse meri virginity banayi gayi aur fir tab tak kisi ne bhi mere sath sex nahi kiya jab tak mai puri tarah thik nahi ho gayi.
Fir mujhe ek seth ke paas bheja gaya. Seth ne mujhe hamesha ke liye kharid liya tha.
Setha ek busnessman tha 40 sal ka tagda mard tha. Uska lund bahut bada tha aur mai fir se virgine thi.
Us raat unhone meri jaan hi nikal di thi mai behosh ho gayi thi. Jab hosh aaya to mai bed par thi aur dr. Mera ilaaj kar rahe the seth ke ghar me hi.
Seth ko yakin tha ki mai pahle se chudi hui nahi thi. Aur maine bhi kabhi nahi bataya. Sach tha ki kuch baate na hi bataya jaye to accha h.
Jab seth ka man mere se bharne laga to seth ne mujhe apne kutto ke samne fek diya. 6 mahine waha rahne ke baad seth ne mujhe mumbayi ke ek dalal ke paas bech diya. Jaha mai ek randi thi. Rate dalal tay karta aur badle me mujhe fix paise milte the. Jab dalal bole tabhi jana hota tha.
Pahle jab mera bang hua tab hi mai marna chahti thi but mujhpar har pal najar rakha jata tha. Maut bhi nasib nahi hui. Aur haar mankar maine yahi faisla kiya ki yahi meri saja h. Jab tak jiyungi karan ko dhundungi. Aur khud ko yahi saja dungi. Ab ye sarir karan ke layak nahi raha. Aur agar kabhi karan mil gaya to uske pairo me girkar mafi mangungi aur uske pairo me hi jaan de dungi.
Yahi sochkar maine is jindagi ko apna liya.
Jis din mai free hoti us din karan ko dhundne nikal jati aur jab dalal bulata tab fir aa jati.
Ek din mai yase hi karan ke liye dusre shahar gayi hui thi use dhundne. Usi din security officer ne us dalal ko pakad liya. Sab pakde gaye lekin mai bach gayi.
Ab mai kya karti is shahar me aa gayi. Is dhande me rahkar meri jaan pahchan kafi ho gayi thi to ye hotel mil gaya. Yaha mera kam aajad h.
Mai jab marji aa sakti hu. Kisi ke sath bhi ja sakti h marji to ye dhanda chhod bhi sakti hu. Bas mujhe hotel ke malik ko paise dene padte h.
Maine aaj bhi apne liye kuch bhi bacha kar nahi rakha mai Aaj bhi karan ko dhund rahi hu aur jab tak jinda hu usko dhundti rahungi."
Itna bolkar siya chup ho gayi lekin uske aansu nahi ruk rahi thi.
Aaj siya ke baare me itna kuch janne ke baad mujhe bhi bura lag raha tha.
Mai soch raha tha ki aakhir kyse jindagi badal jati h.
Mai-"siya kya tum ghar nahi jana chahti."
Siya-"nahi ab mai ghar nahi jaungi. Ab mera kuch nahi h sab kuch barbad ho gaya h. Jo mujhe sabse jyada chahta tha wo mere bajah se hi mara gaya mai uska doshi hu. Meri saja yahi h aur marte dam tak mai uski hi hu. Usne mere liye sab kuch kho diya apna sab kuch. Ab bas meri ek hi iccha h ki agar wo kahi ho to mujhe mil jaye taki mai uske baho me apni jaan de saku."
Siya ki baat sunkar mera dil rone laga. Sach to ye h ki siya ko mai bhi chahta tha bas ham samay se pahle hi bichad gaye the aur aaj tak sayad mai siya ka hi intezar kar raha tha.
Maine bahut socha fir bola.
Mai-"chal.."
Meri baat me ek rqst thi ek haq tha.
Siya kafi time tak mujhe dekhti rahi fir boli.
Siya-"chalo par mai tumse paise nahi lungi."
Siya ki baat chhoti thi but bahut meaningful. Matlab siya mujhe sex service nahi dena chahti thi balki pyar dena chahti thi. Aur badle me pyaar pana chahti thi. Do pal ke liye hi sahi.
Par maine to kuch alag hi soch rakha tha.
Mai shahar ke dusre side me company ke diye huye ek flate me rahta tha.
Mere sath ek banda aur rahta tha. Mai uske baare me jyada kuch nahi janta tha. Bas ye janta tha ki usne company ke malik ke beti ki jaan bachayi thi. Aur tab se wo isi company me h.
Wo banda kai dino tak room se bahar rahta h. Kab aata h kab jata h pata nahi. Wo bas ye kahta h ki. Jindagi to marne bhi nahi deti.
Wo kal hi bahar gaya h. Matlab agale 5-6 din tak mai siya ke sath aaram se rah sakta hu. Waise to maine kuch aur hi soch rakha tha.
Siya ne hotel malik ko paise diye aur ham nikal pade apne flate ki taraf.
Flate me pahuchkar mera chehra utar gaya qki uska tala khula hua tha.
Fir agale hi pal mere dil me ek ummeed jagi ki maine jo socha tha us kaam me wo meri madad kar sakta h.
Maine bell bajayi to usne darwaja khola usne mujhe dekha fir paltne laga par fir uske pair ruk gaye. Mere piche siya khadi thi jo ab tak barf ki ban chuki thi. Us bande ne piche mudkar dekha to wo bhi ruk gaya aur ektak siya ko dekhne laga.
Aur fir achanak se wo dono ek dusre se chipak gaye aur behatasha rone lage.
Wo roye jaa rahe the.
Mai bilkul hairan dekhta raha wo dono to kisi alag hi duniya me the aur roye jaa rahe the.
Karan itne dino se mere sath tha but aaj mujhe uski kahi har baat samjh aa rahi thi.
Jab usne maalik ki beti ki jaan bachayi tab wo khud behosh ho gaya tha. Aur fir jab use hosh aaya tb tak uski kidny transplant ho chuki thi.
Wo jyadatar chhutti karta tha qki use pata tha ki rahul ne siya ko bech diya aur wo siya ko dhund raha tha.
Maine pucha-"karan kya yahi wo ladki h jise tum dhund rahe the."
Karan aur siya to bas ek dusre se lipte ro rahi the. Karan ne sir hilakar haa me jabab diya.
Mai-"siyaa..."
Siya ne bhi sir hilakar haa kaha.
Mere kadam dagmagane laga aur mai ulte pair hi room ke bahar jane laga aur bahar aakar khud ko sambhal nahi paya aur gir gaya aur fut fut kar rone laga.
Abhi jo maine sapne sajaye the wo sare tut gaye. Siya meri chahat thi. Maine faisla kiya tha ki use hamesha ke liye apna bana lunga.
Par ab ek pal me hi fir se mere sare sapne tut gaye aur mai bikhar gaya. Sayad yahi h jindagi ka DASTOOR....
Fir mujhe ek seth ke paas bheja gaya. Seth ne mujhe hamesha ke liye kharid liya tha.
Setha ek busnessman tha 40 sal ka tagda mard tha. Uska lund bahut bada tha aur mai fir se virgine thi.
Us raat unhone meri jaan hi nikal di thi mai behosh ho gayi thi. Jab hosh aaya to mai bed par thi aur dr. Mera ilaaj kar rahe the seth ke ghar me hi.
Seth ko yakin tha ki mai pahle se chudi hui nahi thi. Aur maine bhi kabhi nahi bataya. Sach tha ki kuch baate na hi bataya jaye to accha h.
Jab seth ka man mere se bharne laga to seth ne mujhe apne kutto ke samne fek diya. 6 mahine waha rahne ke baad seth ne mujhe mumbayi ke ek dalal ke paas bech diya. Jaha mai ek randi thi. Rate dalal tay karta aur badle me mujhe fix paise milte the. Jab dalal bole tabhi jana hota tha.
Pahle jab mera bang hua tab hi mai marna chahti thi but mujhpar har pal najar rakha jata tha. Maut bhi nasib nahi hui. Aur haar mankar maine yahi faisla kiya ki yahi meri saja h. Jab tak jiyungi karan ko dhundungi. Aur khud ko yahi saja dungi. Ab ye sarir karan ke layak nahi raha. Aur agar kabhi karan mil gaya to uske pairo me girkar mafi mangungi aur uske pairo me hi jaan de dungi.
Yahi sochkar maine is jindagi ko apna liya.
Jis din mai free hoti us din karan ko dhundne nikal jati aur jab dalal bulata tab fir aa jati.
Ek din mai yase hi karan ke liye dusre shahar gayi hui thi use dhundne. Usi din security officer ne us dalal ko pakad liya. Sab pakde gaye lekin mai bach gayi.
Ab mai kya karti is shahar me aa gayi. Is dhande me rahkar meri jaan pahchan kafi ho gayi thi to ye hotel mil gaya. Yaha mera kam aajad h.
Mai jab marji aa sakti hu. Kisi ke sath bhi ja sakti h marji to ye dhanda chhod bhi sakti hu. Bas mujhe hotel ke malik ko paise dene padte h.
Maine aaj bhi apne liye kuch bhi bacha kar nahi rakha mai Aaj bhi karan ko dhund rahi hu aur jab tak jinda hu usko dhundti rahungi."
Itna bolkar siya chup ho gayi lekin uske aansu nahi ruk rahi thi.
Aaj siya ke baare me itna kuch janne ke baad mujhe bhi bura lag raha tha.
Mai soch raha tha ki aakhir kyse jindagi badal jati h.
Mai-"siya kya tum ghar nahi jana chahti."
Siya-"nahi ab mai ghar nahi jaungi. Ab mera kuch nahi h sab kuch barbad ho gaya h. Jo mujhe sabse jyada chahta tha wo mere bajah se hi mara gaya mai uska doshi hu. Meri saja yahi h aur marte dam tak mai uski hi hu. Usne mere liye sab kuch kho diya apna sab kuch. Ab bas meri ek hi iccha h ki agar wo kahi ho to mujhe mil jaye taki mai uske baho me apni jaan de saku."
Siya ki baat sunkar mera dil rone laga. Sach to ye h ki siya ko mai bhi chahta tha bas ham samay se pahle hi bichad gaye the aur aaj tak sayad mai siya ka hi intezar kar raha tha.
Maine bahut socha fir bola.
Mai-"chal.."
Meri baat me ek rqst thi ek haq tha.
Siya kafi time tak mujhe dekhti rahi fir boli.
Siya-"chalo par mai tumse paise nahi lungi."
Siya ki baat chhoti thi but bahut meaningful. Matlab siya mujhe sex service nahi dena chahti thi balki pyar dena chahti thi. Aur badle me pyaar pana chahti thi. Do pal ke liye hi sahi.
Par maine to kuch alag hi soch rakha tha.
Mai shahar ke dusre side me company ke diye huye ek flate me rahta tha.
Mere sath ek banda aur rahta tha. Mai uske baare me jyada kuch nahi janta tha. Bas ye janta tha ki usne company ke malik ke beti ki jaan bachayi thi. Aur tab se wo isi company me h.
Wo banda kai dino tak room se bahar rahta h. Kab aata h kab jata h pata nahi. Wo bas ye kahta h ki. Jindagi to marne bhi nahi deti.
Wo kal hi bahar gaya h. Matlab agale 5-6 din tak mai siya ke sath aaram se rah sakta hu. Waise to maine kuch aur hi soch rakha tha.
Siya ne hotel malik ko paise diye aur ham nikal pade apne flate ki taraf.
Flate me pahuchkar mera chehra utar gaya qki uska tala khula hua tha.
Fir agale hi pal mere dil me ek ummeed jagi ki maine jo socha tha us kaam me wo meri madad kar sakta h.
Maine bell bajayi to usne darwaja khola usne mujhe dekha fir paltne laga par fir uske pair ruk gaye. Mere piche siya khadi thi jo ab tak barf ki ban chuki thi. Us bande ne piche mudkar dekha to wo bhi ruk gaya aur ektak siya ko dekhne laga.
Aur fir achanak se wo dono ek dusre se chipak gaye aur behatasha rone lage.
Wo roye jaa rahe the.
Mai bilkul hairan dekhta raha wo dono to kisi alag hi duniya me the aur roye jaa rahe the.
Karan itne dino se mere sath tha but aaj mujhe uski kahi har baat samjh aa rahi thi.
Jab usne maalik ki beti ki jaan bachayi tab wo khud behosh ho gaya tha. Aur fir jab use hosh aaya tb tak uski kidny transplant ho chuki thi.
Wo jyadatar chhutti karta tha qki use pata tha ki rahul ne siya ko bech diya aur wo siya ko dhund raha tha.
Maine pucha-"karan kya yahi wo ladki h jise tum dhund rahe the."
Karan aur siya to bas ek dusre se lipte ro rahi the. Karan ne sir hilakar haa me jabab diya.
Mai-"siyaa..."
Siya ne bhi sir hilakar haa kaha.
Mere kadam dagmagane laga aur mai ulte pair hi room ke bahar jane laga aur bahar aakar khud ko sambhal nahi paya aur gir gaya aur fut fut kar rone laga.
Abhi jo maine sapne sajaye the wo sare tut gaye. Siya meri chahat thi. Maine faisla kiya tha ki use hamesha ke liye apna bana lunga.
Par ab ek pal me hi fir se mere sare sapne tut gaye aur mai bikhar gaya. Sayad yahi h jindagi ka DASTOOR....
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