22-10-2022, 02:51 PM
Mai wo dekh nahi paya aur apne cabine me chali gayi.
Fir pata nahi kya hua wo mujhe fir nahi mila.
3 din tak wo mujhe nahi mila aur na hi kahi dikha. Fir maine hi baat karne ki sochi to use phone kiya but phone bhi band aa raha tha.
Mai bechain hone lagi. Rah rah kar uske aansu yaad aane lage. Ki kis tarah wo ro raha tha.
Maine uske ghar jane ka faisla kiya but waha par bhi tala laga hua tha.
Mere paas usse milne ka koi tarika ab nahi tha.
Ab mai bhi rone lagi. Mujhe apne kiye har sitam yaad aa rahe the. At last mai rah nahi paayi aur apne dost Nisha ko phone kar hi diya.
Mujhe pakka pata tha ki nisha uska pata janti hi hogi.
Siya-"hi nisha please meri help kargi."
Nisha-"bol kya baat h?"
Mai ro rahi thi aur bol rahi thi-"please karan kaha h bta de."
Kuch der udhar se khamoshi rahi fir nisha ne ek lambi saans li.
Nisha-"ab jankar kya karegi."
Siya-"uske pairo me gir jaungi. Usse mafi mangungi.Please ek baar bata de kaha h wo. Mai teri pair padti hu."
Nisha-"thik h fir. Wo hospital me h."
Ye sunte hi mai gir gayi fir usne mujhe address diya aur ward n. Bhi diya.
Mai sidhe us hospital me gayi aur sidhe us ward me gayi.
Lekin ye kya yaha to meri chhoti bahan simmi baithi huyi h us ward ke paas aur aansu baha rahi h.
Mujhe dekhte hi simmi boli.
Simmi-"q aaye ho yaha. Wo chala gaya yaha se. Wo chala gaya wo chala gaya. Pata nahi kaha gaya.
Tumne use maar dala tumne karan ko maar dala."
Mai kuch nahi bol rahi thi.
Simmi-"pata h wo kitna pyar karta h tumse. Tum hi badnasib jo uske pyar ko naa pa saki. Jab tum koma me thi tab karan ke parantes ka bhi accident ho gaya aur wo bhi use chhod kar chale gaye.
Papa ke paas itne paise nahi the ki tumhara ilaaj ho sake. Lekin karan ke liye tum uska sab kuch thi. Usnhone tumhare ilaj ke liye apni sari property bech di apna sb kuch bech diya usne.
Tum to bach gayi lekin kudrat ne bahut hi bhadda khel khela.
Karan ki kidny kharab thi bahut pahle se hi. Lekin pta tab chala jab last stage tha. Ab agar uski jaan bach sakti thi to bas ek hi tarika tha kidny transplant. But ab to uske paas bilkul bhi paise nahi thi wo to sabkuch tumhare liye gawa chuka tha. Uske pas tha to bas tumhari yaade.
Us din wo apne office me advance money lene ke liye application lekar gaya tha. Lekin tumne to use company se hi nikalwa diya. Gaya tha wo wo jindagi ke liye par uske jindagi ne hi use maut ki saja de di."
Ab mai bardast nahi kar sakati thi. Mai wo baith gayi aur rone lagi. Roti rahi roti rahi.
Simmi hi mujhe ghar le aayi 3 din baad maine simmi se pucha ki wo karan ko kyse janti h.
Simmi-"di yasi bahut si baate huyi h jo aap nahi jante aur na hi aapko janna chahiye. Kya aap ko us par itna hi bharosha h ki koi baat agar apse chhupa raha ho to apka pyar khatam.
Yasi aur bhi bahut baate h jo aap nahi jante."
Mai puri tarah tut gayi thi. Mera sab kuch lut chuka tha. Ab mera jine ka koi fayda nahi.
Maine use dhundne ki kosish shuru ki. Aakhir bas ek baar mil jaye aur apne gunaho ki mafi mang kar uske baho me apni jaan de du.
Isi ummeed ke sath maine use dhundna shuru kiya.
Company me hi mere sath rahul bhi tha wo mera sath de raha tha. Ek din usne kaha ki karan lukhnow gaya h waha uska koi relative bhi h.
Maine lucknow jane ka faisla kiya. Rahul ne kaha ki wo bhi aa raha h.
Siya-"par rahuj tum to canada jane wale ho na."
Rahul-"ha mai canada jane waha hu aur tumhe lucknow chhodkar waha se dehli jaunga fir waha se canada jana h."
Mai rahul jysa dost pakar behad khush thi.
Fir ham lucknow gaye. Yaha aakar mujhe rahul ne 5 logo se milaya bola ki ye mere dost h par sham ko mujhe sachhayi pata chali jab meri aankh khuli.
Mai ek kamre me kaid thi. Aur fir rahul aaya aur usne fir badtamiji shuru ki mere sath mai shochked thi ki ye kya ho raha h jab mere samajh me aaya to mai chillane lagi tab wi 5 aaye aur mujhe dhar dabocha. Tab rahul ne pahle mera balatkar kiya fir un 5 ne.
Fir rahul waha se chala gaya. Tab mujhe pata chala ki usne mujhe inke paas bech diya.
Ye log ladki supply karte h. Mujhe jaha rakha gaya waha 2 ladki aur thi. Pahli raat mai sari raat dard se chillati rahi.
Dusre din fir un logo ne mera bang kiya.
agale din fir. Lekin ab mujhe wo log drug dekar karte the. Sirf seductive drug tha.
Yse meri din kat rahi thi mai har din shikar hoti aur har raat roti thi. Ab mujhe supply kiya jane laga matlb costumer ko diya jane laga.
Fir pata nahi kya hua wo mujhe fir nahi mila.
3 din tak wo mujhe nahi mila aur na hi kahi dikha. Fir maine hi baat karne ki sochi to use phone kiya but phone bhi band aa raha tha.
Mai bechain hone lagi. Rah rah kar uske aansu yaad aane lage. Ki kis tarah wo ro raha tha.
Maine uske ghar jane ka faisla kiya but waha par bhi tala laga hua tha.
Mere paas usse milne ka koi tarika ab nahi tha.
Ab mai bhi rone lagi. Mujhe apne kiye har sitam yaad aa rahe the. At last mai rah nahi paayi aur apne dost Nisha ko phone kar hi diya.
Mujhe pakka pata tha ki nisha uska pata janti hi hogi.
Siya-"hi nisha please meri help kargi."
Nisha-"bol kya baat h?"
Mai ro rahi thi aur bol rahi thi-"please karan kaha h bta de."
Kuch der udhar se khamoshi rahi fir nisha ne ek lambi saans li.
Nisha-"ab jankar kya karegi."
Siya-"uske pairo me gir jaungi. Usse mafi mangungi.Please ek baar bata de kaha h wo. Mai teri pair padti hu."
Nisha-"thik h fir. Wo hospital me h."
Ye sunte hi mai gir gayi fir usne mujhe address diya aur ward n. Bhi diya.
Mai sidhe us hospital me gayi aur sidhe us ward me gayi.
Lekin ye kya yaha to meri chhoti bahan simmi baithi huyi h us ward ke paas aur aansu baha rahi h.
Mujhe dekhte hi simmi boli.
Simmi-"q aaye ho yaha. Wo chala gaya yaha se. Wo chala gaya wo chala gaya. Pata nahi kaha gaya.
Tumne use maar dala tumne karan ko maar dala."
Mai kuch nahi bol rahi thi.
Simmi-"pata h wo kitna pyar karta h tumse. Tum hi badnasib jo uske pyar ko naa pa saki. Jab tum koma me thi tab karan ke parantes ka bhi accident ho gaya aur wo bhi use chhod kar chale gaye.
Papa ke paas itne paise nahi the ki tumhara ilaaj ho sake. Lekin karan ke liye tum uska sab kuch thi. Usnhone tumhare ilaj ke liye apni sari property bech di apna sb kuch bech diya usne.
Tum to bach gayi lekin kudrat ne bahut hi bhadda khel khela.
Karan ki kidny kharab thi bahut pahle se hi. Lekin pta tab chala jab last stage tha. Ab agar uski jaan bach sakti thi to bas ek hi tarika tha kidny transplant. But ab to uske paas bilkul bhi paise nahi thi wo to sabkuch tumhare liye gawa chuka tha. Uske pas tha to bas tumhari yaade.
Us din wo apne office me advance money lene ke liye application lekar gaya tha. Lekin tumne to use company se hi nikalwa diya. Gaya tha wo wo jindagi ke liye par uske jindagi ne hi use maut ki saja de di."
Ab mai bardast nahi kar sakati thi. Mai wo baith gayi aur rone lagi. Roti rahi roti rahi.
Simmi hi mujhe ghar le aayi 3 din baad maine simmi se pucha ki wo karan ko kyse janti h.
Simmi-"di yasi bahut si baate huyi h jo aap nahi jante aur na hi aapko janna chahiye. Kya aap ko us par itna hi bharosha h ki koi baat agar apse chhupa raha ho to apka pyar khatam.
Yasi aur bhi bahut baate h jo aap nahi jante."
Mai puri tarah tut gayi thi. Mera sab kuch lut chuka tha. Ab mera jine ka koi fayda nahi.
Maine use dhundne ki kosish shuru ki. Aakhir bas ek baar mil jaye aur apne gunaho ki mafi mang kar uske baho me apni jaan de du.
Isi ummeed ke sath maine use dhundna shuru kiya.
Company me hi mere sath rahul bhi tha wo mera sath de raha tha. Ek din usne kaha ki karan lukhnow gaya h waha uska koi relative bhi h.
Maine lucknow jane ka faisla kiya. Rahul ne kaha ki wo bhi aa raha h.
Siya-"par rahuj tum to canada jane wale ho na."
Rahul-"ha mai canada jane waha hu aur tumhe lucknow chhodkar waha se dehli jaunga fir waha se canada jana h."
Mai rahul jysa dost pakar behad khush thi.
Fir ham lucknow gaye. Yaha aakar mujhe rahul ne 5 logo se milaya bola ki ye mere dost h par sham ko mujhe sachhayi pata chali jab meri aankh khuli.
Mai ek kamre me kaid thi. Aur fir rahul aaya aur usne fir badtamiji shuru ki mere sath mai shochked thi ki ye kya ho raha h jab mere samajh me aaya to mai chillane lagi tab wi 5 aaye aur mujhe dhar dabocha. Tab rahul ne pahle mera balatkar kiya fir un 5 ne.
Fir rahul waha se chala gaya. Tab mujhe pata chala ki usne mujhe inke paas bech diya.
Ye log ladki supply karte h. Mujhe jaha rakha gaya waha 2 ladki aur thi. Pahli raat mai sari raat dard se chillati rahi.
Dusre din fir un logo ne mera bang kiya.
agale din fir. Lekin ab mujhe wo log drug dekar karte the. Sirf seductive drug tha.
Yse meri din kat rahi thi mai har din shikar hoti aur har raat roti thi. Ab mujhe supply kiya jane laga matlb costumer ko diya jane laga.