22-10-2022, 01:51 PM
mast dude
cuckoldry my way..
CUCKOLDRY MY WAY..
I know it’s a topic of disgust for some while some other people enjoy it to the core, cuckold! A passive submissive sweet and obedient character of a person that gives him sense of security , it provides a way to express his hidden feelings , sexuality and most importantly a kind of pleasure that no other person can understand until he starts thinking like a cuckold.
Here , I want you all to read true story of my life and also a hint of future …
What made me explore cuckoldry , what happened to me and why I started thinking like a submissive cuck, what will be my future …. These are some of the questions I often ask to myself and through this write up I want to explore my life , want to keep my life in front of you like an open book,
What ever I am writing in this story is true and based on my life and my own real experiences…. I don’t want to hurt any ones feelings or beliefs ….
I am a 32 year old man with a sound personality , good looking sweet caring and charming as girls describe me..
I have been brought up in a sober upper middle class family like any other north Indian boy .
But my parents never lived a happy marriage,......My father have always been financially and socially very sound , he used to have extramarital affairs and used to bring girls to home and forced my mother to accept those relations.
I used to notice everything , I never liked such activities.
My mind was forced to think what true relations are in this world….
at the age of 19 I started liking a girl and we became lovers , although I never cared much for her but she was a sweetheart , relation lasted for an year and then she went to other city for studies and thus another chapter on my life starts when I entered into college… I used to miss my first gf and decided that will focus on my studies only , but met a beautiful and sexy girl in my class, she had most sexiest curves I have ever seen at the age of 19 she was bombshell , we started dating each other and kissing smooching and boobs fondling was regular,
She started giving my blowjobs after few months , but did not allow me to have sex , …. When I requested her to have sex repeatedly , she allowed me to fuck her ass ………
She had and awesome amazing ass to fuck I said yes and I used to fuck her ass on every other day in my car itself, she was such a good fuckkk….
One fine day we had a chance to meet at my home when family members were out , that day we got intimate and had our first vaginal intercourse … ( she wasn’t a virgin though,… her pussy was not at all tight like first timers )
But I loved it …
Our relation grew stronger day by day and we were together for 3 years ,…suddenly she started loosing interest in me and used to avoid me , I was shattered and depressed, her room mate told me that she is involved with someone else , her ex bf he was…. That was the moment I regretted my decision to love her unconditionally , she turned out to be a bitch and cheater….
I was so alone , ,,lost my sleep … at that time I got support from internet and my chat friends…
I started spending hours on net chatting to divert my attention….
One day I got an idea that I am not able to express my self completely to my chat friends …. And made a fake id to make new friends…
I also made female ids to have friends , I started chatting to guys from a female id and used to like sexual chats …. I used to show them my gfs nude pics with her face hidden… I used to love the way they commented on her … it started giving me pleasure ….
After some years I realized I should forgive her and I stopped chatting about her , …. And started chatting to guys as if I am a girl and loved to sexual conversation….
Then I met another girl and fell in love again , had sex and real good sex … she used to love sex toys and me too.
During next 5 years or so I made about 9 gfs and had sex with them…. I loved clicking their pics and showing them to my guy friends and letting them comment dirty on them….
This act gave me pleasure although I never revealed identity of any girl … it was just about the bodies and sex…
When ever I talk about cuckoldry I get an instant hard on …. It feels exciting thinking about my wife getting fucked by a wild male… I love guys with big hard penises , as my penis is small and ejaculates early ….. I can imagine myself sucking a big cock as well, I am submissive and can do anything my master orders me ,
I want to have a master for me and my wife… I can swallow his cum happily and can lick his cum from my wife;s pussy ,
This is cuckoldry…. And I love it .
Its been 7 years since I started thinking about cuckoldry and now I masturbate with only one idea in mind that some strong man is fucking my wife in front of me….
I want her to be fucked by her boss , my boss, my friends, unknown man in a late night party , gym instructor , travel guide , swimming and dancing coach , customers in my guest house , friends from other countries etc.
I don’t know why I think like this , but it’s the truth … I want to experience sex in every way possible …
cuckoldry my way..
CUCKOLDRY MY WAY..
I know it’s a topic of disgust for some while some other people enjoy it to the core, cuckold! A passive submissive sweet and obedient character of a person that gives him sense of security , it provides a way to express his hidden feelings , sexuality and most importantly a kind of pleasure that no other person can understand until he starts thinking like a cuckold.
Here , I want you all to read true story of my life and also a hint of future …
What made me explore cuckoldry , what happened to me and why I started thinking like a submissive cuck, what will be my future …. These are some of the questions I often ask to myself and through this write up I want to explore my life , want to keep my life in front of you like an open book,
What ever I am writing in this story is true and based on my life and my own real experiences…. I don’t want to hurt any ones feelings or beliefs ….
I am a 32 year old man with a sound personality , good looking sweet caring and charming as girls describe me..
I have been brought up in a sober upper middle class family like any other north Indian boy .
But my parents never lived a happy marriage,......My father have always been financially and socially very sound , he used to have extramarital affairs and used to bring girls to home and forced my mother to accept those relations.
I used to notice everything , I never liked such activities.
My mind was forced to think what true relations are in this world….
at the age of 19 I started liking a girl and we became lovers , although I never cared much for her but she was a sweetheart , relation lasted for an year and then she went to other city for studies and thus another chapter on my life starts when I entered into college… I used to miss my first gf and decided that will focus on my studies only , but met a beautiful and sexy girl in my class, she had most sexiest curves I have ever seen at the age of 19 she was bombshell , we started dating each other and kissing smooching and boobs fondling was regular,
She started giving my blowjobs after few months , but did not allow me to have sex , …. When I requested her to have sex repeatedly , she allowed me to fuck her ass ………
She had and awesome amazing ass to fuck I said yes and I used to fuck her ass on every other day in my car itself, she was such a good fuckkk….
One fine day we had a chance to meet at my home when family members were out , that day we got intimate and had our first vaginal intercourse … ( she wasn’t a virgin though,… her pussy was not at all tight like first timers )
But I loved it …
Our relation grew stronger day by day and we were together for 3 years ,…suddenly she started loosing interest in me and used to avoid me , I was shattered and depressed, her room mate told me that she is involved with someone else , her ex bf he was…. That was the moment I regretted my decision to love her unconditionally , she turned out to be a bitch and cheater….
I was so alone , ,,lost my sleep … at that time I got support from internet and my chat friends…
I started spending hours on net chatting to divert my attention….
One day I got an idea that I am not able to express my self completely to my chat friends …. And made a fake id to make new friends…
I also made female ids to have friends , I started chatting to guys from a female id and used to like sexual chats …. I used to show them my gfs nude pics with her face hidden… I used to love the way they commented on her … it started giving me pleasure ….
After some years I realized I should forgive her and I stopped chatting about her , …. And started chatting to guys as if I am a girl and loved to sexual conversation….
Then I met another girl and fell in love again , had sex and real good sex … she used to love sex toys and me too.
During next 5 years or so I made about 9 gfs and had sex with them…. I loved clicking their pics and showing them to my guy friends and letting them comment dirty on them….
This act gave me pleasure although I never revealed identity of any girl … it was just about the bodies and sex…
When ever I talk about cuckoldry I get an instant hard on …. It feels exciting thinking about my wife getting fucked by a wild male… I love guys with big hard penises , as my penis is small and ejaculates early ….. I can imagine myself sucking a big cock as well, I am submissive and can do anything my master orders me ,
I want to have a master for me and my wife… I can swallow his cum happily and can lick his cum from my wife;s pussy ,
This is cuckoldry…. And I love it .
Its been 7 years since I started thinking about cuckoldry and now I masturbate with only one idea in mind that some strong man is fucking my wife in front of me….
I want her to be fucked by her boss , my boss, my friends, unknown man in a late night party , gym instructor , travel guide , swimming and dancing coach , customers in my guest house , friends from other countries etc.
I don’t know why I think like this , but it’s the truth … I want to experience sex in every way possible …