21-10-2022, 04:09 PM
Wo meri baate sunke hairaan ho rahi thi. Usne mujhse kaha ki dekhiye mujhe apne baare me kisi ko kuchh nahi batana please aap yaha se chale jaiye.
Par maine us se fir se puchha ki please aap mujhe bataye ki aapke pati ki maut kaise huyi?
Meri ye baat sunke wo ek dum gussa ho gayi aur usne mujhse tej aawaj me kaha ki tumhe mujhse kya matlab hai mere sath kya hua kya nahi tum abhi ki abhi yaha se chale jaao.
Maine fir se kaha ki dekho meri baat ka bura mat maano mai to bas aapke baare...
Usne meri baat ko beech me hi tokte huye gusse aur tej aawaj me kaha mujhe kuchh nahi batana tumhe aur tum mere ghar se nikal jaao.
Mujhe ab to lagne laga ki meena bahut gussa ho chuki hai aur wo mujhe kuchh nahi batane wali. Maine us se kaha ki dekhiye mujhe maaf karna agar meri baat ka bura laga ho to, aur fir mai meena ke ghar se bahar aa gaya aur satsang ki taraf jaane laga.
Mujhe meena ki baat buri nahi lagi kyoki mere sath to aksar ye sab hota tha mujhe kisi ki baat buri nahi lagti thi.
Mai meena ke ghar se thodi hi dur gaya tha ki usne mujhe pichhe se aawaj lagayi ki suniye.
Maine pichhe dekha ki meena apne ghar ke bahar khadi mujhe hi bol rahi thi.
Mai vapas meena ke ghar ki taraf chala gaya aur usne mujhe apne ghar me charpayi pe baithne ko kaha aur khud neeche baith gayi.
Meena dekhiye mujhe maaf kijiyega jo maine aapse bhala bura kaha aur khane ke time pe tum mere ghar aaye aur maine tumse khaane ya paani ke baare me bhi nahi puchha. Aap khana kha lijiye mai aapke liye khana lati hu.
Maine kaha- nahi rahne do mai to satsang me jaa raha tha waha pe achchhe pakwan milenge khane ko mujhse to vaise bhi khana nahi banaya jaata mai to mauke ki talash me rahta ki aise program kab ho.
Meri aisi baate sunke meena mere chehre ki taraf dekhne lagi use laga ki mai kaise bachcho ki tarah baate karta hu.
Meena thodi der chup rahi aur fir usne mujhse puchha ki mai uske baare me kyo puchh raha tha?
Maine jawab diya ki mujhe bachpan se kisi ko pareshan dekh uske baare me puchhne ki aadat hai.
Meena ko ab laga ki mai use preshan karne ke liye uske baare me nahi puchh raha hu mai to uske baare me kuchh bhi nahi jaanta hu.
Maine bhi andaja laga liya ki meena ke sath kuchh galat huaa hai mujhe laga ki meena ab mujhe kuchh bata de maine fir se us se kaha ki aap mujhe apne baare me chahe mat batao par ye batado ki tum sabse alag kyo rahti ho?
Meena ki aankho ke saamne uski jindgi ghumne lagi aur usne mujhe batana suru kiya-
Meena ne mujhe bataya ki aaj se 10 saal pahle ki baat hai wo apne gaav me rahti thi. Jab uski jaan pahchan rajesh se huyi. Rajesh unke gaav me naukri karta tha. Dheere dheere meena ki rajesh se mulakat huyi aur dono ek dusre ko chahne lage. Rajesh ne meena se shadi karne ki baat kahi. Meena ne rajesh ko apne baare me bataya ki uski shadi bachpan me hi ho chuki thi jab usko kisi cheej ki samjh bhi nahi thi. Par jab wo badi huyi aur sasural jaane lagi uska pati sharab peeta tha aur use pahle din se hi maarna suru kar diya. Meena kuchh din to uske sath rahi par wo roj bina vajah uske sath maar-peet karta meena preshan aake use chhodkar apne gahr walo ke pas vapas aa gayi. Gaav me bhi aurtein hamesha use taana deti thi. Meena ne apni saari baat rajesh ko bata di thi par rajesh ne meena se wada kiya ki uske sath pahle chahe kuchh bhi huaa ho par use koyi matlab nahi hai aur wo usi se shadi karega.
Rajesh ne apne gaav aakar apne ghar walo ko meena ke baare me bataya aur usi se shadi karne ka faisla kiya par jab rajesh ke ghar walo ko pata chala ki wo pahle se hi shadi shuda hai to unhone rajesh ko saaf mana kar diya meena se shadi karne se. Par rajesh meena ko chahta tha usne gharwalo ke mana karne ke baad bhi meena ko apne sath is gaav me le aaya aur mandir me shadi kar li. Par Rajesh ke gharwalo ne meena ko swikar nahi kiya. Aur Rajesh ko ghar se nikal diya. Lekin rajesh gaav chhodkar nahi gaya aur yahi ye chhota sa ghar banake meena ke sath rahne laga aur majdoori karke dono apna pet bharne lage. Par achanak rajesh bahut beemar ho gaya meena ke pas itne paise nahi the ki wo rajesh ka ilaaj kara sake usne rajesh ke ghar walo se sahayta maangi par unhone socha meena aur rajesh ghar me aane ke liye ye sab naatak kar rahe hai aur kisi ne meena ki madad nahi ki aur rajesh is duniya se chala gaya.
Ye baat batake meena ki aankho me aansoo aa gaye.
Aage meena ne bataya ki uske baad to gaav walo ne saara dosh meena ka hi bataya ki ye hi kalmuhi chudail hai jiski vajah se rajesh mar gaya. Gaav walo ne mujhe gaav chhodkar jaane ko kaha par mai jaati to kaha jaati ab maine bhi faisla kar liya ki koyi kuchh bhi kahe mai yaha se nahi jaungi kyoki yaha Rajesh ki yaadein thi. aur fir gaav walo ne mujhe jaane kya kya kaha par mai sab sunkar bhi yahi rahne lagi.
Meena ki dard bhari kahani sunke meri aankho me bhi aansoo aa gaye. Jab uske sath jo huaa use sunke mujhe hi jab itna afsosh huaa to uske dil pe kya beeti hogi mai kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
Mai aage meena se kuchh puchhna ya sunna nahi chahta tha mai waha se khada hoke apne kamre ki taraf chalne laga.
Mai meena ke baare me sochta raha ki usne kitne dukh sahe hai aur fir gaav ke log uska sath dene ki bajay use hamesha jaleel karte rahte hai.
Mai kaafi samay se india me rahta tha to mujhe yaha ke smaaj ke niyam kaaydo ke baare me thodi bahut jaankari thi ki kaise samaaj ke ye niyam aaurto ke liye to jaise saza thi.
Meena ke prti mujhe sahanubhuti hone lagi.
Mai meena ki help karna chahta tha jis se wo thodi bahut to khush rahe. Mai dusre din fir meena se milne gaya is baar mujhe kuchh puchhna nahi tha balki mai to chahta tha ki agar meena mujhse kuchh baate kar legi to uske man ka bojh halka ho jayega aur thodi bahut der hi sahi par uska akelapan to door ho jayega.
Mai meena se apne sath jo hota tha wo baate batane laga aur mai jaan-boojh kar meena ko meri wo baate bata raha tha jinse log mujhpe haste the. Mai chahta tha ki meena bhi meri aisi baato se thodi bahut muskuraye to sahi.
Aur meena aksar mujhse ab dheere dheere baate bhi karne lagi aur mai hamesha aisi baate batata jis se uske chehre pe kabhi kabhi muskaan bhi aa jaati thi. Mujhe meena ke chehre pe muskaan bahut achchhi lagti thi vaise meena khubsurat bhi thi par muskurate huye wo aur bhi jyada khubsurat lagti thi.
Meena mujhe hamesha kahti thi ki aapse khana nahi banaya jaata hai to aap mere pas khana kha liya kare, par mai meena par bojh nahi badhana chahta tha, kyoki mai jaanta tha ki wo bechari jaise taise karke apna pet bharti hai.
Meena bechari sukhi roti khati thi aur uske paas kuchh saaman bhi nahi tha jo wo achchhe se paka ke khana to kha sake.
Par mai roj meena se baat karne uske gar chala jaata tha. Meena ab thodi khush rahne lagi thi aur meena ko khush dekh ke mujhe bhi khushi mahsush hoti thi mai sochne laga ki log mujhe naakara samjhte hai par mai kam se kam itna to kar sakta hu ki kisi ko ek pal ki muskaan de saku.
Par mai jab bhi meena ke ghar jaata to mere makaan maalik aur maalkin jab mujhe dekh lete hamesha mujhse kahte ki mai us aurat ke ghar naa jaau aur ye bhi kahte ki agar dubara gaye to humaare makaan ko khali kar sakte ho par unki khari-khoti sunke bhi chup rahta aur dhyan rakhta ki wo mujhe dekh to nahi rahe hai.
Par maine us se fir se puchha ki please aap mujhe bataye ki aapke pati ki maut kaise huyi?
Meri ye baat sunke wo ek dum gussa ho gayi aur usne mujhse tej aawaj me kaha ki tumhe mujhse kya matlab hai mere sath kya hua kya nahi tum abhi ki abhi yaha se chale jaao.
Maine fir se kaha ki dekho meri baat ka bura mat maano mai to bas aapke baare...
Usne meri baat ko beech me hi tokte huye gusse aur tej aawaj me kaha mujhe kuchh nahi batana tumhe aur tum mere ghar se nikal jaao.
Mujhe ab to lagne laga ki meena bahut gussa ho chuki hai aur wo mujhe kuchh nahi batane wali. Maine us se kaha ki dekhiye mujhe maaf karna agar meri baat ka bura laga ho to, aur fir mai meena ke ghar se bahar aa gaya aur satsang ki taraf jaane laga.
Mujhe meena ki baat buri nahi lagi kyoki mere sath to aksar ye sab hota tha mujhe kisi ki baat buri nahi lagti thi.
Mai meena ke ghar se thodi hi dur gaya tha ki usne mujhe pichhe se aawaj lagayi ki suniye.
Maine pichhe dekha ki meena apne ghar ke bahar khadi mujhe hi bol rahi thi.
Mai vapas meena ke ghar ki taraf chala gaya aur usne mujhe apne ghar me charpayi pe baithne ko kaha aur khud neeche baith gayi.
Meena dekhiye mujhe maaf kijiyega jo maine aapse bhala bura kaha aur khane ke time pe tum mere ghar aaye aur maine tumse khaane ya paani ke baare me bhi nahi puchha. Aap khana kha lijiye mai aapke liye khana lati hu.
Maine kaha- nahi rahne do mai to satsang me jaa raha tha waha pe achchhe pakwan milenge khane ko mujhse to vaise bhi khana nahi banaya jaata mai to mauke ki talash me rahta ki aise program kab ho.
Meri aisi baate sunke meena mere chehre ki taraf dekhne lagi use laga ki mai kaise bachcho ki tarah baate karta hu.
Meena thodi der chup rahi aur fir usne mujhse puchha ki mai uske baare me kyo puchh raha tha?
Maine jawab diya ki mujhe bachpan se kisi ko pareshan dekh uske baare me puchhne ki aadat hai.
Meena ko ab laga ki mai use preshan karne ke liye uske baare me nahi puchh raha hu mai to uske baare me kuchh bhi nahi jaanta hu.
Maine bhi andaja laga liya ki meena ke sath kuchh galat huaa hai mujhe laga ki meena ab mujhe kuchh bata de maine fir se us se kaha ki aap mujhe apne baare me chahe mat batao par ye batado ki tum sabse alag kyo rahti ho?
Meena ki aankho ke saamne uski jindgi ghumne lagi aur usne mujhe batana suru kiya-
Meena ne mujhe bataya ki aaj se 10 saal pahle ki baat hai wo apne gaav me rahti thi. Jab uski jaan pahchan rajesh se huyi. Rajesh unke gaav me naukri karta tha. Dheere dheere meena ki rajesh se mulakat huyi aur dono ek dusre ko chahne lage. Rajesh ne meena se shadi karne ki baat kahi. Meena ne rajesh ko apne baare me bataya ki uski shadi bachpan me hi ho chuki thi jab usko kisi cheej ki samjh bhi nahi thi. Par jab wo badi huyi aur sasural jaane lagi uska pati sharab peeta tha aur use pahle din se hi maarna suru kar diya. Meena kuchh din to uske sath rahi par wo roj bina vajah uske sath maar-peet karta meena preshan aake use chhodkar apne gahr walo ke pas vapas aa gayi. Gaav me bhi aurtein hamesha use taana deti thi. Meena ne apni saari baat rajesh ko bata di thi par rajesh ne meena se wada kiya ki uske sath pahle chahe kuchh bhi huaa ho par use koyi matlab nahi hai aur wo usi se shadi karega.
Rajesh ne apne gaav aakar apne ghar walo ko meena ke baare me bataya aur usi se shadi karne ka faisla kiya par jab rajesh ke ghar walo ko pata chala ki wo pahle se hi shadi shuda hai to unhone rajesh ko saaf mana kar diya meena se shadi karne se. Par rajesh meena ko chahta tha usne gharwalo ke mana karne ke baad bhi meena ko apne sath is gaav me le aaya aur mandir me shadi kar li. Par Rajesh ke gharwalo ne meena ko swikar nahi kiya. Aur Rajesh ko ghar se nikal diya. Lekin rajesh gaav chhodkar nahi gaya aur yahi ye chhota sa ghar banake meena ke sath rahne laga aur majdoori karke dono apna pet bharne lage. Par achanak rajesh bahut beemar ho gaya meena ke pas itne paise nahi the ki wo rajesh ka ilaaj kara sake usne rajesh ke ghar walo se sahayta maangi par unhone socha meena aur rajesh ghar me aane ke liye ye sab naatak kar rahe hai aur kisi ne meena ki madad nahi ki aur rajesh is duniya se chala gaya.
Ye baat batake meena ki aankho me aansoo aa gaye.
Aage meena ne bataya ki uske baad to gaav walo ne saara dosh meena ka hi bataya ki ye hi kalmuhi chudail hai jiski vajah se rajesh mar gaya. Gaav walo ne mujhe gaav chhodkar jaane ko kaha par mai jaati to kaha jaati ab maine bhi faisla kar liya ki koyi kuchh bhi kahe mai yaha se nahi jaungi kyoki yaha Rajesh ki yaadein thi. aur fir gaav walo ne mujhe jaane kya kya kaha par mai sab sunkar bhi yahi rahne lagi.
Meena ki dard bhari kahani sunke meri aankho me bhi aansoo aa gaye. Jab uske sath jo huaa use sunke mujhe hi jab itna afsosh huaa to uske dil pe kya beeti hogi mai kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
Mai aage meena se kuchh puchhna ya sunna nahi chahta tha mai waha se khada hoke apne kamre ki taraf chalne laga.
Mai meena ke baare me sochta raha ki usne kitne dukh sahe hai aur fir gaav ke log uska sath dene ki bajay use hamesha jaleel karte rahte hai.
Mai kaafi samay se india me rahta tha to mujhe yaha ke smaaj ke niyam kaaydo ke baare me thodi bahut jaankari thi ki kaise samaaj ke ye niyam aaurto ke liye to jaise saza thi.
Meena ke prti mujhe sahanubhuti hone lagi.
Mai meena ki help karna chahta tha jis se wo thodi bahut to khush rahe. Mai dusre din fir meena se milne gaya is baar mujhe kuchh puchhna nahi tha balki mai to chahta tha ki agar meena mujhse kuchh baate kar legi to uske man ka bojh halka ho jayega aur thodi bahut der hi sahi par uska akelapan to door ho jayega.
Mai meena se apne sath jo hota tha wo baate batane laga aur mai jaan-boojh kar meena ko meri wo baate bata raha tha jinse log mujhpe haste the. Mai chahta tha ki meena bhi meri aisi baato se thodi bahut muskuraye to sahi.
Aur meena aksar mujhse ab dheere dheere baate bhi karne lagi aur mai hamesha aisi baate batata jis se uske chehre pe kabhi kabhi muskaan bhi aa jaati thi. Mujhe meena ke chehre pe muskaan bahut achchhi lagti thi vaise meena khubsurat bhi thi par muskurate huye wo aur bhi jyada khubsurat lagti thi.
Meena mujhe hamesha kahti thi ki aapse khana nahi banaya jaata hai to aap mere pas khana kha liya kare, par mai meena par bojh nahi badhana chahta tha, kyoki mai jaanta tha ki wo bechari jaise taise karke apna pet bharti hai.
Meena bechari sukhi roti khati thi aur uske paas kuchh saaman bhi nahi tha jo wo achchhe se paka ke khana to kha sake.
Par mai roj meena se baat karne uske gar chala jaata tha. Meena ab thodi khush rahne lagi thi aur meena ko khush dekh ke mujhe bhi khushi mahsush hoti thi mai sochne laga ki log mujhe naakara samjhte hai par mai kam se kam itna to kar sakta hu ki kisi ko ek pal ki muskaan de saku.
Par mai jab bhi meena ke ghar jaata to mere makaan maalik aur maalkin jab mujhe dekh lete hamesha mujhse kahte ki mai us aurat ke ghar naa jaau aur ye bhi kahte ki agar dubara gaye to humaare makaan ko khali kar sakte ho par unki khari-khoti sunke bhi chup rahta aur dhyan rakhta ki wo mujhe dekh to nahi rahe hai.
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