21-10-2022, 09:27 AM
Mr. Alias
Ise Jine ka koi haq nehi
Doctor ke chamber se nikalne ke waqt mere pair jaise patthar ke ban gaye the!!!! Bachpan se main kabhi sharab ko muh nehi lgaya, ciggratte kabhi chua tak nahi, or mujhe hai ye ghatak bimari!!! Doctor ne mera scan report hath mai lete hue bahut gambhirta ke saath mere taraf dekha or kaha.’
“ Kya aap akele aye hain yahan par? koi rishteydar ya dost hai aap ke saath?”
Dur dur tak risto ka naam par meri bas ek budi maa hai, jo gaon main rahti hai. Wo aankh se andhi hai or padosi ke sahare jee rahi hai. Main bas paise bhejta rahata hu or kabhi kabar saal main ek ya do baar chala jaata hun maa ko dekhne ki liye. Padosi bhi mere thoda bahut paise ke karan hi mere maa ka khuch dhyan rakhti hai, jis din mera paisa bhejna bandh, usi din meri maa ko khana dena bandh kar degen ye giddh log.
Maa ko dekhu bhi to kaise, unki haalat ab dekhi nehi jaati mujhse. Main jo do paise bacha leta hu, saal me ek kapda or ghar ke maramat main wo kharch ho jaate hai, to unke aankh ka operation ke paise ka jugaad karna mushkil hi nehi, na-mumkin hai.
Aur rahi dost ki baat, kabhi apne kisi garib ka dost dekha hai? Paisa nehi to dost bhi nahi. Apne jivan ke 40 saal lagatar jindagi ke bhhag dodh main kabhi dost ya dushmani, pyaar mohabbat ka time hi nahi mila.
Lekin, meri ram kahani se Doctor ko kya matlab.
Meine apna gardan hila kar unhe na kaha.
“ Apke liver main cancer hain.Mujhe dukh ke sath kahna pad raha hai, ke ye advanced stage mein hai or aapke paas medical science ke hissab se jada samay nehi hai. Lekin aap himmat na haro, bahut kuch hai jo abhi hum logon ke samajh se pare hai, aap kuch alternative medicine try karke dekho.”
“Doctor sahab, kya chemotherapy ya fir ray de kar kuch ho nehi sakta?”
Jindagi ki chahat aisi hoti hai, koi bhi jindagi se juda nahi hona chahta, main bhi jeena chahta tha, kisi bhi keemat par. Apni chair se khade ho kar maine doctor ka haath pakad lia tha, ek gujarish thi meri ankhon mein, kuch bhi kar ke mujhe jindagi ka daan de do.
Doctor sahab ne apna chehra latkaye hue bina kuch bole apne haath se mere hath ko tham liya.Main samajh gaya or apne vajan ko apni kanpti tango se khichte hue unke chamber se nikal aya.
Maut bina kuch kahe aa jaye to pata hi nahi chalta aur na hi koi ahsas ya dukh janam leta hai, par vahi maut jab dastak de kar dhire dhire rengti hui aati hai to pal pal bache hue lamhen jeene aur bhi bhari pad jaate hain.
Ankhon mein andhera sa cha gaya tha, pal pal aati hui meri maut ne meri ankhon ko nam kar daala tha, ansuon se bhari meri ankhen mujhe dhudalke mein apni maa ke chehre se rubaru karwa rahi thi. Mere bina wo bhukh se tadap tadap kar maregi, isse achcha hoga agar main ja kar unka gala daba du, kam se kam wo takleef to kam hogi!!!
Dekha jaaye to ek jinda laash ki tarha jee raha tha main, na koi umang, na koi prasanta,na hi kabhi kisi nashe ka sevan kiya, aur na hi jindagi ne kabhi kuch bhogne ka moka diya. Bas do paise kamane mein sara waqt nikal jaata ek khud jeene ke liye rakh leta aur ek maa ke liye bhej deta.
Aati hui maut pal pal bata rahi thi meri jindagi ka diya jald bhuj jaayega, dukh ke sagar mein gote lagata akela in lehron se jhujta hua main apni sochon mein gum park mein ek kone mein baith gaya , taaron ki timtimati kirne mujh pe gir rahi thi, par mujhe unka ahsas hi na ho raha tha.
“ Ae saale, yaha kya kar raha hai be?”
security officer hawaldar ne meri garden daboch jor se jathka diya. Dard se bilbilate hue main yatharth mein pahunch maafi ki guhar lagane laga.
“ Saab, main to sirf yaha baitha hu”
“ Ye teri Biwi ki godh hai kya be, ke jee chaha baitha raha? Chal bhag, raat main yaha baithna mana hai”
Mujhe park se nikal kar hawaldar khaini malte hue chala gaya andhere ka labh lete hue do premi jode ke taraf, paisa ainthne apni aesh ke liye.
Ise Jine ka koi haq nehi
Ise Jine Ka Koi Haq Nehi
Doctor ke chamber se nikalne ke waqt mere pair jaise patthar ke ban gaye the!!!! Bachpan se main kabhi sharab ko muh nehi lgaya, ciggratte kabhi chua tak nahi, or mujhe hai ye ghatak bimari!!! Doctor ne mera scan report hath mai lete hue bahut gambhirta ke saath mere taraf dekha or kaha.’
“ Kya aap akele aye hain yahan par? koi rishteydar ya dost hai aap ke saath?”
Dur dur tak risto ka naam par meri bas ek budi maa hai, jo gaon main rahti hai. Wo aankh se andhi hai or padosi ke sahare jee rahi hai. Main bas paise bhejta rahata hu or kabhi kabar saal main ek ya do baar chala jaata hun maa ko dekhne ki liye. Padosi bhi mere thoda bahut paise ke karan hi mere maa ka khuch dhyan rakhti hai, jis din mera paisa bhejna bandh, usi din meri maa ko khana dena bandh kar degen ye giddh log.
Maa ko dekhu bhi to kaise, unki haalat ab dekhi nehi jaati mujhse. Main jo do paise bacha leta hu, saal me ek kapda or ghar ke maramat main wo kharch ho jaate hai, to unke aankh ka operation ke paise ka jugaad karna mushkil hi nehi, na-mumkin hai.
Aur rahi dost ki baat, kabhi apne kisi garib ka dost dekha hai? Paisa nehi to dost bhi nahi. Apne jivan ke 40 saal lagatar jindagi ke bhhag dodh main kabhi dost ya dushmani, pyaar mohabbat ka time hi nahi mila.
Lekin, meri ram kahani se Doctor ko kya matlab.
Meine apna gardan hila kar unhe na kaha.
“ Apke liver main cancer hain.Mujhe dukh ke sath kahna pad raha hai, ke ye advanced stage mein hai or aapke paas medical science ke hissab se jada samay nehi hai. Lekin aap himmat na haro, bahut kuch hai jo abhi hum logon ke samajh se pare hai, aap kuch alternative medicine try karke dekho.”
“Doctor sahab, kya chemotherapy ya fir ray de kar kuch ho nehi sakta?”
Jindagi ki chahat aisi hoti hai, koi bhi jindagi se juda nahi hona chahta, main bhi jeena chahta tha, kisi bhi keemat par. Apni chair se khade ho kar maine doctor ka haath pakad lia tha, ek gujarish thi meri ankhon mein, kuch bhi kar ke mujhe jindagi ka daan de do.
Doctor sahab ne apna chehra latkaye hue bina kuch bole apne haath se mere hath ko tham liya.Main samajh gaya or apne vajan ko apni kanpti tango se khichte hue unke chamber se nikal aya.
Maut bina kuch kahe aa jaye to pata hi nahi chalta aur na hi koi ahsas ya dukh janam leta hai, par vahi maut jab dastak de kar dhire dhire rengti hui aati hai to pal pal bache hue lamhen jeene aur bhi bhari pad jaate hain.
Ankhon mein andhera sa cha gaya tha, pal pal aati hui meri maut ne meri ankhon ko nam kar daala tha, ansuon se bhari meri ankhen mujhe dhudalke mein apni maa ke chehre se rubaru karwa rahi thi. Mere bina wo bhukh se tadap tadap kar maregi, isse achcha hoga agar main ja kar unka gala daba du, kam se kam wo takleef to kam hogi!!!
Dekha jaaye to ek jinda laash ki tarha jee raha tha main, na koi umang, na koi prasanta,na hi kabhi kisi nashe ka sevan kiya, aur na hi jindagi ne kabhi kuch bhogne ka moka diya. Bas do paise kamane mein sara waqt nikal jaata ek khud jeene ke liye rakh leta aur ek maa ke liye bhej deta.
Aati hui maut pal pal bata rahi thi meri jindagi ka diya jald bhuj jaayega, dukh ke sagar mein gote lagata akela in lehron se jhujta hua main apni sochon mein gum park mein ek kone mein baith gaya , taaron ki timtimati kirne mujh pe gir rahi thi, par mujhe unka ahsas hi na ho raha tha.
“ Ae saale, yaha kya kar raha hai be?”
security officer hawaldar ne meri garden daboch jor se jathka diya. Dard se bilbilate hue main yatharth mein pahunch maafi ki guhar lagane laga.
“ Saab, main to sirf yaha baitha hu”
“ Ye teri Biwi ki godh hai kya be, ke jee chaha baitha raha? Chal bhag, raat main yaha baithna mana hai”
Mujhe park se nikal kar hawaldar khaini malte hue chala gaya andhere ka labh lete hue do premi jode ke taraf, paisa ainthne apni aesh ke liye.
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