18-10-2022, 09:32 AM
Aaj se lagbhag 15 saal pehale mujhe ek marti huyi aurat ne bulaaya tha. Wo sirf mujhse hi...akele me kuchh kehana chaahti thi.
"Sahab...me aapko ek behad mushkil kaam saupna chaahti hu. Is kaam ka aapki naukari se koi talluq nahiin hai. Meri gujaarish hai ki aap ise ek marti huyi maa ki aakhri ichchha samajhkar pura karen. Mene aapki imandari, nishthha aur dayaluta ke baare me bahut suna hai, Isiliye aapko in antim kshanon me yaad kiya. Meri antim ichchha aur vasiyat...joki mej par rakhi huyi hai, ke vaaris ko aap khoj nikaalen, ye meri aapse hath jodkar vinati hai.
Agar aap kaamyaab rahe to 5 crore rupye aapki fees ke rup me likhi huyi hai aur....bhagwan naa kare lekin agar aap kaamyaab nahiin bhi huye to bhi ek crore rupaye me aapko abhi de rahi hu. Aapki mrityu ke pashchaat ye saari vasiyat vridhaashram me
donate kar di jaayegi"
Mene mej par rakhi vasiyat ko ek sarsari taur pe dekha. Usme lagbhag wahi likha tha, jo us aurat ne bataaya tha.
Usne paas hi rakhe ek suitcase ki taraf ishara kiya, jisme ek crore rupaye the.
Usne vistar se uthhne me meri madad maangi, jisse vah aaram se baat kar sake...kyuki uski aawaj toot rahi thi.
Ye ek bahut badi virasat thi. Us aalishan haweli ki har mehangi chiz apni naajukmizazi aur keemat ko khud bayaan kar rahi thi.
Marti huyi aurat kehati gayi-"aap pehale insaan hai jo meri bhayanak kahani sunne jaa rahe hain. Mera maan'na hai ki aapko sabkuchh pata hona chaahiye, jisse aap jaise udaar aur vishwaniya vyakti apni puri taqat ke sath meri antim ichchha puri karne me meri madad kar saken" aur wo puraani yaado me khoti huyi boli-"Shaadi se pehale me ek garib naujawan se pyar karti thi. Garib hone ke karan mere parents ne ye rishta khaarij kar diya aur jald hi ek bahut ameer aadmi ke sath meri shaadi kar di gayi. Mene bhi tamaam virodh ke baad ek anjaan insaan se shaadi kar li. Usse mujhe ek beta huaa. Kuchh saal baad mere pati ki ek road accident me mrityu ho gayi.
Is bich...jisse me pyar karti thi, usne bhi shaadi kar li. Jab use
pata chala ki me vidhwa ho gayi hu to use is baat ka dukh hua ki ab wah mujhse shaadi nahiin kar sakta. Vah mujhse milne aaya aur is qadar tadap-tadap ke roya ki mera kaleja muh ko aa gaya. Shaadi ke baad pehali baar wo mujhse milne aaya tha. Kaash....me us din usse milne se
manaa kar deti. lekin fir me kya karti?? me akeli thi, bahut udaas,
ekaangi aur bilkul niraash. Sabse badi baat...me ab bhi usse pyar
karti thi.
Mere maa-baap gujar chuke the. Unki bhi puri sampatti ki me eklauti vaaris thi. Mere paas apna kehane ke liye duniya me sirf wahi bacha tha.
Vah aksar aane laga aur mere sath shaame bitaane laga.
Ye jaante huye ki wo shaadishuda hai aur me jo kar rahi hu wo anaitik hai...mujhe use aise nahiin aane dena chahiye tha lekin...mere paas use rokne ki paryaapt ichchhashakti nahiin thi. wo meri kamjori aur bahut badi galati thi.
Me kaise bataau ki wo fir se mera premi ban gaya? yah sab kaise aur kab ho gaya...mujhe pata hi nahiin chala. me kya...shayad koi bhi aisi
baato ko nahiin samjha sakta.
Me maanti hu ki....aise halaat me kisi ko nakaar dena hamaare bas me hota to hai, lekin uske liye jitni ichchha-shakti aur saahas chaahiye tha, wo us waqt mujhme nahiin tha.
Apni hi khushiyon ko samaaj ke dar se nakaar dena kis kism ki naitikta hai? Us waqt mujhe sirf apni dabi-kuchli jindagi aur
ichchhaaon ki poorti karna hi sabse badi naitikta lagi. Wo
naktikta...jo mere sharir ki...apni vaasna ki purti ko sarvopari
maankar khud mere dimaag ne hi sahi samjhi thi.
Sankshep me kahu to saahab...me uski daasi ho gayi.
Aap bataaiye, ek aisi dhanwan aurat, jiski 7 pushten bina kuchh kare khaa sakti thi, wo kis dawab me aa sakti thi. wo chaahe to rojaana ek alag mard ke sath raat gujaar sakti thi aur koi naitikta use nahiin rok sakti thi. Iske bawajud mene sirf ek mard...wo bhi mere purv premi se hi sambandh rakhe. Kya galati thi sagar sahab meri??
"Sahab...me aapko ek behad mushkil kaam saupna chaahti hu. Is kaam ka aapki naukari se koi talluq nahiin hai. Meri gujaarish hai ki aap ise ek marti huyi maa ki aakhri ichchha samajhkar pura karen. Mene aapki imandari, nishthha aur dayaluta ke baare me bahut suna hai, Isiliye aapko in antim kshanon me yaad kiya. Meri antim ichchha aur vasiyat...joki mej par rakhi huyi hai, ke vaaris ko aap khoj nikaalen, ye meri aapse hath jodkar vinati hai.
Agar aap kaamyaab rahe to 5 crore rupye aapki fees ke rup me likhi huyi hai aur....bhagwan naa kare lekin agar aap kaamyaab nahiin bhi huye to bhi ek crore rupaye me aapko abhi de rahi hu. Aapki mrityu ke pashchaat ye saari vasiyat vridhaashram me
donate kar di jaayegi"
Mene mej par rakhi vasiyat ko ek sarsari taur pe dekha. Usme lagbhag wahi likha tha, jo us aurat ne bataaya tha.
Usne paas hi rakhe ek suitcase ki taraf ishara kiya, jisme ek crore rupaye the.
Usne vistar se uthhne me meri madad maangi, jisse vah aaram se baat kar sake...kyuki uski aawaj toot rahi thi.
Ye ek bahut badi virasat thi. Us aalishan haweli ki har mehangi chiz apni naajukmizazi aur keemat ko khud bayaan kar rahi thi.
Marti huyi aurat kehati gayi-"aap pehale insaan hai jo meri bhayanak kahani sunne jaa rahe hain. Mera maan'na hai ki aapko sabkuchh pata hona chaahiye, jisse aap jaise udaar aur vishwaniya vyakti apni puri taqat ke sath meri antim ichchha puri karne me meri madad kar saken" aur wo puraani yaado me khoti huyi boli-"Shaadi se pehale me ek garib naujawan se pyar karti thi. Garib hone ke karan mere parents ne ye rishta khaarij kar diya aur jald hi ek bahut ameer aadmi ke sath meri shaadi kar di gayi. Mene bhi tamaam virodh ke baad ek anjaan insaan se shaadi kar li. Usse mujhe ek beta huaa. Kuchh saal baad mere pati ki ek road accident me mrityu ho gayi.
Is bich...jisse me pyar karti thi, usne bhi shaadi kar li. Jab use
pata chala ki me vidhwa ho gayi hu to use is baat ka dukh hua ki ab wah mujhse shaadi nahiin kar sakta. Vah mujhse milne aaya aur is qadar tadap-tadap ke roya ki mera kaleja muh ko aa gaya. Shaadi ke baad pehali baar wo mujhse milne aaya tha. Kaash....me us din usse milne se
manaa kar deti. lekin fir me kya karti?? me akeli thi, bahut udaas,
ekaangi aur bilkul niraash. Sabse badi baat...me ab bhi usse pyar
karti thi.
Mere maa-baap gujar chuke the. Unki bhi puri sampatti ki me eklauti vaaris thi. Mere paas apna kehane ke liye duniya me sirf wahi bacha tha.
Vah aksar aane laga aur mere sath shaame bitaane laga.
Ye jaante huye ki wo shaadishuda hai aur me jo kar rahi hu wo anaitik hai...mujhe use aise nahiin aane dena chahiye tha lekin...mere paas use rokne ki paryaapt ichchhashakti nahiin thi. wo meri kamjori aur bahut badi galati thi.
Me kaise bataau ki wo fir se mera premi ban gaya? yah sab kaise aur kab ho gaya...mujhe pata hi nahiin chala. me kya...shayad koi bhi aisi
baato ko nahiin samjha sakta.
Me maanti hu ki....aise halaat me kisi ko nakaar dena hamaare bas me hota to hai, lekin uske liye jitni ichchha-shakti aur saahas chaahiye tha, wo us waqt mujhme nahiin tha.
Apni hi khushiyon ko samaaj ke dar se nakaar dena kis kism ki naitikta hai? Us waqt mujhe sirf apni dabi-kuchli jindagi aur
ichchhaaon ki poorti karna hi sabse badi naitikta lagi. Wo
naktikta...jo mere sharir ki...apni vaasna ki purti ko sarvopari
maankar khud mere dimaag ne hi sahi samjhi thi.
Sankshep me kahu to saahab...me uski daasi ho gayi.
Aap bataaiye, ek aisi dhanwan aurat, jiski 7 pushten bina kuchh kare khaa sakti thi, wo kis dawab me aa sakti thi. wo chaahe to rojaana ek alag mard ke sath raat gujaar sakti thi aur koi naitikta use nahiin rok sakti thi. Iske bawajud mene sirf ek mard...wo bhi mere purv premi se hi sambandh rakhe. Kya galati thi sagar sahab meri??