17-10-2022, 04:12 PM
Pen baar baar rukne laga hai par mai likhta rahunga jab tak ye kaam karta rahega papa ji ki tabiyat ka dhayaan rakhna tum sardi ka mosam hai to shaam hote hi unke kamre me garmi ke liye aag ka intzaam yaad se karna unhone kai baar kaha tha ki chashma change karvana hai par chuttiya pata hi nahi itni jaldi khatam ho gayi ki karva hi nahi paya aur mujhe pata hai ki unhone kaha hoga ki nahi jab beta aayega tabhi karva lenge pata hai bachpan me papaji ke kandhe par baithkar mai mele jata tha par ab kaha hai vo din,
Tum sochogi ki , kahi foji pagla to nahi gaya ya fir peg laga kar chitthi likh raha hai par aisa kuch nahi hai bus pata nahi kyo feelings kuch jyada hi emotional kar rahi hai to bus kuch bate tumhe bata raha hu papaji ne har zid puri ki kabhi mana nahi kiya par aaj mai dekho sab kuch hote huve bhi unke pass nahi hu bees din ki chuttiya bus aise hi gujar jati hai sala do ghadi gharvalo ke saath bitaye nahi ki jane ka time ho jata hai
Pata hai mai kabhi –kabhi sochta hu ki yaar hum foziyo ki bhi kya zindagi hai saal me dus mahine ghar-parivar se door pade raho is se to accha hota ki kahi majdoori hi karlete kam se kam har shaam ghar to hote par fir sochta hu ki is desh ke liye jine ka moka bhi bhaag valo ko hi milta hai idhar bhi apne javano ke saath family vala system hai inki khushi me khush ho leta hu inke dukh me dukhi akhir hum jaiso ki zindagi hoti bhi to kitni hai
Choti se kehna ki khoob man laga kar padhe aur vo koi shararat kare to bus use karne dena akhir vo hi to apne ghar ki ronak hai kitne rakshabandhan beet gaye bechari mujhe rakhi bandh hi nahi saki hai , kabhi shikayat nahi karti par uska dukh meri sooni kalayi bata hi deti hai mujhe mai to kisi tarah se sabar kar leta hu par uske masoom chehreee par udasi mera kaleja cheer jati hai
Mummy har din badbadai hongi ki phone nahi karta hai use to bus apni duty ki hi chinta hai ye to unka fav. Dialouge hai par unke man ka haal bhi mai samajhta hu pakka kehta hu ab tak to unhone gond ke laddu bhi daal diye honge is aas me ki beta jaldi hi ghar aayega mummy bhi na bilkul mom ki tarah hai vaise to itni bate suna dti hai par jaise hi mai ghar aata hu mom ki tarah pighal jati hai
Unke aanchal ki chanv me jo sukoon hai vo mujhe yaha kaha mile mummy ke hath ke garma garam aalo ke paranthe upar se dher sara makkhaan bahut yaad aata hai aur sach bus ye yade hi to hai mere pass jinke sahare idhar time-pass hota hai varna in soone pahado ki bhi koi zindagi hai aur upar se ye hamaree us par vale dost ye bhi ajeeb si dosti nibha rahe hai
Na jane kab shuru ho jate hai kuch dino pehle ki baat hai maine khane ke liye tiffin khola hi tha ki vo shuru ho gaye fir ruk ruk kar puri raat firing hoti rahi unke chakkar me bhookha marna pada , firing ki baat sunkar tum chinta na karna ye to ab roj ka kaam hai aadat pad gayi hai dil me ek baat hai soch raha hu kahu ya nahi chalo keh hi deta hu jab tum vo neele rang vali sadi pahanti ho na to badi kamal lagti ho
Jab bhi kabhi tumhare bare me sochta hu to bus vohi dhyaan aata hai aur vo tumhara chobare ki khidki se mujhe jate huve dekna door se bhi galo par ludhak aaye un do aansuo ko pehchan liya tha maine par yahi to zindagi hai tumhari aur meri bus itna kehna hai ki tumse us ghar ko kabhi meri kami mehsoos na hone dena sabko saath lekar chalna mummy ya aur koi kabhi kuch keh bhi de to
Dil par na lena aur mera kya hai ,shayad kal nayi post ke liye nikal jaunga dadhi kafi badh gayi hai khujli chalti hai aaj to pakka shave kar hi lunga jane se pehle aur tum thoda kam yaad kiya karo ab to sathi bhi puchne lage hai in hichkiyo ke bare me aur mai bus muskura kar reh jata hu abki baar jab aaunga to dulhan ke roop me kuch tasvire idhar le aaunga tumhari to kami bhi nahi lagegi
Thand badhne lagi hai kampkampi si hone lagi hai jane ka time ho gaya hai co sahab aaj niche ja rahe hai to unko ye letter de dunga post karne ke liye 7-8 din me to pahuch hi jayega tum tak do char bate aur karni thi par ye pen bhi ab dum todne laga tha to bus itna hi vada to nahi par koshish karunga jaldi hi ghar aane ki apna khayal rakhna aur gharvalo ka bhi mummy-papa ko namaskar aur choti ko mera pyar dena aur tumhara pyar wo to tum janti hi ho.
Tumhara,
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Tum sochogi ki , kahi foji pagla to nahi gaya ya fir peg laga kar chitthi likh raha hai par aisa kuch nahi hai bus pata nahi kyo feelings kuch jyada hi emotional kar rahi hai to bus kuch bate tumhe bata raha hu papaji ne har zid puri ki kabhi mana nahi kiya par aaj mai dekho sab kuch hote huve bhi unke pass nahi hu bees din ki chuttiya bus aise hi gujar jati hai sala do ghadi gharvalo ke saath bitaye nahi ki jane ka time ho jata hai
Pata hai mai kabhi –kabhi sochta hu ki yaar hum foziyo ki bhi kya zindagi hai saal me dus mahine ghar-parivar se door pade raho is se to accha hota ki kahi majdoori hi karlete kam se kam har shaam ghar to hote par fir sochta hu ki is desh ke liye jine ka moka bhi bhaag valo ko hi milta hai idhar bhi apne javano ke saath family vala system hai inki khushi me khush ho leta hu inke dukh me dukhi akhir hum jaiso ki zindagi hoti bhi to kitni hai
Choti se kehna ki khoob man laga kar padhe aur vo koi shararat kare to bus use karne dena akhir vo hi to apne ghar ki ronak hai kitne rakshabandhan beet gaye bechari mujhe rakhi bandh hi nahi saki hai , kabhi shikayat nahi karti par uska dukh meri sooni kalayi bata hi deti hai mujhe mai to kisi tarah se sabar kar leta hu par uske masoom chehreee par udasi mera kaleja cheer jati hai
Mummy har din badbadai hongi ki phone nahi karta hai use to bus apni duty ki hi chinta hai ye to unka fav. Dialouge hai par unke man ka haal bhi mai samajhta hu pakka kehta hu ab tak to unhone gond ke laddu bhi daal diye honge is aas me ki beta jaldi hi ghar aayega mummy bhi na bilkul mom ki tarah hai vaise to itni bate suna dti hai par jaise hi mai ghar aata hu mom ki tarah pighal jati hai
Unke aanchal ki chanv me jo sukoon hai vo mujhe yaha kaha mile mummy ke hath ke garma garam aalo ke paranthe upar se dher sara makkhaan bahut yaad aata hai aur sach bus ye yade hi to hai mere pass jinke sahare idhar time-pass hota hai varna in soone pahado ki bhi koi zindagi hai aur upar se ye hamaree us par vale dost ye bhi ajeeb si dosti nibha rahe hai
Na jane kab shuru ho jate hai kuch dino pehle ki baat hai maine khane ke liye tiffin khola hi tha ki vo shuru ho gaye fir ruk ruk kar puri raat firing hoti rahi unke chakkar me bhookha marna pada , firing ki baat sunkar tum chinta na karna ye to ab roj ka kaam hai aadat pad gayi hai dil me ek baat hai soch raha hu kahu ya nahi chalo keh hi deta hu jab tum vo neele rang vali sadi pahanti ho na to badi kamal lagti ho
Jab bhi kabhi tumhare bare me sochta hu to bus vohi dhyaan aata hai aur vo tumhara chobare ki khidki se mujhe jate huve dekna door se bhi galo par ludhak aaye un do aansuo ko pehchan liya tha maine par yahi to zindagi hai tumhari aur meri bus itna kehna hai ki tumse us ghar ko kabhi meri kami mehsoos na hone dena sabko saath lekar chalna mummy ya aur koi kabhi kuch keh bhi de to
Dil par na lena aur mera kya hai ,shayad kal nayi post ke liye nikal jaunga dadhi kafi badh gayi hai khujli chalti hai aaj to pakka shave kar hi lunga jane se pehle aur tum thoda kam yaad kiya karo ab to sathi bhi puchne lage hai in hichkiyo ke bare me aur mai bus muskura kar reh jata hu abki baar jab aaunga to dulhan ke roop me kuch tasvire idhar le aaunga tumhari to kami bhi nahi lagegi
Thand badhne lagi hai kampkampi si hone lagi hai jane ka time ho gaya hai co sahab aaj niche ja rahe hai to unko ye letter de dunga post karne ke liye 7-8 din me to pahuch hi jayega tum tak do char bate aur karni thi par ye pen bhi ab dum todne laga tha to bus itna hi vada to nahi par koshish karunga jaldi hi ghar aane ki apna khayal rakhna aur gharvalo ka bhi mummy-papa ko namaskar aur choti ko mera pyar dena aur tumhara pyar wo to tum janti hi ho.
Tumhara,
*******