15-10-2022, 09:36 AM
Kasak ... Aishi halat kaise hue
"Kuch nahi doston ye sayad tum sabko rulane ki saza hai jo sal bhar pahle ek hadse me mera badan 60% se jyada jal gaya. Par khusi is bat thi ki tum logon ke pyar aur syad is kam se bache logon ki duaon ne jinda rakha"
"Main bacha kyonki mujhe tum sab se milna jo tha. Yaron bas ek bar shruti ki tasveer dikha do. Kya mujhe yad kar aaj bhi roti hai kahna mat lekin main bhi rota hoon ?
Misti .... Shruti yanhi hai
Screen par chal rahe drisy ko uske dr aur attendi bhi dekh rahe the. Kaphi lambe samay se Viraj us jagah se hila bhi nahi tha uthna ya murna bahut dur ki bat thi. Kewal najren sacreen par aur hilti ungliyon ke hulchal se typing.
Sansen tej aur aankhon se bahte aanshu. Dhoonti najre bas screen par aur tabi dikhi uski jhalak nam aaknon me ghutno ke bal baithi jamin par roti-bilkhti Shruti jo sayad Viraj ki halat dekh kar roye hi ja rahi thi.
Viraj ka dil jaise tarap utha ye dekh kar .... Yanha aane ke kai mahino bad aaj Viraj ka hanth upar uthe aur Shruti ki ore yun point hue jaise abhi chhu kar use mehsus karna chah raha ho aur pahli bar use apni lachari ka ahsas hua.
Viraj chah kar bhi juban se sabd nahi nikal pa raha tha jo kahna chah rahe the "meri ore dekho Shruti" aur Shruti wo bas roye ja rahi thi. Aaj uski aatma tak ro rahi thi. Pahle to pyar ka na hona dard tha jiske liye tapsaya ki lekin aaj jab mila to is hal me ... Shruti bas ro hi rahi thi
Lchari apne sabab par thi aur mudatton bad dikhi bhi to aaj Viraj kuch kar nahi pa raha tha. Aakhir aatm-viswas ke aage saririk shakti jawaw de gayi aur Viraj behosh ho gaya.
Jab aankhen khuli to bas samne ke screen ko apne nam aakhon se dekh raha tha. Muddaton bad uski chahat yun jagi ki ab to bas use Shruti hi Shruti najar aa rahi thi.
Achanak hi Viraj hanton ka base liya aur dhire-dhire baithne ki kosis karne laga. Use laga jaise uska pyar teji se uski ore aa raha hai. Phir wo majar bhi aaya jab bahte aanshuon ke jhilmil najron se use wo chehra bhi najar aaya jiski chah ne abtak jinda rakha tha use.
Dono ki najen aapas me mili aur laagatar ek dushre ko dekhe hi ja rahe the. Pichhe se kuch aur chahne wale bhi uske aaye na sirf Gaurav, Misti aur Kasak balki kai aishe log aur bhi the jo Viraj se milne ki chah rakhte the.
Achanak se Shruti ko sabne utakar wanha se pichhe kar diya. Kisi butt ki tarah wo bina hile Viraj ko dekhti pichhe chali gayi. Jab Shruti ojhal hue to najron me hulchal hue.
Viraj ko bhi yakin nahi tha ki usne un do salon me itne chahne wale banaye the. Ek sath sabki aawaz gunji ..... "Hum bhi aap ke chahne wale hai yarrrr. Sab bhula diya par tumhe bhula na paye".
Sarir aisha jala tha jab recovry hua to poori chamri ek dooshre se chipki thi jise counselling ke dauran kat kar ek dushre me chipke body part se alag kiya jata tha. Koi bhi use dekh nahi pata lekin ye Viraj ke prati chahat thi ki uske dost us se lipat kar bas ek hi gujarish karte "wapas laut jaldi".
Viraj... Yaron mujhe pata nahi tha ki mere tanha jindgi me itne chahne wale hai aur main khud ko bekar me tanha manta tha. Mujhe laga sab bhool gaye honge lekin......
"Ab us se bhi mila do jiska sabse bara dosi hoon main"
Sab hanste hue nikle aur sabse pichhe khari thi Shruti bilkul usi roop me jisme aakhri bar Viraj use chhor kar gaya tha.
In ahsason ke toofano me bite kai sal ke bichhrane ka dard ab bilkul khatam ho chala tha aur banki rah gaya tha to bas pyar. Un lamho ko labjon me bayan karna kaphi nahi jitni siddat se bas dono ek dooshre me khokar ek dushre ko dekhte rahe.
"Kuch nahi doston ye sayad tum sabko rulane ki saza hai jo sal bhar pahle ek hadse me mera badan 60% se jyada jal gaya. Par khusi is bat thi ki tum logon ke pyar aur syad is kam se bache logon ki duaon ne jinda rakha"
"Main bacha kyonki mujhe tum sab se milna jo tha. Yaron bas ek bar shruti ki tasveer dikha do. Kya mujhe yad kar aaj bhi roti hai kahna mat lekin main bhi rota hoon ?
Misti .... Shruti yanhi hai
Screen par chal rahe drisy ko uske dr aur attendi bhi dekh rahe the. Kaphi lambe samay se Viraj us jagah se hila bhi nahi tha uthna ya murna bahut dur ki bat thi. Kewal najren sacreen par aur hilti ungliyon ke hulchal se typing.
Sansen tej aur aankhon se bahte aanshu. Dhoonti najre bas screen par aur tabi dikhi uski jhalak nam aaknon me ghutno ke bal baithi jamin par roti-bilkhti Shruti jo sayad Viraj ki halat dekh kar roye hi ja rahi thi.
Viraj ka dil jaise tarap utha ye dekh kar .... Yanha aane ke kai mahino bad aaj Viraj ka hanth upar uthe aur Shruti ki ore yun point hue jaise abhi chhu kar use mehsus karna chah raha ho aur pahli bar use apni lachari ka ahsas hua.
Viraj chah kar bhi juban se sabd nahi nikal pa raha tha jo kahna chah rahe the "meri ore dekho Shruti" aur Shruti wo bas roye ja rahi thi. Aaj uski aatma tak ro rahi thi. Pahle to pyar ka na hona dard tha jiske liye tapsaya ki lekin aaj jab mila to is hal me ... Shruti bas ro hi rahi thi
Lchari apne sabab par thi aur mudatton bad dikhi bhi to aaj Viraj kuch kar nahi pa raha tha. Aakhir aatm-viswas ke aage saririk shakti jawaw de gayi aur Viraj behosh ho gaya.
Jab aankhen khuli to bas samne ke screen ko apne nam aakhon se dekh raha tha. Muddaton bad uski chahat yun jagi ki ab to bas use Shruti hi Shruti najar aa rahi thi.
Achanak hi Viraj hanton ka base liya aur dhire-dhire baithne ki kosis karne laga. Use laga jaise uska pyar teji se uski ore aa raha hai. Phir wo majar bhi aaya jab bahte aanshuon ke jhilmil najron se use wo chehra bhi najar aaya jiski chah ne abtak jinda rakha tha use.
Dono ki najen aapas me mili aur laagatar ek dushre ko dekhe hi ja rahe the. Pichhe se kuch aur chahne wale bhi uske aaye na sirf Gaurav, Misti aur Kasak balki kai aishe log aur bhi the jo Viraj se milne ki chah rakhte the.
Achanak se Shruti ko sabne utakar wanha se pichhe kar diya. Kisi butt ki tarah wo bina hile Viraj ko dekhti pichhe chali gayi. Jab Shruti ojhal hue to najron me hulchal hue.
Viraj ko bhi yakin nahi tha ki usne un do salon me itne chahne wale banaye the. Ek sath sabki aawaz gunji ..... "Hum bhi aap ke chahne wale hai yarrrr. Sab bhula diya par tumhe bhula na paye".
Sarir aisha jala tha jab recovry hua to poori chamri ek dooshre se chipki thi jise counselling ke dauran kat kar ek dushre me chipke body part se alag kiya jata tha. Koi bhi use dekh nahi pata lekin ye Viraj ke prati chahat thi ki uske dost us se lipat kar bas ek hi gujarish karte "wapas laut jaldi".
Viraj... Yaron mujhe pata nahi tha ki mere tanha jindgi me itne chahne wale hai aur main khud ko bekar me tanha manta tha. Mujhe laga sab bhool gaye honge lekin......
"Ab us se bhi mila do jiska sabse bara dosi hoon main"
Sab hanste hue nikle aur sabse pichhe khari thi Shruti bilkul usi roop me jisme aakhri bar Viraj use chhor kar gaya tha.
In ahsason ke toofano me bite kai sal ke bichhrane ka dard ab bilkul khatam ho chala tha aur banki rah gaya tha to bas pyar. Un lamho ko labjon me bayan karna kaphi nahi jitni siddat se bas dono ek dooshre me khokar ek dushre ko dekhte rahe.
Aaj to aisha laga ki unki ek hulchal me bhi hajar afsane chhipe hai.
Aankhon se har girti boondon me pyar ke kai tarane chhipe hai
Kabhi kisi ki kasti doobi bich mazdhar me to kisi ki par bhi lag hi jati hai
Siddat mohabbat ki aishi hai har rang me bas aanshu de jati hai
Aankhon se har girti boondon me pyar ke kai tarane chhipe hai
Kabhi kisi ki kasti doobi bich mazdhar me to kisi ki par bhi lag hi jati hai
Siddat mohabbat ki aishi hai har rang me bas aanshu de jati hai
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