[manasi]

At this juncture, the story is equally poised for any extream eventually. It's upto writer to take a call.

I feel it's worth to explore Meera based on present situation.

I conclude the following:

1. Meera chooses her attire to please Desai as per his choice.
2. She submits to Desai in any form of sexual acts on demand to please him willingly.
3. She swallows Desai to please him.
4. She made Desai quit smoking.
5. She always made it a point to confirm that Desai is not involved with other women.
6. She is seriously concerned about his safety similar to her near and dear ones.
7. She accepted very clearly that she missed Desai in her life. Though under pressure she asked him to stay away, she utilised slightest opportunity to establish contact with him.
8. Her happiness was very clear on renewal of contact.
9. She is seeking Desai's directives on immediate intimacy with Krish.
10. She is more concerned about Desai's reputation in the event of getting caught during copulation.

For all the above behavior, Krish's cuckolness had no direct relationship.   All above only establish one factor. Meera loves Desai. The same reason made her to submit to Desai in car with all the the risks at little persuation.

For obvious reasons, she can't accept the same to Krish and was forced to lie. She had to try hard to convince Krish other way.

Meera accepted to Krish that she had fulfilled most of the dreams of Desai barring a few which she refused to divulge. Desai already expressed his desire to marry Meera which is open secret known to Krish. What are the other dreams Desai expressed to Meera which she doesn't want Krish to know?

It could be some kinky acts like sex in car etc. Considering the roll play between the couple and advance sexual extravaganza of Meera with Desai, it doesn't look believable.

Could it possible Desai expressed his desire to impregnate her? Her just concluded love making indicates to this possibility. No woman will take a risk at her fertile period when other options are available. Spoiling the car seat was a lame excuse. She knows very well that even with deep ejaculation, semen is bound to flow out of vagina, once penis is withdrawn.  Instead she could easily offer swallowing as alternative which both of them love to perform.

My conclusion:

Meera is hopelessly in love with Desai and wish to fulfill his dreams. She is confused and torn with her emotions to take decisions.

manasi