17-08-2022, 09:29 AM
Through out the way to my friends flat I was abusing Tripti Bhabhi with in myself; I was taking her as a bad female. I thought about all this in peace and decided just to focus on my studies. Later in the day when I was sure that Tripti Bhabhi will not be home, I called on our LAND line and informed my mom that I am staying with one of my friend to study without any disturbance.
Initially my mom scolded me that why I just went away without informing anybody, but I managed to convince her. I stayed at my friends place for more than one week. Though on the same afternoon I came home once to get my clothes and met my mom and again came back to my friends place. In the beginning in first two days, I got couple of sms from Tripti Bhabhi,
asking how I am and all, I ignored responding to that, couple of times she called me, but I missed those calls too. Don’t know what kind of prejudice was driving me; I was angry over Tripti Bhabhi. But later after appearing in my exams when I got some time to think over this I found myself thinking from Tripti Bhabhi’s angle, and slowly that angriness towards Tripti Bhabhi started subsiding, and I started missing her.
I did well in the exams in both the parts, written and vival and I was sure of good grades, and more than that I went for one interview from there with one of my friend’s father reference, and I got job, starting around 14 thousand per month with a promise that they will increase it after some time. I was really happy, but I was sad too and in last 10 days I was thinking about that incident, in other way.
now I wanted to go home, to give this good news to my mom and especially Tripti Bhabhi, but I was hesitating, I was annoying myself for my behavior with her, though ideally whatever she was doing with Shruti was wrong, but now I was not thinking it from that perspective, I was realizing that it is a need of every body and Tripti Bhabhi was starved for that from years,
she was just working and working from so many days, without any rest and when she got a way to pleasure herself she took it. And now I wanted everything like before but to do that I was going with a tussle with in myself, I was really feeling ashamed of my deed, firstly for the act in which I peeped inside Tripti Bhabhi’s room and then for my behavior with Tripti Bhabhi.
Somehow I prepared myself to face her, I did not had anything in my mind that how will I talk to Tripti Bhabhi, and fortunately something stroke me, I had some money, I borrowed some from my friend and bought new sari for Tripti Bhabhi and got it packed, thought it was very simple sari, not at all expensive, but it was her favorite color, I knew this.
That day I reached home around 10 in the night. Don’t know why, Tripti Bhabhi was in veranda only and as she saw me she looked into my eyes and then looked down, and then again looked up. I could not utter a single word, not even hi or just I am sorry. Anyway I came inside; mom was in her bedroom, preparing to sleep.
I met her and talked to her about my exams and sat there with her for couple of minutes. Once again Tripti Bhabhi appeared on door, and stood there and listened to me, whatever I spoke to my mom. I looked at her and she asked me in a soft voice, “khana khaya” means “did you had the food” I just moved my head in no and she went inside kitchen to prepare something for me.
The news that I have a job now was still up to me only, I wanted to tell Tripti Bhabhi first but I was really very hesitant to talk to her. After couple of more minutes my mom lied down and told me to get fresh and have dinner, and took my clothes for the night and went inside toilet, and I came out of the bedroom changed and saw Tripti Bhabhi in kitchen, she was busy there,
as she saw me coming out she looked at me, I moved to the couch and waited for her to come. I was preparing myself to start the conversation but could not decide from where to start. Suddenly Tripti Bhabhi appeared on the kitchen door again and looked at me from the distance and spoke in very soft voice, “Aashu I am sorry” and then again entered inside the kitchen.
I could see that she was in very delicate state, tears were floating in her eyes, but she was trying to control. Truly speaking I really felt like committing suicide at that time, I got up and went inside the kitchen, Tripti Bhabhi was making chapatti for me, and she turned her face to see me, and then continued working.
“I am sorry” this time I spoke and that busted Tripti Bhabhi in a cry and tears started falling down from her eyes. I went closer to her, and tried to hold her and Tripti Bhabhi instantly hugged me and started crying bit louder. Once again I said, “Bhabhi I am sorry, please mujhe maaf kar do, for whatever I did” Tripti Bhabhi moved her head in no while crying and then spoke,
“nahi, galti meri hai, mujhe wo sab nahi karna chahiye tha, whatever I did was wrong”. “have you spoke to Shruti about this, that I have seen both of you” I asked back, In Hindi, and once again she just moved her head in no and said, “nahi, usse bahut tension ho jaati” Finally after couple of more minutes, we got separated and Tripti Bhabhi was almost over with making fresh chapattis for me she was packing up and just then I casually asked her,
“did you had the food” and once again she moved her head in no. I insisted to make it for her and we had dinner together without a word and after that Tripti Bahbhi got up and cleaned up everything and went inside her bedroom. I could see that lot more was buried inside her, she was hesitating while making eye contact with me, I wanted to make things like before and for that I had to talk her a lot, to make her feel as before.
I took out that gift and my appointment letter and went inside her room, door was not bolted, and Tripti Bhabhi was sitting on bed arranging dried clothes of the day. I gave her that letter and she read it and suddenly started crying again, she was really very happy and this time she cried a lot and while she was crying I tore off the wrapping paper of the gift pack and gave her that sari and that made her cry further and she hugged me while crying.
Initially my mom scolded me that why I just went away without informing anybody, but I managed to convince her. I stayed at my friends place for more than one week. Though on the same afternoon I came home once to get my clothes and met my mom and again came back to my friends place. In the beginning in first two days, I got couple of sms from Tripti Bhabhi,
asking how I am and all, I ignored responding to that, couple of times she called me, but I missed those calls too. Don’t know what kind of prejudice was driving me; I was angry over Tripti Bhabhi. But later after appearing in my exams when I got some time to think over this I found myself thinking from Tripti Bhabhi’s angle, and slowly that angriness towards Tripti Bhabhi started subsiding, and I started missing her.
I did well in the exams in both the parts, written and vival and I was sure of good grades, and more than that I went for one interview from there with one of my friend’s father reference, and I got job, starting around 14 thousand per month with a promise that they will increase it after some time. I was really happy, but I was sad too and in last 10 days I was thinking about that incident, in other way.
now I wanted to go home, to give this good news to my mom and especially Tripti Bhabhi, but I was hesitating, I was annoying myself for my behavior with her, though ideally whatever she was doing with Shruti was wrong, but now I was not thinking it from that perspective, I was realizing that it is a need of every body and Tripti Bhabhi was starved for that from years,
she was just working and working from so many days, without any rest and when she got a way to pleasure herself she took it. And now I wanted everything like before but to do that I was going with a tussle with in myself, I was really feeling ashamed of my deed, firstly for the act in which I peeped inside Tripti Bhabhi’s room and then for my behavior with Tripti Bhabhi.
Somehow I prepared myself to face her, I did not had anything in my mind that how will I talk to Tripti Bhabhi, and fortunately something stroke me, I had some money, I borrowed some from my friend and bought new sari for Tripti Bhabhi and got it packed, thought it was very simple sari, not at all expensive, but it was her favorite color, I knew this.
That day I reached home around 10 in the night. Don’t know why, Tripti Bhabhi was in veranda only and as she saw me she looked into my eyes and then looked down, and then again looked up. I could not utter a single word, not even hi or just I am sorry. Anyway I came inside; mom was in her bedroom, preparing to sleep.
I met her and talked to her about my exams and sat there with her for couple of minutes. Once again Tripti Bhabhi appeared on door, and stood there and listened to me, whatever I spoke to my mom. I looked at her and she asked me in a soft voice, “khana khaya” means “did you had the food” I just moved my head in no and she went inside kitchen to prepare something for me.
The news that I have a job now was still up to me only, I wanted to tell Tripti Bhabhi first but I was really very hesitant to talk to her. After couple of more minutes my mom lied down and told me to get fresh and have dinner, and took my clothes for the night and went inside toilet, and I came out of the bedroom changed and saw Tripti Bhabhi in kitchen, she was busy there,
as she saw me coming out she looked at me, I moved to the couch and waited for her to come. I was preparing myself to start the conversation but could not decide from where to start. Suddenly Tripti Bhabhi appeared on the kitchen door again and looked at me from the distance and spoke in very soft voice, “Aashu I am sorry” and then again entered inside the kitchen.
I could see that she was in very delicate state, tears were floating in her eyes, but she was trying to control. Truly speaking I really felt like committing suicide at that time, I got up and went inside the kitchen, Tripti Bhabhi was making chapatti for me, and she turned her face to see me, and then continued working.
“I am sorry” this time I spoke and that busted Tripti Bhabhi in a cry and tears started falling down from her eyes. I went closer to her, and tried to hold her and Tripti Bhabhi instantly hugged me and started crying bit louder. Once again I said, “Bhabhi I am sorry, please mujhe maaf kar do, for whatever I did” Tripti Bhabhi moved her head in no while crying and then spoke,
“nahi, galti meri hai, mujhe wo sab nahi karna chahiye tha, whatever I did was wrong”. “have you spoke to Shruti about this, that I have seen both of you” I asked back, In Hindi, and once again she just moved her head in no and said, “nahi, usse bahut tension ho jaati” Finally after couple of more minutes, we got separated and Tripti Bhabhi was almost over with making fresh chapattis for me she was packing up and just then I casually asked her,
“did you had the food” and once again she moved her head in no. I insisted to make it for her and we had dinner together without a word and after that Tripti Bahbhi got up and cleaned up everything and went inside her bedroom. I could see that lot more was buried inside her, she was hesitating while making eye contact with me, I wanted to make things like before and for that I had to talk her a lot, to make her feel as before.
I took out that gift and my appointment letter and went inside her room, door was not bolted, and Tripti Bhabhi was sitting on bed arranging dried clothes of the day. I gave her that letter and she read it and suddenly started crying again, she was really very happy and this time she cried a lot and while she was crying I tore off the wrapping paper of the gift pack and gave her that sari and that made her cry further and she hugged me while crying.
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