Thriller The Story of Meera

[Priyanka98]

6/2/2007
I'm feeling deeply ashamed of myself today. I disappointed Neil...after everything he did for me, all I did was upset him. He had asked me to take the pill regularly as we made love quite often. But I guess I missed it sometime and I got pregnant. Neil was so angry when I told him. He punished me, and I deserved every bit of it. There is a dog cage in the basement of his villa, he put me there for 3 days. I begged him to let me out, but he said I deserved the punishment. I wanted this baby, but he didn't. Finally, I understood that he was right. It was my mistake that I got pregnant, and I should fix it. I agreed to take the abortion pill and he let me out. But there was this other man in the room. Neil told me that Aarav was his friend and a doctor and he was here to examine me before I took the pill. The doctor guy, he was quite stern and ordered me to lie down and open my legs. I was feeling ashamed as I was naked and exposed, but I trusted this guy is a doctor and he won't hurt me.
He felt my breasts and touched my nipples and he wasn't even wearing gloves. Doctors wear gloves while examining patients, don't they? But Neil was standing right there and I didn't say anything. I was afraid it'll only upset him more. I didn't want to lose Neil at any cost. This doctor guy made me pull my pussy lips apart and show him my most intimate parts. I felt like I'd die in shame. He then inserted two fingers inside my pussy and began to move them in and out. I was very uncomfortable as he was arousing me, and I felt very ashamed to be enjoying another man's touch in front of Neil. I let out a moan and Neil just gave me another look of disappointment and my heart almost broke. I am so shameless and I deserve to be punished.
6/25/2007
Neil gave me some well-deserved punishment. He canned me, and humiliated me and recorded it all on video. He made me watch my older humiliation videos over and over again to remind me that I was a bad girl who deserves to be punished constantly. And when it was over, he held me in his arms and kissed me so passionately. He is such a sweetheart. I disappoint him all the time but still he finds it in his heart to love me.
7/11/2007
Today is Neil's birthday! I'm so excited! I'm going to look gorgeous for him. I've picked out my favorite red dress and I'm gonna bake him his favorite plum cake with green raisins! I hope he likes my humble gift. He'll be sending a car to bring me to his villa. There's a private party at his villa. I hope this will be one of my most memorable nights.
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That was the last entry of the diary.
Meera was tearful as she remembered so many moments spent with Naina. She remembered how Naina always talked about Neil. She was madly in love with him. She remembered Naina had once introduced her to Neil. Neil had brought a present for Meera and took her and Naina for a ride in his fancy car. That is when Naina showed Meera Neil's bungalow at Juhu. Neil had then dropped them home. Perhaps that is why Meera could remember the way from Neil's house to her own.
Meera entered the kitchen and knelt on the floor. The rug she used to sleep on was still lying on the kitchen floor. She lay down on the dust covered rug and cried her heart out.
"Are you tired Meenu?" a soft voice called out to her.
The next moment Meera felt a gentle hand running over her body. As she lifted her gaze, she saw a young girl smiling back at her. Meera instantly recognized her.
"Naina di!" she said and hugged the young girl.
"I'm sorry Meenu," Naina said, "I left you all alone. And I will never forgive myself for what you had to go through because I left you all alone. I was weak, Meenu, but you are so strong. You are a survivor. I'm so proud of you."
"I need you Naina di," Meera said weeping bitterly, "I always needed you..."
"I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you," Naina said tearfully, "Will you ever forgive me for being so weak?"
Meera held Naina's face between her palms and wiped her tears with her thumbs. Naina's eyes were red and she looked weary. Her lip was bleeding. She was wearing the same red dress that she wore when Meera last saw her.
"What did he do to you di?" Meera asked with intense rage in her eyes, "You were so happy that night you left for his birthday party, you wore your favorite red dress and you baked him a cake...and returned like this in the morning - bleeding and broken! What happened that night?"
Naina didn't answer. She just closed her eyes and wept.
"It's all my fault di," Meera said, "I should have woken up that morning, I should have held you, I should have told you how much I love you and how much I needed you..."
"It's not your fault sweetheart," Naina said with a weak smile, "It doesn't matter now...it's a long lost story..."
"It DOES matter di! It fucking does!" Meera said bitterly, "Neil never loved you di...that sick manipulative bastard was only using you! That son of a bitch thinks he is going to get away with this cruelty and live happily ever after, I'm going to make his life a living hell, and I fucking mean it!"
"And as for you di," Meera said gently running her fingers through Naina's hair, "I'm buying this house for you. This is your house. I'm gonna make this place sparkling clean, like I used to, and then you can live in this beautiful house for as long as you wish..."
Naina smiled at her sweet gesture and her spirit faded away.
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