Thriller The Story of Meera

[Priyanka98]

1/3/2007
It's so hard to take my eyes off Neil. He's so handsome, with those beautiful blue eyes, he is like the superstar of the college and all girls love him. The song he sang at the festival today, he almost took my breath away. He saw me looking at him, and I felt so shy, I must have blushed like a shade of crimson. Oh, am I falling in love? But I don't...
The rest was illegible as the molds had destroyed the page. Meera turned over a few pages to find something else she could read.
1/8/2007
You won't believe what happened today! Me and Neil, we were at the library, and he was sitting right opposite to me. He looked up at me and smiled! He's so irresistible!
1/15/2007
It's like the universe has heard me. Me and Neil, we actually had a real conversation today. He asked me about myself, what I like, about my family. Oh God please please please I hope he asks me out, that would be like a dream come true.
2/3/2007
Neil actually asked me out! My God, I was like on cloud 9! Is this really happening? The place he took me to was so awesome, I've never been to such a fancy restaurant before. The dress I wore...
2/14/2007
...at Neil's villa for valentine's day. Just me and him, and I had my first kiss today! It felt so beautiful! And he touched me, so sensually...but I was not comfortable proceeding further, and he respected that. He is such a gentleman.
2/20/2007
We made out in his car. He requested me...that he wanted to see me topless. I was very shy at first, but then I slowly took off my top. He was mesmerized and told me how beautiful I was. I let him feel my breasts from over my bra...his touch was...soft like roses. I felt a tingle between my legs, but I was too shy to tell him.
4/2/2007
Neil invited me to spend the weekend at his villa. It was perhaps the most beautiful weekend of my life. He told me how much he loved me and sang a song for me. His angel kissed singing voice and that guitar...it just made my heart melt. And then we made love...I gave him my virginity; I just love him so much.
4/13/2007
I found out Neil's dark secret today. After we made sweet love, I rolled over and tried to sleep, but Neil just walked out of the room. I followed him. He was watching a video on his phone, it was like some kind of a bondage sex video. He looked really excited. When he saw me, he put his phone away. He looked embarrassed. He thought I'd think that he is a pervert. I just hugged him and told him how much I loved him, and that I would never judge him.
4/21/2007
Today I insisted that we try the bondage thing. I thought it would really make him happy, but he was reluctant. He said he didn't want to hurt me. But I convinced him that I was going to be fine. Neil was so excited! He was rough and I feel a little hurt...but I'll be okay I guess. He says he just feels so much stronger love for me now.
4/27/2007
We had another bondage session. Neil recorded a video of it this time. I was nervous at first, but he assured me he would never show that video to anyone, it was only for his own memories. I trust Neil completely, he'll never hurt me.
5/4/2007
...it was painful this time. I screamed and almost cried. But when it was done, Neil held me in his arms and showered me with kisses and told me he loves me. His love is all I need and I can take anything for his happiness.
5/10/2007
...recorded the whole thing. Anal sex was painful, but not as much as I had feared. Neil says it hurts the first time and that I'll get used to it. I hope I do.
5/16/2007
Today was a weird day. Me and Neil, we went to a friend's party, and after a few drinks, Neil took me in a room and we started making out. And then suddenly one of his friends barged into the room and began to hug Neil. "Neil Bro, here you are! Come let's party man!" the guy said. Neil pushed him onto the couch in the room and said, "Sit down for a while Rey, they are getting more booze for the party." The guy just sat there with closed eyes. He was extremely handsome but he looked intoxicated. Then Neil came back to me and started kissing me and groping my breasts. I stopped him. I was uncomfortable doing this in front of his friend. "It's alright honey," Neil said, "Reyansh is drunk, and he has no idea where he is or even who he is at the moment. He won't remember anything by morning." Neil then stripped me bare and made love to me in front of his friend. Although Reyansh looked intoxicated, I felt he was watching us. It was a weird experience, but I saw that Neil really enjoyed it. As long as he is happy, I am happy.
5/27/2007
Neil tried something with nipple clamps today. My breasts are sore. This is getting more painful by the day, but...I am sure I'll get used to this. Sometimes I wish he'd take me out more often, but Neil is always so hushed up about our relationship. He told me to keep it a secret till he can convince his folks for our marriage. I think he is right.