17-06-2022, 05:24 PM
Balatkaar
pikkuboss
Aaj kal mujhe kya ho gaya hai kuch pata nehi chal raha. Ratko main so nehi paa raha hun. Nind na ana ek vayankar roge hai. Ye jiske nehi hue hai, unhe samjhaya nehi ja sakta. Bohot log bohot karan se ratko jagke bitate hai. Businessman business ke bareme soch kar, students apna padhai karne ke lie, ratko jage rahte hai. Lekin iske sath mera rogeka koi sambandh nehi hai.Main mann se sona chahta hun, aspaas ka koi golmaal mera nind nehi haram kar raha hai, phirbhi mujhe nind nehi aa raha hai.Saare dharti nind mai dubi hui hai, sirf meri ankho main nind nehi hai. Ye bada vayanak ahsans hai.
Ratko iss samay prati second ka kimat badh jata hai. Main asahai ki tarha bistar pe idhar-udhar karta rehta hun. Bar bar ghori ke taraf dekhne lagta hun. Samai bitna hi nehi chahta.Rat ko samai bitane ka kayi talika maine apnaya hai. Mera sabse bada dost hai television. Saari rat TV pe gaana chalta hai, ya phir books padhta hun. Lekin ye talika jada samay ke lie nehi hai. Ek ghante baad dekhta hun mera ankhe TV ke taraf hai, lekin mann koi aur jagepe hai.
Main asthir hokar bistarse uthkar baitha. TV dekhne ka mann nehi kar raha hai. TV bandh kar dia, aab sabkuch saanth hai. Sirf ghari ka tik tik awaz aaraha hai. Joron se payas laga hai, ulti aa raha hai. Maine ghariko uthaya aur floof pe joron se feg dia. Ghari tut gaya aur parts idhar udhar ho gaya. Aab thoda sa halka mainsush ho raha hai.
Main bahar balkoni pe gaya aur ek ciger jalake bahar ke taraf dekhne laga. Halkasa suraj ki roshni dikh raha hai.
Firse mann mei wohi hal-chal suru hone laga. Main ciger ko phegke niche gaya, aur car leke bahar ke taraf chal pada.
Road ke side pe mujhe ek sundar sa khula jagah dikha. Maine car ko rukhke road ke side pe khada kar dia aur uss nirjan khula jagahpe jake ass-pas ka sundar najara dekhne laga. Panchio ke surela awaz sunne laga.Ki tabhi, road ke taraf ankh jate hi dekha ek car aake waha par ruka. Car se ek admi bahar aaya aur picheka diggi kholke ek badasa parcel bahar nikala aur jake ek kue mei pheg dia aur car leke wapas chala gaya.Andhere ke karan mujhe usja chahra nehi dikha. Main turant jaake uss parcel ko kue se bahar nikala aur use kholke andar dekha.
Uss parcel ke andar dekhte hi, mera haat pair kapne laga, ye toh ek laas hai, aur ye usi ladki ki laas hai jo mere sapno main aake mujhe har wakt satati rahti hai.
Maine jaldi se uss parcel ko phirse pack karke kue mai pheg dia. Aur daurke car ke andar ghuske car ko start kia aur tezi se ghar ke taraf jane laga.Ghar jake car ko park karke main sidhe first floor-pe chala gaya aur bathroom me ghus gaya. Paani leke muhpe chitake aine ki taraf dekhtehi phirse chakkar aane laga. Mujhe uski chahra ainepe dikhai dia. Maine jhatse piche ki taraf dekha to hairan ho gaya. Mere piche koi nehi hai. Daarke mare mera halat kharab ho gaya. Maine jhatse bathroom se nikalke bina khayehi office chala gaya.
Office me kaampe nehi de paya. Baar baar uski chahra meri ankhoke samne dikhai dene laga. Akhirkar office khatam ho jata hai aur main apni gharme phrise laut gaya.Ghar lautke main apna hath mukh dhoke balconi-pe jake ek chair leke baita gaya aur ajke ghatnao ke bareme sochne laga.Ki tabhi, ek surili ladki ki awaz mere kaano me ghusa, "Babu chayee". Main uske taraf murke dekha to mera hath pair kanpne laga. Phirse wohi ladki, aaj mujhe kya ho gaya hai. Mujhe chup rahte hue dekhkar usne phirse boli,
"Babu chayee lijie, thand ho rahi hai."
Main uske hathse cup lete wakt uski hathko thodasa touch kia. Kiuki mujhe sak tha ki ye mera koi bhram na ho. Lekin yeto such muchka ek ladki hai.
Maine use pucha, "tum kon ho?" usne apni ankhe choti karke mere taraf dekhkar boli, "aap hosh main to hai? Mujhe nehi pahchan rehe hai".
Main baat aur age nehi badhaya ye sochte hue ki meri patni ne shyed use yaha kaampe rakhi hai. Chup chap chayee pike cup uske hathme de di aur wo chali gayi. Main lambasa rahat ka saans lia aur thodider waha baithke mere gharme jane laga.
Mujhe uss naye kaampe lagne wali ladki ki yad aaya. Main usse aas paas na dekhkar usse joronse pukara. Lekin koi awaz nehi aya.
pikkuboss
Aaj kal mujhe kya ho gaya hai kuch pata nehi chal raha. Ratko main so nehi paa raha hun. Nind na ana ek vayankar roge hai. Ye jiske nehi hue hai, unhe samjhaya nehi ja sakta. Bohot log bohot karan se ratko jagke bitate hai. Businessman business ke bareme soch kar, students apna padhai karne ke lie, ratko jage rahte hai. Lekin iske sath mera rogeka koi sambandh nehi hai.Main mann se sona chahta hun, aspaas ka koi golmaal mera nind nehi haram kar raha hai, phirbhi mujhe nind nehi aa raha hai.Saare dharti nind mai dubi hui hai, sirf meri ankho main nind nehi hai. Ye bada vayanak ahsans hai.
Ratko iss samay prati second ka kimat badh jata hai. Main asahai ki tarha bistar pe idhar-udhar karta rehta hun. Bar bar ghori ke taraf dekhne lagta hun. Samai bitna hi nehi chahta.Rat ko samai bitane ka kayi talika maine apnaya hai. Mera sabse bada dost hai television. Saari rat TV pe gaana chalta hai, ya phir books padhta hun. Lekin ye talika jada samay ke lie nehi hai. Ek ghante baad dekhta hun mera ankhe TV ke taraf hai, lekin mann koi aur jagepe hai.
Main asthir hokar bistarse uthkar baitha. TV dekhne ka mann nehi kar raha hai. TV bandh kar dia, aab sabkuch saanth hai. Sirf ghari ka tik tik awaz aaraha hai. Joron se payas laga hai, ulti aa raha hai. Maine ghariko uthaya aur floof pe joron se feg dia. Ghari tut gaya aur parts idhar udhar ho gaya. Aab thoda sa halka mainsush ho raha hai.
Main bahar balkoni pe gaya aur ek ciger jalake bahar ke taraf dekhne laga. Halkasa suraj ki roshni dikh raha hai.
Firse mann mei wohi hal-chal suru hone laga. Main ciger ko phegke niche gaya, aur car leke bahar ke taraf chal pada.
Road ke side pe mujhe ek sundar sa khula jagah dikha. Maine car ko rukhke road ke side pe khada kar dia aur uss nirjan khula jagahpe jake ass-pas ka sundar najara dekhne laga. Panchio ke surela awaz sunne laga.Ki tabhi, road ke taraf ankh jate hi dekha ek car aake waha par ruka. Car se ek admi bahar aaya aur picheka diggi kholke ek badasa parcel bahar nikala aur jake ek kue mei pheg dia aur car leke wapas chala gaya.Andhere ke karan mujhe usja chahra nehi dikha. Main turant jaake uss parcel ko kue se bahar nikala aur use kholke andar dekha.
Uss parcel ke andar dekhte hi, mera haat pair kapne laga, ye toh ek laas hai, aur ye usi ladki ki laas hai jo mere sapno main aake mujhe har wakt satati rahti hai.
Maine jaldi se uss parcel ko phirse pack karke kue mai pheg dia. Aur daurke car ke andar ghuske car ko start kia aur tezi se ghar ke taraf jane laga.Ghar jake car ko park karke main sidhe first floor-pe chala gaya aur bathroom me ghus gaya. Paani leke muhpe chitake aine ki taraf dekhtehi phirse chakkar aane laga. Mujhe uski chahra ainepe dikhai dia. Maine jhatse piche ki taraf dekha to hairan ho gaya. Mere piche koi nehi hai. Daarke mare mera halat kharab ho gaya. Maine jhatse bathroom se nikalke bina khayehi office chala gaya.
Office me kaampe nehi de paya. Baar baar uski chahra meri ankhoke samne dikhai dene laga. Akhirkar office khatam ho jata hai aur main apni gharme phrise laut gaya.Ghar lautke main apna hath mukh dhoke balconi-pe jake ek chair leke baita gaya aur ajke ghatnao ke bareme sochne laga.Ki tabhi, ek surili ladki ki awaz mere kaano me ghusa, "Babu chayee". Main uske taraf murke dekha to mera hath pair kanpne laga. Phirse wohi ladki, aaj mujhe kya ho gaya hai. Mujhe chup rahte hue dekhkar usne phirse boli,
"Babu chayee lijie, thand ho rahi hai."
Main uske hathse cup lete wakt uski hathko thodasa touch kia. Kiuki mujhe sak tha ki ye mera koi bhram na ho. Lekin yeto such muchka ek ladki hai.
Maine use pucha, "tum kon ho?" usne apni ankhe choti karke mere taraf dekhkar boli, "aap hosh main to hai? Mujhe nehi pahchan rehe hai".
Main baat aur age nehi badhaya ye sochte hue ki meri patni ne shyed use yaha kaampe rakhi hai. Chup chap chayee pike cup uske hathme de di aur wo chali gayi. Main lambasa rahat ka saans lia aur thodider waha baithke mere gharme jane laga.
Mujhe uss naye kaampe lagne wali ladki ki yad aaya. Main usse aas paas na dekhkar usse joronse pukara. Lekin koi awaz nehi aya.