Incest Fulfilling Mom's Needs

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It happened when I was going through a rough time. Things in my life did not go very well. My married life was in shackles as my husband Pete barely paid any attention to me. In these hard times, my only hope was our son, Josh. He had just returned from finishing college and moved back with us.

He gave me comfort, we spent a lot of time together and we became closer than before. I would enjoy his company, but I still felt empty from inside because my womanly needs were not being met. While I longed for some love and intimacy, my husband would be sound asleep after jerking off to some porn.
Sometimes when I would tear up, Josh would assure me that everything will be alright, he would he close, stroking my hairs, he would tell me that if his dad can't keep me happy then he will. I was proud of the man Josh gad grown into but how could I tell him, why did I cried, and what I really craved.
Every day, after Pete left for work, Josh would also go to the library. Josh did some freelancing work which required some focus; that's why he worked at the library while I had the whole house to myself till evening.
It was Thursday morning, just like every other day Pete left for work at 9 AM; once he was gone; Josh took a shower and got ready to go to the library. Today, I was feeling extra horny than most days, so once Josh was also gone, I put on some music, completed my chores and relaxed in bathtub for a while. I loved being naked, since I was alone in the house I decided to have some fun. I dried myself and stepped out of the bathroom completely naked.
I went to my room. From the drawer, I fetched my butt plug and some lube. I took them to the living room downstairs. It had been 5 years, since Peter and I hadn't had sex. He was addicted to porn, I tried many times to turn him on, but he always ignored me to the point where I lost my confidence. When my womanly needs were not being met I turned myself toward sex toys.
Toys were good enough, they gave me pleasure and I got off easily, but there was a never-ending lust inside me.
The more I masturbated, the more I craved sex; I missed having a cock in me. I knew that a dildo couldn't match the intensity of a real hard cock, I missed the taste of cum, I missed the feeling of the shaft throbbing in my mouth.
When sometimes I couldn't get off from toys alone I would put on some porn. I'd downloaded some good porn in my phone, today I was in need of some stimulus so I found my favorite video and played it in full volume.
It was one of those 'Milf' videos, I older I got the more I craved young cock. I liked the video because the woman looked a bit like me. I had dirty blonde hair that reached till the middle of my back. I had a motherly figure, normal breasts that sagged a bit, but my bum as the best part of my body. It wasn't too big nor too small, just perfect for squeezing.
I watched as the woman taught the young man, how to properly eat her pussy. I spread my legs on the couch and lubed up my butt-plug. The steamy scene on the screen was already turning me. I took the lubricated butt plug in my hands and started probing it onto my butt-hole. It gave some resistance, but then I took a few deep breaths, relaxed my body, and pushed in deep into my hole.
I felt the familiar and lovely feeling of fullness in my ass, I had pleasured myself like this dozen times, so it was nothing new for me. In the porn video, the young man was now impaling the milf's pussy with his thick manhood; my mouth was watering as I watched the sordid scene take place on the screen.
I used my left hand to caress my breasts and tease my swollen nipples, while my right hand moved between my thighs, rubbing my slick, wet slit. I usually shaved all of my pubic hair, so I was as clean and smooth as it good get. My slick juices had drenched my fingers, which helped my glide them up and down from my clit to my hole.
Then I deftly plunged two of my fingers into my pussy, I squeezed my muscles around my fingers and butt plug, in doing so I let out a cry of pleasure as, the sensual sensations spread from both my holes to all over my body.
I lay on the couch and opened my legs wide, I kept rubbing my fingers over my wet sex, spreading my juices all over my vulva. My clit was begging to be rubbed so I waited no longer, as I began to rub the bud of nerves, it made me moan loudly. I could feel myself getting close as the desire built in me since last week as about to release.
I pictured the young man from the video fucking me, his young cock sliding in an out of my dripping, slippery pussy. I could feel my legs beginning to shake as I rubbed myself harder. It didn't take me much time to orgasm, my back arched as I kept plunging my fingers deep, I kept them inside as my body jerked with ecstasy.
I moaned and thrashed on the couch, my pussy flooding with juices as all the pent up pressure finally released, when I finished my hands were soaked and there a big wet spot on the couch where I lay.
Even though I had come, I still was not satisfied. After watching the video I wanted to feel something thick in my pussy, so I decided to have a round two with my dildo. I was going to return to the couch so I left my phone right there; I didn't even pause the video and started walking upstairs. The sound of porn in background was making me feel hotter.
I had hidden the dildo in the bathroom, as I reached for the door knob to go inside, the door swung open and my son Josh stood in front of me just in a wrapped around his lower body. I froze on the spot, my mind went numb. I was so shocked to see him there that I forgot to cover my own nudity.
"Oh my god, what are you doing?" I yelled, quickly covering my bare breasts and crotch with my hands. "I thought you were gone to library." It felt like as if time had stopped, my son was watching me carefully. I was too embarrassed to wait for an answer so I turned and quickly walked into my bedroom, closing the door behind me.
As I sat on the edge if the bed, I came my senses. I ran from, my hands were covering my pussy and boobs so my ass was left uncovered. I felt more embarrassed when I realized that Josh must've seen the metallic butt-plug plunged into my ass. I hid my face in my palms, even thought I knew that no one here with me.
Then to top it off I remembered, I left the porn video playing. My phone was still laying on the couch when I came upstairs. I removed the butt-plug from my ass and got dressed. I hesitated to open the door, I stood right near door for brief minutes. I couldn't muster up the courage to face him. If it was this weird for I wondered, how weird my baby would feel, after seeing his mother in such a provocative state.
I tried to calm myself and opened the door. There was no sound porn, Josh must've paused the video. He must've seen what kind of porn I watch. He must be disgusted at me. I took courage and walked downstairs.
Josh was nowhere to be see, my phone was right where I left it, Josh had closed the video player. There was even a note, below the phone. "I'm sorry, Mom." Josh had written.