01-05-2022, 05:37 PM
Chapter 40 – Reluctance
(POV – Arjun)
Finally, the night came to an end. I used to think lot about women and how can they process zillions of thoughts in their mind at a time and I understood now how it will feel. My chats, Gautham, Aishu,Our lifeand how these petty mistakes of mine have grew big and what if my dark fantasies came true and so on.I am not sure if I actually slept or was just lying in the bed submerged in my thoughts forgetting to sleep.
My alarm did the trick. It was 8.30 AM. Oh My World. How I didn’t notice the sunrays entering in. May be I must have slept.
I must now rush and get ready and go to pick my beautiful and dutiful wife back from Shimla and also act as if nothing has happened at all. That’s the crucial part. She will rest today and will start to office tomorrow. But, I should pick her,drop her and start to office. It kinda felt better, not wanting to stay longer with her alone. Man. How fucked up I am in just a few days!
I brushed, bathed and got into a shirt and tracks and started to airport. Early morning ride, one of my favourite moments of life, have turned into another journey filled with confusing thoughts and I reached the airport.
All that I wondered was why Aishu who once used to message every single move of her didn’t call even once or message once about starting from Shimla or getting into the flight. May be she should have thought not to disturb me. How good she is and how worse my thoughts are!
The flight was on time and the passengers started getting out and I waited there with a forced smile on lips. My stupid brain started asking if Gautham has missed anything at home that Aishu might find and I assured myself I have searched the whole house and got rid of all that might be suspicious.
I saw Meghna coming out first and she was looking somewhere and then arrived Sandy who gave me a quizzical look and gave me a smile and moved even without a hi and even the smile seemed to be a sarcastic one. Then, It was Ravi, Aishu’s boss and someone I should be careful with. He is Gautham’s friend and I must keep a distance so, I turned aside to not look him and finally arrived Aishu.
What the hell happened to her?
She used to come out with best dress and eventhough, she doesn’t wear too much makeup, she used to touchup a bit with a tinge of lipstick and here she was, completely like someone woke from sleep and that too in a Ok-Ok Salwar.
I waved at her and she waved back but not with any real happiness. Unlike most men, who can’t find if a girl is pissed off or not, I usually can detect if she is down and I can see she is too down. And my heartbeat increased its pace and I started to wonder, if she has got to know about me and my little acts and about Gautham and if Gautham has called Ravi and Ravi said her.
While I was thinking everything, She came near and I just tried to be normal as I can,
“Hey Honey, How wasthe journey?”
She didn’t reply and just was looking at me. And I had to wave my hands again.
“Aishu? Baby? What happened?”
“Huh? Nothing.”
“Everything Ok? I could see it’s not?”
“Hey no. Just some headache. As usual, flight journey didn’t suit me well.”
“Oh Damn. We will be home real soon dear. Then, you shall rest. “
She just nodded her head in some direction and I picked her bags up and still my mind was asking me, is she waiting to get back to home to begin with the interrogation and the entire journey back home was a silent one.
Once we reached home, she entered the bedroom and the thought of Gautham sleeping there just yesterday came before my eyes and I had to shut my thoughts off and I prepared some Dosas with the bought floor and found her lying in bed with a sad look over the ceiling.
“Aishu?”
“Haan.”
“Is everything ok? Should I ask for a dayoff?”
“Hey no. Just headache. I will eat and take a nap. By evening, I will be ok.”
“Hmm. Call me if you need anything.Ok?”
“Ok sure.”
I then got ready and was about to start and I looked at her and she was wow. Even in the same Ok-Ok salwar and her shawl surprisingly on, her cute breasts were heaving up and down and I could see how she has maintained her body just the way I loved it. Who wouldn’t want to have that beauty and I am the only crazy loser who spoke about her to other man.
And for a fleeting second, Gautham came before my eyes and also came the guilt and so I stopped looking her that way.
“Aishu?”
“….”
“Baby?”
“Mmm”
“Come and lock the door dear. I am about to start. I have made dosas, have them and sleep off. You will be alright by evening.”
She didn’t reply anything but, stood up and started walking and I took my cue and started to the living room and I moved out. And I heard her voice, feeble voice. She must really be so sick.
“Ajju?”
“Ya baby.”
And she hugged me, not a bye-bye hug , but so compassionate and close hug and she remained hugging for moments. I didn’t know what to do and this is when my guilt increased lot and I hugged her back as if asking sorry and she said, “I will never leave you alone. I shouldn’t have went there.”
“Hey, It’s ok baby. Now you are here and we are together. That’s all matters.”
I kissed her forehead and it felt so bad and I wanted to tell how bad I really am but controlled myself. And I started to office and the whole day wasn’t able to concentrate on anything and I returned back home by 7.
Aishu opened the door and she looked better in a nice skirt and tshirt and I entered in and asked her,
“You ok now baby?”
“Mmm Yeah. Better.”
“We will have dinner and sleep early.”
“It’s okay. It’s been long since we have been together, let’s sleep late. I don’t mind.”
She wasn’t sounding mischievous. But, talked as if stating the facts. We then had our dinner which I brought from nearby hotel, owing to her headache and things and we watched TV sometime. We were unusually quiet and I had my reasons and she was sick.
And we had our dinner then and went to the bed. Having Aishu near me in same bed after Gautham’s visit made me see things differently. But, I wanted to assure myself first that I like such cuckoldery and wife-watching stuff only as a fantasy and never as a reality. At the same time, I wasn’t sure if I can make any advances today that she has her headache and then it happened.
She stood in the corner of bed in a tshirt and skirt and bent down to flatten the bedspread while I was still lying in the bed and she was exceptionally quiet but my eyes were watching something else. Her breasts partially visible and shaking with her movements to the bed. I felt horny and my mind asked me how would Gautham comment about it and if he will just stand there like me, like a loser and I pulled her towards me.
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I kissed Aishu hard on the lips and my tongue went in slightly into her lips and moistened them and my hands were wildly roaming over her back and I pushed her even more to lie closer to me and started hugging her tightly while kissing her neck and all I wished, was to make one wild love session without thinking about that Gautham or my idiotic fantasies. I then moved on to move her tshirt up to her neck and release her chocolate breasts from the bra and started sucking it and I should even have bit the nipples once in the heat of the moment and my fucking mind tried to make me see Gautham sitting in other side of bed, with Aishu’s back facing him and I moved on to push aside those thoughts. But, Only afterI ended the breast sucking session I noted Aishu never reciprocated for anything. Not for the kiss, or for the hug or even the sucking.
I moved my hands to her navel and to the conjecture of her legs, the sweet mound and rubbed it over the dress and pushed the skirt up to her stomach and pushed aside her panty to finger her for a moment, Her cunt wasn’t wet as usual but as the fingering fastened, it got wet and she started shivering too. I fingered her faster and played with her nipple with other hand and her long nipple stiffened much and moved her legs apart, threw away the panty and entered inside her after unzipping my pants. She gave out a moan and for the first time in the day, she reciprocated the fuck by moving her hips and I started fucking her wildly.
She started moaning loud and she didn’t see me at all and her moaning face and my cock inside her made things pleasurable but I felt something was lacking. Then, she opened her mouth to gasp as the pace increased and my porn movies came into play and I started visualizing her open mouth is about to be occupied by another cock. A manly cock, thicker and huge than mine and someone’s hands grabbing those shaking boobs and she sucking the cock as I fuck her. My pace increased and I tried hard to stop the fantasy but, I never could. I felt satisfied now and the pace increased further and as I watched her face and the imaginary cock sucking, I saw it was Gautham’s cock and he winked at me saying,
“Wow. What a sexy bitch you have as your wife. I could give my entire life for just this suck.”
And to further infuriate me, I cummed then and there moaning and swearing, "Fuck" and Even she reached her climax and murmured something with the moans. But, All I could think was "Am I a fucking cuckold then?!"
(POV – Arjun)
Finally, the night came to an end. I used to think lot about women and how can they process zillions of thoughts in their mind at a time and I understood now how it will feel. My chats, Gautham, Aishu,Our lifeand how these petty mistakes of mine have grew big and what if my dark fantasies came true and so on.I am not sure if I actually slept or was just lying in the bed submerged in my thoughts forgetting to sleep.
My alarm did the trick. It was 8.30 AM. Oh My World. How I didn’t notice the sunrays entering in. May be I must have slept.
I must now rush and get ready and go to pick my beautiful and dutiful wife back from Shimla and also act as if nothing has happened at all. That’s the crucial part. She will rest today and will start to office tomorrow. But, I should pick her,drop her and start to office. It kinda felt better, not wanting to stay longer with her alone. Man. How fucked up I am in just a few days!
I brushed, bathed and got into a shirt and tracks and started to airport. Early morning ride, one of my favourite moments of life, have turned into another journey filled with confusing thoughts and I reached the airport.
All that I wondered was why Aishu who once used to message every single move of her didn’t call even once or message once about starting from Shimla or getting into the flight. May be she should have thought not to disturb me. How good she is and how worse my thoughts are!
The flight was on time and the passengers started getting out and I waited there with a forced smile on lips. My stupid brain started asking if Gautham has missed anything at home that Aishu might find and I assured myself I have searched the whole house and got rid of all that might be suspicious.
I saw Meghna coming out first and she was looking somewhere and then arrived Sandy who gave me a quizzical look and gave me a smile and moved even without a hi and even the smile seemed to be a sarcastic one. Then, It was Ravi, Aishu’s boss and someone I should be careful with. He is Gautham’s friend and I must keep a distance so, I turned aside to not look him and finally arrived Aishu.
What the hell happened to her?
She used to come out with best dress and eventhough, she doesn’t wear too much makeup, she used to touchup a bit with a tinge of lipstick and here she was, completely like someone woke from sleep and that too in a Ok-Ok Salwar.
I waved at her and she waved back but not with any real happiness. Unlike most men, who can’t find if a girl is pissed off or not, I usually can detect if she is down and I can see she is too down. And my heartbeat increased its pace and I started to wonder, if she has got to know about me and my little acts and about Gautham and if Gautham has called Ravi and Ravi said her.
While I was thinking everything, She came near and I just tried to be normal as I can,
“Hey Honey, How wasthe journey?”
She didn’t reply and just was looking at me. And I had to wave my hands again.
“Aishu? Baby? What happened?”
“Huh? Nothing.”
“Everything Ok? I could see it’s not?”
“Hey no. Just some headache. As usual, flight journey didn’t suit me well.”
“Oh Damn. We will be home real soon dear. Then, you shall rest. “
She just nodded her head in some direction and I picked her bags up and still my mind was asking me, is she waiting to get back to home to begin with the interrogation and the entire journey back home was a silent one.
Once we reached home, she entered the bedroom and the thought of Gautham sleeping there just yesterday came before my eyes and I had to shut my thoughts off and I prepared some Dosas with the bought floor and found her lying in bed with a sad look over the ceiling.
“Aishu?”
“Haan.”
“Is everything ok? Should I ask for a dayoff?”
“Hey no. Just headache. I will eat and take a nap. By evening, I will be ok.”
“Hmm. Call me if you need anything.Ok?”
“Ok sure.”
I then got ready and was about to start and I looked at her and she was wow. Even in the same Ok-Ok salwar and her shawl surprisingly on, her cute breasts were heaving up and down and I could see how she has maintained her body just the way I loved it. Who wouldn’t want to have that beauty and I am the only crazy loser who spoke about her to other man.
And for a fleeting second, Gautham came before my eyes and also came the guilt and so I stopped looking her that way.
“Aishu?”
“….”
“Baby?”
“Mmm”
“Come and lock the door dear. I am about to start. I have made dosas, have them and sleep off. You will be alright by evening.”
She didn’t reply anything but, stood up and started walking and I took my cue and started to the living room and I moved out. And I heard her voice, feeble voice. She must really be so sick.
“Ajju?”
“Ya baby.”
And she hugged me, not a bye-bye hug , but so compassionate and close hug and she remained hugging for moments. I didn’t know what to do and this is when my guilt increased lot and I hugged her back as if asking sorry and she said, “I will never leave you alone. I shouldn’t have went there.”
“Hey, It’s ok baby. Now you are here and we are together. That’s all matters.”
I kissed her forehead and it felt so bad and I wanted to tell how bad I really am but controlled myself. And I started to office and the whole day wasn’t able to concentrate on anything and I returned back home by 7.
Aishu opened the door and she looked better in a nice skirt and tshirt and I entered in and asked her,
“You ok now baby?”
“Mmm Yeah. Better.”
“We will have dinner and sleep early.”
“It’s okay. It’s been long since we have been together, let’s sleep late. I don’t mind.”
She wasn’t sounding mischievous. But, talked as if stating the facts. We then had our dinner which I brought from nearby hotel, owing to her headache and things and we watched TV sometime. We were unusually quiet and I had my reasons and she was sick.
And we had our dinner then and went to the bed. Having Aishu near me in same bed after Gautham’s visit made me see things differently. But, I wanted to assure myself first that I like such cuckoldery and wife-watching stuff only as a fantasy and never as a reality. At the same time, I wasn’t sure if I can make any advances today that she has her headache and then it happened.
She stood in the corner of bed in a tshirt and skirt and bent down to flatten the bedspread while I was still lying in the bed and she was exceptionally quiet but my eyes were watching something else. Her breasts partially visible and shaking with her movements to the bed. I felt horny and my mind asked me how would Gautham comment about it and if he will just stand there like me, like a loser and I pulled her towards me.
I kissed Aishu hard on the lips and my tongue went in slightly into her lips and moistened them and my hands were wildly roaming over her back and I pushed her even more to lie closer to me and started hugging her tightly while kissing her neck and all I wished, was to make one wild love session without thinking about that Gautham or my idiotic fantasies. I then moved on to move her tshirt up to her neck and release her chocolate breasts from the bra and started sucking it and I should even have bit the nipples once in the heat of the moment and my fucking mind tried to make me see Gautham sitting in other side of bed, with Aishu’s back facing him and I moved on to push aside those thoughts. But, Only afterI ended the breast sucking session I noted Aishu never reciprocated for anything. Not for the kiss, or for the hug or even the sucking.
I moved my hands to her navel and to the conjecture of her legs, the sweet mound and rubbed it over the dress and pushed the skirt up to her stomach and pushed aside her panty to finger her for a moment, Her cunt wasn’t wet as usual but as the fingering fastened, it got wet and she started shivering too. I fingered her faster and played with her nipple with other hand and her long nipple stiffened much and moved her legs apart, threw away the panty and entered inside her after unzipping my pants. She gave out a moan and for the first time in the day, she reciprocated the fuck by moving her hips and I started fucking her wildly.
She started moaning loud and she didn’t see me at all and her moaning face and my cock inside her made things pleasurable but I felt something was lacking. Then, she opened her mouth to gasp as the pace increased and my porn movies came into play and I started visualizing her open mouth is about to be occupied by another cock. A manly cock, thicker and huge than mine and someone’s hands grabbing those shaking boobs and she sucking the cock as I fuck her. My pace increased and I tried hard to stop the fantasy but, I never could. I felt satisfied now and the pace increased further and as I watched her face and the imaginary cock sucking, I saw it was Gautham’s cock and he winked at me saying,
“Wow. What a sexy bitch you have as your wife. I could give my entire life for just this suck.”
And to further infuriate me, I cummed then and there moaning and swearing, "Fuck" and Even she reached her climax and murmured something with the moans. But, All I could think was "Am I a fucking cuckold then?!"
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