18-04-2022, 01:37 PM
I am not sure where these feelings come from. I still consider myself 100% heterosexual because Aneey is 100% female … or very close to 100%.
She was still working days as Aritro when I met her, but I had no reason to see her in that role. After work she became Aneey, so I can honestly say that I never met Aritro. I have seen some images of him, but I prefer not to think about him at all.
Aneey was clearly not complete when I met her, and she was still "a little rough around the edges" as you might say. Somehow that just added to her charm. It is like "My Fair Lady" or "Pretty Woman" - you find an uncut diamond and you have a hand in polishing it into a priceless sparkling gem. There is something special in that.
I suppose that the best thing about her was that she wanted to make herself into the image of the woman I wanted. In my experience all women, including my late wife, wanted instead to make the man. I have heard it said that marriage is all about learning about the man your wife would have preferred to marry. I do not mean to speak ill of her, but it was like that. To Aneey I am what she wants and she just wants to be what I want.
And then there is that feeling of power when you are deep inside the body of somebody who may once have been your physical match. The loss of maleness and the muscles rendered flabby by hormones make her so weak that you feel immensely strong, especially when she cries out as your seed fills her.
Is that it? Is that why I went looking for a woman on a transdating site? Maybe it was just curiosity? Maybe it was just the fact that I knew that with a transwoman I would have none of her children to deal with, or any children of ours together. I was happy with my two children who were of my blood.
Perhaps I thought that if I found the right "woman" she could just move in and becomes a nanny and fuck-buddy. I have heard it said that transwomen are good in both roles.
But Aneey was a revelation. Even in her 'rough state' she was so completely feminine and just desperate to be rid of the last traces of manhood in her body and her presentation, that she just drew me in. If I was not in love with her on that first date, then I soon was once she had quit her job and any life as Adam and moved in with me.
I paid for all of the surgeries and I was happy to do it. I have polished her to the cut and color of a perfect jewel. I love her to bits and so too do my son and daughter.
She is perfect. She is my sexy trans wife.
We're all something we're not.