Adultery The burden of my life getting heavier everyday after my husband passed away

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Maine namaste kiya to vo shaks mujhe dekh kar smile kiya or ghoor rha tha , mujhe mere teacher ki yaad aa gayi jab m school me thi tab homework nahi krti thi and boycut rkhti thi to ladko ki tarah mujhe piche chadi khaani padti thi murga banke teacher se
Issi tarah iss shaks ko dekh kar laga maano m vahi class me hu or sar ko utha kar unhe dekh rhi hu maano ye kaala hatta katta aadmi mujhe abi chadi se maarega ye soch kar mere dono chuttad ki faanke apne aap bhich gayi darr se

M kuch bol nahi paa rhi thi bas namaste kiye huye khadi thi tabi vo aadmi bola aap aashish ki.... Or fir mere haa me sar hilaane me pata nahi kyu mujhe ghoor kar dekhne laga

Tabi unhone bataya k vo Ashish k boss the jisse sun kar m man hi man bhot khus hui k shayd inse kuch madad le skti hu , mujhe laga shayd mujhe inke pair chune chaiye lekin laga k aisa shayd na karu to khdi rhi or fir Maine achi si muskaan deke unhe greet Kiya taaki unhe lage ki mujhe khushi hui unke aane se
Unhhe mera naam shayd pata nahi tha to maine bataya k mera naam aishwarya h , aap miss aish bol skte h (aisa chidte huye kaha )

Unke puchne par sharminda hui k unhe puchna pada andr aane k liye
Ji sir aap aaiye please aisa khte huye unka welcome kiya

( i walked in and looked at the garlanded photo of ashish i paid my respects in front of photo)

i am really sorry for ur loss ( peeche mud ke kaha)

we never thought ki aisa bhi din dekhna hoga bhot acha admi tha ashish

how are u doing aishwarya i mean any help u need please u can ( gives u my card) call me anytime 24x7 

ashish was like a brother to me

aapla beta kaha hai ? ( as i knew ki ek beta hai ashish ka jiske liye wo doll kharid ke le jata tha i thought ki chota baccha hoga)