Adultery The burden of my life getting heavier everyday after my husband passed away

[KaliaPintu]

My name is Aishwarya, 39 years , i was everyone's favorite during my highs colleges , so was i favorite of my ex husband who passed away two weeks ago .
He never made me feel like his wife and I always felt the life just like going to the college with him every morning 
 
Maybe I'm too careless person and because of my mistakes and non responsibilty he had to bear the cost of live as I spend all his money every time and he had to work two jobs at a time but he never complained because I was the mother of his child and he was very fond of my beauty  and these thoughts making me restless what is the use of this as I've destroyed his life 

I'm keeping my tears inside and wear makeup and jewellery so my 18 yo son don't panic as he's quite weak

( myself satish yadav 42 year old boss of ashish rai who passed away due to high BP and he was one of my best performers and i thought of visiting his house on saturday just as a formality and also i thought of giving some assistance money to ashishs family )

( its saturday evening 5 pm and i am black skinned 6 feet 3 inch tall stone body built like a bull i was multi millionare i heard that ashish had a wife and a son at home )

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