[Orukathaisollattuma]

So many comments since my last update. But instead of being happy, I am feeling guilty. No prize for guessing why.
Like critic_honest mentioned, even though an author has the freedom to prioritise his/her personal life, he/she cannot take the readers for granted. I also believe what critic_honest has said is right. I have seen other well-written stories here (and xossip) making people wait for long. I also used to wonder where did those writers go. Just one message - to tell when the next update would be - was all I needed. But now I understand that in a forum like this, the readers and writers are the same. Like someone wisely pointed out here, the world is too small.
By the way, I never think I am writing for free here. I am getting what I am seeking. Happiness. A sense of fulfilment.
I think by not providing timely updates I am not giving my readers what they deserve. My inability is making me feel bad.
But more than these, there are some people here who are making me feel worse. They are those who patiently wait for my update, asking about my well being, and replying to other heated comments to defend me. When I open xossipy once a week and see such a comment written six days ago, that makes me feel very bad. No matter what my excuse is, I am not able to defend myself then. That makes me feel guilty.
I am trying to reply to a lot of comments in one go. I don't know how to stick my words together to make a complete point. I know I can do that, but if I had the time, then I would use it to finish the next update. Time is what we don't have. I am watching only the second half of IPL matches these days. Still, I haven't written more than two paragraphs per day for the last week.
I don't like to come up with excuses usually. I would better think about a flirty line to woo Meera. People are dying to see her screwed. But no one is as desperate as me.
I have also noticed some derogatory statements here. I would request my dear readers to refrain from doing that.
Even though it is not my mistake that people have a few heated exchanges here, I would still like to apologise for providing a platform for that by not giving a timely update. It's more like rising tomato prices in our country due to the rise in crude oil rates in the Gulf countries.  You can blame.
I have written too much for a comment, I am afraid the readers would falsely think finally there is an update!

Finally, a word about the next update. I am hoping I would be able to do it on Sunday. Tomorrow. evening.

Evening going to night