23-12-2018, 11:36 PM
I looked at her incredulously. "You were just with him for a whole week! Don't I get any time with you?"
"I know Mike, I know it's not fair to you, that's why I'm here."
I looked at her disbelieving, hurting inside. "So you'd rather be with him right now? You're only with me now, for what, out of mercy?"
"No, Mike, that's not what I meant! Stop twisting everything I say!"
I didn't believe her. She wanted to be with him, she was here only out of a sense of obligation. Something snapped inside me. I pointed at the door. "If you want to be with him, then just go. I don't need your pity."
She looked at me disbelieving. Suddenly my hurt and despair turned into rage. "Go!" I yelled jabbing at the door. "Just go!"
When she didn't move, I grabbed the rings out of her hand and angrily threw them out the open window. "You're a cheap slut and I want you out of here! Go! I don't want to see your cheating face!"
Her hand went to her mouth and tears welled in her eyes. She ran out of the apartment sobbing.
She went to Ricky's of course. I wanted to call, I wanted to apologize, but I didn't. What was the point? She didn't call me either.
The days that followed were a blur. I mostly stayed drunk the entire time. I didn't answer the phone, not even when Claire and Sam called. Finally Sam came over. He didn't know the whole story like Claire, but he'd heard Jen had left me. He got me sober and made sure I went to work the next day. It was a good thing, the last thing I needed was to get fired.
That night after I got home from work, I opened Jen's suitcase. It was a mess. Jen had never been a "let's fold everything neatly" person. Her idea of packing was stuffing everything in and then sitting on the lid to snap it shut. I studied each of her bikini bottoms. I couldn't help myself. They were all caked with dried cum. Many of her dresses, skirts and blouses also had splotches of dried cum.
To my surprise, there weren't any worn stockings in the suitcase. Probably they'd been too laddered and soiled to keep.
I picked up and studied her high heels. She'd brought 3 high heeled ankle strap sandals, black patent leather pumps, bright red high heels, and polka dotted pink high heels. She'd also brought flats and flip flops. She loved shoes. She always brought too many on trips.
I jacked off onto her clothes. I wrapped her soiled bikini bottoms around my cock while I beat off. That's how demented my fantasies were, how addicted I was to my fantasy.
I didn't see or talk to her for almost 3 weeks. I felt empty inside, a walking corpse. Then she showed up at our apartment. "Ricky's being deployed back to California. He asked me to go with him, help him settle in. He's downstairs, we're on our way to the airport."
"Okay," I said dumbly, feeling numb.
"I need to pack some things," she said.
"Okay," I said again. What else could I say?
A few minutes later she came out with her suitcase. She sat down next to me, seeing the anguish and hurt on my face. She softly rubbed my chest. "I'm sorry I hurt you Mike. You're the last person I wanted to hurt. This thing with Ricky –"
"You don't have to explain," I said managing a smile at her. "I think I understand." I paused, then said "I'm sorry about last time."
"Yeah well ..." she said looking off. She looked sad and hurt.
"I wanted to tell you ... you know Claire? There was never anything between us. We're just friends. I helped her pass her math class."
Jen smiled. "I know, she told me. I thought she'd dyed her hair blonde for you."
"She's in a play ..."
"I know, she told me." Jen laughed. "She was saying some crazy things about what you two were doing. I was pretty sure she was making it up."
"Why? Because she said she liked sex with me?" I said bitterly.
"I like sex with you Mike. I love it. I always have."
"Yeah right," I said sarcastically.
"Mike ... just because I like sex with Ricky doesn't mean I don't like it with you too."
"Jen, don't lie, okay? At least give me that."
She paused looking frustrated. "Mike, you know – you're the one who always wanted to hear about what we did."
"Oh, so now you're going to tell me you were lying all this time, that you really don't love getting fucked by Ricky?"
She squeezed my arm. "Please, let's not fight." She waited for me to calm down. "I'm just saying, I think a lot of what you think about me is in your head."
"In my head?" I laughed, but it was without any humor. "You've been living with him for a month," I said bitterly. "You never came to see me, you never called. You're going away with him again. That's not in my head Jen, that's for real."
"You didn't call me either."
"You were the one fucking him! You were the one falling in love with him!"
Jen looked like she was holding back tears. "And you didn't have something to do with that?"
"I'm just saying ..." I stopped, on the verge of losing it. "Just don't pity me Jen okay?"
"Mike ..." A tear rolled down her cheek. "What can I do to make you feel better?"
"Are you going with him?"
"Yes. I owe it to him."
I looked at her incredulously. "You owe it to him? It's not enough he gets to fuck your mouth and pussy and ass whenever he wants?"
Jen flinched, like my words were a slap across her face. "Is this when you call me a slut again?"
I flinched back at her words. I got up and walked a few steps away. I didn't want to cry in front of her.
She walked to me and kissed me on the cheek. "Goodbye Mike," she said. "Call me sometime, okay?" Then she was gone.
I stood there, unmoving, unfeeling. She'd just broken up with me. Or maybe we'd broken up with each other. It didn't matter. She was gone, and I didn't think I'd ever see her again.
"I know Mike, I know it's not fair to you, that's why I'm here."
I looked at her disbelieving, hurting inside. "So you'd rather be with him right now? You're only with me now, for what, out of mercy?"
"No, Mike, that's not what I meant! Stop twisting everything I say!"
I didn't believe her. She wanted to be with him, she was here only out of a sense of obligation. Something snapped inside me. I pointed at the door. "If you want to be with him, then just go. I don't need your pity."
She looked at me disbelieving. Suddenly my hurt and despair turned into rage. "Go!" I yelled jabbing at the door. "Just go!"
When she didn't move, I grabbed the rings out of her hand and angrily threw them out the open window. "You're a cheap slut and I want you out of here! Go! I don't want to see your cheating face!"
Her hand went to her mouth and tears welled in her eyes. She ran out of the apartment sobbing.
She went to Ricky's of course. I wanted to call, I wanted to apologize, but I didn't. What was the point? She didn't call me either.
The days that followed were a blur. I mostly stayed drunk the entire time. I didn't answer the phone, not even when Claire and Sam called. Finally Sam came over. He didn't know the whole story like Claire, but he'd heard Jen had left me. He got me sober and made sure I went to work the next day. It was a good thing, the last thing I needed was to get fired.
That night after I got home from work, I opened Jen's suitcase. It was a mess. Jen had never been a "let's fold everything neatly" person. Her idea of packing was stuffing everything in and then sitting on the lid to snap it shut. I studied each of her bikini bottoms. I couldn't help myself. They were all caked with dried cum. Many of her dresses, skirts and blouses also had splotches of dried cum.
To my surprise, there weren't any worn stockings in the suitcase. Probably they'd been too laddered and soiled to keep.
I picked up and studied her high heels. She'd brought 3 high heeled ankle strap sandals, black patent leather pumps, bright red high heels, and polka dotted pink high heels. She'd also brought flats and flip flops. She loved shoes. She always brought too many on trips.
I jacked off onto her clothes. I wrapped her soiled bikini bottoms around my cock while I beat off. That's how demented my fantasies were, how addicted I was to my fantasy.
I didn't see or talk to her for almost 3 weeks. I felt empty inside, a walking corpse. Then she showed up at our apartment. "Ricky's being deployed back to California. He asked me to go with him, help him settle in. He's downstairs, we're on our way to the airport."
"Okay," I said dumbly, feeling numb.
"I need to pack some things," she said.
"Okay," I said again. What else could I say?
A few minutes later she came out with her suitcase. She sat down next to me, seeing the anguish and hurt on my face. She softly rubbed my chest. "I'm sorry I hurt you Mike. You're the last person I wanted to hurt. This thing with Ricky –"
"You don't have to explain," I said managing a smile at her. "I think I understand." I paused, then said "I'm sorry about last time."
"Yeah well ..." she said looking off. She looked sad and hurt.
"I wanted to tell you ... you know Claire? There was never anything between us. We're just friends. I helped her pass her math class."
Jen smiled. "I know, she told me. I thought she'd dyed her hair blonde for you."
"She's in a play ..."
"I know, she told me." Jen laughed. "She was saying some crazy things about what you two were doing. I was pretty sure she was making it up."
"Why? Because she said she liked sex with me?" I said bitterly.
"I like sex with you Mike. I love it. I always have."
"Yeah right," I said sarcastically.
"Mike ... just because I like sex with Ricky doesn't mean I don't like it with you too."
"Jen, don't lie, okay? At least give me that."
She paused looking frustrated. "Mike, you know – you're the one who always wanted to hear about what we did."
"Oh, so now you're going to tell me you were lying all this time, that you really don't love getting fucked by Ricky?"
She squeezed my arm. "Please, let's not fight." She waited for me to calm down. "I'm just saying, I think a lot of what you think about me is in your head."
"In my head?" I laughed, but it was without any humor. "You've been living with him for a month," I said bitterly. "You never came to see me, you never called. You're going away with him again. That's not in my head Jen, that's for real."
"You didn't call me either."
"You were the one fucking him! You were the one falling in love with him!"
Jen looked like she was holding back tears. "And you didn't have something to do with that?"
"I'm just saying ..." I stopped, on the verge of losing it. "Just don't pity me Jen okay?"
"Mike ..." A tear rolled down her cheek. "What can I do to make you feel better?"
"Are you going with him?"
"Yes. I owe it to him."
I looked at her incredulously. "You owe it to him? It's not enough he gets to fuck your mouth and pussy and ass whenever he wants?"
Jen flinched, like my words were a slap across her face. "Is this when you call me a slut again?"
I flinched back at her words. I got up and walked a few steps away. I didn't want to cry in front of her.
She walked to me and kissed me on the cheek. "Goodbye Mike," she said. "Call me sometime, okay?" Then she was gone.
I stood there, unmoving, unfeeling. She'd just broken up with me. Or maybe we'd broken up with each other. It didn't matter. She was gone, and I didn't think I'd ever see her again.
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