12-05-2019, 02:42 PM
New Morning
New Morning
It was swetha who woke me up with a coffee this time. She was already bathed and dressed. She gave me a wide smile and kissed me on the cheek “I love you” swetha said meaning it with all her heart. I smiled back “Me too”. “Not as much as me” swetha replied back. She sat beside me and took my hand in her.
“You know, these last few weeks i had the best time of my life. I never thought i would ever enjoy and break free like that” swetha said looking into my eyes.
“I will never forget this experience of giving myself to someone else other than you” swetha added
“And it's all thanks to my you baby” swetha squeezed my hand tightly.
I didn’t know what to say, so i just smiled.
“But, this is the end. It was fun while it lasted. But it was also dangerous, i made you feel insecure and at times i too had complicated feelings whelming inside me. I felt like i wanted to take it all further then it already had. I felt like i was drifting further away from you. I had lust take over me and i crossed the line i wasn’t supposed to. It all felt good in the heat of the moment but it end now. To my selfishness, i enjoyed myself yesterday night with no limits and i am satisfied now and i want to end it with no regrets.”
“Sorry baby, i know you like it, i like it too. But, I am not sure if i can control myself. My feelings are all mixed up with all that happened and i want to end it before i do anything stupid.”
I could see it in swetha’s eyes. She was scared, confused and was eagerly waiting for my response. She really wanted to end it and so was I.
“Swetha, you don’t have to blame yourself. We both were in this together. I too have thought about it a lot and think we had enough fun and it’s time to stop”. I too had my share of fun with ganga. I didn’t want to admit it but i enjoyed ganga’s company more than i thought. The last smile she gave me yesterday, just before leaving stuck my heart with pain as i saw her willingly help me and leave with yogendarji. Ofcourse, i would never tell this to swetha.
“So you forgive me?” swetha asked waiting for my acceptance.
“Swetha, there is nothing to forgive. We are both in this together!” i said kissing her lips.
We kissed each other for a long time until we both started smiling awkwardly.
“Let’s eat, i made your favorite” swetha said leading me out of the room. I got up following her and freshened myself in the kitchen.
“By the way, i didn’t expect, ganga to help us so willingly” swetha said as we sat down at the dinner table.
“Well, I actually talked to Divya about her and gave ganga her number” i said. Divya was one of our college friend who had lot of connections in women’s welfare organisations. They would put ganga into self employment schemes like tailoring etc. I also promised to pay for some of expenses that ganga might need until she was on her own.
“Wow. Good thinking! i didn’t expect that. Don’t you dare meet her again though!” swetha said with a little seriousness in her voice. Swetha still didn’t like ganga very much.
“I gave her some money too” i said confessing.
“How much?” swetha asked as she chewed her chapati
“30,000 rupees” i said ready to face swetha’s wrath.
“Wow, thats a lot!” swetha said and no wrath came.
“You took that better than i thought” i said surprised and afraid for some reason.
“It’s a lot but it’s ok.” swetha said rolling herself one more bite of chapati
I gave her a suspicious look. Swetha should have been mad by now. Somethings wrong.
Swetha looked at me, smiled and got up. She came back with the bag she had taken to the hotel with yogendarji. She unzipped it before me and sat back to eat. I was shocked to see its contents. The bag was filled with money and gold.
“How did you?..... Oh this is that money?... you're so bad” i said as i connected the dots
“Hey, i earned it” swetha said trying to suppress her laugh and failing as she burst out in laughter
“You should see the look on your face” swetha laughed out loud.
“It's a lot more than what you gave to ganga” swetha smiled choking on her chapati and tried to drink water from her cup.
I had no words. I just sat there, stunned at her and we both ate smiling on every bite
We finished up with the breakfast as swetha asked for our plans today. It was monday and we were both home.
“I have your punishment planned for today” i said grinning. Swetha smiled widely
“You cannot say no to anything i ask. Are we clear?” i ordered her
“Anand, anything, just say the word and i will do it” swetha said eagerly trying to please me.
“Do you want to do it now?” swetha asked
“No, not yet” i said as swetha’s phone beeped
Swetha glanced at it and turned the phone to me. There was text “hello, swetha dear, are you ok???”
“He has your number?” i asked “yes” swetha replied
“What do you want me to do?” Swetha asked
“You are the master planner… you tell” i said as swetha pondered and replied
“Yogendarji, please do not message or call me. Please don’t ruin my life” it read.
“That’s perfect” i said. That should keep him away.
“I thought you would jump on me by now, what are you planning” swetha asked pushing her phone aside.
“You will know soon” i grinned as swetha eyed me suspiciously.
For the rest of the morning we talked a lot. Swetha confessed to lot of things.
“Sorry anand, i wanted to keep it physical, but i got too involved emotionally. I don’t think you can ever sleep with a person and just maintain physical relationship. I know i kept denying it but .. sorry”
“Swetha, can we stop with the sorry’s. I am fine, don’t beat yourself up too much”. I would have been more angry to see swetha emotionally involved with someone, but after sleeping with ganga i too got attached to her though not as much as swetha. But it was in past now. I knew she loved me.
It was 1PM. I got of the sofa. “It’s about time for your punishment” i said as swetha smiled and got up.
New Morning
It was swetha who woke me up with a coffee this time. She was already bathed and dressed. She gave me a wide smile and kissed me on the cheek “I love you” swetha said meaning it with all her heart. I smiled back “Me too”. “Not as much as me” swetha replied back. She sat beside me and took my hand in her.
“You know, these last few weeks i had the best time of my life. I never thought i would ever enjoy and break free like that” swetha said looking into my eyes.
“I will never forget this experience of giving myself to someone else other than you” swetha added
“And it's all thanks to my you baby” swetha squeezed my hand tightly.
I didn’t know what to say, so i just smiled.
“But, this is the end. It was fun while it lasted. But it was also dangerous, i made you feel insecure and at times i too had complicated feelings whelming inside me. I felt like i wanted to take it all further then it already had. I felt like i was drifting further away from you. I had lust take over me and i crossed the line i wasn’t supposed to. It all felt good in the heat of the moment but it end now. To my selfishness, i enjoyed myself yesterday night with no limits and i am satisfied now and i want to end it with no regrets.”
“Sorry baby, i know you like it, i like it too. But, I am not sure if i can control myself. My feelings are all mixed up with all that happened and i want to end it before i do anything stupid.”
I could see it in swetha’s eyes. She was scared, confused and was eagerly waiting for my response. She really wanted to end it and so was I.
“Swetha, you don’t have to blame yourself. We both were in this together. I too have thought about it a lot and think we had enough fun and it’s time to stop”. I too had my share of fun with ganga. I didn’t want to admit it but i enjoyed ganga’s company more than i thought. The last smile she gave me yesterday, just before leaving stuck my heart with pain as i saw her willingly help me and leave with yogendarji. Ofcourse, i would never tell this to swetha.
“So you forgive me?” swetha asked waiting for my acceptance.
“Swetha, there is nothing to forgive. We are both in this together!” i said kissing her lips.
We kissed each other for a long time until we both started smiling awkwardly.
“Let’s eat, i made your favorite” swetha said leading me out of the room. I got up following her and freshened myself in the kitchen.
“By the way, i didn’t expect, ganga to help us so willingly” swetha said as we sat down at the dinner table.
“Well, I actually talked to Divya about her and gave ganga her number” i said. Divya was one of our college friend who had lot of connections in women’s welfare organisations. They would put ganga into self employment schemes like tailoring etc. I also promised to pay for some of expenses that ganga might need until she was on her own.
“Wow. Good thinking! i didn’t expect that. Don’t you dare meet her again though!” swetha said with a little seriousness in her voice. Swetha still didn’t like ganga very much.
“I gave her some money too” i said confessing.
“How much?” swetha asked as she chewed her chapati
“30,000 rupees” i said ready to face swetha’s wrath.
“Wow, thats a lot!” swetha said and no wrath came.
“You took that better than i thought” i said surprised and afraid for some reason.
“It’s a lot but it’s ok.” swetha said rolling herself one more bite of chapati
I gave her a suspicious look. Swetha should have been mad by now. Somethings wrong.
Swetha looked at me, smiled and got up. She came back with the bag she had taken to the hotel with yogendarji. She unzipped it before me and sat back to eat. I was shocked to see its contents. The bag was filled with money and gold.
“How did you?..... Oh this is that money?... you're so bad” i said as i connected the dots
“Hey, i earned it” swetha said trying to suppress her laugh and failing as she burst out in laughter
“You should see the look on your face” swetha laughed out loud.
“It's a lot more than what you gave to ganga” swetha smiled choking on her chapati and tried to drink water from her cup.
I had no words. I just sat there, stunned at her and we both ate smiling on every bite
We finished up with the breakfast as swetha asked for our plans today. It was monday and we were both home.
“I have your punishment planned for today” i said grinning. Swetha smiled widely
“You cannot say no to anything i ask. Are we clear?” i ordered her
“Anand, anything, just say the word and i will do it” swetha said eagerly trying to please me.
“Do you want to do it now?” swetha asked
“No, not yet” i said as swetha’s phone beeped
Swetha glanced at it and turned the phone to me. There was text “hello, swetha dear, are you ok???”
“He has your number?” i asked “yes” swetha replied
“What do you want me to do?” Swetha asked
“You are the master planner… you tell” i said as swetha pondered and replied
“Yogendarji, please do not message or call me. Please don’t ruin my life” it read.
“That’s perfect” i said. That should keep him away.
“I thought you would jump on me by now, what are you planning” swetha asked pushing her phone aside.
“You will know soon” i grinned as swetha eyed me suspiciously.
For the rest of the morning we talked a lot. Swetha confessed to lot of things.
“Sorry anand, i wanted to keep it physical, but i got too involved emotionally. I don’t think you can ever sleep with a person and just maintain physical relationship. I know i kept denying it but .. sorry”
“Swetha, can we stop with the sorry’s. I am fine, don’t beat yourself up too much”. I would have been more angry to see swetha emotionally involved with someone, but after sleeping with ganga i too got attached to her though not as much as swetha. But it was in past now. I knew she loved me.
It was 1PM. I got of the sofa. “It’s about time for your punishment” i said as swetha smiled and got up.
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