Innocent BIL And Husband – Part 8
Thanks a lot for reading this wonderful tale. I will not bore you and will let Pooja continue with the next part of the story.
Kishore was a bit surprised by my proposal. But his look did not indicate that he took bad about my proposal.
He responded, “Anni, definitely I will not mistake you for this proposal. This really shows how determined/desperate you are to make me successful in the audition. I really appreciate and thank you sincerely for your every step and thought. Your thoughts and involvement are giving me big moral support, but…”
He stopped with hesitation. I encouraged, “Come on Kishore. Good to know that you understood my intention in the right spirit, what is that ‘but’. Come up openly. Let me know your thoughts openly.”
Kishore said, “Anni, Thanks for your generosity and proposal for rehearsal. No doubt that this is a good idea considering our real situation. I like it and admire this idea. Definitely, your proposal to shoot our acting and reviewing it together and fixing the minor acting issues are awesome.”
“However, my concern is that I will be really tensed and nervous to act with you. Think about my situation, that Ahalya is an unknown stranger girl. For me just to act with some stranger I was nervous and screwed it up. I will screw it 100 times more if I try to act with you. I need to look into your eyes, speak dialogs, and act in intimate scenes.”
“I will die in nervousness and fear worrying if I am hurting you. Other than this, definitely it is a good idea. Beyond getting the courage to act with you, I’m highly worried for brother. How will he take it? I don’t want to screw up your married life because of this. I’m worried that brother will not like this idea.”
I said “Kishore, I got all your open thought. I will answer one by one for your concern and queries. Firstly regarding the nervousness of acting together. I agree with you. Definitely, it will be a new experience for both of us to physically be a bit closer and act like lovers.”
“Even for me, it is going to be a new experience. I have never been so close to any guy other than my hubby. We need to understand the fundamental fact that we are not lovers. We are just acting like lovers according to the script for a rehearsal for an audition.”
“If we keep this in mind, we will not have any guilty or nervousness in mind. I am going to think of myself as a professional actress so that there is no room for guilt. I believe you should also do the same, and then there is no room for guilt or nervousness.”
“Second point, about my husband knowing this. When I decided to compromise with Ahalya’s brother I decided that I won’t tell Vivek. Vivek will not be happy with this decision. I decided to hide from him because I know that I’m not doing with any self-interest.”
“I’m doing it for your career. Moreover, your brother has also built a dream of seeing you as an actor. He already gave a party to his colleagues exposing that you become a hero. He will be devastated to know you screwed up your chance. I don’t want him to feel disappointed.”
“Hence I decided to not tell about compromising with Ahalya’s brother.
This arrangement (training you through acting with you) I don’t think he will think bad. Either I can tell him or we can just keep within our self. I can tell him once he is back here. I’m sure he will not take it wrong.”
Kishore: Anni, Thanks for all your thoughtful decision Anni. I’m happy that you are confident that my brother will not take it wrong. But we don’t want to take any chance. It is better to check with him before we proceed on this. This will be highly risky.
I felt this is getting bottleneck as he is a bit adamant to get my hubby’s permission for acting. How I can tell my husband? Not an easy job. Anyway, I thought God has brought me to this point, he wont disappoint me further. I decided to move forward and see what I can do.
I said, “Ok, da, I’ll talk to Vivek in privacy and explain this situation.”
Kishore: Ok Anni, it will be better if Anna (brother) says the word ‘Ok’ to me on this. So that I will not have any fear or worry about this. Even if he says Ok, I’m not sure how I’m going to do, but we can figure that out later. We need to get brother’s permission first.
I smiled at him, “Ok da I will talk to him and make him speak to you.”
Thanks a lot for reading this wonderful tale. I will not bore you and will let Pooja continue with the next part of the story.
Kishore was a bit surprised by my proposal. But his look did not indicate that he took bad about my proposal.
He responded, “Anni, definitely I will not mistake you for this proposal. This really shows how determined/desperate you are to make me successful in the audition. I really appreciate and thank you sincerely for your every step and thought. Your thoughts and involvement are giving me big moral support, but…”
He stopped with hesitation. I encouraged, “Come on Kishore. Good to know that you understood my intention in the right spirit, what is that ‘but’. Come up openly. Let me know your thoughts openly.”
Kishore said, “Anni, Thanks for your generosity and proposal for rehearsal. No doubt that this is a good idea considering our real situation. I like it and admire this idea. Definitely, your proposal to shoot our acting and reviewing it together and fixing the minor acting issues are awesome.”
“However, my concern is that I will be really tensed and nervous to act with you. Think about my situation, that Ahalya is an unknown stranger girl. For me just to act with some stranger I was nervous and screwed it up. I will screw it 100 times more if I try to act with you. I need to look into your eyes, speak dialogs, and act in intimate scenes.”
“I will die in nervousness and fear worrying if I am hurting you. Other than this, definitely it is a good idea. Beyond getting the courage to act with you, I’m highly worried for brother. How will he take it? I don’t want to screw up your married life because of this. I’m worried that brother will not like this idea.”
I said “Kishore, I got all your open thought. I will answer one by one for your concern and queries. Firstly regarding the nervousness of acting together. I agree with you. Definitely, it will be a new experience for both of us to physically be a bit closer and act like lovers.”
“Even for me, it is going to be a new experience. I have never been so close to any guy other than my hubby. We need to understand the fundamental fact that we are not lovers. We are just acting like lovers according to the script for a rehearsal for an audition.”
“If we keep this in mind, we will not have any guilty or nervousness in mind. I am going to think of myself as a professional actress so that there is no room for guilt. I believe you should also do the same, and then there is no room for guilt or nervousness.”
“Second point, about my husband knowing this. When I decided to compromise with Ahalya’s brother I decided that I won’t tell Vivek. Vivek will not be happy with this decision. I decided to hide from him because I know that I’m not doing with any self-interest.”
“I’m doing it for your career. Moreover, your brother has also built a dream of seeing you as an actor. He already gave a party to his colleagues exposing that you become a hero. He will be devastated to know you screwed up your chance. I don’t want him to feel disappointed.”
“Hence I decided to not tell about compromising with Ahalya’s brother.
This arrangement (training you through acting with you) I don’t think he will think bad. Either I can tell him or we can just keep within our self. I can tell him once he is back here. I’m sure he will not take it wrong.”
Kishore: Anni, Thanks for all your thoughtful decision Anni. I’m happy that you are confident that my brother will not take it wrong. But we don’t want to take any chance. It is better to check with him before we proceed on this. This will be highly risky.
I felt this is getting bottleneck as he is a bit adamant to get my hubby’s permission for acting. How I can tell my husband? Not an easy job. Anyway, I thought God has brought me to this point, he wont disappoint me further. I decided to move forward and see what I can do.
I said, “Ok, da, I’ll talk to Vivek in privacy and explain this situation.”
Kishore: Ok Anni, it will be better if Anna (brother) says the word ‘Ok’ to me on this. So that I will not have any fear or worry about this. Even if he says Ok, I’m not sure how I’m going to do, but we can figure that out later. We need to get brother’s permission first.
I smiled at him, “Ok da I will talk to him and make him speak to you.”
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