14-12-2021, 06:15 PM
Without waiting for him, I started preparing to leave. I picked my handbag, and phone as if I am going to leave. Kishore became so nervous and started begging me.
“Anni, acting career is important to me. But I am not a person to sacrifice your life and put you as a scapegoat to reach my career goal. If you do this and later if I am successful in my career, the feeling that I spoiled your life will be ever with me. I will live the rest of my life with this guilty feeling. Please don’t ever do this. Drop this plan.”
I responded, “Kishore, you know me very well. I never had any boyfriend even before marriage. I kept away from these things. Even I am not happy doing this. But the only thing I am happy with doing this is that this will help your career progress. I understand your concern”
“I strictly said to that person that he cannot expect too much from me. I think just a few romance scenes he wants to do. I think he is in a craze of touching and feeling female. I will hold my nerves, do it with him, and come back. Don’t feel guilty or emotional. I am doing this by myself and you are not forcing for it. Therefore, you do not need to feel guilty.”
Kishore was not yet convinced and started begging, “Anni, what so ever. Don’t do this. My mind won’t accept compromising you with someone for my career benefit. You swear on me that you are not going.” He said in a strict and possessive voice. I pretended that I am giving up that idea.
I threw my handbag on the sofa and sat. I gave a deep breath and said, “Ok Kishore, let us temporarily stop the plan of me compromising with Ahalya’s brother. Let us think of other alternatives.” Kishore agreed and relaxed a bit as I decided to hold the plan temporarily.
I politely asked Kishore “Kishore, do you have any female friends who can come for acting practice?” I know he does not have any single person. Kishore came back with the expected reply, “Anni, you know about me. I don’t have any friends”
I exhibited slight disappointment and said, “Mm I got friends, but it will be inappropriate to call them for this purpose. Chances are there that they may not take it in the right sense.” Kishore said, “Yes Anni, I agree.”
I slowly started with a build up and bit politely and hesitantly. “Kishore, I got an idea, but I am not sure how you will take it. I am too scared worrying if you will think bad about me.”
Kishore quickly responded “Anni, why I am going to think bad about you. You are the goddess of sacrifice. You took such an ultimate decision of compromising yourself with some unknown guy for my career. I will not think bad about you, please openly tell if you got an idea. Don’t hesitate.”
Me: “Ok Kishore, thanks for very high praising words and trust on me. I am telling this plan trusting you that you will take it in the right sense and won’t misunderstand my intention.”
Kishore “Please Anni, tell me, don’t worry I won’t take it wrong.”
Me: “Ok Kishore. Our current situation is that you need to thoroughly rehearse the romance scenes in the script book before the audition. We tried to get Ahalya to pair with you. But we were not successful. And you are not permitting to compromise me to get Ahalya. You don’t have any female friends who can act with you. I don’t have any friends I can arrange acting with you. In this situation, I have an idea.”
Kishore “Yes Anni, please tell.”
Me: “Kishore, if you don’t mistake me. Why don’t we can practice the scenes together? I will play the heroine character in our home for practice. I have personal good taste in reviewing the acting. I will be able to guide and tell you if you are acting well. I can guide you as your well-wisher.”
Me: “Beyond all these, this is a better arrangement compared to me compromising with someone else. Instead of me compromising to some unknown person to get some unknown girl for practice, why don’t we both get into acting? This arrangement is far better than me compromising with someone else.”
Me: “Moreover, I will be comfortable to give company to you for acting. I will be able to freely and relaxedly act with you compared to Ahalya’s brother. We can shoot our acting in our cameras. We can sit together, review it, find the mistakes and correct them until you get 100% perfection.”
Me: “Time will not be a constraint if we both are going to do it. If required we can practice late nights as well until you get perfect. What do you think about this?”
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“Anni, acting career is important to me. But I am not a person to sacrifice your life and put you as a scapegoat to reach my career goal. If you do this and later if I am successful in my career, the feeling that I spoiled your life will be ever with me. I will live the rest of my life with this guilty feeling. Please don’t ever do this. Drop this plan.”
I responded, “Kishore, you know me very well. I never had any boyfriend even before marriage. I kept away from these things. Even I am not happy doing this. But the only thing I am happy with doing this is that this will help your career progress. I understand your concern”
“I strictly said to that person that he cannot expect too much from me. I think just a few romance scenes he wants to do. I think he is in a craze of touching and feeling female. I will hold my nerves, do it with him, and come back. Don’t feel guilty or emotional. I am doing this by myself and you are not forcing for it. Therefore, you do not need to feel guilty.”
Kishore was not yet convinced and started begging, “Anni, what so ever. Don’t do this. My mind won’t accept compromising you with someone for my career benefit. You swear on me that you are not going.” He said in a strict and possessive voice. I pretended that I am giving up that idea.
I threw my handbag on the sofa and sat. I gave a deep breath and said, “Ok Kishore, let us temporarily stop the plan of me compromising with Ahalya’s brother. Let us think of other alternatives.” Kishore agreed and relaxed a bit as I decided to hold the plan temporarily.
I politely asked Kishore “Kishore, do you have any female friends who can come for acting practice?” I know he does not have any single person. Kishore came back with the expected reply, “Anni, you know about me. I don’t have any friends”
I exhibited slight disappointment and said, “Mm I got friends, but it will be inappropriate to call them for this purpose. Chances are there that they may not take it in the right sense.” Kishore said, “Yes Anni, I agree.”
I slowly started with a build up and bit politely and hesitantly. “Kishore, I got an idea, but I am not sure how you will take it. I am too scared worrying if you will think bad about me.”
Kishore quickly responded “Anni, why I am going to think bad about you. You are the goddess of sacrifice. You took such an ultimate decision of compromising yourself with some unknown guy for my career. I will not think bad about you, please openly tell if you got an idea. Don’t hesitate.”
Me: “Ok Kishore, thanks for very high praising words and trust on me. I am telling this plan trusting you that you will take it in the right sense and won’t misunderstand my intention.”
Kishore “Please Anni, tell me, don’t worry I won’t take it wrong.”
Me: “Ok Kishore. Our current situation is that you need to thoroughly rehearse the romance scenes in the script book before the audition. We tried to get Ahalya to pair with you. But we were not successful. And you are not permitting to compromise me to get Ahalya. You don’t have any female friends who can act with you. I don’t have any friends I can arrange acting with you. In this situation, I have an idea.”
Kishore “Yes Anni, please tell.”
Me: “Kishore, if you don’t mistake me. Why don’t we can practice the scenes together? I will play the heroine character in our home for practice. I have personal good taste in reviewing the acting. I will be able to guide and tell you if you are acting well. I can guide you as your well-wisher.”
Me: “Beyond all these, this is a better arrangement compared to me compromising with someone else. Instead of me compromising to some unknown person to get some unknown girl for practice, why don’t we both get into acting? This arrangement is far better than me compromising with someone else.”
Me: “Moreover, I will be comfortable to give company to you for acting. I will be able to freely and relaxedly act with you compared to Ahalya’s brother. We can shoot our acting in our cameras. We can sit together, review it, find the mistakes and correct them until you get 100% perfection.”
Me: “Time will not be a constraint if we both are going to do it. If required we can practice late nights as well until you get perfect. What do you think about this?”
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