13-12-2021, 05:15 PM
I reached home and a couple of days passed without any significant improvement in the situation. I know it is impractical for something to happen between us considering the gentleness and goodness from both of us. I cannot initiate anything. I don’t see even a sign of attraction on me from him.
The only miracle should happen to make something happen between us. In all those days I regularly made a call to my husband and talked to him asking about his health etc. I really wondered how I have changed. I have not shown such sexual interest in anyone even when I was not married.
But all of sudden I don’t know why I am having so much craze on this Kishore. I really want to check if my feeling is temporary because of the reason that I am missing sex. I want to see if my interest in Kishore vanishes once after having sex with hubby when he is back during his vacation.
I become anxious to test myself to think about Kishore after sex with my hubby to check if my craze on his vanishes or not. Let me wait for my hubby to return next week. I started waiting.
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The only miracle should happen to make something happen between us. In all those days I regularly made a call to my husband and talked to him asking about his health etc. I really wondered how I have changed. I have not shown such sexual interest in anyone even when I was not married.
But all of sudden I don’t know why I am having so much craze on this Kishore. I really want to check if my feeling is temporary because of the reason that I am missing sex. I want to see if my interest in Kishore vanishes once after having sex with hubby when he is back during his vacation.
I become anxious to test myself to think about Kishore after sex with my hubby to check if my craze on his vanishes or not. Let me wait for my hubby to return next week. I started waiting.
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