Adultery CUCKHOLD : A BIG MISTAKE BY DEVTEEN-COMPLETED

[Ramesh_Rocky]

Shilpa : that is also my question raj,, what?, what happened to you?.
Me : nothing..
Shilpa : nothing...?.
Me : ya,, nothing...
Then Shilpa raised from my lap and took her undies and dress from the front seat and said to me : okey,, then call Ali in, let's go from here..
Me : okey,,,
That's the only word came from my mouth and then I got a sudden tight slap on my left cheek from Shilpa..
I looked at her angrily and asked : what the ... Why did you do that?...
Shilpa looked at me angrily and said : don't you know why I slapped you?, if you don't I will tell you.. What's on your mind raj?,, do you want me, do you want your girlfriend to be fucked by Ali.. Is that you want?..
My anger vanished away hearing that direct question from Shilpa,, I looked at her with anxious face but not a word came from my mouth...
Shilpa countinued : tell me raj?, I asked you a question,,..
I slowely with crackling voice said to Shilpa : I didn't meant anything Shilpa... Iam soorry..
Shilpa : don't say soorry now... I want an answer.. What is in your mind?, now its not the raj I knows, its not my boyfriend sitting near me.. I want an answer...
Its the first time in my life I became speechless to Shilpa,, I remembered I made Shilpa in same situation like me now so many times after fighting with her. But now everything different now.. I was speechless to my girlfriend Shilpa for the first time in my life..
Only thing I know I can only control this situation by senty dialogues. But how...
I looked at ground and thought myself , what will I tell her...
Shilpa : Raaaj.. Are you here?..
I decided to go on with what ever came to my mouth , I said : its not like that Shilpa...
Me : what...
Me : Its not like you said...
Shilpa : then what is it ?...
Me : I thought you liked it..
Shilpa : raj,, I don't know what you are thinking or what is on your mind. Not only you raj, I didn't slept after what happened with riyas. I feel guilty .. I feels shame.. I feels Iike iam a bad girl.. Do you know why I came with you today?, for spend some time with you, with my love. I believed it will help me .. But what happened now.... Iam afraid raj, really Iam.. Because I strongly feels I will lose you from my life one day because all of our kinky ideas.. Iam afraid raj, I love you so much,,, I love you.. I know one thing , Iam not that Shilpa when we were met.. Iam something else..
Oh god, what fuck happened now. I didn't know how situation changed like this. Only thing I can do now is to be quite and let her talk and try to know what is on her mind now.. Because if I open my mouth I had to say what is on my mind.
I sat still and quite in my position, then I saw teares rolling from shilpa's eyes.. I want to wipe it but I didn't mooved from my position.
Shilpa suddenly fallen in my body completely and hugged me tightly... And said : let's finish our kinky ideas now raj, it had to be stopped. Otherwise I know you will hate me one day.
Finally I got a chance to open my mouth.. I said : oh Shilpa, its never ever going to happen. I love you so much. I too like you dear, I can't live or even think a life without you. Iam sorry for being like this. I don't care which Shilpa you are now . I love both of them. I think I like the Shilpa most who you were now .
Shilpa : raj, we had stop this raj... I mean I had to stop everything.. I want only you.. I don't want anybody else in my life... I came here to tell you this but..your plan...
Me : common dear, nothing happened now..
Shilpa : are you sure about that?..
Me : Shilpa, oh dear... First of all you are not going to lose me in any reason.. I say again dear, in any reason.. Tell me dear, are you enjoying it?..
Shilpa : yes raj, that's my problem... That's why I told you Iam not that old Shilpa now.. I couldn't control myself...
Me : then let it be like that dear,, you have your time to enjoy untill our marriage..
Shilpa : did you mean I can have sex with riyas untill our marriage?
Her open question made me confused but still I said : I meant if you wish so... You can dear.. No one or anything going to effect our relationship.
Shilpa : are you sure about that?..
Shilpa looked at me confusingily. I said : yes dear..
Shilpa : mmm,, and what about now?..
Me : its up to you again..
Shilpa : raj, Iam telling to you something very seriously and clearly... If you want Ali to join with us its up to you , but you had to know, if Ali join with us now, then it will be difficult for me to be decent from now on.
I bit shocked by her statement and confused what she meant actually...
I asked : what you meant Shilpa?..
Shilpa : you know what I meant.. If you don't understand I will tell you clearly... If ali join with us then you will have to keep you anger and jealous inside your own mind.
Iam still confused, what she meant?.. Did,,,she told me she will look after her own matters from now on or she will do whatever she likes from now on..
I asked furiously this time : still not clear Shilpa...
Shilpa : its the maximum I can explain to you now.. Now its your choice...
I bit irritated hearing that replay from her so I stared at her face and said : Shilpa ,, don't make me mad again,, do you want to a decent selfish conservative girlfriend then be like that way dear. Who is going to stop you?.. What the hell you meant by that last dialogue Shilpa?.. Did you meant, Iam the reason for you had sex with riyas or your naughty hot rides with mujeeb. Who started it?,, me...?.. Did I ever force you for anything till now?.. Did I?...
Shilpa : its not that I...
Before she finish I said : you said like that to me Shilpa,, Iam the reason behind your all adventures. What you meant last,, did you meant you will live your own life from now on and I had to be silent and watch it or face it like a dumb guy.
I lost my control and I burned in anger , I said myself by looking down and both hands together on my chin having support to my face..." Its my mistake , its all my fucking mistake... Oh god, it should have finished that day night itself. Why I decided to go on.. Why why why.... To hear that from her...".
Hearing that Shilpa asked : what you meant?..
I am damn angry and I kept quiet even acted like I heared her question..
Then Shilpa pulled my hands which put on my knees for the support of my face.
I angrily looked at her and said : what?....
Shilpa looked at me sadly and said : I know what you meant raj,, I know..
Me : if you don't I will tell you clearly... I should have stopped loving you that day night or broke up with you. Iam a big fool, I tried to convince myself its all happened because of me not your fault till this time or which I succeeded in it. Iam a odd boy or boyfriend, who loved his girlfriend very much even after came to know his girl friend started loving another guy..
Shilpa sadly with cracking voice said : why you telling that now?..
Me : because of you Shilpa, you changed your character suddenly and started asking freeky questions like everything happened till now because of me or because of my kinky ideas.
Shilpa : I didn't...
Me : let me complete.... Did you told me anything yesterday or till now that you wants to finish everything or became decent like you said?, did you?.. I don't have the ability to read someones mind dear. I only knows my girlfriend..you enjoyed the hot session with your another boyfriend in your home. You told me everything or briefed me like you enjoyed every moment. Even now you told me with your own mouth you enjoyed or liked Ali's finger job. And after that you put all the blame on me and said " you will decide your own life from now on".
Shilpa didn't utter a single word she only looked at the floor....
Me : all the time I told you " it's up to you , its up to you".. What did I do to you shilp?, did i forced you anytime in anything. Tell me.....
Shilpa still looking at floor said meekly : noo,, never...
I countinued : haa, I know its all my fault... I loved you so much and not like other usual boyfriends I gave you permission to enjoy your life . now you turned everything over to me and blaming me... Do you want to live your own life , okey then go ahead Shilpa, I won't come to interfere in it again.. I won't again...
I am angry also sad, but I don't know what is the actual reason. I don't know whether shilpa's decision to became selfish conservative girlfriend made me like this. But it had big role for my sudden change of behaviour. I know, till now I told Shilpa somany lies or I made the situation turned which I should became a culprit towards Shilpa and now she is in my position. Now everything up to her..
Suddenly Shilpa sat on my lap and made me lean on the seat with my back and hugged me tightly and started sobbing and said slowely : Iam soorry dear, everything is my fault. Not yours. I shouldn't have say like that to you before. Its my guilty feeling made me say like that. Its not your fault...Iam sooorry... Please forgive me. I forgot how lucky iam to having a boyfriend like you...
Oooooph.... Finally I got my systamatic breathing back. I finally succeeded avoiding to replay to her serious questions about my freeky cuck mind. I too hugged her and patted on her back smoothly with my palms. Now I know its time to be sentimental and console her with lovly words...
I said : please Shilpa, don't ever doubted how much I love you dear. I love you so much.. I love you more than anybody in the world. If I have a life you will be with me in it. Its my promise.
Hearing it she took her head from my shoulder and looked at me with lovely facial expression and softly kissed on my lips. But I found one thing , suddenly teares disappeared from her eyes.
After that soft kiss Shilpa looked at my eyes ..
Then I decided to ask her indirectly what's her plan , so I said : so,, do you want to live your own life or make your own decision from now on?..
Shilpa smiled and said : are you a fool dear?, do you think I have the capability for live like that?.. You knows I will require adwise from you always. Hehe..
Me : mmm, unwanted dialogue on unwanted situation...
Shilpa : hmm, one more doubt?..
Me : are you sure you liked me most than the old Shilpa?.
Suddenly a bulb light blinked in my head because I wanted to ask the same to her, but before that Shilpa asked me what I intended to ask her..
Me : 1000% sure dear,, it will take more than one year for our marriage. It is sure. What will we talk till that time dear. I think it will be interesting if we do something.... Oh soorry,, no kinky anymore.. I forgot that you wanted only me to love you.. My mistake...
Shilpa suddenly bitten on my cheek and said : don't tease me dear...
Me : no teasing from now on... We will be a perfect conservative couples from now on..
Shilpa : okey, its up to you,, but not my decision...
Me : what?...
Shilpa : you heared me...
Me : oh you...... You made a serious fucking situation and now you saying like you are so innocent don't even know anything...
Shilpa: what to do dear?, at first I decided to be like that but my lovely freeky boy friend doesn't like that Shilpa. He likes the naughty kinky Shilpa more than that...
Me : oh you...... Saying that I hardly squeezed her both nipples with my fingers..
"Aaaaaaaaaa" big cry left out from shilpa's mouth...
Me : you deserve it...
Shilp : oooooh... I know... And one more thing , I didn't tell you the actual reason behind my sudden change of behaviour..
Me : common,,, more......?..
Shilpa : haa, Iam afraid,, sorry I was afraid...
Me : you told me that...
Shilpa : not that,,,
Me : then what?..
Shilpa : I was afraid, if I do adwntures more again one day my sweat lovely boyfriend will also think why he can't do some adventures..
Me : soorry...
Shilpa : with... With some other girls...
Me : what...?..
Shilpa : mm...
Me : oh dear god. Oh Shilpa if I planning to do something or if I wanted some adventures I will surely inform you.. I will share it with you....
Shilpa : what....?, don't even think about that...I will kill you...
It bit shocked me..because Shilpa said the last dialogue with serious voice...
But still I said with a mocking smile to know what is inside her : so my dear girlfriend only wants the adventures by herself.. Can't your boy friend do some kinky adventures?,, that selfish...
Now again situation changed suddenly and I felt Shilpa is serious now.. She said : haa I know one day you will feel like that,, that's the main reason why decided to became that selfish conservative girlfriend which you least liked.
My boss dropped because Shilpa changed suddenly and she said the last dialogue very seriously with little anger on her voice.
Me : are you kidding me Shilpa?.
Shilpa : Iam serious.. Very very serious.. I heared lot from my classmates also watched from TV programs .
Me : what..?.
Shilpa : can't trust boys , not only boys also men. There were lot of bad girls and women's out there to trap boys and husbands. What will happen if you unfortunately choose a girl like that.
I became shocked also started laughing hearing it from Shilpa..
Shilpa : ah.. Don't laugh raj, Iam serious...
Me : mmm,mmm, common then what you wanted me to do other than laughing... Oh Shilpa, please stop watching that fucking mega serials and the fucking programs related to family problems on TV.
Shilpa : why ?... Its all truth...
Me : oh Shilpa, sometimes you make me feel you are a smart girl , sometimes that idiot selfish girl I met at the first time in our college days...
Shilpa : take it as you like... There's no compromise in it.. Even you least liked that dumb shilpa.. Then I will only be like that...I won't take any single chance to lose you...
Me : oh ....you fool..... Did you forget that our marriage has been done literally through words by our family...
Shilpa : I don't care....
Then unfortunately one big mistake came from my mouth.. Which I didn't thought I will cuckholded for the first time in my life....