Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[RCF]

उत्सवे  व्यसने चैव दुर्भिक्षे राष्ट्रविप्लवे।
राजद्वारे श्मशाने च यतिष्ठति स वान्धवः ।।

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

And a spouse is more than a friend. A loving spouse is one who is your friend, philosopher and guide. She is not merely your sex partner.

If you believe in the above concept, please remember the evening of Meera - Das episode where they kept Krish in astonishing pain while engaging in sexual activities. Whatever be the reason for Meera to engage and showcase into the carnal activity, there was no reason for her to understand the pain she was inflicting on Krish.

After the painful and humiliating showcase, Meera departed with Das. Krish could have committed nuisance out of utter humiliation. For any loving spouse it is expected to extend moral support to partner after debacle. Meera failed to act accordingly what was more demanding out of love. Love is not calculative reaction of brain. Its an emotion.

This one incident is enough to paint Meera character. Meera never loved Krish as she is expressing.


Whereas, Even after Meera deserted him with flimsy reason of Krish sleeping with Salu, Krish did not forget to extend his support to Meera. He offered help in the form of a job, knowing very well that Das had an eye on Meera.

@RCF, You decide where I am wrong in deriving the differences of both the character.

@manasi


Wow so you really want to go there?
Who pushed Meera towards Das?
He wants to see her with other men, but she always says not to be unfaithful to her she cannot bear it so why would he fuck Ananya "Her friend" off all the people available,
same mistake again even after she left him for sleeping with her friend. esp since he was the one who pushed towards Das and he was the one who revealed her affair to Das to Ananya making Ananya think of
Meera as some one who doesn't deserve Krish.
So she humiliated him out of spite, thats a human nature, and she regretted it when she left and came back to senses and felt bad for treating her husband that way.
Compare that to all Krish did to push her towards other men.
He couldnt handle Sam,couldn't handle Das and now he couldn't handle Desai. I don't even want to go to first 2 parts.Lets talk about this part.


Fact check 1 : Does he deserve a second chance that he got?

"I had promised myself that I would not repeat my mistakes.
Mistakes, which had prompted Meera to walk away from my life… Mistakes which had prompted Meera to try out new things… My mistakes!"

Did he really not make any mistakes in 3rd part? Did he learn from his mistakes? Was he open with Meera on his conversations with Desai & Ananya? What is it with Krish and his secrecy?
Why does he feel that he has to protect his wife while not revealing how others are trying to manipulate him to get to her? Doesn't a couple who went through so much handle this manipulation together?
Why couldnt he guess that Desai was planning to get him fucked with Ananya and use that against him to get Meera?
After losing Meera all he did was try to get her back, now he got her back he is trying to relive his old fantasies.

Check this statement in last chapter in part 2 :
“Your mistake was that you sought no help from me.”
So what did exactly Mr Krish do now? He sought no help from Meera in dealing with Desai which would have been solved and the bloody cat mouse game would have ended in one chapter.

Fact check 2 :
"I knew of a few bosses like them. Susheel Desai was one of such men.
 He had seduced Meera one night when she was emotionally broken. He had taken her to his place kept her for the whole night.
 It wasn’t the first time my wife had slept with someone else. I have openly and secretly have encouraged Meera to live out those fantasies"
 
What did he do after this self evaluation? He went back being his ways
 
Fact Check 3: No Trust
“You don’t have to do that. I know how to handle Desai, Krish.”
Meera assured. And I believed her, completely.

Did he really believe her? He was playing his own games with Desai under Meera's nose.Meera asked him to stay away and not to keep in touch with Ananya, Had he listened to it he would have been peaceful in his life.
and not fall for Desai's manipulations, His worst fears came true and started getting scared of Desai after he saw what he did to Ananya.

Fact check 4: No Self Respect
"“Once a whore…,” Desai grunted like a wounded animal. “…is a whore forever.”"
Words about Meera from Desai.
Any sane husband will not be in contact atleast after that insult about his wife. So what did our beloved Krish do?
“I went overboard too,” I said. “I shouldn’t have got physical with you. Sorry about that.”
lol Cucky Krish, in actual world people not only punch but make ugly scene if they call his wife that.
bloody naa mard

Fact check 5: Weakness Weakness Weakness
"However, the fact was that I was scared of Desai. He was a monster in my head, and whenever I saw him, I was horrified by the thoughts of him having sex with Meera."

Any tom dick and harry can come up and say their fantasies about his wife to him , and he would squeal like a midget and keep thinking same things over and over
until it rears its head like a dragon within himself, no control over his life,wife,emotions,love

Fact check 6: Coward

“If you tell Ananya a word about this, I will consider our friendship gone. I will tell her what happened between me and Meera, before laying her off. You will be solely responsible for her misery.”
So he would let Ananya sleep with Desai just to make sure Desai wouldn't tell about Meera to Ananya? or Just so that they will suffer poverty again? So anybody can just plain bully him and he would take it?
Eventually he was the reason she visited the farm and got fucked by Desai, so after all that fear and trying to save Ananya he ended up baiting Ananya to Desai for his job.
So my assumptions that a sane husband would stay away from a man who is fantasizing his wife holds true, none of this would have happened if he didnt stay in touch with him.

Fact check 7: Liar
"I did not want to tell Meera that I was invited to a party hosted by Desai. I was not interested in attending the party either.
However, the curiosity to see Desai's behaviour with other women in the party persuaded me to lie to Meera that I had a small get-together with my colleagues."
He helped Desai to take Ananya on a trip.He gave lift to Ananya and didn't tell Meera. He was constantly in touch with her and didnt bother mentioning it to his wife knowing that Meera
doesn't like him to talk to Ananya.
he kept going to bar every other day to drink and discuss Desai and Ananya and even after knwing what he did to Ananya how can he trust Desai when he said krish is his friend lol

Fact check 8: Perversion in peaks    
  "No, I hate him. I searched my memories to find a man whom I could bear the sight of making love with my wife in my fantasy for a moment"
  "It was Ashish Sehgal; the man who hated women for no reason"

  He is doing same mistakes, In order to save his wife from Sam he pushed her to Das, now he in order to take Desai out of his mind, he is letting another one In.

  Tejas - "I knew he was going to stroke his dick harder and faster that night."
  Quipping some one about his wife to jerk at night lol even if it was harmless it is disturbing behavior.

  How can a man take his wife to a restaurant on someone's plan to make her meet him and pretend he is doing it to impress her?

  "She had told me never again but I had made her do it again. My adventure had resulted in her being kissed and fondled by another man."
   Any husband who is like this deserves a wife who humiliates him in public before people like Desai and Das. Bloody cuckold

  "We always play with our dignity and we lose it so easily. Our life is some sort of comedy to ourselves.""

   This is exactly what it was to Krish, he doesn't cherish the wife he has nor he loves her more than his fantasies that he keeps pushing her to test her morale.Isn't it odd that we jump to conclusions on her morale when we truly should be hanging Krish upside down for his thoughts and disturbing cucky nature.
   The games that he started to bring excitement to his life started to engulf their happiness and drag a decent and loving wife into the world of lust and submission and this is happening not for first time but third time and no lesson learnt from the past.
 
   "but I imagined men ogling at her and catching glimpses of her bra and panty lines unbeknownst to her. As I moved toward the finishing line of my warm race,
    I envisaged men getting more opportunities to enjoy the sight of her body through her unbuttoned shirt and short skirt."
    I cannot repeat this enough to make a point, this guy has forgot long time back how to make love to his wife with out thinking about others in his place.
    
Fact Check 9: Meera

   She is not a saint either , she did enjoy the sex with Desai more than she liked it with Krish but with Krish she feels that connection because of love but once in a while she feels jealous of
   Desai and his doctor because she knows exactly how he would treat her on bed.
    "Last night was great, baby. I loved it."
 
    I wondered what exactly was great about it.
    What I did to you or what you remembered about Desai?

    Krish is exactly right here in thinking She was so energetic on bed because she remembered that night with Desai. Its inevitable that she cannot forget that night because it was that good
    and she did everything to forget it and did everything to keep her distance from Desai but Krish being krish pushed her into his company many times.


Fact Check 10: Dumb ass
Who in this sane world according to the readers here would accept money and not tell his wife same night about the money, Desai kept the recorder to check if he will reveal about the money.
 Didnt he see all the games Desai played before to understand that he can never accept the money and only redemption is to show it to Meera same night?
 If you look back Meera had to face the challenge
for going to lunch again was because of the money and also to prove to herself that she has the strength to fight back her lust about Desai though she seems to fail and we are yet to know why?
""What are you thinking?"
"I was thinking about our apartment." 
I couldn't believe I said that.
"
He invited for lunch at his place
Lol blunder after blunder.
""I don't want to hide anything from you, Krish. I did a little cheating in the game.  I have kept a small recording device under your bed,
I mean the gap between mattress and cot, near foot-side. I heard your conversation with Meera last night.""

Did he go and tell his wife that he made a mistake and Desai heard about us that night by placing recorder and also about the Pill? If he would have done that and come clean,
Desai wouldn't have manipulated Meera by saying Krish wants her to enjoy one more time by saying about her period schedule and the Pill nor he would have gotten away with Kiss and Blow Job.

"I don't want this."
"Krish feels otherwise."
"Why do you bring his name into this? Did he tell you that he wants this?"
"Not everything is told, Meera. Some things are perceived."
"He mentioned you'll be out of your safe periods on Saturday."
"Fuck! You guys are already planning to share me."

Pill :
“Okay, bring a new one,” I said jovially.
“Thanks, bye.”
Lol if he wants to return the money back why would he say bring new pill lol I don't get it man, this guy is dumbest, i can feel author manipulating the Krish not Desai.
he should have shouted at him saying if i am saying to get your bloody money back why do i care about a pill, its not happening is what he should have shouted. Did he?

“Just clear my doubt and then I’ll do what you say.”

Check the total manipulation, the reason Meera didn't say anything about the meeting or further meetings from past two meetings is she believed from the conversations that her husband is again going back to the old world and making her
do the same mistake she is trying to avoid, and i can say that because after the revelations later she did mention to Krish when Desai called her about her video for company,  
there is no denying here that she is tempted to experience the night again with Desai and definitely jealous of Mitherie but she is fighting it hard from the beginning but Krish wont let her fight
Infact due to his silly antics and games and dumbness making it easy for Desai to make her believe that Krish wants this one more time.
The talk from recorder is too personal that only Krish can say it,she cannot guess the
recorder. so she believed it and played along just like part 1 and 2 to go along with her husbands fantasies or her own fantasy even if its her own why is it bad ?
but she fought back and gave him the blowjob for old time sake and refused to play the game until the money matter came back.

“I am not going to sleep with you, Desai. I know I can never quench your thirst. You will never have my consent.
If you think you can manipulate Krish, then I can also do that. Do you have any doubt in that?”

She did fight back at the end.

Fact Check 11: Love is there but not strong enough to overcome his weakness

“I am sorry to disappoint you, Pawan. I told you I love Meera more than anything in the world. I can’t do this to her.”
You can't cheat her oh wow great sir but you push her to cheat you..cucky hubby lol
Even after revealing about the money he didnt reveal and confess about the recorder what an idiot, does he really mean anything when he confesses something to her or is it his convenience what he confesses? Didn't he truly love her?

Krish can say countless lies or hide many details about his encounters with Ananya and Desai and Sheetal/Pawan, he can breed lot of imaginations,fears,assumptions,fantasies, and nurture them to make them a reality but he cannot guess or accept a simple fact that even though Desai was good in bed maybe not better but a different experience for Meera because of his physical strength and roughness, she could have not opened up about those details freely just to ease his ego, she knows he hates him a lot. Instead of getting this, he thinks she wants it again so she is meeting him regularly , yet  he was the one who took her to lunch and then once to dinner as planned between him and Desai and unknowingly made it possible for Meera to face her fears about Desai which she is avoiding all this time.
Finally his secret encounters with Desai has bared fruition to Desai, he manipulated him with money, he recorded their conversations, he was finally able to get into Meera's head which she was avoiding all the time, so Krish is facing consequences for his actions all the one's and countless many which i haven't listed above.

Yet you all comment here and blame Meera a slut lol , Wow so when Krish makes mistakes its intentionally writer is maligning him and when Meera does it she is a slut :P
So you can push love of your life to an edge and make her do things which knowingly she has no control and in the past she has given to those fantasies to the pleasure of herself
and her husband's fantasies equally and yet you expect her to remain pure and her morale to triumph over the countless circumstances Krish is creating for her to lose control.
So after all the revelations Meera let Desai fuck her now that is something we need to know how? and Why? I don't think even if she couldn't control Desai and given to his seduction
who do we blame for it? Meera or Krish?
I blame Krish for bringing her into the world of his games with Desai and making her face her biggest fear.
So did Krish learn anything from his past, apparently not ,
This story is about Krish and his weaknesses and his incapability to understand his wife.
In the process of trying to know more and more about his wife when he pushes her to the brink of his fantasy world , he is losing his self, and it could cost him more than he can bargain at the end. Then our hero returns to get redemption and make Desai bleed lol but at what cost?

Finally fact is he doesn't deserve her. He should be lucky she still loves him even if she lets others enjoy her, its not her fault.

@Manasi
Just my opinion you are free to have yours.