23-03-2021, 02:04 AM
Manish ka dil paseej gaya. Usne aage badh karr barkha ke haathon ko apne haathon mein liya aur bola, "Aap chinta na karren, aapko jitna time chahiye aap len, main hameshan aapke saath khada hoon". Yeh baat sunn ke Barkha aur jor se rone lagi. Phoot phoot ke rone lagi. Manish ko samajh nahin aaya ke woh kya karre, usne barkah ke haath se chaye ka cup le ke table pe rakha aur barkha ko apni bahon mein le liye. Barkha apna sarr manish ki chati pe rakh ke roti rahi. Kuch der ke baad jab unka rona bandh hua toh woh manish ki bahon se alag hui aur sharma ke bina kuch bole plates aur cups utha ke kitchen mein rakhne chali gayi. Manish bhi apni jagah se utha aur bed room mein chala gaya. Wahaan usne apna suitcase khola aur apne kapde aur samaan sametne laga aur almari mein rakh diye. Usne almarih mein barkha ke kapdon aur baaki samaan ke liye jagah banayi. Tab tak barkha bedroom mein aa chuki thi aur manish ko kaam karte dekh rahi thi. manish ki ehsaas hua ke barkha usse dekh rahi hai, usne barkha ki taraf mud ke dekha aur muskura ke bola, "aap apne kapde almari mein rakh den, maine aap ke liye jagah bana di hai.
"ji" barkha bol karr apna suitcase khol karr apne kapde aadi nikal karr bed pe rakhne lagi. manish ne unse pooche ke koi madad chahiye toh bata den, barkha ne kaha ke unhein yeh sab karne mein koi madad nahin chahiye. Manish ne "ji ok" kaha aur bed pe jaa karr baith gaya. usne apna mobile phone nikala aur usmein apne sms messages aur missed calls check karne laga. Tab manish ne mujhe sms kiya aur mere baare mein poocha. Mujhe theek se yaad nahin ke exact messages kya the, lekin itna zaroor yaad hai ke usne mujhe uske ghar pe milne ko kaha aur kuch aur messages bhej karr hum dono apne apne niji kaam pe lagg gaye.
iss dauran, barkha ne apne kapde aur samaan almarih mein set karr siye the aur woh ab kamre se bahar jaa rahi thi. Tab manish ne kaha, "Aap kahaan jaa rahi hain, aaiye thoda rest karr lijiye". barkha ne jawaab diya, "abhi toh ghar poora dekhna samjhna hai, dopahar ke khaane ki taiyari karni hai, saaf safai karni hai, bahot kaam hai". manish ne kaha, "ok, dono mil ke yeh sab kaam karrte hain". Baaki poora din barkha aur manish ne ghar ki saaf safai, aur roz marra ke baaki kamon mein laga diye. Thakke hue dono, shaam ki chaye le ke manish ke 6 manjile flat ki balcony mein baithe the. Manish ka flat kaafi spacious tha aur kaafi achche se usne maintain kiya hua tha.
Manish aur barkha ek doosre ke kareeb baithe the. manish ke dimag mein yeh baat thi ke uski aur barkha ki suhag raat nahin hui hai. aur woh yeh jaanta tha ke aaj nahin toh kal hogi, lekin uska poora focus tha barkha ko comfortable karne. abhi woh bhim chacha ji ke shok mein thi aur apni nayi shaadi ki khushi ke beech confused thi. manish ne yeh hee sahi samjha ke jab tak barkha nahin chahegi woh unke saath sex nahin karrega.
'Yeh manish ki nature hee usse ek bahot hee nek dil aur achcha insaan banati hai. Woh apne parivar aur kuch kareebi doston ka bahot khyaal rakhta hai. unko respect deta hai. unke jazbaton ko samajhta hai. Main aaj apni kismat ko badal paya hoon toh usmein ek bahot bada haath manish aur kuch hadd tak barkha ka bhi hai'.
Barkha ke dimaag mein bhi kuch aise hee soch thi. lekin unko yeh bhi pata tha manish aur unke beech sex to hona hee hai, aaj nahin toh kal. Woh yeh soch ke pareshan thi ki nayi shaadi ki khushi manaye ke apne pehle pati ke maut ka shok. Unko iss baat ki bhi khushi thi ke manish unhein bahot izzat aur pyar de raha tha, yeh jaante hue ke ab woh barkha ka pati hai, bhatija nahin. Unke dil aur dimag mein manish ke liye izzat aur pyaar badhta ja raha tha. Ab yeh pyaar kab jismani hoga yeh unhein nahin pata tha na hee unhone isske baare mein ziyada socha.
Dono chup chaap apne apne khyaalon mein baithe the. Unki yeh khamoshi tooti jab manish ka phone baja. Col. vinod Singh ka phone tha. Manish ne unse kuch minute baad karri aur phir barkha ko phone de diye baat karne ke liye aur woh barkhe ko hee dekhta raha jab tak woh phone pe baat karrti rahi. barkha ne bhi yeh notice kiya aur jab bhi dono ki nazren milti dono ek doosre ke aur pyaar se muskura dete.
Kuch der phone karne ke baad barkha ne phone manish ko wapis de diya. manish ne apni maa se bhi baat karri aur phir phone kaat diya.
barkha aur manish ke beech abhi bhi bahot hee kamm baat ho rahi thi. Aisa lagg rah tha ke do naye naye bane dost ek doosre ke saath kya baat karren yeh samajh nahin aa raha bass ek doosre ke saath se khush hain aur ek saath hain, aisa lagg raha tha. yeh deadlock kabhi na kabhi toh tootna hee tha. Hua yun ke shaam dhalne lagi thi, manish ne barkha se poocha ke "neeche park mein sair karne chalengi ya phir thoda samaan bazaar se le aate hain. Aapki sair bhi ho jayegi aur shayad mood bhi theek ho jayega".
Barkha ne haami bharr di aur dono chal padhe neeche colony ke park mein sair karne ko. Halki halki thandi hawa chal rahi thi. colony ke chakkar lagate lagate kab dono ke hath ek doosre ke haath mein aa gaye yeh pata nahin laga. Iska ehsaas hone ke bawjood bhi dono mein se kisi ne bhi apna haath alag karne ki koshish nahin karri aur ek doosre ke hathon mein haath dale colone ke chakkar kat te gaye. manish ke toh hosh udh chuke the jaise hee barkha ke mulayam haath uske haath mein aaye. Woh toh bilkul hee apne khyalon mein kho gaya kuch der ke liye. Woh sirf barkha ko dekhta raha, unki baate sunta raha. jab barkha sair karte thakk gayi aur unhone ghar wapis jaane ki kaha tab manish ke hosh toote lekin phir bhi dono ke haath ek doosre se alag nahin hue. haathon mein haath thame dono pati patni apne flat ki taraf chall padhe.
Dinner kha ke dono naye pati patni bedroom mein sone chale gaye. Lekin neend dono mein se kisi ko nahin aani thi, kyunke yeh raat unke liye bahot hee alag experience laane waali thi. unki soch ke vipreet hone wala tha.
Light off thi, ac chala hua tha, dono ke aankhon se need koso door thi. "aap sogaye kya"? barkha ne dheemi awaaz mein manish se poocha.
"nahin ji, neend nahin aa rahi. aap nahin soyin"? manish ne jawaab diya.
"Kya soch rahe hain"? Barkha ne poocha.
"Humare baare mein". Manish bola
"Humare baare mein kya soch rahe hain ji"? Barkha ne phir poocha
"yehi ke kuch din pehle tak hum chachi bhatija the, ab pati patni hai. Zindagi kaisi ajeeb hai na?". Manish ne kaha
Barkha kuch der chup rahi, phir boli, "Aap mujhse shaadi karr ke khush nahin ho? koi sankoch hai aapko?".
Manish turant barkha ke taraf palta, unka haath apne haathon mein le ke bola, "main bahot khush hoon aapke saath shaadi karr ke. mere faisle ne bhale hee kaafi logon ko na khush kiya ho, lekin mujhe usse koi farak nahin padhta. Mujhe toh bass aapki khushi chahiye thi. Mujhe uss waqt aapko un sab jhamelon se bachane ka yehi tareeka samajh aaya. Main bhi kashmkash mein tha ke yeh kya karr diya maine. Phir bahot sochne ke baad mujhe laga ke yeh faisla sahi tha. aur maine bass aapse shaadi karr ke aapko khush rakhne ka vaada apne aap se vada karr liya. Main bahot khush hoon aapse shaadi karr ke. Ab maine apne dil aur dimag se humara chachi bhateeja wala rishta nikal diya hai. Ab main aapko pati ki tarah pyaar karna chahta hoon, aapki dekhbaal karna chahta hoon, humare bachchon ka.....". Maneesh bolte bolte rukk gaya. Usne barkha ki taraf deka, jo usse hee dekh rahi thi. Barkha ki aankhon mein pyaar saaf dikh raha tha.
Dono ek doosre ko pyaar se dekh rahe the. Kuch bole nahin. Manish aage badha aur barkha ko apni bahon mein le liya, barkha bhi manish ki bahon mein bina jhijhke aa gayi....
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iske aage aap samajh gaye honge ke kya hua hoga. maine unse poocha nahin, unhone mujhe bataya nahin. Lekin itna samajh li jiye ke uss raat barkha aur manish ki suhag raat hui. Mujhe kisi aur ki suhaag raat ke baare mein jaan ne ka aur likhne ka koi shauk nahin, isliye main manish aur barkha ka yeh exclusive part yahin end karta hoon. waise meri atmkatha mein unn dono ka contribution hameshan se raha hai are aage bhi rahega.
"ji" barkha bol karr apna suitcase khol karr apne kapde aadi nikal karr bed pe rakhne lagi. manish ne unse pooche ke koi madad chahiye toh bata den, barkha ne kaha ke unhein yeh sab karne mein koi madad nahin chahiye. Manish ne "ji ok" kaha aur bed pe jaa karr baith gaya. usne apna mobile phone nikala aur usmein apne sms messages aur missed calls check karne laga. Tab manish ne mujhe sms kiya aur mere baare mein poocha. Mujhe theek se yaad nahin ke exact messages kya the, lekin itna zaroor yaad hai ke usne mujhe uske ghar pe milne ko kaha aur kuch aur messages bhej karr hum dono apne apne niji kaam pe lagg gaye.
iss dauran, barkha ne apne kapde aur samaan almarih mein set karr siye the aur woh ab kamre se bahar jaa rahi thi. Tab manish ne kaha, "Aap kahaan jaa rahi hain, aaiye thoda rest karr lijiye". barkha ne jawaab diya, "abhi toh ghar poora dekhna samjhna hai, dopahar ke khaane ki taiyari karni hai, saaf safai karni hai, bahot kaam hai". manish ne kaha, "ok, dono mil ke yeh sab kaam karrte hain". Baaki poora din barkha aur manish ne ghar ki saaf safai, aur roz marra ke baaki kamon mein laga diye. Thakke hue dono, shaam ki chaye le ke manish ke 6 manjile flat ki balcony mein baithe the. Manish ka flat kaafi spacious tha aur kaafi achche se usne maintain kiya hua tha.
Manish aur barkha ek doosre ke kareeb baithe the. manish ke dimag mein yeh baat thi ke uski aur barkha ki suhag raat nahin hui hai. aur woh yeh jaanta tha ke aaj nahin toh kal hogi, lekin uska poora focus tha barkha ko comfortable karne. abhi woh bhim chacha ji ke shok mein thi aur apni nayi shaadi ki khushi ke beech confused thi. manish ne yeh hee sahi samjha ke jab tak barkha nahin chahegi woh unke saath sex nahin karrega.
'Yeh manish ki nature hee usse ek bahot hee nek dil aur achcha insaan banati hai. Woh apne parivar aur kuch kareebi doston ka bahot khyaal rakhta hai. unko respect deta hai. unke jazbaton ko samajhta hai. Main aaj apni kismat ko badal paya hoon toh usmein ek bahot bada haath manish aur kuch hadd tak barkha ka bhi hai'.
Barkha ke dimaag mein bhi kuch aise hee soch thi. lekin unko yeh bhi pata tha manish aur unke beech sex to hona hee hai, aaj nahin toh kal. Woh yeh soch ke pareshan thi ki nayi shaadi ki khushi manaye ke apne pehle pati ke maut ka shok. Unko iss baat ki bhi khushi thi ke manish unhein bahot izzat aur pyar de raha tha, yeh jaante hue ke ab woh barkha ka pati hai, bhatija nahin. Unke dil aur dimag mein manish ke liye izzat aur pyaar badhta ja raha tha. Ab yeh pyaar kab jismani hoga yeh unhein nahin pata tha na hee unhone isske baare mein ziyada socha.
Dono chup chaap apne apne khyaalon mein baithe the. Unki yeh khamoshi tooti jab manish ka phone baja. Col. vinod Singh ka phone tha. Manish ne unse kuch minute baad karri aur phir barkha ko phone de diye baat karne ke liye aur woh barkhe ko hee dekhta raha jab tak woh phone pe baat karrti rahi. barkha ne bhi yeh notice kiya aur jab bhi dono ki nazren milti dono ek doosre ke aur pyaar se muskura dete.
Kuch der phone karne ke baad barkha ne phone manish ko wapis de diya. manish ne apni maa se bhi baat karri aur phir phone kaat diya.
barkha aur manish ke beech abhi bhi bahot hee kamm baat ho rahi thi. Aisa lagg rah tha ke do naye naye bane dost ek doosre ke saath kya baat karren yeh samajh nahin aa raha bass ek doosre ke saath se khush hain aur ek saath hain, aisa lagg raha tha. yeh deadlock kabhi na kabhi toh tootna hee tha. Hua yun ke shaam dhalne lagi thi, manish ne barkha se poocha ke "neeche park mein sair karne chalengi ya phir thoda samaan bazaar se le aate hain. Aapki sair bhi ho jayegi aur shayad mood bhi theek ho jayega".
Barkha ne haami bharr di aur dono chal padhe neeche colony ke park mein sair karne ko. Halki halki thandi hawa chal rahi thi. colony ke chakkar lagate lagate kab dono ke hath ek doosre ke haath mein aa gaye yeh pata nahin laga. Iska ehsaas hone ke bawjood bhi dono mein se kisi ne bhi apna haath alag karne ki koshish nahin karri aur ek doosre ke hathon mein haath dale colone ke chakkar kat te gaye. manish ke toh hosh udh chuke the jaise hee barkha ke mulayam haath uske haath mein aaye. Woh toh bilkul hee apne khyalon mein kho gaya kuch der ke liye. Woh sirf barkha ko dekhta raha, unki baate sunta raha. jab barkha sair karte thakk gayi aur unhone ghar wapis jaane ki kaha tab manish ke hosh toote lekin phir bhi dono ke haath ek doosre se alag nahin hue. haathon mein haath thame dono pati patni apne flat ki taraf chall padhe.
Dinner kha ke dono naye pati patni bedroom mein sone chale gaye. Lekin neend dono mein se kisi ko nahin aani thi, kyunke yeh raat unke liye bahot hee alag experience laane waali thi. unki soch ke vipreet hone wala tha.
Light off thi, ac chala hua tha, dono ke aankhon se need koso door thi. "aap sogaye kya"? barkha ne dheemi awaaz mein manish se poocha.
"nahin ji, neend nahin aa rahi. aap nahin soyin"? manish ne jawaab diya.
"Kya soch rahe hain"? Barkha ne poocha.
"Humare baare mein". Manish bola
"Humare baare mein kya soch rahe hain ji"? Barkha ne phir poocha
"yehi ke kuch din pehle tak hum chachi bhatija the, ab pati patni hai. Zindagi kaisi ajeeb hai na?". Manish ne kaha
Barkha kuch der chup rahi, phir boli, "Aap mujhse shaadi karr ke khush nahin ho? koi sankoch hai aapko?".
Manish turant barkha ke taraf palta, unka haath apne haathon mein le ke bola, "main bahot khush hoon aapke saath shaadi karr ke. mere faisle ne bhale hee kaafi logon ko na khush kiya ho, lekin mujhe usse koi farak nahin padhta. Mujhe toh bass aapki khushi chahiye thi. Mujhe uss waqt aapko un sab jhamelon se bachane ka yehi tareeka samajh aaya. Main bhi kashmkash mein tha ke yeh kya karr diya maine. Phir bahot sochne ke baad mujhe laga ke yeh faisla sahi tha. aur maine bass aapse shaadi karr ke aapko khush rakhne ka vaada apne aap se vada karr liya. Main bahot khush hoon aapse shaadi karr ke. Ab maine apne dil aur dimag se humara chachi bhateeja wala rishta nikal diya hai. Ab main aapko pati ki tarah pyaar karna chahta hoon, aapki dekhbaal karna chahta hoon, humare bachchon ka.....". Maneesh bolte bolte rukk gaya. Usne barkha ki taraf deka, jo usse hee dekh rahi thi. Barkha ki aankhon mein pyaar saaf dikh raha tha.
Dono ek doosre ko pyaar se dekh rahe the. Kuch bole nahin. Manish aage badha aur barkha ko apni bahon mein le liya, barkha bhi manish ki bahon mein bina jhijhke aa gayi....
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iske aage aap samajh gaye honge ke kya hua hoga. maine unse poocha nahin, unhone mujhe bataya nahin. Lekin itna samajh li jiye ke uss raat barkha aur manish ki suhag raat hui. Mujhe kisi aur ki suhaag raat ke baare mein jaan ne ka aur likhne ka koi shauk nahin, isliye main manish aur barkha ka yeh exclusive part yahin end karta hoon. waise meri atmkatha mein unn dono ka contribution hameshan se raha hai are aage bhi rahega.
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