Mera pehla te Aakhri Ishq ( PUNJABI)

[seema naaz]

tori der bad hi baba ghar a geya mein te uss val vekheya hi nahein bad ich baba dasiya keh oh dar geiya ci je mein kidde ghar te nahein das diita ais lai oh pak karan aya ci
khair do char din te mein sharmaondi rahi sochiya hun nahein jana ohde kol .par kithe rehn honda nawa nawan chah ci te hun te eh shauq vi si vekhan aggan ki honda. .......
koi char din baad mein fir baba de ghar gai .baba kalla ci te manji te letya hoiya ci mein vi babe kol hi beh gai
hun assan dono hi chupp oh vi te mein vi . thori derbaad baba kehya uth dhiye meino pani la de mein uth ke ghade icho pani paa ke le aay te baba uth ke beh geya te pani pein lag piya mein glas khali le k nal hi rakh ditta te baba di jholi dig gai hun mera sar jhole tu baher te chati jehri ci oh baba di jholi vichkar si, baba meri kand te hath pheran lag pay assan bole phir ve nahein uss ne mere waal hata ke te gardan de peeche chumma le leita te idher usde lun ne sar utha lita .usda lund te meri chati te lag reha si tori der baad mein hath uthe le jake lun noon hath ich le lita eh pehla touch ci kisse lun noo mera te usdi garmi te akad mehsoos kar ke te meri phuddi tak tees jahi uthi mein hole hole usdi dhoti noo hata lita te usnoo hath ich le lita baba te mein uthan di koshash kiti te mein thori jeha piiche hat ke lund noon chum lita eh baghair vekhiyan mera pehla chuma ci lun utte .baba mere wallan tu nap ke uttan utha ke mre luban te apne lub rakhe te mere lub munh ich le ke choosan lag peya .usda lun ajje vi mere hathan ich hi ci . mein usno dabandi rahi pr uss ne meinu japhi paa ke apne naal lipta leya te phir boliya dhiye tu eh ki kar ditta hun ki karan ge .mein te sutiya tu jaga ditta mein chupp chaap pehli var ussde lun noo vekhdi te hath ich le ke masaldi rahi baba meri qameez cha ke meri muniyan di chummi te chossn lgpiya meinu te inj lageya mein paishab a geya te mein baba kolo zabardast chuda ke ghar wal nassi . sedhe mein bath room gai te paishab kiita , per eh pii kujh horsi thori thori chikni jahi gondwangon .mein hat la ke vekheya te dil kare hath nah hatawan .khair uss din te raat no vi mein apni phuddi no hath la la ke maza leindi rahi .kujh din te langh gay hun baba ghar away te nah mein usnal bolan teh nah oh bulanda ci ik do vari amman puchiya ki gal te baba dhi ich koi ladai te nahein ho gi per mein tal ditta
ik din ki hoya ammi nu nal wale pind kisse di shadi te jana ci kalli te ja nahein sakdi amman vi usde naal hi tiyar hoi sath dein lai .mera bhai mere tu do vade bhai heige ik te baher honda ci ek sade nal hi rehnda ci mere tu ik sal vada ci .hun ammi baba noon keha keh oh sade kol raat nu so jaay te baba haami bhar lai baba te sada rishta ik vishwas wala te ik famiy varga si iss liye ammi noo koi dar vi nahein ci ........ raat nu khana khaan tu baad bhai te home work kita te apne kamre chala geya baba di manji bramde si te mein te ammi ik hi kamre ander sondi saan te mein uss ander chali gai .pehla te home work kita .phir
sheitani khiyal aan lag pay baba bahr barande ich ci .... mein baher gai baba apna huqqa pienda piya ci . mein bhai de kamre gai , oh saun di tiyari karan lga ci mein keha chal baba koolon koi kahani sunde aan .te bhai ne keha nah mein te saon lageya tu suun ni te sun .....mein baher aagai te
baba de kol hi beh gai uss di manji ute ,baba lait ke huqqa pii reha ci mein baba nu uccha jeha kehea bhai te sunda nahein meino te ajj khani sun ni aa te baba keh accha dhiye te assan koi galan karan lag pay .mein babe de samne beithi saan te baba pehlo bhar mere peeche letiya hoya ci .mein baba naal dhon laa le ke beithi rahi baba de huqe di ghur ghur de siwa sahnwan di awaz ci hor chupp ghupp .babe da lun meri umeed wangon sar utha lita te meri kand de naal khen lag peya . mein baba kolo holi jahi bab eh ki hei te iss nu ki khende aa teh kehn laga dhiye eh khedona haeiga 'mein keha' mein te iss nu guda kahwa gi te iss de naal khedan gi .baba hasan lag peya mein hath pichan kar ke ussdi dhoti choon apna gudde nu nap lita te
uss da sar daban lag gai .oh changa vada te nmota lun ci
ik jatt da ci te changa kasarti te mazboot lagda ci . baba ne ik hath naal huqqe di naddi napi rakhi te dooje hat naal meri mumniyan noo daban lag geya .mein te bade maze wich saan te dardi vi saan te khush vi ke ajj baba hath aa geya .phir mein babe noon chuman lag gai te hont te jeibh choosan lag gai. baba hole hole meri shalwar ich hath paa lita te meri phuddi de wal hole hole jaan lag geya mein vi apni tangan thori si khol litiya san te baba pehli vari meri phuddi noo touch kita te mein ucchal pai aik crunt jeha minu lagiya baba ne hey uthe hi hath daba lita te mein seedhi ho ke beh gai .meinu koi samjh nahin andi si ki karan mein babe da hath nap ke kadh dita te ussde hath chum ke uth gai te apne kamre de andar ja ke kundi laa liti .te saon di try kardi rahi per neender kiddan aaway kujh karan no ji karda si par pata nahein ci lagda ki karan te kiddan karan .... bahuti der bad mein so gai te bhai de drwaza khatkhaan nal mein jag gai . assan donan college vi jana si .baba di manji khali si ehda matlub oh swere hi chala geya ci .mein nashta banaya te assan dona behn bhai ne nashta keeita te college val tur paey ..mere sar ich dard vi si raat noon mein soi vi nahein saan poora pinda dukhda ci .college ich ja ke inj lage keh bukhar hogeya te mein kujh der baad hi chutti lai te ghar aa gai .baba apne ghar tu baher hi kiyari nu pani de reha ci
meinu vekhdiya sar hi bolyea ki gal aa dhiye tu college nahein gai , mein dassiya tabiyat theek nahei te chutti le liti aa .oh kehn laga te fir dawai le ke te aram kar fir kehn laga ik do goliyan te sade ghar vi honiya .mein keha theek aa te usde ghar de drawaze wal tur pai ,baba bhi pani di balti rakh ke andar aageya ....apne kamre ander jaa ke almari ich dwai dhondan lg geya . mein baba noon piichon japha pa leiya te ron lag gai baba te presan hogeya keh ki hoya dhi meri noon ,uss samjheya mein ammi lai preshan udas heigi te khn laga vekh ajj sham teekar teri ammi aa jana tu kiu evin udas ho gai ein usno ki dasdi mein kiu preshan heigi kujh samajh nahein anda si mein uss de seene naal kag gai te uss thori der baad mera sar utha ke mere honte te apne hont rakh dite te mere mume vi masaln lag geya mein basta kitaban da picho kadh ke baba noo keha mein goli khani a te baher gai ghade cho pani paa ke goli ik tarf chutt diti te hole hole ja ke baher wala darwaza band kar ke kanmre andar aagai.baba uthe hi khada ci mein kamre da darwaz vi dho ditta te baba nu japhi paa liti ........oh vi ehi chandha ci mein babe da khada lun nap ke ghuttan lag gai te ussdi dhoti pran sutt ditti baba meri uniform wali qameez uthan laga te mein rok diita te qameez (shirt) lah ditti hun mein sirf buniyan ich te shalwar ich ci baba mere mumay vekhan laga te mein sharama gai te mein bhaj ke manji te oondhi leit gai baba naal hi aake beith geya .meri tangan ajje manji talle hi san baba meri tangan chuk ke manji te rakhein te meino picho japhi paa ke hth tale la ke mere mumniya no daban lag piya mein leiti rahi oh meri kand te gardan te badi chumiyan dein laga ci e meri shalwar da nada vi us ne khol ditta te apna hath usne meri phuddi te rakh ditta mein apni tangan khol ke badi aram jeha mehsoos kita .hun baba hole hole apna hath pheran lag geiya te mein tadfan lag pai mein pasa plat ke sidhi ho ke uss de seene ich sar chuppa lita .uss sirf qameez hi pehni hoi si us di dhoti te mein pehlna hi lah ditti si mein usde lun no nap ke usno janchan lag pai .
te oh vi hun khul ke mere phudi te masage karan lag paeya

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