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Chapter-44: The Segregation
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"Varun ,tu ek kaam kar,jakar TC ko pakad aur Mathura tak ki ticket jugad kar...."Jis Platform par train khadi thi waha pahuchte hee maine Varun se kaha...
"main bhi yahi soch raha tha..."mujhe daant dikhate hue Varun ticket ka jugad karne chala gaya.... Varun ke jaane ke baad maine Arun ki taraf dekha aur bola"dua kar lawde ki ticket ka jugad ho jaye,warna general dibbe me to tu chuda...."
"train me bheed dekhkar mujhe ab aisa lag raha hai ki mujhe yaha aana hee nahi chahiye tha...sala main do hee chizo se darta hoon ,pahla exam ke result se aur dusara train ki bheed se...."
"ro mat,jugad ho jayega...waise tune sahi kaha ki tujhe yaha nahi aana chahiye tha..pure 7 din tak tune mujhe bore kiya...mera dimag khaya..ab jab tu ja raha hai to i am very happy...."
"jyada bolega to yahi par shahid kar dunga....."
"mazak kar raha tha janeman...dil pe mat le, kahi aur le..."
"ghuma ke apne pichhwade me le le...ye dialogue bazi apun se "ye bolte waqt Arun ko achanak kuchh yaad aaya aur wo tapak se bola"janta hai be, main jaha kaam karta hoon...waha apne sath walo ko college ke dino ke dialogue maar-maar kar chod deta hoon....abhi kuchh hafto pahle ki baat hai, mere sath join hue ek launda mujhse kisi topic par bahas kar raha tha to maine use kaha ki 'MC, dimag kharab mat kar...warna ek baar lund fek ke marunga to tera pura khandan chud jayega tera'....janta hai uske baad kya hua..."
maine apni gardan do baar na me hila di aur jamhayi lekar Arun ko indirectly batane laga ki main uski bakwas me interested nahi hoon.....
"uske baad se sala mujhse baat hee nahi karta...BC ,chutiya "
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Iske baad Main chup hee raha lekin Arun ko har do minute ke baad ek daura padta aur wo aisi hee ghisi- piti kahani mujhe suna raha tha....
Main waise to uski bakwas sunna nahi chah raha tha lekin sath me main ye bhi chahta tha ki wo aisi hee baate karke chala jaye...main chahta tha ki wo , wo sab baate na kare jiske baare me main usase baat nahi karna chahta tha....lekin sale ne jate hue aakhirkar meri dukhti nas ko daba hee diya....
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"Arman,yaad hai tune ek baar kaha tha ki tu movie isliye dekhta hai taki yadi teri life me kabhi waisi problem aaye to tu waisi galti na kare jo movie ke characters ne ki thi...."
"kaha tha...to ? "
"phhir tune waisi galti kyun ki..."
"main kuchh samjha nahi..."dusari taraf dekhte hue maine kaha ....
"tujhse achchha kaun samajh sakta hai is baare me....main Esha ke baare me baat kar raha hoon..." "dead topics par main faltu ki discussion nahi karta..."Arun ki taraf dekh kar maine kaha"aur tujhe ye baat jitni jaldi samajh me aayegi utna hee thik rahega...."
"kisi ko nazar andaaz karne se wo khatm nahi ho jati...aur yadi Esha tere liye dead topic hee hai to aaj tak tere mobile me uske dwara teen-teen different language me bole gaye ,i love you...wala video abhi tak kyun hai..."
Arun ne mera muh band kar diya tha ,mujhe ab kuchh nahi soojh raha tha ki usase kya kahu aur main apne hontho ke bheetari bhago ko apne daant se chabane laga....
"tu mujhse gale milkar jyega ya phhir mujhse laat-ghuse khakar...."maine haste hue kaha....
"tu waqt bewaqt situation ke according acting bahut achchhi kar leta hai...lekin mere samne nahi...isliye ab hasna chhod aur jawab de"
"Arun....."kuchh der ruk kar maine aage kaha"ladkiyo ko lekar,mera funda hamesha clear tha ki yadi ladki door ja rahi hai to phhir use pane ke liye apna jee-jaan laga do ya phhir use bhool jao....8th Semester ke baad ,jab Esha meri zindagi se chali gayi to maine dusara rasta chuna...kyunki wahi rasta mujhe aasan laga...lekin....baad me mujhe pata chala ki main 8th Semester ke baad chahe koyi sa bhi rasta chunta ,wo galat hee hota kyunki meri manzil hee galat thi....aur yahi hua..."
"koyi rasta galat nahi hota,Arman..har rasta hume kisi na kisi manzil se jodta hee hai...ab tu apne dusare raste ko hee dekh le, Esha ki jagah tujhe Nisha mil gayi..."
"Nisha....lekin..."
"lekin-vekin kuchh nahi...bas tu apne dil me Nisha ko Esha ki jagah replacement kar de...aur humara profession bhi to wahi hai ki jab kisi machine me koyi part kharab ho jata hai to hum us kharab part ka
shok manane ki bajay ,dusare part se replacement kar dete hai...." "par main koyi machine nahi..."
"abey maan le na ki tu machine hai..thik usi tarah jaise zindagi bhar hum har sawal me 'X' ko mante aaye hai...."
"kafi achchhe-achchhe dialogues marne laga hai tu...."Arun ke samne apne hathiyaar dalte hue maine kaha...
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"tu janta hai...aaj main bahut khush hoon, kyunki maine pahli baar tujhe muh-chodi me hara
diya lekin main dukhi bhi hoon kyunki Varun abhi tak nahi aaya aur train ki bheed dekhkar mera khoon sookh raha hai...."
"chinta mat kar main Universal donor hoon....blood donate kar dunga tujhe...."
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Arun ne ghadi me time dekha aur udas bhari nigaah mujhpar dali. Train ko chhutane me ab sirf 20 minutes hee baki the ki tabhi paseene se nahaya hua mera rahis dost Varun mujhe platform par aate hue dikhayi diya...
"yaar, Seventh semester tak ki kahani to tune suna di...lekin Vibha mam ko to tune abhi tak nahi choda
....sale kitna alsi tha tu "
"par yahi sach hai...kisi ke pasand karne ya na karne se main apni kahani nahi badalne wala..." "ok baby...8th semester ka thoda introduction de de...bole to trailor dikha de thoda..."
"abhi nahi...pahle main Nisha se milinga aur phhir baad me 8th Semester par pahuchunga....sala dil bahut udas hai,Arun ke jane "
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"Varun ek kaam kar..."jab Car colony ke andar ghusi to maine Varun se kaha.... "bolo malik..."
"tu apna mobile mujhe de...kuchh important kaam hai..."
"ghanta important kaam hai...tu jaroor use call karne ke liye mujhse mobile maang raha hai..."
maine socha ki Varun mazak me ghanta-vanta kar raha hai ,isliye mobile lene ke liye maine apna hath uski taraf badhaya ,lekin Varun ne mujhe apna mobile dene ke bajay...mere hath ko door jhadak diya.... "chodu hai kya..."
"mujhe ek artical likh kar kuchh dino me submit karna hai, aur mujhe mere mobile ki jaroorat pad sakti hai..."
"main likh dunga...lekin abhi mujhe apna mobile de..."
"shakal dekhi hai, bada aaya artical likhne wala....beta waha MC, BC ,BKL,MKL nahi likhna hota,jisme tu mahir hai..."
"i can do everything in every field "
"samjha kar...nahi to mujhe mobile dene me kya problem hoti...."
"problem ye hai ki mera dil udas hai...jo tu nahi samajh raha...mobile de de warna yahi par shahid kar dunga...."
"sorry...."
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"yadi tu mujhe apna mobile dega to tujhe main ye bataunga ki deepika mam abhi kaha hai...aur waise bhi tu apna kaam aadhe ghante baad shuru karega to tujhpar koyi aasman nahi girega....."
profession more than "
"thik hai Profession Lover, phhir car yahi rok main Kuchh chahal kadmi karke aata hoon....lekin ek baat yaad rakhna ki deepika ke bare me tujhe kabhi kuchh nahi maloom chalega.maine socha tha ki tu ye janne ke liye bekarar hoga ki college se buttkick karke nikali gayi deepika ke sath kya-kya hua...wo kis-kis se mili, usne kaise-kaise kaam kiye...even main tujhe uski bikni me photo tak dikha sakta hoon...khair jab tu interested hee nahi hai to koyi baat nahi,apna kya...kahi na kahi se jugad kar hee lunga.tu nahi to koyi aur sahi..."Car se nikalte waqt berukhi se maine kaha....
meri berukhi aur deepika mam ko dekhne ki Varun ki chah kaam kar gayi....main abhi thodi hee door aage aaya tha ki Varun ne car aage badha kar mere bagal me rok di...
"ab ja na lawde,apna artical pura kar...yaha kya marwane aaya hai..."Varun ko dhikkarte hue maine apna seena tana aur badbadate hue aage badha"jab mobile nahi tha tab bhi launde ,laundiyo se milne jate the...jab unhe koyi dar nahi tha to phhir mujhe kahe ka darr...dayi chod dunga Nisha ke baap ki yadi sala beech me aaya to..."
"oye ruk...."
"chus..."
"Arman ruk be..."
"man to nahi hai tera mobile lene ka lekin jab tu mujhse itni minnate kar hee raha hai to...la de mobile,tu bhi kya yaad rakhega ki kis mahan purush se pala pada tha..."
"maine kab kaha ki main tujhe mobile dene ke liye rok raha hoon...aur sale maine minnat kab ki tere samne...."Car se nikal kar Varun mujhe dhakka dete hue bola....
"beta,main aasman me udti hui chidiya ko dekhkar ye bata sakta hoon ki wo ab kis taraf mudegi...phhir tu chiz hee kya hai...aur yadi tujhe mujhe mobile nahi dena hota to ,mobile tere jeb me hota na ki tere hath me..."
Mere is word war se Varun ne apna mobile wala hath peechhe karte mujhse kaha ki usne mobile time dekhne ke liye nikala tha....
"ye le...iska matlab to yahi hua ki tu Newton ko gravity aur Einstein mahoday ko Relativity padha raha hai,wo bhi Commerce ka hokar....tere hath me bandhi ghadi kya kharab ho gayi hai jo tune time dekhne ke liye mobile nikalne ka kast kiya....ab seedhe se mobile mujhe de aur yaha se chalta ban...bore mat kar..."
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Iske baad Varun ki aur kuchh bolne ki himmat nahi hui, wo mere dwara apni is ghor bejjati par gussa to bahut tha...lekin wo ab jaan gaya tha ki aage kuchh bolne ka matlab ,khud ki aur bhi bejjati karana tha...isliye Varun apne sare gusse ko daru ki tarah pee gaya aur chup chap mobile mujhe dekar car ke andar gaya, car start ki aur slowly-slowly waha se jaane laga.....tabhich maine socha ki jab lapete me ise le hee liya hai to pura nanga kiya jaye...kyunki kya pata dobara aisa mauka kab aaye, isliye maine Varun ke andar ki aag bhadkane ke liye jor se chillaya....
"sun be, khana bana kar rakhna...warna is mahine ki pagar nahi dunga..."
mere in shabdo ne Varun ke tapte jism me ghee ka kaam kiya aur Varun turant jal utha...usne apni car roki aur bahar nikal kar daudte hue mere paas aaya....
"gand me bamboo dalkar ek lakh R.P.M. Ki speed se ghumaunga...."
"aisa kya...le phhir r.p.m. Ka full form bata ,beta engineer ke sath rahkar koyi engineer nahi ban jata...engineer banne ke liye char saal tak tapna padta hai,tab ye kabiliyat aati hai...tere jaisa commerce subject ka launda ye nahi samajh sakta"bolte hee main waha se bhag khada hua,kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki yadi ek pal aur main waha khada rahta to mera murder ho jata....
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Varun ke paas se khisakne ke baad main Nisha ke ghar se thodi door par aakar ruk gaya aur no. dial kiya.....
maine kayi baar koshish ki ,lekin Nisha thi ki phone uthane ka naam hee nahi le rahi thi,...
"iski to...phhir ise mobile dene ka fayda hee kya hua,jab time pe baat hee nahi honi hai to...."mobile se baat karte hue maine kaha aur call log me jakar Nisha ke number ke number par mobile ki hari batti daba di....lekin natija is baar bhi pahle wala hee raha...ghanti to ja rahi thi lekin meri ghanti(Nisha ) call recieve hee nahi kar rahi thi...iske baad maine 5-6 baar aur try mara aur jab koyi kamyabi nahi mili to kisi thake -hare hue insaan ki tarah Nisha ke ghar ki taraf dekha...to mujhe Nisha ke ghar ke bahar do car khadi dikhayi di aur jaha tak main janta tha ,wo dono car mere sasural walo ki nahi thi...yani ki Nisha ke ghar me koyi bahari aadmi aaya hua tha aur Car dekhkar hee lag raha tha ki sala bahut rahis hoga.....
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ab jab ye clear ho gaya ki Nisha ke ghar me kayi bahari log hai to dimag ne ye bhi theory bana dali ki Nisha ,jaroor unhi logo ke samne hogi ,isiliye wo mera call recieve nahi kar rahi hai....lekin ab sawal ye paida hua ki Nisha ke ghar aaya kaun hai....
shuru me socha ki chalkar Nisha ke ghar ki rakhwali karne wale guard se baato hee baato me puchh liya
jaye,lekin phhir jab dhang ka kuchh nahi sujha to maine apna irada taal diya....
"kahi sala David aur uski family to nahi aayi hai..."eka-ek mere 1400 gm ke bheje me ye khayal kaudha aur phhir ye khayal beet rahe har seconds ke sath prabal hota gaya...
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Nisha ke ghar ke bahar khada main ,yahi soch raha tha ki yadi sach me David aur uske pariwar wale hee andar honge to phhir mujhe jald se jald kuchh sochana padega...warna Nisha hath se nikal jayegi... "haan bol dayan...kis par jadu tona kar rahi thi...jo mera phone nahi uthaya..."Nisha ne kuchh samay baad khud mujhe call kiya ,tab main uspar bhadakte hue bola"kaha hai..."
"bathroom me hoon...badi mushkil se call kar payi hoon..." "bathroom me kya kar reli hai ,hmm"
"shut up..."
"chal thik hai,nahi batana to mat bata ,wo tera personal matter hai...lekin ye bata ki abhi kaun aaya hua hai tere ghar me..."
"tumhe kaise pata chala ki mere ghar me koyi aaya hua hai..."achanak chaukte hue usne apni aawaz tez karke puchha..
"bas aise hee andaza lagaya...kya sach me koyi aaya hai kya..."
"haan...David aaya hua hai aur lunch ke baad wo mujhe shopping ke liye le jane wala hai...."
"David....iski maa ka fill in the blanks...."phone rakhte hue maine aakhiri lafz Nisha se kahe"wishing you a happy married life..."
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Maine mobile gusse se jeb me ghusaya aur seedhe apne room ki taraf badha....mujhe gussa isliye aa raha tha kyunki jis khushi ke sath Nisha ne David ke uske ghar aane aur uske sath shopping par jane ki baat kahi thi...usase mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha ki ye wahi Nisha hai,jo kuchh din pahle David ka name lekar pareshan ho rahi thi....uski aawaz me jara sa bhi rukhapan nahi tha yani ki David ke aane se wo bahut jyada khush thi....aisa maine socha, lekin haqiqat kuchh aur ho sakti thi,yadi Nisha ne mere call disconnect karne ke baad mujhe return call kiya hota to lekin usne aisa nahi kiya....
Main pure raste bhar Nisha ke return call ka wait karte hue apne room ki taraf badh raha tha aur apne room par bhi pahuch gaya,lekin abhi tak Nisha ne ek bhi return call nahi ki thi....
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Waqt ko badalte hue sabne dekha hoga lekin kabhi-kabhi waqt nahi insaan badal jate hai,unki chah badal jati hai,jeene ki vajah badal jati hai....aur ye seedhe humare left side yani ki dil par hamle ke barabar hota hai aur jab aapke dil ke sabse karibi shaks aisa kare to mano dil par kisi ne parmanu hamla kar diya ho.....aisa lagta hai.
ek baar to ye parmanu hamla main jhel chuka tha aur aage bhi jhel sakta tha....lekin ,sala abki baar chutiya banne ka mood nahi hai.
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Room par aaya to aaj pichhale kuchh dino ki tarah Arun bhi nahi tha ,jo gali dekar puchhe ki 'kaha gaya tha lawde...daru laya ya aise hee muh uthakar aa gaya ' .
Akela Varun hee tha aur wo bhi is waqt apna lap top pakde marwa raha tha isliye Varun ko disturb kiye hue bina main seedhe balcony par ja pahucha.Cigarette ki packet ulat-pulat ki lekin packet khali nikli...isliye ab chup-chap hokar balcony me khade rahne ke siwa mere paas koyi dusara rasta nahi tha.... Jab kuchh thanda hua to socha ki kahi main Nisha ko parakhne me jaldbaji to nahi kar raha hoon....ho sakta hai wo kisi aur baat se us waqt khush rahi hogi....
"lekin use kam se kam ek return call to karna hee chahiye....main hota to ek nahi dus return call karta...."Mobile par Nisha ka number dekhte hue main jhallaya....
"ye laundiyo wali harkat mat kar, be A Mard...."maine turant apna hee virodh kiya.....
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jab kuchh aur samay gujara to mujhe khud ki galti dikhne lagi aur mujhe mere andar ki wo burayi nazar aayi ,jo mujhme nahi honi chahiye thi.....Main hamesha se Kabirdas ka fan tha aur unke ek all time favorite dialogue"Kaal Kare So Aaj Kar, Aaj Kare So Ab" par chalta tha...aur isi karan mere andar sabra naam ki chiz nahi thi...apni aadat ke viparit maine ek baar sabra kiya...wo bhi ek din, do din nahi...ek hafte, do hafte nahi...ek mahine ,do mahine nahi...yaha tak ki ek saal ,do saal bhi mere us sabra ke samay seema ke aage kam pad gaye....maine pure char saal tak sabra kiya lekin us sabra ne hee meri achchhi tarah se maar li....tab se Sabra naam ki chidiya mere aas-paas bhi nahi udati.....
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Apne hath me mobile pakde hue main Nisha ke mobile number ko dekh raha tha aur us baat ko aadha ghanta beet jaane ke bawjood abhi tak intezaar hee kar raha tha ki wo mujhe ab call karegi...ab call karegi...
dil ne kaha ki wo nahi karti to tu khud kar le aur meri bechaini ko khatam karde,lekin dimag ne kaha ki 'beta ek baar laundiya ke chakkar me chud chuke ho aur abki baar wala scene bhi kuchh waisa hee ban raha hai...isliye jara sambhal kar aur use hee call karne do...."
Ichchha to bahut ho rahi thi ki abhich mobile ki hari batti do baar daba doon ,lekin phhir socha"jane do,sala apni bhi koyi aaukat hai...khud call karegi to kare...main to ab call hee nahi karunga...."
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"baat hee to nahi hui...."itna bolkar main chup ho gaya...
Varun ne bistar se apna mobile uthaya aur kisi ko call karke kaha ki usne falana artical bhej diya hai...wo jakar check kar le.....uske baad Varun kuchh der tak apni aankh malta raha aur phhir aankh kholkar bola"chal bata deepika ke bare me..."
"mood nahi hai us R.deepika ke baare me baat karne ka..."
"to mood banao shriman...warna hum tumhari khatiya khadi kar denge..." "abey...pahle to tu ye bakchod language me bolna chhod..."
"chal ab nahi bolta....lekin ek baat bata, tujhe kabhi andar se feeling nahi aayi ki tune apne badle ki khatir deepika ka career barbaad kar diya...matlab ki usne jo kiya wo galat tha,main manta hoon...lekin deepika ko college se nikalne ke aalawa bhi to koyi dusara rasta nikal sakta tha...is tarah use badnaam karna aur phhir uski rozi-roti par laat marna ,ye to ek tarah se galat hua na...."
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Varun ka sawal jayaj tha lekin mere andar se kabhi ye khayal hee nahi aaya ki maine deepika mam ke sath jo kiya ,wo galat tha....main bola...
"tujhe pata hai, female black spider ki ek khasiyat hoti hai ki wo sambhog ke baad male spider ko kha jati hai aur deepika mam bhi usi black spider ki tarah thi ,jo kisi bhi ladke se chudne ke baad use nigal jati thi....yani ki us ladke ka career barbaad kar deti thi, isliye mujhe kabhi is baat par pachhtawa nahi hua ki maine use buri tarah badnaam karke college se nikala....mere barbaad hone ki beshak hee kayi vajah rahi ho, lekin sabse pahli vajah deepika mam khud thi..."thodi der ruk kar main aage bola"aur waise bhi deepika mam ko meri is harkat se fayda hee hua,kyunki aaj kal wo ek model hai...."
"model kaha....."
Maine paas me rakhi hui ek magzine ko uthaya aur kayi panne palatne ke baad ek ladki ka photo Varun ko dikhaya ,jo kisi bikni brand ka advertise karne ke liye pose diye hue thi.....
"yahi hai R.Deepika..."
"kya..."mere hath se wo magzine turant chheenkar Varun ne apne hath me liya aur deepika mam ki photo ko upar se lekar neeche tak apni aankho se scan marne ke baad bola"badi dhansu item hai be ye to..."
"college ki no. 1 maal ye pahle bhi thi aur ab bhi hai..." "tab to tu iski fb id bhi janta hoga..."
"jis din isne college chhoda ,usi din isne apni facebook id deactivate kar di...."
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Varun bahut der tak deepika mam ki photo ko takta raha...aur phhir lambi saans lekar bola"chal aage bata..."
Main ab Varun ko apne college ki story suna-suna kar bore hua ja raha tha, isliye maine decide kiya
ki...aaj chahe jo ho jaye.8th Semester ki puri kahani sunakar hee dam lunga...bhale hee raat bhar jagna kyun na pade aur kal subah se apne kaam par jana shuru kar dunga...kyunki mujhe dar tha ki kahi industry wale mujhe nikal na de...isliye maine pahle hee Varun se shart rakhi ki jab tak 8th Semester khatam nahi ho jayega ,wo soyega nahi aur meri is shart par usne hami bhari .....
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"8th Semester ki shuruat jaise hui ,uske do-teen din baad hee hume pata chala ki Vibha janeman...college chhod rahi hai...aur ye mere Vibha ko chodne ke armano par jabarjast prahar tha....jise main bardasht nahi kar sakta tha...."
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Jab ye khabar mujhe mili tab main apne dosto ke sath hostel me tha aur jaise hee ye khabar suni to dil kiya ki khabar sunane wale ko apne hostel ki chhat se ulta latka doon ya phhir direct neeche fek doon.... kayi saal pahle maine ye padha tha ki kisi chiz ko 11.2 kilometer per second ki velocity se upar fekne par wo chiz earth se palayan kar jati hai aur phhir kabhi earth par laut kar nahi aati...isliye is waqt dil to ye bhi kiya ki khabar sunane wale us launde ko 11.2km per second ki raftaar se aasman me fek doon ,jisase wo earth se seedhe palayan kar jaye aur kabhi lautkar na aa paye....lekin main aisa nahi kar paya kyunki ye khabar kisi aur ne nahi balki humare Pandey ji ne sunayi thi....
"khud to hai hee manhoos aur khabar bhi waisi manhooso wali lata hai...sale tu mar kyun nahi jata aur
kitna jiyega...."Vibha se judayi ke gam me maine kaha..
"Kya Arman bhai...main to socha tha ki Vibha ke jaane se aap bahut khush hoge...lekin ye khabar sunkar to aap ulta mujhpar hee baras pade..."
"ise tu khushkhabari kahta hai...sale pure college me ye eklauti ladki thi ,jo mujhse baat karti thi...waise tu khush kyun hai Vibha ke jaane se, usne teri gand mari thi kya..."
"gand hee to maar rahi hai...sali sectional me chod deti hai mere ko..."
"ab uske class me Rajshri khakar baithega to yahi hoga...aur bata bhi raha hai to ab, pahle bataya hota to kuchh jugad bhi jamata, ab to wo ja rahi hai..."
"are hatao Vibha ko aur aaj raat ke daru programme ke baare me baat karte hai...."
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Vibha is pure college ki eklauti aisi ladki thi ,jo mujhse dhang se muskura kar baat karti thi...main kitna bigda hua hoon, kitna badmash hoon...isase use kabhi koyi fark nahi pada...class test, midterm me mere kitne bhi number ho...uske subject me sectional hamesha mujhe badhiya hee mila,isliye Vibha se meri kabhi koyi bahas nahi hui...baki ladke jaha assignment likh-likh kar apne hath pakad lete the ,wahi main har baar sirf apna name likhkar copy jama karta ,lekin ek baar bhi wo kuchh nahi boli....aur to aur facebook me main usase double meaning wali hazaro baate karta tha,kyunki mera dili ichchha thi ki ek din wo bistar par mere neeche ho....lekin mere ye intention incomplete hee rah gaye....
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dusare din main college to pahucha lekin third period me aur tab tak Vibha ki class ja chuki thi aur ye class uski aakhiri class thi....jab college pahucha to dosto ne bataya ki aaj Vibha mam ki class me koyi padhayi nahi hui...wo log pure ek ghante Vibha mam se sirf hansi mazak karte rahe aur class ke end me sabhi laundo-laundiyo ne Vibha mam ko unki aage ki life ke liye all the best kaha ,jiske baad Vibha ne bhi puri class ko all the best kaha.....sala main hee is mauke pe chauka marne se rah gaya, yadi kal raat daru nahi pee hoti to....khair ab pachhtaye hot kya ,jab chidiya chug gayi khet aur waise bhi I LOVE DARU MORE THAN GIRLS....
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"kya soch raha hai be Arman...chal Canteen se aate hai..."lunch hone ke baad bhi jab main apni jagah par baitha raha to Arun bola...
"kuchh nahi,bas Vibha janeman ke baare me soch raha hoon....mere paas full mauka tha use patane ka,lekin main to lund hilata raha...kabhi try hee nahi kiya aur aaj jab wo ja rahi hai to ekdum kharab lag raha hai...ab class me wahi badsurat teacher rahenge,jinki surat dekhte hee padhne ka man nahi karta..."
"chal canteen me first year ki laundiyo ko tadte hai...is baar to puri miss india aa gayi hai college me..." "Wo sab chhod aur ye bata ki Vibha is waqt kaha hogi ,tere hisab se..."
"is waqt...."andaza lagate hue Arun bola"mechanical department me hogi aur kaha hogi..."
"ek kaam kar tu ja, main aaj canteen nahi ja raha....Vibha se milkar aata hoon..."Vibha se milne ka irada karke main apni jagah se utha ,to Arun ne mera kandha pakad kar mujhe wapas baitha diya...
"tujhe lagta hai ki wo tujhse milegi...abey lodu ,wo is waqt mechanical department me hogi...aur waha apne sare khadoos teacher honge..."
"to kya hua..."
"to kya hua.....beta tu mechaniclal department me to usase baat kar nahi payega isliye tu use bahar aane ke liye hee kahega...aise me wo sale ,MC teachers pakka kuchh na kuchh galat samajh lenge....jate-jate to use badnaam mat kar..."
"tu hoshiyari mat chod aur ja apna kaam kar...mujhe maloom hai ki kya karna hai, bada aaya mujhe
salah dene wala..."
"marwa phhir...mujhe kya..."bolkar Arun turant class se bahar nikal gaya...aur main mechanical department ki taraf badha....
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waise to kuchh der pahle maine Arun ko gali dekar bhaga diya tha,lekin usne sahi hee kaha tha ki department me jakar Vibha ko seedhe bahar bulana ,khatarnak sabit ho sakta tha...isliye main apne department ke bahar jakar rook gaya aur Vibha ke mobile par ek messege tapka diya ki mujhe usase milna hai....
Mere messege karne ke 10 minute baad tak jab Vibha mechanical department se bahar nahi nikli to maine ye maan liya ki ab wo bahar nahi aayegi ,isliye main wapas jane ke liye muda...lekin tabhi peechhe se Vibha janeman ne mujhe aawaz di....
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"mujhe laga nahi ki aap aaogi...isliye wapas ja raha tha..."Vibha ko bahar dekh main uski taraf badha... "lunch me busy thi...ab free hoon,bolo kya baat hai..."
"aaj badi dhansu lag rahi ho....bole to you are looking beautiful..."
Meri is tarif bhare shabdo ka Vibha ne koyi jawab nahi diya jabki aam taur par ladkiya apne liye aise word sunkar samne wale ko smile ke sath thanks kahti hai...lekin Vibha mam ki apni hee ek khas aadat hai ,jo ye ki main jab bhi use khubsurat kahta tha to uska muh aise ban jata tha jaise maine uski tarif nahi balki bejjati ki hai...khair ye humara personal matter hai...tum logo ko involve hone ki jaroorat
nahi
"dil se bol raha hoon mam ki you are looking so beautiful...ab to ja rahi ho ,kam se kam jate-jate to thanks bol "
"thanks...lekin tumne abhi tak ye nahi bataya ki mujhse ,tumhe aisi kaun si baat karni thi..."
Vibha ke ye kahte hee main soch me pad gaya...kyunki main ye soch ke hee nahi aaya tha ki Vibha se mujhe kya baat karni hai...isliye main waha khada rahkar kuchh der tak to idhar-udhar jhakta raha aur phhir bola "yaha se kahi door chale "
"chalo..."
"kya..."mere sath chalne ke uske jawab se main thoda nervous sa ho gaya...kyunki mujhe abhi tak samajh nahi aaya tha ki Vibha se actually main baat kya karu ?
hum dono waha se door aaye aur phhir ek jagah jakar Vibha rook gayi aur meri taraf dekhne lagi....jisase main aur bhi nervous ho gaya...mere andar is waqt saukado toofan utha hua tha ,jo shabdo ke roop me mere andar se bahar nikalkar Vibha ke kano tak jana chahta tha....is waqt mere andar kayi khayalat aa rahe the, jaise ki Vibha ko 'i love you' kahna ya phhir 'i want to fuck you' kahna....lekin in sabhi ke beech maine wo topic chheda jiski ummid na to Vibha ko thi aur na hee mujhe....wo to bas ek second ke andar hee mere dil me aaya aur maine kah diya....
"Sidar ko to janti hee hongi...bole to wahi apne MTL bhai..."bolne ke sath hee mere andar ek dukh ka anubhav hua...aur aisa hee kuchh-kuchh reaction Vibha ka bhi tha...
"use kaun nahi janta...lekin Sidar ke baare me mujhse kya baat karni hai...hum dono to kabhi dost tak nahi the...."
"exactly...ise ke baare me to baat karni hai...."Vibha ki aankho me aankhe gadate hue main bola"unhone mujhse kaha tha ki wo aapse...matlab...wo ,aapse..."
"pyar karta tha...."mere aadhure vakya ko pura karte hue Vibha ne kaha"lekin maine to usase kabhi pyar nahi kiya...."
"wahi to puchhane aaya hoon ki kyun nahi kiya...koyi khas dushmani thi kya unse..."
"jisase dushmani na ho ,iska matlab ye to nahi hota ki usase pyar kiya jaye....aur waise bhi ab wo nahi hai to is baare me baat karne ka koyi fayda nahi....main chalti hoon..."
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"ye kya kar diya ye to naraz ho gayi..."Vibha ko waha se jate dekh main khud par cheekha aur tej kadmo ke sath aage badhte hue Vibha ke thik samne khada ho gaya....
"sorry...waise main ye puchhane aaya tha ki yaha se ja kab rahi ho...mera matlab train kitne baje ki hai..."
"tumhe kaise pata ki main train se "
"ab plane se to jaogi nahi aur Rajasthan tak yaha se koyi bus jati nahi...isliye jaogi to train se hee...ab batao kitne baje ki train hai..."
"11:30 PM....lekin ye kyun puchh rahe ho..."
"bas aisich general knowledge ke liye...kya pata Indian Engineering service(IES) ke exam me ye question aa jaye "
"to main chalu..."
"ja aish kar..." "sudharoge nahi tum..."
"koyi sudharne wali mili nahi...warna bande hum utne bigde hue bhi nahi the...aap try maar sakti ho "
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Vibha se milne ke baad maine time dekha to maloom hua ki recess khatam hone me ab bhi 20 minute baki the aur pet me bhookh ke mare jo khalbali machi hui thi uske baad to sirf canteen hee ekmatra sahara tha...isliye main Canteen ki ore chal pada...Pet me bhookh ke karan machi khalbali ke aalawa ek aur karan tha,jiski vajah se main canteen ja raha tha...wo karan ye tha ki last semester se college ke kuchh ladko ne apna ek alag group bana liya tha...jo aaye din kisi na kisi ko pelte rahte the...mujhe Pandey ji ne iski information kuchh din pahle hee di thi aur ye bhi kaha tha ki wo recess ke waqt pura time canteen me rahte hai....isliye Canteen me jakar us group ko thik karna tha aur waise bhi jab se maine apne charo plan ko deactivate kiya hai,tab se main jab chahu,jise chahu, jaha chau...thok sakta hoon...
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Arun se pahli baar meri dosti college me hui thi aur dusari baar yaha Nagpur me...Arun jis din se Nagpur aaya tha,usi din se mujhe maloom tha ki ek din wo haste-muskurate mujhe 'Good bye' kahega aur chala jayega.
Aur aaj 7 din tak Nagpur me rahne ke baad Arun ja raha tha,lekin usne abhi tak mujhe 'Good bye' nahi kaha tha.jab main main aur Varun ,Arun ko railway station tak chhodane ja rahe the tab wo pure raste khud ko bahut cool,bindas dikha raha tha.wo aisa bartaav kar raha tha,jaise ki use mujhse door jane me koyi fark nahi pad raha hai....lekin haqiqat to kuchh aur thi...........
"Varun ,tu ek kaam kar,jakar TC ko pakad aur Mathura tak ki ticket jugad kar...."Jis Platform par train khadi thi waha pahuchte hee maine Varun se kaha...
"main bhi yahi soch raha tha..."mujhe daant dikhate hue Varun ticket ka jugad karne chala gaya.... Varun ke jaane ke baad maine Arun ki taraf dekha aur bola"dua kar lawde ki ticket ka jugad ho jaye,warna general dibbe me to tu chuda...."
"train me bheed dekhkar mujhe ab aisa lag raha hai ki mujhe yaha aana hee nahi chahiye tha...sala main do hee chizo se darta hoon ,pahla exam ke result se aur dusara train ki bheed se...."
"ro mat,jugad ho jayega...waise tune sahi kaha ki tujhe yaha nahi aana chahiye tha..pure 7 din tak tune mujhe bore kiya...mera dimag khaya..ab jab tu ja raha hai to i am very happy...."
"jyada bolega to yahi par shahid kar dunga....."
"mazak kar raha tha janeman...dil pe mat le, kahi aur le..."
"ghuma ke apne pichhwade me le le...ye dialogue bazi apun se "ye bolte waqt Arun ko achanak kuchh yaad aaya aur wo tapak se bola"janta hai be, main jaha kaam karta hoon...waha apne sath walo ko college ke dino ke dialogue maar-maar kar chod deta hoon....abhi kuchh hafto pahle ki baat hai, mere sath join hue ek launda mujhse kisi topic par bahas kar raha tha to maine use kaha ki 'MC, dimag kharab mat kar...warna ek baar lund fek ke marunga to tera pura khandan chud jayega tera'....janta hai uske baad kya hua..."
maine apni gardan do baar na me hila di aur jamhayi lekar Arun ko indirectly batane laga ki main uski bakwas me interested nahi hoon.....
"uske baad se sala mujhse baat hee nahi karta...BC ,chutiya "
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Iske baad Main chup hee raha lekin Arun ko har do minute ke baad ek daura padta aur wo aisi hee ghisi- piti kahani mujhe suna raha tha....
Main waise to uski bakwas sunna nahi chah raha tha lekin sath me main ye bhi chahta tha ki wo aisi hee baate karke chala jaye...main chahta tha ki wo , wo sab baate na kare jiske baare me main usase baat nahi karna chahta tha....lekin sale ne jate hue aakhirkar meri dukhti nas ko daba hee diya....
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"Arman,yaad hai tune ek baar kaha tha ki tu movie isliye dekhta hai taki yadi teri life me kabhi waisi problem aaye to tu waisi galti na kare jo movie ke characters ne ki thi...."
"kaha tha...to ? "
"phhir tune waisi galti kyun ki..."
"main kuchh samjha nahi..."dusari taraf dekhte hue maine kaha ....
"tujhse achchha kaun samajh sakta hai is baare me....main Esha ke baare me baat kar raha hoon..." "dead topics par main faltu ki discussion nahi karta..."Arun ki taraf dekh kar maine kaha"aur tujhe ye baat jitni jaldi samajh me aayegi utna hee thik rahega...."
"kisi ko nazar andaaz karne se wo khatm nahi ho jati...aur yadi Esha tere liye dead topic hee hai to aaj tak tere mobile me uske dwara teen-teen different language me bole gaye ,i love you...wala video abhi tak kyun hai..."
Arun ne mera muh band kar diya tha ,mujhe ab kuchh nahi soojh raha tha ki usase kya kahu aur main apne hontho ke bheetari bhago ko apne daant se chabane laga....
"tu mujhse gale milkar jyega ya phhir mujhse laat-ghuse khakar...."maine haste hue kaha....
"tu waqt bewaqt situation ke according acting bahut achchhi kar leta hai...lekin mere samne nahi...isliye ab hasna chhod aur jawab de"
"Arun....."kuchh der ruk kar maine aage kaha"ladkiyo ko lekar,mera funda hamesha clear tha ki yadi ladki door ja rahi hai to phhir use pane ke liye apna jee-jaan laga do ya phhir use bhool jao....8th Semester ke baad ,jab Esha meri zindagi se chali gayi to maine dusara rasta chuna...kyunki wahi rasta mujhe aasan laga...lekin....baad me mujhe pata chala ki main 8th Semester ke baad chahe koyi sa bhi rasta chunta ,wo galat hee hota kyunki meri manzil hee galat thi....aur yahi hua..."
"koyi rasta galat nahi hota,Arman..har rasta hume kisi na kisi manzil se jodta hee hai...ab tu apne dusare raste ko hee dekh le, Esha ki jagah tujhe Nisha mil gayi..."
"Nisha....lekin..."
"lekin-vekin kuchh nahi...bas tu apne dil me Nisha ko Esha ki jagah replacement kar de...aur humara profession bhi to wahi hai ki jab kisi machine me koyi part kharab ho jata hai to hum us kharab part ka
shok manane ki bajay ,dusare part se replacement kar dete hai...." "par main koyi machine nahi..."
"abey maan le na ki tu machine hai..thik usi tarah jaise zindagi bhar hum har sawal me 'X' ko mante aaye hai...."
"kafi achchhe-achchhe dialogues marne laga hai tu...."Arun ke samne apne hathiyaar dalte hue maine kaha...
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"tu janta hai...aaj main bahut khush hoon, kyunki maine pahli baar tujhe muh-chodi me hara
diya lekin main dukhi bhi hoon kyunki Varun abhi tak nahi aaya aur train ki bheed dekhkar mera khoon sookh raha hai...."
"chinta mat kar main Universal donor hoon....blood donate kar dunga tujhe...."
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Arun ne ghadi me time dekha aur udas bhari nigaah mujhpar dali. Train ko chhutane me ab sirf 20 minutes hee baki the ki tabhi paseene se nahaya hua mera rahis dost Varun mujhe platform par aate hue dikhayi diya...
mujhe nahi pata ki Varun ne itni bhag daud kabhi khud ke liye bhi ki hogi ya nahi...lekin wo aaj mere sabse khas dost ke liye idhar se udhar bhag raha tha...tab mujhe laga ki zindagi ki yahi chhoti-chhoti ghatnaye vastav me humari sampatti hoti hai,jise hume kabhi nahi khona chahiye.....
Arun ke liye ticket ka jugad ho gaya tha aur uske jane ke baad jab main aur Varun wapas apne room ki taraf aa rahe the...to Varun ne car drive karte hue mujhse puchha...."yaar, Seventh semester tak ki kahani to tune suna di...lekin Vibha mam ko to tune abhi tak nahi choda
....sale kitna alsi tha tu "
"par yahi sach hai...kisi ke pasand karne ya na karne se main apni kahani nahi badalne wala..." "ok baby...8th semester ka thoda introduction de de...bole to trailor dikha de thoda..."
"abhi nahi...pahle main Nisha se milinga aur phhir baad me 8th Semester par pahuchunga....sala dil bahut udas hai,Arun ke jane "
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"Varun ek kaam kar..."jab Car colony ke andar ghusi to maine Varun se kaha.... "bolo malik..."
"tu apna mobile mujhe de...kuchh important kaam hai..."
"ghanta important kaam hai...tu jaroor use call karne ke liye mujhse mobile maang raha hai..."
maine socha ki Varun mazak me ghanta-vanta kar raha hai ,isliye mobile lene ke liye maine apna hath uski taraf badhaya ,lekin Varun ne mujhe apna mobile dene ke bajay...mere hath ko door jhadak diya.... "chodu hai kya..."
"mujhe ek artical likh kar kuchh dino me submit karna hai, aur mujhe mere mobile ki jaroorat pad sakti hai..."
"main likh dunga...lekin abhi mujhe apna mobile de..."
"shakal dekhi hai, bada aaya artical likhne wala....beta waha MC, BC ,BKL,MKL nahi likhna hota,jisme tu mahir hai..."
"i can do everything in every field "
"samjha kar...nahi to mujhe mobile dene me kya problem hoti...."
"problem ye hai ki mera dil udas hai...jo tu nahi samajh raha...mobile de de warna yahi par shahid kar dunga...."
"sorry...."
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"yadi tu mujhe apna mobile dega to tujhe main ye bataunga ki deepika mam abhi kaha hai...aur waise bhi tu apna kaam aadhe ghante baad shuru karega to tujhpar koyi aasman nahi girega....."
R.Deepika ka sahara lete hue maine Varun se kaha,kyunki jab deepika ka topic chal raha tha to Varun deepika mam par kuchh jyada laar tapka raha tha....isliye maine socha ki shayad deepika ke baare me aage janne ki utsukta usase mera kaam kara de...sala main itna hoshiyar kaise hoon
"mujhe koyi fark nahi padta ki R.Deepika is waqt kaha marwa rahi hai...aur waise bhi i love myprofession more than "
"thik hai Profession Lover, phhir car yahi rok main Kuchh chahal kadmi karke aata hoon....lekin ek baat yaad rakhna ki deepika ke bare me tujhe kabhi kuchh nahi maloom chalega.maine socha tha ki tu ye janne ke liye bekarar hoga ki college se buttkick karke nikali gayi deepika ke sath kya-kya hua...wo kis-kis se mili, usne kaise-kaise kaam kiye...even main tujhe uski bikni me photo tak dikha sakta hoon...khair jab tu interested hee nahi hai to koyi baat nahi,apna kya...kahi na kahi se jugad kar hee lunga.tu nahi to koyi aur sahi..."Car se nikalte waqt berukhi se maine kaha....
meri berukhi aur deepika mam ko dekhne ki Varun ki chah kaam kar gayi....main abhi thodi hee door aage aaya tha ki Varun ne car aage badha kar mere bagal me rok di...
"ab ja na lawde,apna artical pura kar...yaha kya marwane aaya hai..."Varun ko dhikkarte hue maine apna seena tana aur badbadate hue aage badha"jab mobile nahi tha tab bhi launde ,laundiyo se milne jate the...jab unhe koyi dar nahi tha to phhir mujhe kahe ka darr...dayi chod dunga Nisha ke baap ki yadi sala beech me aaya to..."
"oye ruk...."
"chus..."
"Arman ruk be..."
"man to nahi hai tera mobile lene ka lekin jab tu mujhse itni minnate kar hee raha hai to...la de mobile,tu bhi kya yaad rakhega ki kis mahan purush se pala pada tha..."
"maine kab kaha ki main tujhe mobile dene ke liye rok raha hoon...aur sale maine minnat kab ki tere samne...."Car se nikal kar Varun mujhe dhakka dete hue bola....
"beta,main aasman me udti hui chidiya ko dekhkar ye bata sakta hoon ki wo ab kis taraf mudegi...phhir tu chiz hee kya hai...aur yadi tujhe mujhe mobile nahi dena hota to ,mobile tere jeb me hota na ki tere hath me..."
Mere is word war se Varun ne apna mobile wala hath peechhe karte mujhse kaha ki usne mobile time dekhne ke liye nikala tha....
"ye le...iska matlab to yahi hua ki tu Newton ko gravity aur Einstein mahoday ko Relativity padha raha hai,wo bhi Commerce ka hokar....tere hath me bandhi ghadi kya kharab ho gayi hai jo tune time dekhne ke liye mobile nikalne ka kast kiya....ab seedhe se mobile mujhe de aur yaha se chalta ban...bore mat kar..."
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Iske baad Varun ki aur kuchh bolne ki himmat nahi hui, wo mere dwara apni is ghor bejjati par gussa to bahut tha...lekin wo ab jaan gaya tha ki aage kuchh bolne ka matlab ,khud ki aur bhi bejjati karana tha...isliye Varun apne sare gusse ko daru ki tarah pee gaya aur chup chap mobile mujhe dekar car ke andar gaya, car start ki aur slowly-slowly waha se jaane laga.....tabhich maine socha ki jab lapete me ise le hee liya hai to pura nanga kiya jaye...kyunki kya pata dobara aisa mauka kab aaye, isliye maine Varun ke andar ki aag bhadkane ke liye jor se chillaya....
"sun be, khana bana kar rakhna...warna is mahine ki pagar nahi dunga..."
mere in shabdo ne Varun ke tapte jism me ghee ka kaam kiya aur Varun turant jal utha...usne apni car roki aur bahar nikal kar daudte hue mere paas aaya....
"gand me bamboo dalkar ek lakh R.P.M. Ki speed se ghumaunga...."
"aisa kya...le phhir r.p.m. Ka full form bata ,beta engineer ke sath rahkar koyi engineer nahi ban jata...engineer banne ke liye char saal tak tapna padta hai,tab ye kabiliyat aati hai...tere jaisa commerce subject ka launda ye nahi samajh sakta"bolte hee main waha se bhag khada hua,kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki yadi ek pal aur main waha khada rahta to mera murder ho jata....
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Varun ke paas se khisakne ke baad main Nisha ke ghar se thodi door par aakar ruk gaya aur no. dial kiya.....
maine kayi baar koshish ki ,lekin Nisha thi ki phone uthane ka naam hee nahi le rahi thi,...
"iski to...phhir ise mobile dene ka fayda hee kya hua,jab time pe baat hee nahi honi hai to...."mobile se baat karte hue maine kaha aur call log me jakar Nisha ke number ke number par mobile ki hari batti daba di....lekin natija is baar bhi pahle wala hee raha...ghanti to ja rahi thi lekin meri ghanti(Nisha ) call recieve hee nahi kar rahi thi...iske baad maine 5-6 baar aur try mara aur jab koyi kamyabi nahi mili to kisi thake -hare hue insaan ki tarah Nisha ke ghar ki taraf dekha...to mujhe Nisha ke ghar ke bahar do car khadi dikhayi di aur jaha tak main janta tha ,wo dono car mere sasural walo ki nahi thi...yani ki Nisha ke ghar me koyi bahari aadmi aaya hua tha aur Car dekhkar hee lag raha tha ki sala bahut rahis hoga.....
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ab jab ye clear ho gaya ki Nisha ke ghar me kayi bahari log hai to dimag ne ye bhi theory bana dali ki Nisha ,jaroor unhi logo ke samne hogi ,isiliye wo mera call recieve nahi kar rahi hai....lekin ab sawal ye paida hua ki Nisha ke ghar aaya kaun hai....
shuru me socha ki chalkar Nisha ke ghar ki rakhwali karne wale guard se baato hee baato me puchh liya
jaye,lekin phhir jab dhang ka kuchh nahi sujha to maine apna irada taal diya....
"kahi sala David aur uski family to nahi aayi hai..."eka-ek mere 1400 gm ke bheje me ye khayal kaudha aur phhir ye khayal beet rahe har seconds ke sath prabal hota gaya...
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Nisha ke ghar ke bahar khada main ,yahi soch raha tha ki yadi sach me David aur uske pariwar wale hee andar honge to phhir mujhe jald se jald kuchh sochana padega...warna Nisha hath se nikal jayegi... "haan bol dayan...kis par jadu tona kar rahi thi...jo mera phone nahi uthaya..."Nisha ne kuchh samay baad khud mujhe call kiya ,tab main uspar bhadakte hue bola"kaha hai..."
"bathroom me hoon...badi mushkil se call kar payi hoon..." "bathroom me kya kar reli hai ,hmm"
"shut up..."
"chal thik hai,nahi batana to mat bata ,wo tera personal matter hai...lekin ye bata ki abhi kaun aaya hua hai tere ghar me..."
"tumhe kaise pata chala ki mere ghar me koyi aaya hua hai..."achanak chaukte hue usne apni aawaz tez karke puchha..
"bas aise hee andaza lagaya...kya sach me koyi aaya hai kya..."
"haan...David aaya hua hai aur lunch ke baad wo mujhe shopping ke liye le jane wala hai...."
"David....iski maa ka fill in the blanks...."phone rakhte hue maine aakhiri lafz Nisha se kahe"wishing you a happy married life..."
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Maine mobile gusse se jeb me ghusaya aur seedhe apne room ki taraf badha....mujhe gussa isliye aa raha tha kyunki jis khushi ke sath Nisha ne David ke uske ghar aane aur uske sath shopping par jane ki baat kahi thi...usase mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha ki ye wahi Nisha hai,jo kuchh din pahle David ka name lekar pareshan ho rahi thi....uski aawaz me jara sa bhi rukhapan nahi tha yani ki David ke aane se wo bahut jyada khush thi....aisa maine socha, lekin haqiqat kuchh aur ho sakti thi,yadi Nisha ne mere call disconnect karne ke baad mujhe return call kiya hota to lekin usne aisa nahi kiya....
Main pure raste bhar Nisha ke return call ka wait karte hue apne room ki taraf badh raha tha aur apne room par bhi pahuch gaya,lekin abhi tak Nisha ne ek bhi return call nahi ki thi....
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Waqt ko badalte hue sabne dekha hoga lekin kabhi-kabhi waqt nahi insaan badal jate hai,unki chah badal jati hai,jeene ki vajah badal jati hai....aur ye seedhe humare left side yani ki dil par hamle ke barabar hota hai aur jab aapke dil ke sabse karibi shaks aisa kare to mano dil par kisi ne parmanu hamla kar diya ho.....aisa lagta hai.
ek baar to ye parmanu hamla main jhel chuka tha aur aage bhi jhel sakta tha....lekin ,sala abki baar chutiya banne ka mood nahi hai.
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Room par aaya to aaj pichhale kuchh dino ki tarah Arun bhi nahi tha ,jo gali dekar puchhe ki 'kaha gaya tha lawde...daru laya ya aise hee muh uthakar aa gaya ' .
Akela Varun hee tha aur wo bhi is waqt apna lap top pakde marwa raha tha isliye Varun ko disturb kiye hue bina main seedhe balcony par ja pahucha.Cigarette ki packet ulat-pulat ki lekin packet khali nikli...isliye ab chup-chap hokar balcony me khade rahne ke siwa mere paas koyi dusara rasta nahi tha.... Jab kuchh thanda hua to socha ki kahi main Nisha ko parakhne me jaldbaji to nahi kar raha hoon....ho sakta hai wo kisi aur baat se us waqt khush rahi hogi....
"lekin use kam se kam ek return call to karna hee chahiye....main hota to ek nahi dus return call karta...."Mobile par Nisha ka number dekhte hue main jhallaya....
"ye laundiyo wali harkat mat kar, be A Mard...."maine turant apna hee virodh kiya.....
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jab kuchh aur samay gujara to mujhe khud ki galti dikhne lagi aur mujhe mere andar ki wo burayi nazar aayi ,jo mujhme nahi honi chahiye thi.....Main hamesha se Kabirdas ka fan tha aur unke ek all time favorite dialogue"Kaal Kare So Aaj Kar, Aaj Kare So Ab" par chalta tha...aur isi karan mere andar sabra naam ki chiz nahi thi...apni aadat ke viparit maine ek baar sabra kiya...wo bhi ek din, do din nahi...ek hafte, do hafte nahi...ek mahine ,do mahine nahi...yaha tak ki ek saal ,do saal bhi mere us sabra ke samay seema ke aage kam pad gaye....maine pure char saal tak sabra kiya lekin us sabra ne hee meri achchhi tarah se maar li....tab se Sabra naam ki chidiya mere aas-paas bhi nahi udati.....
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Apne hath me mobile pakde hue main Nisha ke mobile number ko dekh raha tha aur us baat ko aadha ghanta beet jaane ke bawjood abhi tak intezaar hee kar raha tha ki wo mujhe ab call karegi...ab call karegi...
dil ne kaha ki wo nahi karti to tu khud kar le aur meri bechaini ko khatam karde,lekin dimag ne kaha ki 'beta ek baar laundiya ke chakkar me chud chuke ho aur abki baar wala scene bhi kuchh waisa hee ban raha hai...isliye jara sambhal kar aur use hee call karne do...."
Ichchha to bahut ho rahi thi ki abhich mobile ki hari batti do baar daba doon ,lekin phhir socha"jane do,sala apni bhi koyi aaukat hai...khud call karegi to kare...main to ab call hee nahi karunga...."
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Jaise jaise waqt beet raha tha waise-waise mera dimag bhi satak raha tha aur jab pure do ghante tak balcony me khade rahkar Nisha ki call ka intezaar karte rahne ke baad bhi jab udhar se koyi call nahi aaya to maine gusse me Varun ke mobile ko hee switch off kar diya.....
"Arman Sir, jara mera mobile dene ki kripa karenge kya....""oh teri...gusse me to main ye bhi bhool gaya ki ye mobile mera nahi balki Varun ka mobile hai..."fatafat mobile on karte hue maine Varun se do minute rukne ke liye kaha aur phhir jakar bistar par uska mobile patak diya.....
"bade krodhit lag rahe ho mahashaya...Nisha se kuchh baat hui kya..."mere is ravaiye par Varun ne chutki li...."baat hee to nahi hui...."itna bolkar main chup ho gaya...
Varun ne bistar se apna mobile uthaya aur kisi ko call karke kaha ki usne falana artical bhej diya hai...wo jakar check kar le.....uske baad Varun kuchh der tak apni aankh malta raha aur phhir aankh kholkar bola"chal bata deepika ke bare me..."
"mood nahi hai us R.deepika ke baare me baat karne ka..."
"to mood banao shriman...warna hum tumhari khatiya khadi kar denge..." "abey...pahle to tu ye bakchod language me bolna chhod..."
"chal ab nahi bolta....lekin ek baat bata, tujhe kabhi andar se feeling nahi aayi ki tune apne badle ki khatir deepika ka career barbaad kar diya...matlab ki usne jo kiya wo galat tha,main manta hoon...lekin deepika ko college se nikalne ke aalawa bhi to koyi dusara rasta nikal sakta tha...is tarah use badnaam karna aur phhir uski rozi-roti par laat marna ,ye to ek tarah se galat hua na...."
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Varun ka sawal jayaj tha lekin mere andar se kabhi ye khayal hee nahi aaya ki maine deepika mam ke sath jo kiya ,wo galat tha....main bola...
"tujhe pata hai, female black spider ki ek khasiyat hoti hai ki wo sambhog ke baad male spider ko kha jati hai aur deepika mam bhi usi black spider ki tarah thi ,jo kisi bhi ladke se chudne ke baad use nigal jati thi....yani ki us ladke ka career barbaad kar deti thi, isliye mujhe kabhi is baat par pachhtawa nahi hua ki maine use buri tarah badnaam karke college se nikala....mere barbaad hone ki beshak hee kayi vajah rahi ho, lekin sabse pahli vajah deepika mam khud thi..."thodi der ruk kar main aage bola"aur waise bhi deepika mam ko meri is harkat se fayda hee hua,kyunki aaj kal wo ek model hai...."
"model kaha....."
Maine paas me rakhi hui ek magzine ko uthaya aur kayi panne palatne ke baad ek ladki ka photo Varun ko dikhaya ,jo kisi bikni brand ka advertise karne ke liye pose diye hue thi.....
"yahi hai R.Deepika..."
"kya..."mere hath se wo magzine turant chheenkar Varun ne apne hath me liya aur deepika mam ki photo ko upar se lekar neeche tak apni aankho se scan marne ke baad bola"badi dhansu item hai be ye to..."
"college ki no. 1 maal ye pahle bhi thi aur ab bhi hai..." "tab to tu iski fb id bhi janta hoga..."
"jis din isne college chhoda ,usi din isne apni facebook id deactivate kar di...."
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Varun bahut der tak deepika mam ki photo ko takta raha...aur phhir lambi saans lekar bola"chal aage bata..."
Main ab Varun ko apne college ki story suna-suna kar bore hua ja raha tha, isliye maine decide kiya
ki...aaj chahe jo ho jaye.8th Semester ki puri kahani sunakar hee dam lunga...bhale hee raat bhar jagna kyun na pade aur kal subah se apne kaam par jana shuru kar dunga...kyunki mujhe dar tha ki kahi industry wale mujhe nikal na de...isliye maine pahle hee Varun se shart rakhi ki jab tak 8th Semester khatam nahi ho jayega ,wo soyega nahi aur meri is shart par usne hami bhari .....
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"8th Semester ki shuruat jaise hui ,uske do-teen din baad hee hume pata chala ki Vibha janeman...college chhod rahi hai...aur ye mere Vibha ko chodne ke armano par jabarjast prahar tha....jise main bardasht nahi kar sakta tha...."
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Jab ye khabar mujhe mili tab main apne dosto ke sath hostel me tha aur jaise hee ye khabar suni to dil kiya ki khabar sunane wale ko apne hostel ki chhat se ulta latka doon ya phhir direct neeche fek doon.... kayi saal pahle maine ye padha tha ki kisi chiz ko 11.2 kilometer per second ki velocity se upar fekne par wo chiz earth se palayan kar jati hai aur phhir kabhi earth par laut kar nahi aati...isliye is waqt dil to ye bhi kiya ki khabar sunane wale us launde ko 11.2km per second ki raftaar se aasman me fek doon ,jisase wo earth se seedhe palayan kar jaye aur kabhi lautkar na aa paye....lekin main aisa nahi kar paya kyunki ye khabar kisi aur ne nahi balki humare Pandey ji ne sunayi thi....
"khud to hai hee manhoos aur khabar bhi waisi manhooso wali lata hai...sale tu mar kyun nahi jata aur
kitna jiyega...."Vibha se judayi ke gam me maine kaha..
"Kya Arman bhai...main to socha tha ki Vibha ke jaane se aap bahut khush hoge...lekin ye khabar sunkar to aap ulta mujhpar hee baras pade..."
"ise tu khushkhabari kahta hai...sale pure college me ye eklauti ladki thi ,jo mujhse baat karti thi...waise tu khush kyun hai Vibha ke jaane se, usne teri gand mari thi kya..."
"gand hee to maar rahi hai...sali sectional me chod deti hai mere ko..."
"ab uske class me Rajshri khakar baithega to yahi hoga...aur bata bhi raha hai to ab, pahle bataya hota to kuchh jugad bhi jamata, ab to wo ja rahi hai..."
"are hatao Vibha ko aur aaj raat ke daru programme ke baare me baat karte hai...."
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Vibha is pure college ki eklauti aisi ladki thi ,jo mujhse dhang se muskura kar baat karti thi...main kitna bigda hua hoon, kitna badmash hoon...isase use kabhi koyi fark nahi pada...class test, midterm me mere kitne bhi number ho...uske subject me sectional hamesha mujhe badhiya hee mila,isliye Vibha se meri kabhi koyi bahas nahi hui...baki ladke jaha assignment likh-likh kar apne hath pakad lete the ,wahi main har baar sirf apna name likhkar copy jama karta ,lekin ek baar bhi wo kuchh nahi boli....aur to aur facebook me main usase double meaning wali hazaro baate karta tha,kyunki mera dili ichchha thi ki ek din wo bistar par mere neeche ho....lekin mere ye intention incomplete hee rah gaye....
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dusare din main college to pahucha lekin third period me aur tab tak Vibha ki class ja chuki thi aur ye class uski aakhiri class thi....jab college pahucha to dosto ne bataya ki aaj Vibha mam ki class me koyi padhayi nahi hui...wo log pure ek ghante Vibha mam se sirf hansi mazak karte rahe aur class ke end me sabhi laundo-laundiyo ne Vibha mam ko unki aage ki life ke liye all the best kaha ,jiske baad Vibha ne bhi puri class ko all the best kaha.....sala main hee is mauke pe chauka marne se rah gaya, yadi kal raat daru nahi pee hoti to....khair ab pachhtaye hot kya ,jab chidiya chug gayi khet aur waise bhi I LOVE DARU MORE THAN GIRLS....
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"kya soch raha hai be Arman...chal Canteen se aate hai..."lunch hone ke baad bhi jab main apni jagah par baitha raha to Arun bola...
"kuchh nahi,bas Vibha janeman ke baare me soch raha hoon....mere paas full mauka tha use patane ka,lekin main to lund hilata raha...kabhi try hee nahi kiya aur aaj jab wo ja rahi hai to ekdum kharab lag raha hai...ab class me wahi badsurat teacher rahenge,jinki surat dekhte hee padhne ka man nahi karta..."
"chal canteen me first year ki laundiyo ko tadte hai...is baar to puri miss india aa gayi hai college me..." "Wo sab chhod aur ye bata ki Vibha is waqt kaha hogi ,tere hisab se..."
"is waqt...."andaza lagate hue Arun bola"mechanical department me hogi aur kaha hogi..."
"ek kaam kar tu ja, main aaj canteen nahi ja raha....Vibha se milkar aata hoon..."Vibha se milne ka irada karke main apni jagah se utha ,to Arun ne mera kandha pakad kar mujhe wapas baitha diya...
"tujhe lagta hai ki wo tujhse milegi...abey lodu ,wo is waqt mechanical department me hogi...aur waha apne sare khadoos teacher honge..."
"to kya hua..."
"to kya hua.....beta tu mechaniclal department me to usase baat kar nahi payega isliye tu use bahar aane ke liye hee kahega...aise me wo sale ,MC teachers pakka kuchh na kuchh galat samajh lenge....jate-jate to use badnaam mat kar..."
"tu hoshiyari mat chod aur ja apna kaam kar...mujhe maloom hai ki kya karna hai, bada aaya mujhe
salah dene wala..."
"marwa phhir...mujhe kya..."bolkar Arun turant class se bahar nikal gaya...aur main mechanical department ki taraf badha....
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waise to kuchh der pahle maine Arun ko gali dekar bhaga diya tha,lekin usne sahi hee kaha tha ki department me jakar Vibha ko seedhe bahar bulana ,khatarnak sabit ho sakta tha...isliye main apne department ke bahar jakar rook gaya aur Vibha ke mobile par ek messege tapka diya ki mujhe usase milna hai....
Mere messege karne ke 10 minute baad tak jab Vibha mechanical department se bahar nahi nikli to maine ye maan liya ki ab wo bahar nahi aayegi ,isliye main wapas jane ke liye muda...lekin tabhi peechhe se Vibha janeman ne mujhe aawaz di....
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"mujhe laga nahi ki aap aaogi...isliye wapas ja raha tha..."Vibha ko bahar dekh main uski taraf badha... "lunch me busy thi...ab free hoon,bolo kya baat hai..."
"aaj badi dhansu lag rahi ho....bole to you are looking beautiful..."
Meri is tarif bhare shabdo ka Vibha ne koyi jawab nahi diya jabki aam taur par ladkiya apne liye aise word sunkar samne wale ko smile ke sath thanks kahti hai...lekin Vibha mam ki apni hee ek khas aadat hai ,jo ye ki main jab bhi use khubsurat kahta tha to uska muh aise ban jata tha jaise maine uski tarif nahi balki bejjati ki hai...khair ye humara personal matter hai...tum logo ko involve hone ki jaroorat
nahi
"dil se bol raha hoon mam ki you are looking so beautiful...ab to ja rahi ho ,kam se kam jate-jate to thanks bol "
"thanks...lekin tumne abhi tak ye nahi bataya ki mujhse ,tumhe aisi kaun si baat karni thi..."
Vibha ke ye kahte hee main soch me pad gaya...kyunki main ye soch ke hee nahi aaya tha ki Vibha se mujhe kya baat karni hai...isliye main waha khada rahkar kuchh der tak to idhar-udhar jhakta raha aur phhir bola "yaha se kahi door chale "
"chalo..."
"kya..."mere sath chalne ke uske jawab se main thoda nervous sa ho gaya...kyunki mujhe abhi tak samajh nahi aaya tha ki Vibha se actually main baat kya karu ?
hum dono waha se door aaye aur phhir ek jagah jakar Vibha rook gayi aur meri taraf dekhne lagi....jisase main aur bhi nervous ho gaya...mere andar is waqt saukado toofan utha hua tha ,jo shabdo ke roop me mere andar se bahar nikalkar Vibha ke kano tak jana chahta tha....is waqt mere andar kayi khayalat aa rahe the, jaise ki Vibha ko 'i love you' kahna ya phhir 'i want to fuck you' kahna....lekin in sabhi ke beech maine wo topic chheda jiski ummid na to Vibha ko thi aur na hee mujhe....wo to bas ek second ke andar hee mere dil me aaya aur maine kah diya....
"Sidar ko to janti hee hongi...bole to wahi apne MTL bhai..."bolne ke sath hee mere andar ek dukh ka anubhav hua...aur aisa hee kuchh-kuchh reaction Vibha ka bhi tha...
"use kaun nahi janta...lekin Sidar ke baare me mujhse kya baat karni hai...hum dono to kabhi dost tak nahi the...."
"exactly...ise ke baare me to baat karni hai...."Vibha ki aankho me aankhe gadate hue main bola"unhone mujhse kaha tha ki wo aapse...matlab...wo ,aapse..."
"pyar karta tha...."mere aadhure vakya ko pura karte hue Vibha ne kaha"lekin maine to usase kabhi pyar nahi kiya...."
"wahi to puchhane aaya hoon ki kyun nahi kiya...koyi khas dushmani thi kya unse..."
"jisase dushmani na ho ,iska matlab ye to nahi hota ki usase pyar kiya jaye....aur waise bhi ab wo nahi hai to is baare me baat karne ka koyi fayda nahi....main chalti hoon..."
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"ye kya kar diya ye to naraz ho gayi..."Vibha ko waha se jate dekh main khud par cheekha aur tej kadmo ke sath aage badhte hue Vibha ke thik samne khada ho gaya....
"sorry...waise main ye puchhane aaya tha ki yaha se ja kab rahi ho...mera matlab train kitne baje ki hai..."
"tumhe kaise pata ki main train se "
"ab plane se to jaogi nahi aur Rajasthan tak yaha se koyi bus jati nahi...isliye jaogi to train se hee...ab batao kitne baje ki train hai..."
"11:30 PM....lekin ye kyun puchh rahe ho..."
"bas aisich general knowledge ke liye...kya pata Indian Engineering service(IES) ke exam me ye question aa jaye "
"to main chalu..."
"ja aish kar..." "sudharoge nahi tum..."
"koyi sudharne wali mili nahi...warna bande hum utne bigde hue bhi nahi the...aap try maar sakti ho "
"apna ye jadu uspar chalaya karo,jispar chalta ho....aur haan ,yadi raat ko railway station aa rahe ho to 11 baje pahuch jana....kuchh important kaam hai...mujhe aane me thoda bahut late ho jayega to waha se bhag mat jana,mera intezaar karna....ab samne se hato..."
"janeman, intezaar to hum sirf do chiz ka karte hai...pahla 'Pirates of the Caribbean' ke next part ka aur dusara Sachin ki batting ka...."goggles lagate hue maine kaha"isliye time par pahuch jana ".
Vibha se milne ke baad maine time dekha to maloom hua ki recess khatam hone me ab bhi 20 minute baki the aur pet me bhookh ke mare jo khalbali machi hui thi uske baad to sirf canteen hee ekmatra sahara tha...isliye main Canteen ki ore chal pada...Pet me bhookh ke karan machi khalbali ke aalawa ek aur karan tha,jiski vajah se main canteen ja raha tha...wo karan ye tha ki last semester se college ke kuchh ladko ne apna ek alag group bana liya tha...jo aaye din kisi na kisi ko pelte rahte the...mujhe Pandey ji ne iski information kuchh din pahle hee di thi aur ye bhi kaha tha ki wo recess ke waqt pura time canteen me rahte hai....isliye Canteen me jakar us group ko thik karna tha aur waise bhi jab se maine apne charo plan ko deactivate kiya hai,tab se main jab chahu,jise chahu, jaha chau...thok sakta hoon...
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